Ji Xizhou held my hand unexpectedly, and the cold palm seemed to be suddenly burned because of the sudden temperature, and I reflexively pulled back, and my heart beat very fast.

"Ji Xizhou! Do you know what you're talking about? Who do you think I am? If you want to be with me, I have to be obedient? When you dislike me for not being useful, you can kick me away? What are you when I am? Am I cheap! ”

I took a deep breath and roared out the grievances and hatred that had accumulated in my heart over the years.

Tears, too, poured into his eyes in an instant, and fell out of nowhere.

I stood in the cold wind, shivering and looking at Ji Xizhou, who was already red-eyed, those countless dark nights, memories of him, like a tide.

Three years ago, he personally pushed me into the operating room, just for the sake of the woman he loved, on the verge of despair.

Two years ago, although he protected me and my legs were crippled, he was able to turn a blind eye to my concern and let me get away.

A year ago, he blessed me and Cheng Zilin to grow old, and he didn't care about An An at all.

He doesn't understand all this, every time I suffer a hurt from him, it will take me a long, long time to be able to forget? Why, why is he coming back now that he says he wants to come back, and he still puts on such a look of charity?! ! "I'm sorry ......"

Ji Xizhou suddenly choked up, and then laughed self-deprecatingly.

"I'm sorry, it's too late, but I'm afraid that if I don't say it, I won't have a chance."

"Quinoa, I know you hate me and hate me in your heart, yes, if it's not that I'm too stubborn, it's not that I'm too careful, it's not that I want to be all-encompassing, I won't lose you."

My heart was like being pricked by a needle, and it hurt terribly.

I stared at him blankly, unable to connect him with the ruthless Ji Xizhou.

As for what he said about losing me? When did he like me? And how can we talk about loss! "Three years ago, did you know how I felt when I learned that you were dead?"

"It's the feeling of being stripped of everything, even the soul.

There is only a numb shell left, and even I wanted to die with you at one point. ”

"I know, you may not believe it, but, because of you, I have been dead for more than half a year.

If I hadn't been thinking about avenging you, I don't think you would have seen me alive today. ”

Ji Xizhou said and spoke, and in his beautiful eyes, he couldn't hold back his tears.

This is the first time I have seen Ji Xizhou cry in front of me, if it is not really fragile, if it is not really suffering, how can it be so moved? But didn't he take it all upon himself? Avenge? What revenge? "Oops! Cousin! Look at your explanation, I'm dying! ”

He Jian sighed and took a step forward anxiously.

"That's the case, back then, Ji Luan secretly dressed himself up as his cousin, and secretly instructed the doctors and nurses he bought to push you into the hospital operating room, as for what, it's really as you think, but he wants to catch it all more, as long as you fall, my cousin's whole person will collapse, quinoa, cousin, he really loves you, you don't know, he has really eaten a lot for you over the years

Bitter! ”

I was petrified in place, and the truth of this thunderbolt on a sunny day made my mind go blank.

I don't know whether to believe He Jian's words or not, but when I think about it, it's true that there has always been something strange.

So, have I hated the wrong person all these years? But in that case, why did he say something like that when we met again two years ago, he already knew that I was Li Yequinoa? A year ago, you could have explained, why did you wish me happiness again? Now, when I was determined to let go of this shadow and let go of this heavy feeling, he jumped out again? Suffer for me, heh, haven't I been bitter in the past few years? I couldn't sleep all night long, and I still can't let go of the panic of life and peace, and I live in other people's speculation and accusations, so I'm not bitter! He loves me, how could he be willing to push me away? My heart was already in a mess, and I looked at him in front of me with a wry smile, and I couldn't say anything to forgive.

"Quinoa, I won't explain, I just want to tell you that I still want to be with you.

For the sake of An'an, let's do it all over again, okay? ”

Ji Xizhou took a step forward, his tone sincere and humble.

What a moving promise, what a beautiful fantasy.

However, in my heart, I resisted.

I asked myself, I did see that he was still able to miss his heartbeat, but it was hard to accept it all over again.

Those scars can never be erased.

To put it bluntly, I'm a coward, and I can't accept betrayal and abandonment anymore.

In this world, the most hurtful thing is not the ruthlessness of others, but one's own self-inflicted amorousness.

In the end, we have come to this point because we love ourselves more than each other.

I took a deep breath, took a step back, and looked at Ji Xizhou, who was full of anticipation and nervousness, and felt quite ironic in my heart.

"No, Ji Xizhou, let me go, and let yourself go......"

Ji Xizhou's face changed, and he opened his mouth to explain, but I hurriedly said: "Whether it is Ji Luan's troublemaker or not, I will not be with you again." ”

"Why is that? Quinoa! ”

Ji Xizhou's face was calm, and before he could speak, He Jian was anxious.

"You and my brother have been through so much, today the misunderstanding is resolved, can we all get back together? I heard that my little nephew's name is An An? He's still so young, can you bear to let him have no father! ”

I pursed my lips, feeling more and more uncomfortable.

