Facing her hot and worried gaze, Ji Yan's expression did not change much, and his voice said "um".

After receiving his affirmative answer, Xu Chenyin's heart was shocked, but before she could say anything, Ji Yan took the lead in speaking, and his voice was cold: "Xu Chenyin, this doesn't mean anything, besides, I now hope that you can go as far as possible like before." ”

Xu Chenyin's hand hanging on her side became cold for a moment, raised her eyes, and moved her lips to Ji Yan's eyes, wanting to ask what he meant, but she just started, but she suddenly didn't know how to ask.

His attitude was too resolute.

It made her feel that it was really impossible between them.

This realization made Xu Chenyin's chest swell up with a violent tumbling sourness, she lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly, a trace of desolation crossed her eyes, and she said in a low voice: "Ji Yan, I know that you resent me in your heart now, but Ji Yan, all these years, I ......"

"Xu Chenyin." Ji Yan suddenly interrupted her words, her dark eyes were slightly dark, and her tone was mixed with a hint of impatience: "How ugly do you want me to say?" ”

"Ji Yan, I'm ......" Xu Chenyin's heart was suffocated, she raised her eyes to Ji Yan's eyes, her eyes were complicated.

Ji Yan looked straight into her eyes, and his voice was clear and crisp: "Get out of the car." ”

Xu Chenyin was stunned for a moment, the corners of her eyes slid down, and she wanted to say something, but in the end she pushed the door and got out of the car, she stood in the cold wind, her figure was thin, watching the car go away, and closed her eyes in pain.

When she turned around, Wei Hou didn't know how long he stood behind her, and when he saw her lost soul, he sighed lightly and comforted: "Chenyin, good boy, just solve the misunderstanding with Captain Ji." ”

Xu Chenyin lowered his eyes, trying to hide his teary eyes, and muttered in a low voice, "Master, I've caused you trouble......

Wei Hou shook his head, there was worry in his eyes, but he didn't know how to persuade him, so he could only say slowly: "Don't bother, let's go back first." ”

Xu Chenyin bowed slightly, and when she returned to the door of the room, she heard Wei Hou say with concern: "Chenyin, if the state is not right, then take a day off tomorrow." ”

"No need."

Xu Chenyin exhaled lightly, raised his head, and tried to raise a smile: "Master, don't worry, I will definitely not bring personal emotions to work." ”

Hearing her say this, Wei Hou didn't want to say anything more, looked at her still reddened eyes, and told her a few more words to rest early before turning around and going back to the room.

When he returned to the room, Xu Chenyin didn't turn on the light, and the whole person seemed to have completely lost his strength, leaning on the door panel, unable to return to his senses for a long time.

I don't know how long it was, until an abrupt phone rang that brought her mind back.

It was Chen Lin, and she was the only classmate she still had contact with in high school.

"Chenyin, are you coming to next month's class reunion?"

Xu Chenyin was silent, and before she could answer, she heard Chen Lin continue: "Busy man, everyone is thinking about you." ”

"I ......" Xu Chenyin wanted to refuse, so he listened to Chen Lin say slowly: "Listening to what Li Yu said, he seems to have contacted Ji Yan and is trying to persuade him." ”

“……”

Xu Chenyin held the mobile phone and lowered her eyes and groaned.

Chen Lin said to herself: "This is the first time in so many years of graduation that I have been able to contact Ji Yan, when such a big thing suddenly happened in his family, everyone thought that Ji Yan would be depressed, but they didn't think about ......it."

Halfway through her speech, she suddenly realized something again, and comforted: "Chenyin, I don't mean anything else, if you don't want to come, then forget it." ”

Listening to her words, Xu Chenyin didn't answer again, but just changed the topic: "Where is the address of the party?" You can send the location to my phone. ”

After hanging up the phone, Xu Chenyin lowered his eyes and looked at the night outside the window, stunned for a long time.

The work of antiquities restoration is repetitive day after day, boring and tireless.

The restoration of the Golden Hu Vase is of different significance to Xu Chenyin, because this is the first cultural relic she has participated in the restoration of the whole process.

It was also in this process that she once again felt the story of the former owner of the Golden Beard Vase.

The owner of the Golden Hu Vase was once a courtier who was trusted by the emperor, and it can be described as infinitely beautiful.

At that time, the drinking culture in the Tang Dynasty was prevalent, from the emperor to the common people, almost all strata of the Tang Dynasty were generally drinking, so during this period, there were many wine shops and banners in Chang'an City.

Among them, "Orchid Dang" and "Orchid Persuasion" are the most popular, and it was in this process that the owner of the Golden Hu Bottle met an orchid, knew and fell in love with the orchid, and also learned that the orchid's family situation was not good.

Originally, everyone thought that the courtier was playing with the orchid, but they didn't think that the courtier was sincere, and he didn't care about the strange eyes of the world, and ran around for the orchid.

Just when the two of them were about to achieve the right result, the orchid disappeared, no matter how the courtier searched, there was no result, the courtier's mother persuaded him, but the courtier couldn't listen to anything.

Day after day, year after year, until the courtier's gray hair, when he was dying, he still read the orchid, alone.

With the death of the courtier, the orchid appeared back then, and at this time the orchid had long lost her beauty, but she was holding the golden beard bottle that the courtier loved before her death, and muttered in a distracted voice: "If I had been braver back then, it would have been good if I was willing to resist my family for you......"

Be braver?

Xu Chenyin sat on the plane, looking at the white clouds outside the window, and Ji Yan's figure and Ji Yan's indifferent words appeared in his mind.

Everything he said was to force her to leave, but she didn't want to leave any regrets with him, she would try her best to make up for what happened back then, and she would be calm about the difficult things to meet next.

Even if the result is the worst, she still can't save Ji Yan's heart, and she won't have any regrets, at least she has tried......

When the plane landed, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and after separating from Wei Hou, she stopped a taxi and reported the address of the apartment.

When she returned to the apartment and lay on the bed after washing, the sky was already getting brighter, and she looked down at the photo with Ji Yan on the bedside table, and couldn't help but sigh lightly.

When she closed her eyes, what appeared in front of her was Ji Yan's skillful action of lighting a cigarette.

She remembered that on a sunny afternoon in her sophomore year of high school, she stood in the corridor of the teaching building, looked up at the young man's warm and smiling appearance, and asked curiously: "Ji Yan, will you smoke in the future?" ”

Regarding her question, although Ji Yan was puzzled, she still replied seriously: "Probably not, if there is a smoke, it should be when I am very upset." ”

When you are upset, you will smoke ......

Xu Chenyin was lying on the bed, turning over and over with Ji Yan's voice in her ears, and in this way, it was not until the sunrise rose that she fell asleep unconsciously.

At the same time, in the inpatient department of Beijing Hospital, Ji Yan was standing at the end of the corridor, leaning against the cold wall, listening to what the person on the other end of the phone was saying.