"Looking for me?"

When Xu Chenyin heard the little nurse's words, she was stunned at first, but she reacted that it was Ji Yanhou, and she hurriedly stood up and chased after her.

"Eh, Miss Xu......"

The little nurse was a little stunned by Xu Chenyin's sudden move, and when the little nurse looked back at Xu Chenyin, she had already run out of the ward.

There was only one sound of the door shut.

Zhao Jinzhou's face sank, sitting on the sofa, his aura was even more cold and terrifying.

The little nurse sensed that something was wrong, and tried to reduce her sense of presence as much as possible, and walked out of the ward lightly.

When Xu Chenyin chased Ji Yan, he was about to go back to his ward.

"Ji Yan."

Hearing her voice, Ji Yan stopped and looked back at her, his eyes were very cold.

He didn't speak, but waited for her to speak first.

Xu Chenyin looked at him silently for a few seconds, then stepped forward, pursed his lower lip and asked, "You...... Did you have something to do with me just now? Why don't you go in. ”

Ji Yan looked away and said indifferently: "It's nothing, it's not very important, I didn't think about going in and disturbing you." ”

Xu Chenyin was stunned, looked at him, and stopped talking.

After a moment, she lowered her eyelashes and spoke slowly, "That's me bothering you again, sorry." ”

There was a distance between the two of them, and although he still seemed calm, he was a little more distant than before.

It was as if there was a thick layer of glass between them, and they couldn't get closer to each other.

After Xu Chenyin finished speaking, he kept his head down, ready to turn around and leave.

Ji Yan pursed her lips, her dark eyes sank slightly, and when she turned to leave, she suddenly said, "Wait......"

"What?"

Xu Chenyin's eyes lit up slightly, and he immediately stopped and looked back at him: "What do you want to say?" ”

There was an undisguised anticipation in her eyes.

Ji Yan glanced at her and said lightly: "Come in and talk about it." ”

"Okay." Xu Chenyin nodded, and followed him into the ward with a heart beating apprehensively.

When the two walked into the ward, Ji Yan turned his back to her and was silent for a while before he slowly asked, "Xu Chenyin, between us...... Do you think it's still possible? ”

He finished asking, and looked sideways at her.

Xu Chenyin collided with his gaze for a moment before he replied softly: "Ji Yan, we are now looking at what you decide in your heart. ”

Hearing this, Ji Yan's eyes flashed with a trace of struggle, but he didn't respond.

"I never know what the hurdle you have been talking about, I don't know what it is, I don't understand what it is, I can make you so sure, the two of us can't cross it." She lowered her eyes and said quietly, "Ji Yan, the choice is yours now." ”

“……”

Ji Yan's eyebrows pressed slightly, and his voice couldn't hear any emotion: "Is the choice on me?" But what if I chose you, your family, do you think they would agree? ”

"I ......"

Without waiting for Xu Chenyin to speak, Ji Yan stared at her good-looking eyes, and continued lightly: "Xu Chenyin, from the moment we met again, have you really understood me in the past few years?" ”

His family, his situation, and his burdens, all of these can be the gulf between them.

"I've tried to find out, but everyone is deliberately avoiding you here, and I really don't know what to do."

Xu Chenyin said anxiously: "They ......"

"They avoid you for your own good." Ji Yan interrupted her, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said in a flat tone: "Back then, my father jumped off the building without any warning, leaving me with an astronomical debt, which can be said to be astronomical to this day. ”

"As long as we work together, the money we owe will definitely be paid off one day." Xu Chenyin said, taking a step towards him: "If this is the hurdle you have been saying that you can't get over, then I think you are completely underestimating the feeling between us." ”

"Xu Chenyin." Ji Yan looked at her, silent for a moment, and his dark eyes did not hide his affection, but what he said was so realistic: "My burden now is far more than these debts. ”

As he spoke, he closed his eyes, sighed deeply, and said, "Back then, not long after my dad left, my mom was ......"

Speaking of this, when Ji Yan looked at Xu Chenyin again, his eyes were a little more complicated.

"What's wrong with my aunt?"

Xu Chenyin's eyebrows were full of worry.

"My mom, she, she had a car accident and became a vegetative person, and now it's a big deal every month."

In the end, he still didn't say the reason, because deep down, he was complaining about himself, and he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

But when he heard what Wang Wu said, he couldn't deny his jealousy of Zhao Jinzhou and his reluctance to Xu Chenyin.

So, in the end, impulse triumphed over reason.

He went to Xu Chenyin and wanted to clarify everything with her before letting her make a choice.

and whether to reconcile or not, the choice is up to her.

But at the last step, when he heard her laughter, he flinched again, he knew very well that as long as Xu Chenyin knew about the incident back then, she would definitely take the responsibility on herself, and then let herself fall into deep guilt.

Moreover, even if that incident is aside, the disparity between them is still a long way off.

He was afraid that he would not even be able to sustain her life as she was.

After all, what kind of person Zhao Jinzhou is, he doesn't need to say much, just mentioning the Zhao family is enough to silence everyone.

He is not as good as Zhao Jinzhou, he knows it in his heart.

Originally, at the moment he came back from her hospital room, he told himself countless times in his heart that he must let go, even if he was reluctant, he must let go.

But to his surprise, Xu Chenyin would chase after him.

In the face of her gloomy appearance, perhaps his own heart was also faintly haunting, he still said these words to her.

It's just that the reason for that incident has been brought to the past.

Now the choice is still hers.

"Ji Yan, I'm sorry." Xu Chenyin pondered for a moment and raised his eyes to meet his gaze.

Ji Yan understood what she meant, shook his head, forcibly suppressed the choking in his heart, looked away, looked out the window, and said, "Understand, the choice is yours, besides, the choice you made is very correct." ”

With him, nothing good will happen.

"What?" Xu Chenyin was stunned for a moment, then reacted to his words, his eyebrows moved slightly, and he didn't rush to explain, but followed his words and said: "I don't choose you, you look sad." ”

Ji Yan's face was slightly stiff, and his eyes lowered to deny: "There is no ......"

Xu Chenyin raised his eyes to look at him, the corners of his lips curled slightly, and said: "I have been rejected by you many times before, you have said a lot of ugly things to me, and I have indeed thought about giving up, including what I told you a few days ago, if I am a burden to you, I will definitely not stalk you anymore, when I said these words, you didn't react, do you know how sad I was at that time?" ”