Chapter 72: Ego, Id, Superego (5k)

"Do you just need to get this score in?" Fu Tiao looked at the score in his hand and was a little puzzled for a while, not quite sure what Zhao Zitong wanted to do.

Zhao Zitong was not surprised in the face of Fu Diao's doubts, and said with a smile.

"Well, yes, you just need to send this sheet music in."

Fu Tiao hesitated for a long time, thought about it, and finally nodded.

"Okay."

"Okay, then please!"

After that, Zhao Zitong waved her hand at Fu Tuo, turned around and jumped away, but soon, because she was wearing high heels, she almost twisted her foot and limped away.

Fu Diao shrugged his shoulders and turned around and walked towards the concert hall, He Shen was standing on the stage at this moment and discussing something with others, his perspective saw Fu Diao coming over, and immediately stretched out his hand and pressed down slightly, asking Fu Diao to wait for a while, and then look at the teacher in front of him.

"Okay, I'll pay attention to what you said, I didn't expect that after so long in school, there hasn't been much change."

"What can change, just like writing software, a software can run, no matter how bad he writes, the best thing is to leave him alone."

The man shrugged his shoulders and turned away.

He Shen waited until the man completely disappeared from his sight, then looked at Fu Diao and asked with a smile.

"What's wrong? It's only six o'clock, why are you here so early? ”

"Come and see the piano, I'm a little worried that the master class may not be good in the future, and I will play something wrong......"

Fu Tiao said casually, stepped onto the stage, and handed the score in his hand to He Shen.

"No, someone asked me to give you this score."

"Sheet music? What sheet music? Why do you want to give me sheet music? He Shen was stunned, reached out and took the score in Fu Diao's hand, and couldn't help but look at it, and then his expression became slightly embarrassed.

"Eh, the one who gave you this score should be a girl, right?"

"Well, what's wrong?"

"One meter and six, the figure should be quite good, long hair over the shoulders?"

"Yes."

"Her name is Zhao Zitong?"

"Hmm."

"This ......"

He Shen's whole person became extremely entangled, looking at the score in his hand and couldn't help but smile bitterly, then shook his head, put the score in his bag, and said to Fu.

"Forget it, don't worry about this matter, the piano has been placed on the stage, you can try it yourself and see how it feels."

"Okay."

Fu Tiao came to the stage and stood by the piano.

This is a Steinway & Sons D274, the most luxurious piano in Steinway.

Many conservatories will have such a piano in their concert hall, either Steinway or Yamaha.

The main purpose of these pianos in this place is to show the strength of the school, not to practice for the students.

Looking at the piano in front of him, Fu Tuo did not hesitate, directly put his hand on the piano, and slowly scraped it from above to below.

Airplanes......

The sound of the piano immediately sounded, and Fu Tiao couldn't help but close his eyes and feel the beauty of the music in his ears.

All the notes on the piano were struck by the hammer, bursting out of the belly of the piano and swarming towards the perimeter of the concert hall.

The sound waves were reflected beneath the irregular walls of the concert hall and then re-flooded back to Fu Tune, who was standing on the stage.

Fu called his ears to feel these sounds seriously, and his fingers kept giving various dynamics on the piano, testing the feedback of the music.

He was looking for the best power for the piano.

This is a skill he has only recently learned, a skill he learned when he followed He Shen around the concert hall before.

He found that every time He Shen played the piano, he would press it in front of the piano again.

It's not a repertoire, it's just played aimlessly.

Fu Tune didn't take it seriously at first, but soon, Fu Tune felt that something was wrong, and he found that every time he listened to He Shen's performance, it seemed that every time he felt the same.

It doesn't matter in that concert hall.

Fu Tune had played before, and he never cared about that, after all, he remembered playing on the boat, and it was in that hall that he knew the structure of the hall very well, and he knew very well the effect of the intensity of his performance on everyone in the concert hall.

And the performance in the cabin doesn't have to worry so much.

He knew the influence of the performance venue on the performance, but he had no idea that He Shen was capable of overcoming this influence.

Fu Diao went to ask He Shen directly how he did it, and He Shen said a word to him at that time.

"Listen!"

It was very simple to say the word "listen", so that Fu Tiao could listen more, watch more, and think more.

Feel the sound of the music hitting the inner wall of the concert hall in the distance and coming back.

Thinking about what kind of force you should use to make these speakers achieve the state you want most.

Listen more, think more.

This is what He Shen gave to Fu Diao, and what Fu Diao did at this moment is exactly this kind of operation.

He pressed his hand on the piano and experimented with the sound he was supposed to play.

He doesn't have the experience of playing in concert halls across the country or even around the world, so he can't just look at it and get a rough idea of how this concert hall should be played.

So he can only keep performing, looking for the best way to play.

After looking for about a few minutes, I found a strength that was not particularly specific.

