"Quinoa, why are you calling me? Did something happen? ”

Shen Lan's concerned voice instantly warmed my cold heart.

I choked up and sniffed, and laughed miserably, "No, I just miss you?" ”

"You don't talk nonsense, where is it, I'll pick you up."

My tears burst in an instant.

Only Shen Lan understands me.

I know that all my strength is just a disguise.

Tear through my clumsy disguise, I'm nothing more than a scarred fool.

After reporting the address, I squatted alone at the bus stop kiosk on the side of the road, watching the car flow like water, and my mood calmed down a lot.

Next, should I choose to expand my mind and accept the existence of the Song family, or should I talk to Ji Xizhou about this issue clearly, if I can't get along, will it be over......

Parted? Thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but throb violently, and it hurt uncomfortably.

No, I don't want to break up with him.

I love him, unforgettable, deep in the marrow.

…… By the time a car pulled up in front of me, I was already crying like a fool.

Shen Lan looked at me with a frown, dragged me into the car, handed me a tissue without saying a word, and said lightly while starting the car: "Cry if you want to, don't be crooked, I don't want to listen to so much nonsense from you, I'm giving me reasons after crying." ”

I couldn't help but cry, and when I got home, my eyes were swollen into peaches.

Shen Lan silently fetched me hot water, and took care of me like before, applying my eyes and washing my face, just like taking care of a three-year-old child.

When everything was ready, I changed into my pajamas, lay on the sofa, nestled in the crook of Shen Lan's legs, and talked about what I had experienced today.

Especially, about Song Zhen and Song Xu.

Shen Lan was silent for a long time, and his face was not very good-looking: "Do you want to break up?" ”

I sat up in shock and hurriedly explained, "No, no, no! Ji Xizhou is very good to me, I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart......"

Shen Lan covered my mouth and said speechlessly: "I heard you say that I am dissatisfied, not asking for dog food!" ”

I smiled bitterly and muttered, "Well, after all, it's me who has no interest."

I can't bear it, and I can't carry it clearly. ”

Shen Lan pursed his lips, hugged me, and said with some distress: "It's really not your fault for this."

I think maybe you're just missing communication.

You are also wronged, after all, the value of the people is there, and the Song family is kind to him.

The Song Zhen you are talking about was originally because of Ji Xizhou's car accident, for a Ji Xizhou, her daughter took a ride, of course she couldn't get used to you, who came from behind. ”

I nodded, thinking complicated.

I can't tell whether I cried because I was angry, or because I felt that I was not crying enough in Ji Xizhou's heart.

After talking to Shen Lan, I finally figured it out a lot, and I think Ji Xizhou and I need to have a good talk.

Early the next morning, I planned to talk to Ji Xizhou after getting off work today, but when I arrived at the company, Xue Lianlian was waiting in the lounge with a smile on her face for a long time.

"What are you doing here?"

I waved my hand and let Donnie go out first, the quarrel between me and Xue Lianlian was really hurtful, I was afraid that I couldn't help it and would spray her.

Donnie gave me a worried look, nodded and went out.

I sat across from Xue Lianlian, looking at her smug face, impatient.

"There's something to say, there's a fart, what's the grind?"

I said coldly, pulling out my phone, intending to go in and out of my left ear.

Xue Lianlian was not in a hurry, and took out a document from her bag.

"Open it and take a look."

Xue Lianlian said with a smile and pushed the document in front of me.

I don't understand, what is Xue Lianlian selling, she glanced at her, and opened the file bag.

But when I saw it, I felt my heart tremble.

Inside, are the information of two women.

Li Yequinoa, female, 22 years old, healthy, blood type B, height 168, weight ...... The matching degree is 99%.

Song Zhen, female, 26 years old, vegetative state, blood type B, height ...... Matching match, 99%.

And this match is the heart.

With a snap, my tears fell silently.

Xue Lianlian sneered in my ear and said, "Surprised? I'm not surprised at all. ”

As she spoke, she stood up, lifted my pale face with her index finger, and sneered, "I've always wondered why Ji Xizhou likes you. ”

"I checked, and I checked for a long time, but I didn't find the reason.

I thought he really liked you.

However, what makes me unsure is that for five whole years, he has focused his career on medicine, for what? ”

"Oh, I just remembered that Song Zhen is a vegetative person.

Ji Xizhou died and lived in love for her back then, and even Grandpa Ji's orders were disobeyed several times, and he almost lost his qualifications as an heir! ”

"How could I possibly fall in love with you!"

The last sentence sounded like an alarm bell ringing in my ears, and with a buzzing sound, my brain went blank and my heart ached.

"Li Yequinoa, you can't stand it anymore? It's too fragile! Ha ha! ”

Xue Lianlian smiled proudly, but I didn't want to pay attention to her anymore, so I rushed out directly.

Ji Xizhou asked me to have a physical examination, and the report was stored in his study.

He never allowed me to go to his study, so what secrets were hidden in his study?

It's all fake, Xue Lianlian lied to me, right?

The terrible silence of my sanity, except for the pale face and reddish circles under my eyes, exposed the fluctuations and shocks in my heart at the moment.

Donnie didn't stop me, I went straight to Ji's house, non-stop.

