Don't have children
Wow, that's another heartwarming love story.
I love you in every period, from birth to death, from sunrise to sunset.
An Ning: "Me too. โ
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After An Ning collected all the evidence about the corruption of the household department in his hand, he presented it to the current saint in one fell swoop.
The whole household trembled.
When the new emperor took office, he killed decisively, and the entire household was spared.
Embezzlement has been a felony since the time of Emperor Xuan.
Slaughtered all over the house.
It's just that this time, because of the large number of corrupt people, the implication is very light, and now the saint is merciful, and only the corrupt officials are beheaded, and the courtiers are not affected.
For this reason, the people praised the righteousness of the new emperor.
And An Ning also sat in the position of the head of the household department in one fell swoop, and the new emperor pulled it out with one hand, once again refreshing the age of court officials.
An Ning undoubtedly became the youngest courtier, but the official position was very small.
The officials of the household department were vigorously cleaned up, just in time to take advantage of the imperial examination to recruit new ones.
This time, it was handed over to the Governor of Anning.
In this imperial examination, there were many women on the list, so An Ning selected some women to enter the household department.
Cang Fuyun also focused on promoting rookies and female officers.
Change the corrupt atmosphere of the court
It wasn't until three months later that I was completely settled.
After half a year, An Ning once again took to the streets.
After experiencing the reform and new policy, the whole Daye has been updated with a new style.
Even if you don't have a busy city in Kyoto, you can see a lot of women than usual.
Some are on their way to school, some are working, and some are taking their daughters to buy jewelry and food on the street.
There are also more and more girls' schools, and some businessmen have discovered the benefits and opened many schools that charge tuition.
This also received a lot of encouragement from the court.
Star Academy is also in various places, opening more and more, opening bigger and bigger.
An Ning lowered the curtain of the carriage and looked at Master Gu on the side.
Before, she promised him that when they were done, they would go to the suburbs to fly kites.
It's spring again.
Gu Qingzhao had a huge kite on his lap.
He's been doing it since a month ago.
It's a butterfly-shaped one, a pattern that he cut and painted himself.
An Ning's hand gently stroked the kite, he took his hand, and when he looked at the palm, there were indeed many scratches.
"Master Gu is very good at doing handicrafts, but he made himself look like this."
She lowered her eyes slightly.
This kite was his surprise to her.
He got up secretly in the middle of the night to do it, he couldn't see it, he could only grope it, so there were a lot of scratches.
Gu Qingzhao smiled softly: "It doesn't hurt, I'm very happy, it seems that I haven't given you any surprises." โ
As everyone knows, he just wants to dedicate all the good things in this world to the people in front of him.
An Ning also smiled gently: "Your appearance is a surprise every time." Every time you turn around, every time you look back, and you who are looking at me now, are all surprises. โ
Gu Qingzhao gently stroked An Ning's face, she lost a lot of weight.
"Well, I see, if you don't get annoyed, I'll be in front of you all the time."
"Okay."
How could she be annoyed, her family Gu is like a round of moonlight, illuminating the road, which is too wide.
The carriage arrived.
They went to the thatched hut where Gu Qingzhao lived.
It seems like it's been almost two years.
As soon as I got out of the carriage, the memories of the first time I saw them came to mind.
What An Ning saw was a person dressed in white, unstained with dust, and as cold as a fairy.
At that time, she didn't know that Gu Qingzhao saw her restraint in front of the window, the coincidence of finally trembling and reaching out to open the door, and the scratching heart of calling her Miss An again and again.
"Master Gu, what are you thinking about the first time you see me here?"
Gu Qing looked at the familiar scene in front of him, he had lived there for many years.
The scenery was nice and the air was good, but he never appreciated it until the day she came.
Since then, the whole surrounding area has been colored.
"I'm thinking, God treats me well, my girl can actually see me. I'm thinking, from now on, I'll be in your sight, I'm thinking, what if you still like the prince, what if you can't see me again one day. โ
"Do I want to go to you, do I want to stop you regardless of your wishes, do I want to be like the kind of person I hate in the book, you can't forget me everywhere you look, do I want to break into your life, will I make you sad, will I make you hate me."
He is the one who hates the sky, and he is the one who is grateful to God in the end.
It was he who let go, and he was the one who was reluctant to let go.
There is another sentence, he is wondering, whether he doesn't have to die, whether he can just guard her like this, for the rest of his life.
Her gaze is too important, the important thing gives him the desire to live, and gives him the motivation to live.
Even if he can only call her, Miss Ann.
An Ning lowered her head and her eyes reddened.
She remembered the winter days in her dream when her family Gu was covered in snow.
Forgotten by everyone, forgotten by time, he disappeared without a trace.
There is another life, and there is this life.
Life is the same, death is the same hole.
She would never again, just watch him disappear like this.
An Ning suddenly asked, "Master Gu, do you want a child?" โ
Since they got married, they haven't talked about it, and they tacitly don't want children.
It's not that she doesn't like children, she just feels that she owes herself too much, so in this life, she just wants to live this life well with him.
She didn't ask her family what the Gu adults thought, the child...
"There are some people in this world who feel that having children makes them belong to themselves, so do you want children?"
Gu Qingzhao gently cupped An Ning's face, "Look at me." โ
He said with a serious look in his eyes: "How can you think that having children is a belonging, you are my belonging, and I already have a belonging." A-Ning, it is undeniable that once, I wanted to have a child with you, but it is only because I love you that I will love our children, not because I love children, I will love you more. โ
"If you don't want children, we don't want them, in this life, we will travel all over the world, and children are not important at all. A-Ning, every time you are sad, you don't dare to look at me, you always feel indebted to me, you can't take yourself and fulfill my wishes. Just as I can't always pray for your mercy through this. โ
An Ning smiled with red eyes.
"I'm always independent, always awake, and occasionally, indulged in my Gu. Okay, then we don't want children, we go to swim all over the mountains and seas, we do what we want to do, our hurts, we heal ourselves. Master Gu, I know that you always feel as if you are not a person from this world, and you also seem to think that I will disappear at any time. โ
"You think, maybe with a child, you become real, and I won't leave. But you are very sober and restrained, because these things will hurt me. โ