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An Ning laughed.
"Then when I didn't say it, Master Gu is strong and strong, I..."
Gu Qingzhao gently covered An Ning's mouth, and his ears were slightly red.
"Aning, don't say these words."
An Ning smiled even more happily when she saw this.
Why is it that ten years have passed, and her family Gu is still an innocent little wolf dog?
Gu Qingzhao looked at her helplessly and shook his head.
His girl is really getting bolder.
Even these words dare to be said.
But he couldn't restrain his heartbeat.
As long as she teased her slightly, he could only admit defeat.
An Ning: "Okay, I know that Master Gu is shy, every time I ask you to read those words, you don't read them." โ
Gu Qingzhao's face became more and more red.
The words she said were red-faced.
It's been a year since they've been out of Kyoto, and they've been to all sorts of places.
Now his A-Ning is dyed with a bit of the style of a chivalrous woman.
He didn't want to read those words, but every time he saw A-Ning smiling at it, he didn't want to stop it, so he let her read it.
It wasn't until night hit that the two returned to the inn.
After showering and changing, the two lay on the bed.
An Ning took out the notebook again.
Over the years, she has read a lot of sage books, and it is the first time she has read so many books of words in the world.
There are far fewer feudal remnants than in the past.
What was written ten years ago, the young lady eloped with the little girl.
What is written now, what is the young lady chasing the prince, by the way, there are also those who write them.
"The Beautiful Love of the Prime Minister and the Female Official"
"The Love of the Prime Minister and the Lady of the General's Mansion"
The content in it made her watch it with relish, if it weren't for her being herself, she would really have to believe it.
An Ning is reading a book, and Gu Qing is looking at An Ning.
She turned her head, "What's the matter, Master Gu, do you want to watch it together?" โ
Gu Qingzhao: "A-Ning, read less books at night, it hurts your eyes." โ
An Ning thought for a moment, then put down the book.
"That's right. That's not as good as us..."
Gu Qingzhao interrupted her: "Sleep." โ
Well? An Ning was stunned.
Then he chuckled again, "What does Master Gu think?" I also said sleeping, after all, we have to go to see the rising sun tomorrow, if we can't get up, don't blame Lord Gu. โ
Gu Qingzhao was in the candlelight, his face flushed.
"Well, sleep."
That night, he didn't sleep well.
He had a dream, he dreamed, his A-Ning wrote him a letter, he desperately tried to open the letter, but could not open it.
He was sweating profusely.
A familiar voice woke him up.
An Ning hugged him worriedly, "It's okay, Master Gu, is it a nightmare." โ
Gu Qingzhao couldn't stop panting, and the sweat on his forehead rubbed on An Ning's underwear.
It took him a while to calm down.
An Ning poured him a glass of water, "What the hell is wrong Lord Gu?" โ
Gu Qingzhao gasped and said, "I had a dream, and you wrote a letter to me, but I couldn't open it." โ
An Ning's hand holding the cup trembled, but she immediately regained her composure.
She laughed, "How so? I'm right in front of you, how can I write to you? โ
But Gu Qingzhao didn't miss her hand that had just trembled for a moment while holding the teacup.
His gaze instantly turned dark.
"A-Ning, is there anything you can hide from me?"
An Ning immediately smiled bitterly, she really couldn't hide anything from her family Gu.
How long did she recover this memory.
She laughed, "I don't want to say it, it's not a big deal, it's just something I don't want to talk about again." โ
This matter, she can easily pass.
But for her family, Lord Gu, it will definitely become a lifelong demon.
He will blame himself and even hate himself.
If it weren't for him, she would have been free to die instead of living to be infinitely tormented.
He would also wonder why he didn't think that she was controlled, why he didn't save her, but felt that he had chosen to be perfect for her.
In that life, he will be a complete joke.
But An Ning knew that it wasn't like that.
Who would have guessed that this world would really have a god-like control.
Her family Gu is not a god, even if she can guess.
But her joys, sorrows, and sorrows in the first life are also real.
Although he can't control what he does, all his emotions resonate with his soul.
If he did do something to make her sad, even if she lost her mind, she would be sad with her controlled body.
It doesn't make sense to say that now.
There's a long way to go, just look ahead.
"Qingzhao, we still have a long life, there is no way forward, it's better to forget, isn't this what you want?"
An Ning took Gu Qingzhao's hand and kissed him lightly on the lips.
Gu Qingzhao returned a deep, deep kiss.
He said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, there's no way forward." โ
The road ahead was unknown, and that was what he told her.
Because of his death, An Ning has never been able to forget.
Therefore, he said, there is no way forward.
In fact, he had already guessed it.
But she didn't want him to know, and he didn't know for the rest of his life.
We don't ask where we come from, we don't go where we come from.
Only to step forward.
All the way.
If one is not greedy, one will be satisfied.
It's just that the desires are infinitely magnified in the other party's body, so everything is about the perfection of what they do, lest they hurt the other party in the slightest.
But there's no such thing as perfection.
It's already the best they can do.
They went to see the mountains, the rivers, the sea.
Enjoyed the scenery along the way.
Countless children, the elderly, the weak, women and children have been rescued.
They are together, they don't abandon each other, they love each other deeply.
Therefore, don't ask the way to come, just look at the moonlight. The moonlight explores the road ahead, and the road ahead is endless.
When you are in front of me, my desires are magnified and shrunk by you.
I am not satisfied with you, but I am also satisfied with you.
In this world, how many lovers can walk all over the mountains and seas like them, and carry white heads together.
So, Aning, I won't ask, I won't ask anymore.
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I'm still Gu Qingzhao.
I'm still at peace.
There is always something to be found in meaning and joy.
For example, helping others, such as giving porridge often.
For example, painting and keeping the scenery along the way.
For example, leave the most beautiful deeds for you.
For this reason, Gu Qingzhao personally wrote down all their past.
This writing is a lifetime.
Forever passed down and amazed.
Countless people have spent their lives searching for their legendary love and the meaning of what they say.
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You have to save yourself before you save others.
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Anning: "Look, is that our kite?" โ
Gu Qingzhao: "It flew 90,000 miles, and it will continue to fly." โ
Another gust of wind rose.
I went away with the wind and returned ninety thousand miles.
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You see, the world needs to have love, but also to love yourself.
In this world, love is needed, but it is also necessary to find the meaning of each other's lives.
So you guys, did you find it?
We are not destined, we are mutually accomplished.
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