Ji's mother was a little surprised when she saw me coming, but I didn't have time to explain to her, so she opened her mouth and said, "Mom, I want to go to Ji Xizhou's study." ”

Ji's mother said in surprise: "But, Ji Xizhou doesn't allow others to enter?" ”

I told the first big lie in my life.

I pulled out a shy smile and said, "Mom, it was Ji Xizhou's permission, and he asked me to take something." ”

Mother Ji smiled meaningfully, and hurriedly asked Uncle Zhou to get the key.

However, only I know how the pain of my fingernails embedded in my palms is so bone-eroding.

Soon, Uncle Zhou took the key and came over.

Because of Ji Xizhou's order, no one dared to approach, so I went in, and no one followed.

However, the moment I opened the study, I knew I had lost.

On the walls and on the table, there are portraits and photos of Song Zhen everywhere.

The title page of a diary on the table also reads "Beloved Song Zhen"

Four eye-catching words, all of them are elegant and elegant, carefully carved.

It can be seen how serious and affectionate it is when it is written.

The heart seems to have been stabbed by someone else.

The blood flowed like an infusion.

opened the diary, which recorded the bits and pieces of their love and acquaintance, a good pair of talented women, a good pair of inseparable parts.

My fingertips twitched numbly, and my tears rolled down in an instant, and the sobbing and choking could not relieve the discomfort of suffocation.

The past reminds me of how ridiculous my actions were.

Worried about my safety, actually worried about this heart, right?

The so-called protection keeps me away from Ji Luan, in fact, in order to make me obediently the prey in his trap, right? What a shocking conspiracy.

When is he going to let me euthanize? Oh, I'm ridiculous.

Fall in love with a wolf and take my heart at any time.

I gave.

gave my deep affection and blood.

Then, he took it away.

Ridiculous, lamentable.

I am still apologizing for my trust principle yesterday, and I feel guilty for being unreasonable and sorry for the Song family.

I'm just a fool, being tricked by Ji Xizhou at will!

The so-called waiting for marriage is touching me, because he only likes Song Zhen one, and he just wants to give Song Zhen an innocent and perfect self!

Ji Xizhou! You're so ruthless! What a ruthless heart!

You don't take my heart now, but I feel like my heart is dead!

Why, why do this to me!

Five years, five years of extravagant hopes, half a year of affection, I just live in a scam!

Ji Xizhou! You're ruthless! You're ruthless!

I rushed out like a knife, no one said anything, the soles of my feet were filled with lead, but I still hated to fly to Ji Xizhou's side immediately.

I'm going to question him! Why did this to me! But halfway through the door, I stopped abruptly.

Go, what answer will you get? Yes, or no?

No matter how he explains the quibble, my heart hurts like a drill! Stopping on the side of the road, watching the speeding cars passing me, I suddenly wanted to step on them and kill them.

Will he be distressed if I die? I'm afraid not.

He will only sigh, his beloved, the heart is useless.

Maybe he'll arrange surgery right away and let me die quietly on the operating table! My heart was convulsive, my tears didn't know how much I had shed, and I sat on the side of the road until it was dark.

Mobile phone, long without power.

But I don't care anymore, what is the difference between me and the walking dead now.

Ji Xizhou, heh, okay.

He succeeded in making me fall in love with him and led me to the abyss of despair.

I closed my eyes, allowing the sore eyes to ease slightly, and the tears on my face were still clear.

My body stiffened under the evening breeze, and I struggled to get up, looked at the bar not far away, and stepped in without hesitation.

"Waiter, what's the strongest liquor?"

I asked blankly.

The waiter didn't surprise me, but replied with the same dullness: "The fragrance of forgetting." ”

I smiled, my chapped lips twitched, and I nodded, "Ten bottles." ”

The waiter was a little surprised, but he didn't ask again, and I found a random place and waited for the so-called spirits.

"The Fragrance of Forgetting...... Hehe, if you can really forget your worries, after drinking, everything is just a dream, how good is it? ”

I smiled wryly and murmured, but tears fell in a pour.

The more chaotic the surface, the clearer the heart.

The more the pain hurts, the more heart-rending and heart-eroding the heart.

Soon, as soon as the ten bottles of spirits were on the table, I opened the bottle and drank it.

I frowned at the pungent smell of the wine, but I didn't hesitate to pour it.

I don't like to drink, and the amount of alcohol I drink is average.

Unexpectedly, the first time I drank like this, it was for Ji Xizhou...... Ji Xizhou! Ji Xizhou! Ji Xizhou!

Why am I still thinking about this bastard! He's an inhuman executioner!

All he wants is my heart! It's not me who he loves, it's me who is too naïve, step by step into his trap, and fall into his lies little by little!

Stupidity! Lai Ye quinoa! Why are you so stupid!

I raised my hand, and another bottle of liquor was in my stomach, drunk, I didn't realize the danger was coming at the moment, and my mind was full of Ji Xizhou's ruthlessness and his painstaking plan.

It really hurts.

Zhou Ji's betrayal can't get me a few tears, but even if Ji Xizhou hurts me a point, it's so unforgettable!

What's more, he wants my life!