At this point, Fu Tune did not continue to spend more time searching, but directly began to play.

For Fu Tune, this master class, while important, is still a lesson, not a concert.

He doesn't need to be like He Shen did in the concert, constantly looking for the best way to play.

He sat down on the piano bench, left everything behind, and began to run his fingers at once.

It's not about practicing the basics, it's about feeling the performance of the piano.

The basic skill is to help Fu tune to fit in with the piano more quickly, and not to make too many mistakes in the subsequent performances.

He Shen stood aside and watched Fu Tune's performance, looking at Fu Tune's slightly clumsy, but very serious warm-up, and couldn't help laughing.

"He's a lot like you, isn't he?"

A voice appeared beside He Shen, Zhou San didn't know when he rushed back from outside, he also looked at Fu Tune on the stage, glanced at He Shen again, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "I remember when you went to a master class as a student before, it seemed to be the same way, before the concert started, you kept practicing, warming up, looking for a way to fit with the piano, you and Fu Tune, it's really a bit similar, and your personality seems to be very similar." ”

"It's different......"

He Shen looked at Fu Tuo with a smile and said softly.

"I was completely different from Fu Tune, I was a relatively indifferent person at the time, I liked to immerse myself in my own world, and what I wanted to express about music was closer to the composer himself, but at this moment Fu Tune and I were completely different."

Fu tunes him...... There's a fire in his heart, he's actually very enthusiastic, he has his own dedication to music, he's not as indifferent as I was before, he's just immersed in music, he wants to find that point in his own music, he wants to dig out everything in music, he's fascinated by this feeling. ”

And in his music, there is a feeling of his own, his music actually has a feeling of the sea, maybe because he is also from Jiangzhou, maybe he grew up by the sea? The feeling of the sea in his music is particularly strong. ”

"The vastness of the sea, the fury of the sea, the calmness of the sea, the elegance of the sea, everything in the sea can be found in the music of Fu Tune, he already has his own way, he is constantly walking towards this road, if he continues like this, he will surely succeed! It's completely different from my past. ”

He Shen didn't know why, he suddenly sighed, and looked at Fu Tiao for a while: "But I don't know if it's good to teach him like this now, I always feel that he seems to be getting more and more extreme, and he doesn't like to talk anymore, he can talk to me about nothing before, but now he spends more time immersed in music, thinking about how he should play, so that he can show the music better and more beautifully." ”

Zhou San was a little stunned, he didn't expect He Shen to say this, and couldn't help but hesitate: "Huh...... Isn't that bad? Immerse yourself in your own music, which you did before, and you've become a top pianist faster, right? ”

He Shen looked at Fu Tune's performance and shook his head slightly: "It's different, I've actually taken a detour behind, I've always played as Chopin, but there is a problem, then Chopin is Chopin, I am me, I can never become Chopin, and Chopin can never be me, the Chopin I interpret should still be my own Chopin after all, and the Chopin emotions I express should also be my own personal emotions after all." ”

"What do you mean? I seem to ...... Didn't understand what you were talking about. ”

"It's not interesting, it's the performer himself, not the composer, for example, the music he plays at the beginning, as I said at the beginning, but then he started to change a little bit, he began to pursue Chopin and forgot his existence, and then he rediscovered the music he was supposed to play, but there was only what he wanted to express in his music, and there was no longer himself."

"Huh?" Zhou San was stunned, always feeling that what He Shen said was getting more and more confused, and he couldn't understand it anymore.

He Shen was also helpless, thought about it, reorganized the language, and explained.

"From the very beginning, Fu's music was purely his own, everything he played was his feeling, and people knew he was coming when they listened to it, but because he participated in the Chopin International Piano Competition, he found that there was a big problem with this kind of performance, that is, there was no classical music feeling at all."

"For example, Lang Liangyue, Lang Liangyue's music is actually very similar to Fu Tune, it is his own feeling, but Lang Liangyue is a little better than Fu Tune, that is, Lang Liangyue and his ...... Whatever he plays, he tries to play the composer's feel and blends the two as much as possible. ”

"In Lang Liangyue's music, he occupies the ontology, the initiative, and the composer's feeling occupies a skeleton, so what you listen to Lang Liangyue play is Lang Liangyue's feeling, but he doesn't play badly, and Fu Tuo obviously plays everything is his own feeling, but he has a big problem playing."

After a period of adjustment, his path went crooked, and he began to focus on Chopin, just like me at the time, too much focus on Chopin and let his existence disappear, this path can be taken, but for me, it is definitely not the right way, because I have walked and gone wrong."

"Later, I talked to Fu Tuo, and he quickly realized that he had made a mistake, let the music come back a little bit, and began to look for his own music, which is the feeling of the sea that I said before."

"But I don't know why, is it because of his own comprehension, or if he is like this, there is only the sea in his own sea, and his own sense has disappeared a lot, which is the difference between the sea and the sea when I look at it......"

