I turned and went upstairs, picking out the right shirt and pants from the chest of clothes.

Looking at the shirts with various pattern designs, thinking about the thoughts that Jiang Chen bought at that time, he only felt ridiculous.

I always thought that Jiang Chen didn't know my thoughts, but I didn't expect that he had already noticed it, but he just didn't pierce me.

For more than a year, I have forgotten what my feelings are, thinking that I can rely on time to wear them out, but whenever I see An An, I can't help but think of the domineering and gentle Ji Xizhou.

I shook my head, shook all the complicated thoughts out of my head, packed my clothes, and walked out.

Zheng Jie didn't know where to go.

"I heard that Mr. Jiang woke up, and Mrs. couldn't figure it out, so let Mr. Zheng help."

The maid Demi said.

Looking at the clothes in my hand, thinking about Ji Xizhou's temper, I frowned, but decided to hand him the clothes.

Anyway, it's just a handover, is it possible that he can still do anything to me? When I opened the door, the room was deserted, and the sound of water could be faintly heard.

As soon as I put down my clothes and was about to go out, the bathroom door suddenly opened...... Ji Xizhou's wheat-colored complexion was exposed in front of me, which was originally comparable to the model's figure, at this moment, the sturdy upper body was still dripping with moisture, the abdominal muscle texture was clear, it was just the right shape, and the lower body was surrounded by a white bath towel, but the slender and powerful legs seemed incompatible with this short bath towel, and the bath towel was particularly short.

The whole person looks extraordinarily charming.

I couldn't help but swallow.

"Li Yequi, if you look at me like this, I will think that you still like me."

Ji Xizhou raised his eyebrows almost imperceptibly, wiped his hair with a towel, and limped towards the sofa.

It was quite handsome, but because of this appearance, I couldn't help but be happy again.

It seems that his legs are almost better, and he can bathe on his own.

Just, what did he say? I reacted with a stirring spirit, and couldn't help but snort coldly: "Who is sparse to watch? You think you're in good shape! ”

"Thanks for the compliment."

"I mean, I'm not rare!"

This person is really angry with me, he really knows how to get to the point! Ji Xizhou: "In view of the future, you will not be able to see it, for the sake of our acquaintance, I will allow you to see enough today." Me: "......"

It's shameless! See enough? I don't want to see it! He is right, in the future, we will return to the bridge and return to the road, how can I look at his body? Shame on you! "You can just keep it for yourself and enjoy it slowly!"

I snorted lightly and was about to go out, but Ji Xizhou stopped me again.

"What are you going to do?"

"No, I want to ask you something."

He folded his hands around his chest and blocked the doorway to prevent me from going out.

Suddenly, my face sank.

I looked at his serious expression, and I couldn't say anything if I refused.

On the contrary, in my heart, there are ripples.

It turned out that I was really not as relaxed as I thought, and I was never as calm as I seemed to treat him.

The atmosphere froze for a few minutes, and we were speechless.

In the end, it was I who broke the silence: "What do you want to ask?" ”

Ji Xizhou continued to limp back to the sofa, pointed to the chair opposite, and asked me to sit down.

I took a deep breath and sat down across from him.

"Jiang family, good to you?"

He was questioning, but affirmative.

"Yes."

I don't shy away from it.

"When was An An born?"

When I mentioned An An, my heart hung up, and he said: "The child is very cute, but I am not interested in the child." ”

As soon as the words of my declaration of sovereignty reached my lips, I immediately choked.

I was stunned, and my heart was cold.

An An was born to me desperately, and no one knows how much affection and longing I poured into An An.

Those love-hate entanglements, those things that backfired, those regrets and regrets, I want to make up for An An for the rest of my life.

I am afraid that An An will not know who his father is, and I am afraid that An An will know who his father is.

I was anxious every day, longing for this little guy to grow up, and at the same time afraid that he would grow up and ask me who my father was.

I have imagined countless scenes where Ji Xizhou and I talked about children, but I never thought that this would come out of his mouth.

Heh, he doesn't care.

There is nothing more than me trying my best to protect, in Ji Xizhou's mouth, I just don't care.

How pathetic and ridiculous! I held back the tears that came out of my eyes and replied coldly, "Since you're not interested, why bother talking more?" I'm not interested in answering that question either. ”

Ji Xizhou glanced at me faintly, pursed his lips and didn't ask again.

After a while, I thought he wouldn't ask me again, but who knows, he suddenly spoke again.

"Do you like Cheng Zilin?"

He suddenly mentioned Cheng Zilin, which surprised me a little.

I don't even know what the answer is to this question.

However, when I saw Ji Xizhou's appearance of charity, I felt angry.

I sneered, "yes? Can't you? He's good, handsome, and more importantly, he's single-minded! ”

Ji Xizhou's face darkened, and he looked at me in his eyes, as if he was about to breathe fire.

"What did you say!"

His tone was low and terrifying, and his already cold face was faintly angry.

