Chapter 185: The Meaning of Reincarnation

After receiving the call from the seventh master, Song Xiaotian immediately drove me over.

It was already past ten o'clock in the evening.

The seventh master's house is in Huangshikou, that place is very lively during the day, people come and go, but at night it is very clean, and there are almost no people in the street.

The Seventh Master was standing at the door of the house waiting for us.

I was a little excited and complicated, and I hurriedly asked him where the child was and how he found it.

"Inside, I was afraid that he would run around, so I put a talisman in the room."

The seventh master said: "I went out at night, and when I came back, I found him at my door. ”

Song Xiaotian and I were a little surprised.

"This little imp came to you on his own?" Song Xiaotian asked.

The seventh master shook his head: "It shouldn't be, when I came back, he was lying at the door of my house, crying all the time, but he didn't run around, I guess it should have been sent by An Ning, and An Ning told him not to run around." ”

Hearing Anning, I hurriedly asked, "What about Anning?" ”

The seventh master said: "She should leave after putting down the child, I just went out to look for her and didn't find her." ”

I frowned and said, "What does she want to do, she sends the child back quietly, but she doesn't show up." ”

Since Du Yuwei's death, this child is her only relative in this world.

She is sending her nephew over now, but she doesn't show up, is she going to do something?

The seventh master sighed and said: "She followed Du Yuwei before, did some wrong things, although she didn't kill people directly, but she also killed a lot of people indirectly, I also want to find her and persuade her to be kind, otherwise she will definitely have retribution in the second half of her life." ”

"Speaking of which, her life experience is also pitiful, one has no culture, the other has no skills, she has been abducted and deceived since she was a child, she estimates that life is not easy, so she can only send her children over."

"This child is a ghost, and if he is a ghost, he has to be exceeded, and if the infant spirit does not go beyond the reincarnation, sooner or later there will be trouble."

My heart trembled, and I hurriedly asked, "Is this kid going to be overdone soon......?"

The seventh master nodded: "I called you over just to persuade him, he has been looking for his mother and is unwilling to reincarnate, which is very difficult." ”

I said I understood, and I will go and persuade him now, persuade him to be reincarnated.

Walking into the house, a baby's cry could be heard in a room on the first floor.

I tore off the talisman on the door, pushed it open and walked in.

I saw that in the empty room, a simple formation was arranged, and the child was in the formation, he was trapped, and he couldn't climb out.

But he was still crawling, trying to crawl out to find his mother.

As soon as he saw me, he cried even more intensely than just now, and quickly opened his arms towards me, trying for me to carry him out.

Aside from his mother and Anning, maybe I'm the closest person to him.

I walked over and took him out and held him in my arms.

Although his body was cold, the moment I hugged him, my eyes blurred unconsciously.

The things I experienced before, Fang Man's death, the death of my father and my grandfather, the death of Du Yuwei, and the death of my other father, the departure of these people is like a needle piercing my heart and making me painful.

Human psychological capacity is limited, and the departure of these people is enough for me to lose the meaning of life.

But what my other dad said before he left made me understand that I can't be self-inflicted.

But I can't always pretend that these things haven't happened, I can only run away, but sometimes when I think of these things, I still cry when I lie in bed at night.

Now holding the child, I think of Du Yuwei again, I think of when I was a child, when I was most helpless, it was Du Yuwei who left the last three days of my life, leaving the last warmth.

I finally recognized her as Li Fuguang, but it was when her soul was gone.

If she were still alive, I would take good care of her as if she were my own sister.

But she is gone, she doesn't even have the chance to reincarnate, and the only thing I can do now is to persuade her son to reincarnate.

The kid was very emotional, and kept gesturing at me and asked me to take him to Du Yuwei.

"Your mother...... She was gone, went

"There will be a mother, and there will be a new life."

I don't know if my child can understand it, and I don't dare to tell him the truth, so I can only make up a relatively beautiful lie.

The kid seemed to understand, but the more he cried, the more he cried, the more he understood, that is, he would never see his mother again.

He gestured to me again, to the ground, to me and to him.

I was stunned for a moment before I realized that he had asked me to go with him

I couldn't hold back my tears all of a sudden, this simple and clear gesture may have exhausted all his wisdom.

"I'm sorry, I can't go down with you, I promised my dad to live well."

"So you can only go down by yourself, and then go to reincarnation, maybe we can meet again."

He froze for a moment, clutching my hand tightly, refusing to let go.

"Be obedient."

I touched him and said, "If your mother knew that you were going to be reincarnated, she would be very happy, do you want your mother to be sad?" ”

He shook his head, he could understand and not make his mother sad.

Perhaps knowing that I would not go down with him, he hurriedly drew a circle on his left arm.

I saw a red mark on his arm, like a birthmark.

I was stunned for a long time before I reacted: "You mean, after you are reincarnated, let me find you with this birthmark?" ”

He nodded, hugging my neck tightly.

I choked up and didn't speak, and nodded for a long time: "I know, I will definitely find you." ”

I stayed with him for more than an hour and lulled him to sleep before carrying him out.

Outside, the Seventh Master and Song Xiaotian were burning paper.

I asked the seventh master how to send this child away.

He's so young, he shouldn't be able to find a way around like my dad.

"Someone will come to pick him up in a moment, it should be almost there." The seventh master said.

I asked who the person who had come to pick him up, and since it was

Black and white impermanence?

The seventh master shook his head: "Don't ask too much first, after picking it up later, I'll tell you again, and don't ask his identity after that person comes in a while." ”

I nodded, naturally I wouldn't mess around.

Song Xiaotian looked at me with red eyes and comforted: "This child died before he was born, and he didn't have time to see the world, reincarnation is a good thing for him." ”

That's right, reincarnation means that life can go on.

We think that when a person dies, he dies, which means that life dies.

But if people have reincarnation, then death may not be so terrible in our eyes.

But the person in this life will live in this life, and the next life will no longer be the person in this life.

So the meaning of reincarnation has never been to make us despise life.

On the contrary, reincarnation is for us to cherish the people in this life.