Zhou San immediately interrupted He Shen, puzzled: "But what does this matter, isn't this sea also Fu tunes his own music?" I don't understand the difference between why you do the sea and me looking at the sea. ”

"Because, ego......"

He Shen was helpless.

"If we have lost our own existence, what is the point of being me? It's just an unconscious operation, and I want to see the existence of people, not just a machine, a performance machine. ”

After saying that, He Shen shook his head, his expression even more helpless.

"But also, when I was at Fu Diao's age, my strength was not as good as him, Fu Diao has at least found the path he should take, and me? I'm still fooling around in this place. ”

After that, He Shen shook his head, took out a lollipop from his pocket, carefully removed the layer of plastic paper outside, folded the plastic paper and put it in his pocket, bit the lollipop casually, and walked towards the outside of the house.

"Okay, I won't say so much, I'll go out and rest first."

"Okay."

Zhou San watched He Shen walk out of the door, and then glanced at Fu Tune who was playing on the stage, and couldn't help sighing, and suddenly spoke.

"He Shen!"

"Huh? What's wrong? ”

"You...... Do you still want to go back to Jiangzhou to teach? ”

He Shen's body paused, turned his head to look at Zhou San, waved his hand casually, and said with a smile: "Huh? Jiang Zhou, forget it, I plan to wait for the end of this semester, I will resign, maybe go to Germany, or France to see if there are any teaching opportunities, if it really can't work, I will go to my classmates in the beautiful country to see if I can go to the beautiful country, Jiangzhou here, I should not have a good chance of coming back, right? ”

"That's it......" Zhou San shook his head slightly, "Okay, I wish you a bright future, but it's a pity that the atmosphere here in Jiangzhou is still not good, otherwise it ......"

"Hey, it's okay, and I wish you can talk about the academy getting bigger and bigger!"

He Shen smiled and waved his hands, put his hands in his pockets and walked leisurely outside, and soon disappeared from Zhou San's sight.

Zhou San looked at He Shen's disappearing back, and then glanced at the Fu tune that was being played, and his vision was slightly dim.

"Sure enough, what has been lost, don't try to recover it."

"He Shen, Fu Diao, ......"

"It's a pity."

Zhou San held his hands behind his back with one hand, and touched his Mediterranean Sea with the other, bending over and leaving with great heaviness.

Now the affairs in the concert hall are no longer in his hands, he just needs to see the final result.

After playing and confirming that there was no problem, Fu also left the stage temporarily and waited for the master class to start in the backstage lounge.

It didn't take long for the staff outside the concert hall to let people in, allowing students from various places in Jiangzhou to enter their places in turn, and there were also some school seats for teachers from those schools to come.

The crowd quickly entered, filling the seats in the concert hall.

It didn't take long for the room to fill up in about ten minutes, and some of the remaining people could only stand in the aisle and wait for the master class to begin.

Fu Tiao stood backstage in the concert hall and looked at everything in the audience, inexplicably remembering the previous days.

At that time, at the Haicheng International Piano Education Conference, it seemed that the same was true, there were big guys in class, and everyone was piled up in the concert hall.

Not only are the seats full, but even the aisles are filled with people to sit down.

Of course, there are also reasons why the concert hall here of Jiangzhou Art Institute is relatively small, but it can still be seen that He Shen's strong attraction can still be seen.

In this place, it is not only the students of Jiangzhou Art Institute and Jiangzhou Normal University, but I am afraid that people from other schools have also come.

As the minutes ticked by, it was getting closer and closer to the start of the concert, and there were not many people in the whole concert hall talking, all looking at the piano on the stage, waiting for the concert to begin.

Click......

At seven o'clock sharp, the scheduled concert start time has arrived.

Fu Tiao stood behind the curtain of the stage and took a deep breath.

Next to him was He Shen, He Shen's expression did not change at all, and he was extremely relaxed.

He looked at Fu Tuo and smiled, and asked casually.

"How? Nervous? ”

"Not nervous."

Fu Tuo shook his head slightly, raised his hand to make a fist, then released, clenched his fist again, and released it again.

"I'm looking forward to the course that I'm waiting for, Chopin's Polonaise."

"It's good to look forward to it, since you're looking forward to it, then...... Let's go on stage! ”

After that, He Shen patted Fu Diao's back and pushed him onto the stage.

Rumble!

The applause rang out instantly, and everyone was looking at Fu Diao and He Shen behind him with an extremely expectant gaze.

He Shen also walked out of the backstage, clasped his hands, and pinched an unturned microphone.

He looked at Fu Tuo sitting on the piano bench, couldn't help but smile, and nodded slightly.

"Alright, let's get started."

"Hmm!"

Fu Tiao looked at the keyboard, and his fingers fell with a bang.

Rumble!

(End of chapter)