I was secretly frightened when I saw it, this man has such strong self-esteem and is such a proud person, I said that Cheng Zilin is better than him, he must be very annoyed, right? But can I be blamed for this? He forced me to say it! Right! That's right! He forced it! Who let him me off like this! The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and the more I felt that all my previous nonsense was a joke! If he wants to scold me, scold me! I'm just telling the truth! "Let me ask you again, do you like Cheng Zilin?"

He asked word by word, solemnly, as if asking for an answer.

Looking at his dark blue eyes, deep and bottomless, as unfathomable as a sea, I couldn't help but be silent.

However, the stubbornness in my heart reminded me that I couldn't admit defeat.

How much did I plant on him? Again and again, how many lies have I made up for myself for him? If I don't admit that I like Cheng Zilin, will he choose to get back together with me? Don't be stupid, my so-called liking for him is worthless in his eyes.

Even, that's a burden and a burden.

He couldn't wait to get rid of the relationship with An An.

But why does my heart hurt as if it had been broken by someone else? I took a deep breath, and the last of my self-esteem made me hold back tears: "Yes, I like him." ”

After a while, he was relieved, his voice was very low, but the words seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth: "Well, it's good." ”

Very good? What does it mean to be good? He was silent for a moment, then lit a cigarette irritably, and snuffed out the fire under my displeased eyes.

"Li Ye quinoa, what happened before, it was me who was not good.

I admit that I am selfish, that I am cold, arbitrary, and do not consider your feelings.

It has brought you a lot of harm, whether you hate me or blame me, it's all up to you, and it is good to be able to compensate you.

He suddenly apologized to me in a serious manner, and told me a lot about the past, and for a moment in his gentle expression, I even had the illusion that he was going to pursue me again.

I shook my head and looked at him a little stupidly.

In the end, his tone suddenly changed, no longer gentle, Huo Ran got up, and his face suddenly became polite and alienated.

"I wish you and Cheng Zilin happiness, treat An An well, if you have any difficulties in the country, just ask me for help."

"When you get married, you don't need to invite me to a wedding drink."

"I've already booked a ticket for this morning, so you don't have to send me."

"So, you're just here to remind me that we won't have anything to do with it in the future?!"

I asked, holding my head high.

Ji Xizhou nodded expressionlessly.

"You bastard!"

I couldn't help but explode after all.

Why did he come so suddenly! I was so caught off guard again! Why, I want to have a good talk with him, I have many, many things I want to ask him, many, many topics about An An, I really want to ask, has he ever loved me! But why does he do it every time? Also, why am I saying such duplicity? Obviously, I didn't mean to say that...... Selfish ghosts! Big bastard! “…… Well. ”

Ji Xizhou responded in a deep voice, took out his mobile phone and called Zheng Jie.

With lightning speed, he didn't listen to me, got dressed, and Zheng Jie pushed out the Jiang family.

It was only after the car started that I came back to my senses, and my heart suddenly felt like someone had poached a piece of it.

There was still the rumbling sound of the car in my ears, but I knew that Ji Xizhou had been gone for a long time.

"Quinoa, why are you here?"

The voice of the godmother sounded in my ears, and I looked at the godmother in a daze, opened my mouth, and was speechless.

"Why are you crying like this!"

The godmother was shocked and took a tissue and handed it over.

I stretched out my hand, and my face was full of cold tears.

Like my heart, it's cold.

"Godmother, I hurt."

"Where does it hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital? ”

My godmother panicked and looked me up and down.

"Heart, it hurts."

I choked up, tears finally bursting.

I can't remember how long Ji Xizhou has been gone, and the questions buried in my heart seem to have faded with the wind.

Later, I learned that it was Ji Xizhou who took the initiative to help Jiang Chen solve the matter, and he came to Singapore only because he investigated the matter between me and An An, so he asked me about the situation for more than a year under the pretext of helping Jiang Chen.

Perhaps, he felt guilty about me.

That's why I care so much.

However, I don't just admire him.

However, he has already drawn a clear line with me, and has made it clear that An An doesn't care, and when I think about him again, I am cheap.

It's just that I still think of him occasionally, thinking about the words I didn't blurt out, if I did, would there be a different ending? However, with his neat and tidy personality, he even has to make a clear line with me to confirm it in person, and it is unlikely that he will end differently.

It's just that because of his withdrawal, I fell into depression for a long time, but fortunately, my eldest brother godmother and An An have been with me.

Of course, Cheng Zilin did not give up on me.

Although, I have made it clear to him that I am not fond of him.

At the moment when Ji Xizhou said that he was leaving, I already understood.

No matter how good Cheng Zilin is to me, he can't replace Ji Xizhou's status in my heart.

The man I love and hate, the Ji Xizhou who gave me beauty and pushed me to hell, I have indeed carved him into my bones.

I am like this, once I know my intentions, I will never hide anything.

I don't want to deceive Cheng Zilin, he is very kind and talented, he has everything, a good girl grabs a lot, and I am definitely not suitable for him.

However, this stunned man never gave up, which gave me a headache...... In the blink of an eye, two years have passed, An An's third birthday coincided with Christmas, and Jiang Chen said that he would hold a birthday party for An An, which was very grand.