However, I still said firmly: "In the past, I didn't know that the mastermind behind this matter was Ji Luan, but now that I know, it's just to let my obsession with you dissipate."

At least I know that my vision is not so bad, and your character is not so despicable. ”

"But what does this have to do with you making peace with him!"

He Jian was about to get angry, but Ji Xizhou didn't say a word.

I don't know what kind of feeling it is in my heart, like liberation or loss.

Finally, I realized that he was not the heavy shackles, but this affection had exhausted all my expectations.

I smiled faintly, becoming more and more polite and detached.

"Thank you for coming to me today to explain clearly, which doubt trapped in my heart has finally been resolved.

However, I will still calculate the accounts that should be calculated, although it is Ji Luan, who has led me to this point, although it is Ji Luan, but Ji Xizhou, from the very beginning, wasn't it you who dragged me into the abyss? ”

Ji Xizhou's face turned white, and he no longer looked at me, but showed a wry smile that seemed to be nothing.

"You...... That's right. ”

Ji Xizhou took a long time before he struggled to squeeze out these words.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, but a sense of loss swelled up in my heart inexplicably.

Well, did he give up just because he was going to do that? It's really easy, it's really not easy for him Young Master Ji to put down his humble body and ask for peace.

"I'm not going to give up, though."

He jerked his head up and stared at me with sparkling eyes.

I looked at him with some surprise, Ji Xizhou smiled lightly: "I gave you a chance to go, but you didn't take it."

It's been three years, and in three years, you have become more and more unforgettable in my heart.

This time, I won't let you run away from me again. ”

I didn't react for a while, this ...... What's going on? Didn't we say it's open? How could he still make this oath-taking battle? He Jian looked relieved and sighed: "Yes, this is you." ”

I hurriedly frowned and asked, "Ji Xizhou, we have made it clear, you can put away your affectionate appearance!" ”

He hooked his lips, as if he didn't care about my cynicism.

"Li Yequinoa, remember my words, I want you, and I want to be safe."

"Why are you!"

I became angry.

This guy is shameless, he is still so domineering and arrogant! "It's inevitable."

He chuckled, the confidence in his eyes was really dazzling.

I stomped my foot angrily: "I'll tell you!" I won't promise you! You're dead to this heart! ”

Ji Xizhou didn't seem to hear it, he quickly grabbed my hand, and in front of everyone's eyes, he actually dragged me into his arms, his thin lips were deep, and with a bang, fireworks exploded in his ears.

My mind went blank, my thin lips touching each other, my eyes facing each other.

There were more and more people gathered around, coaxing, watching the excitement, taking pictures, I suddenly reacted, embarrassed, I propped on his chest, trying to push him away, but as soon as my palm touched him, it was like being burned.

I buried my head with a red face, Ji Xizhou let out a muffled laugh, put his big hand around my slender waist, covered me tightly, and took me away when I didn't dare to look at people.

I seemed to hear He Jian's muttering: No wonder my pursuit was unsuccessful, my cousin turned out to be so outgoing, I lost...... In the dead of night, Ji Xizhou dragged me into the car, I had to come back to my senses a little, and I immediately raised my hand in anger, I hated to slap him to death! However, Ji Xizhou accurately grasped my wrist and cut my hands behind my back, and my already numb lips were blocked again.

He was like he was going to tear me apart, fanatical and violent, I have to admit that Ji Xizhou's kissing skills are very good, and I was already weak and dizzy after three or two clicks.

I don't know how long, when my tears fell, Ji Xizhou stopped.

Through the faint light of the car, I saw his red eyes, like a wolf howling at night.

I was inexplicably scared.

He suddenly slowed down his tone, a little helpless, and a little distressed: "Quinoa, in the past three years, I have been thinking about you all the time. ”

I struggled with my hands and looked at him aggrievedly, angry and hateful in my heart.

"Don't move."

His commanding tone made me settle down in an instant.

"Believe it or not, I'm going to make it happen all over again."

"Why do you bother? Since then, it is strange and irrelevant.

It's good for everyone, isn't it? Aren't you and Song Zhen going to get engaged? Isn't that what you've been waiting for? ”

"Can I understand it as jealousy?"

Ji Xizhou suddenly smiled with joy on his face.

I didn't look away and sneered: "You are less narcissistic!" ”

"If I don't say that I am engaged to Song Zhen, will you return to China?"

I looked at him in amazement, and my brain circuitry didn't turn a bit.

So, is the news of his engagement to Song Zhen fake? "Don't look at me so explicitly, I can't guarantee that you can withstand the fire accumulated in three years." Ji Xizhou laughed lowly, and his magnetic and mellow voice was particularly good.

However, in the past three years, he has become more and more mixed.

I was ashamed and annoyed, and sneered: "Do you think that if you say a few beautiful love words, I will fall into it stupidly?" Ji Xizhou, I am not Li Yequi three years ago, stupidly willing to do anything for you, you are not Ji Xizhou three years ago, and you are still a little guilty. ”

"Let it go, I'm going to get off."

Ji Xizhou pursed his lips and didn't explain.

Just said, "I'll send you back." ”

"No need."