Chapter 133: Kill Me
The last time I jumped off the bridge, I had already confessed to An Ning what my dad had done.
But she saved me anyway.
Because she was sent to an orphanage by her parents when she was one year old, she must have suffered a lot, maybe she didn't have any feelings for her family, so what my dad did, she didn't care at all.
But Du Yuwei has today's misery, and she has an unclear relationship with our family.
She has today, and it's all caused by our family.
But after I said it, Du Yuwei still didn't react much.
To be precise, she didn't react at all.
I really can't understand her emotions, why doesn't she hate me......
"Let's not talk about that."
Du Yuwei looked at the child and smiled slightly: "He is too noisy, like those children who are alive, he doesn't like to be locked up and wants to come out for a walk." ”
"Can you ...... Walk with us? ”
I was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Okay." ”
The park is quiet late at night, but it also seems a little eerie.
If I had come alone, I would have been less elegant, only afraid.
But when I came to the park late at night with two ghosts, one big and one small, I didn't feel eerie.
After taking a closer look, I actually feel that the park in the middle of the night has a unique flavor.
Maybe people like to be lively, but they don't have the opportunity to discover the beauty of the other side of it.
There are a lot of stars tonight, and I haven't seen so many stars in the sky for a long time.
I accompanied Du Yuwei and the children for a long time in the park and finished watching the scenery.
There were still more than two hours before dawn, and we stood on the bridge as if we were a family of three.
I naturally don't have that kind of affection for Du Yuwei, but I know that this kind of picture is what I want, and what she wants.
Our family is gone, and although I still have a mother, she doesn't see me.
Du Yuwei also has an older sister, but she is separated by yin and yang.
Maybe it's because of the same kind of sympathy, I attributed us to the same kind, so I didn't want Du Yuwei to be killed by Zhao Laoqi.
I think she can take the child back to her hometown, as if everything that happens here has nothing to do with her.
"Do you like He Tao?" I asked her.
She looked dazed: "I don't know ......"
"If you don't like him, why are you pestering him and wanting to be with him." I asked in as calm a tone as I could.
"I don't know ......," she still said these three words.
I looked at her, it didn't look like she was perfunctory, she really didn't know.
"Then why did you kill him?"
"Because he doesn't agree to be with me."
Du Yuwei said with a serious face: "If he agrees, I won't trouble his girlfriend, and I won't have an accident, so he killed me indirectly, and it is reasonable for me to kill him." ”
Me: "......"
This logic is not the logic of normal people, and I can't figure it out for a while.
But if you think about it carefully, Du Yuwei has been destroyed by Du Ruhai since she was a child, and it is impossible for her to get a real education, so her thinking has deviated from the norm.
The original meaning of the word metamorphosis is different from the norm and deviates from the norm, so there is metamorphosis.
And Du Yuwei's thoughts are indeed distorted......
"He's innocent, and now he's dead, and his dad has cancer, and he's alone, it's miserable." I said.
Du Yuwei looked strange: "That's his mother, it's not my mother, what does it have to do with me......"
I sighed, not knowing how to contradict her.
I wanted to accuse her of morality, but when I think about it, our family is the most immoral......
And it's because our family caused her to become like this.
"You don't kill anymore." I continued to persuade her.
"I have to kill someone." Du Yuwei became serious: "I can only take revenge if I kill more, that beast is not powerful, but there is something around him, it seems to be very powerful, how can I take revenge if I don't kill?" ”
"I don't kill people, he will be bad for peace."
"An Ning is my sister, I protect my sister, what's wrong?"
I was speechless.
I knew she wasn't right, but I couldn't find the words to say she wasn't.
"If you kill someone, Zhao Laoqi will kill you." I looked at her and became serious: "You can't die again, if you die again, you will really die, and there will be no more you in this world." ”
"This is a society under the rule of law, if there are more people who die, it will definitely attract the attention of others, and there will always be people who can kill you when the time comes, and it may not be only Zhao Laoqi."
Du Yuwei looked directly into my gaze and said, "If I kill more people, the stronger I will be, that old man wants to kill me, I can kill him too, whoever wants to kill me, I will kill whoever wants to kill me." ”
Me: "......"
"It's getting dawn." Du Yuwei hugged the child and said, "Be careful yourself, if you encounter danger, call An Ning, and I will come to save you as soon as possible." ”
I looked at her, "Why are you so nice to me?" ”
She didn't speak, she didn't answer.
"You always knew that the person who hired Lu Zhengxian back then was my father."
"My dad is your biggest enemy, and in order to take care of my emotions, you have always refused to tell me, and you have not gone to him for revenge."
I shook my head, my eyes were a little red: "Even if you kill my whole family, you should be, why should you be so good to me, the person you should kill the most is me." ”
She looked up at me for a long time, "It's nothing to do with you. ”
"How can it have nothing to do with me? The people who died fifteen years ago, including your parents, died to give me a life, and I am the culprit. ”
Du Yuwei didn't say anything more, and was about to turn around and leave with the child in her arms.
"Yuwei!"
I hurriedly called out to her, and without the slightest hesitation, blurted out: "You kill me!" ”
She stopped, turned around again, and looked at me incredulously: "What did you say?" ”
"I said, you killed me."
I said seriously: "My life is a continuation of seven people, you killed me, ate my soul, and then go to revenge, take revenge and go back to your hometown with your children, Qindao is your home." ”
"Don't kill anyone else, Zhao Laoqi won't let you go."
Du Yuwei was stunned for a moment and walked over to me.
I didn't back down, I should have died a long time ago.
If I die, I can make others immortal, I can help her take revenge, and it can be regarded as helping my dad and my grandfather accumulate some virtue.
But just as Du Yuwei walked up to me, the child suddenly opened his arms to block his mother.
He seemed to understand everything, and immediately threw himself on my shoulder and hugged me tightly.
He seemed to not want his mother to hurt me.
"I asked you before."
Du Yuwei suddenly spoke: "Do you think this world is very beautiful, do you remember your answer?" ”
I nodded: "I said I think it's beautiful, it's just unfortunate for us." ”
She smiled wryly, and said 'sadness' on her face.
"Then let's live well."
After saying that, she took the child and left.