Chapter 209: Independent People
Facing Liang Xin's face full of curiosity and thirst for knowledge, Nie Yan was slightly irritable, emotional matters should never be explained by a third party. Regarding the Lantern Festival, Nie Yan thinks that no matter what he says to Liang Xin, it is unfair, because he is not Liang Xin and does not understand how Liang Xin once felt about the Lantern Festival. If you talk too much, it will hurt the young couple, so Nie Yan said to him with some concern: "What are you going to do when you come back?" ”
Nie Yan didn't answer, but talked about other things, which made Liang Xin a little regretful, but not much anger. Without memory, he instinctively has a little timidity, and the other party is unwilling to answer, so he doesn't want to force the question. And in Guan Shuang's description of Liang Xin, the most detailed person is Nie Yan, Guan Shuang almost said that Nie Yan is a flawless person, a wealthy and noble son, talented, capable, and even affectionate.
Facing Nie Yan, Liang Xin naturally felt a sense of awe.
Since Nie Yan asked, Liang Xin answered truthfully, "Shuangshuang said that they would take me to the place where they worked together before." She said she missed it and was where we first met. The doctor also said that I need to have more contact with everything in the past, which will help me recover my memory. ”
Nie Yan frowned, "Just to see where you worked with Guan Shuang?" You don't plan to spend time with your mom and sister? ”
If you want Nie Yan to say, the most important thing for Liang Xin to do is to get along with his mother and sister more, who can know his past better than these two people.
Who knew that Liang Xin didn't care much at all and said: "Shuangshuang said that my mother has been in Yuzhou for a long time and has nothing to do with me." And my sister, she's a doctor at the central hospital, she's very busy, and she still has a brother-in-law, doesn't she? I don't think my sister has much energy to care about me. ”
As long as Liang Rou is involved, Nie Yan's emotions will always fluctuate, and he can calm down when he says anything else. Liang Xin said this about Liang Rou, which made Nie Yan very unhappy. For Liang Xin, how many sins Liang Rou has suffered and how much suffering she has suffered, it is this time that Liang Xin had an accident, Liang Rou didn't know how many nights she had insomnia behind her back, and she didn't know how many times she sighed when she was carrying people.
Nie Yan felt sorry for Liang Rou, so distressed that he was willing to treat Liang Xin as his younger brother, but he didn't expect Liang Xin to say such hurtful words, if Liang Rou heard this, he was afraid that he would cry again.
Suppressing the anger in his heart, Nie Yan asked Liang Xin, "I guess, among the few words Guan Shuang told you, there was the most about me, right?" ”
Liang Xin could feel the low pressure emanating from Nie Yan's body, he just lost his memory, but his acuity was still there, even stronger than before, he nodded stiffly, "Is there something wrong?" ”
Nie Yan was about to stand up, but he advised himself that he couldn't blame Guan Shuang, Guan Shuang himself knew very little about Liang Xin and the past, and the only thing that could make Guan Shuang know a little more was Nie Yan. Therefore, the news that Liang Xin got from Guan Shuang was incomplete and understandable, but there were some things that Nie Yan felt that Liang Xin should know.
So Nie Yan said: "When you were in high school, your father died in the line of duty in the police position, but your mother fell ill, and your sister gave up her medical university studies and dropped out of school to work for you to go to college. ”
Speaking of the past, it seems to be summed up in one sentence, but the sadness covered in this sentence is only known to those who have experienced it.
Liang Xin was a little stupid, he didn't know these things at all, he didn't even know that his sister had dropped out of school. Now hearing Nie Yan say this, he was shocked, "Brother-in-law, you and my sister are marrying you for money."
Listening to Nie Yan's words, Liang Xin subconsciously thought that Liang Rou was marrying Nie Yan back then.
Nie Yan shook her head, "That man treats her badly, cheated in marriage, and she left the house before she gave birth to a child." At that time, her husband's family had lost her child, and she searched all over the city for her, whom I knew. ”
Speaking of the past with Liang Rou, Nie Yan felt distressed in his tone, and there was a hard-won happiness. If Liang Rou hadn't met him back then, and An An hadn't met Grandma Qi to save her. So now, the mother and daughter are afraid that they are no longer alive, and the past events often make people break out in a cold sweat when they think about it, who would have thought that the living lover in front of them was once so close to death. Whenever Nie Yan is unhappy, he will think about the past, the moment when he met Liang Rou, at that time, she was weak and sad, and she was an abandoned person in this world.
Like him, he walks in the abyss where no one can rely on him.
Nie Yan said this to fight for Liang Rou, she has paid so much for her brother, and she should not be wiped out because of her brother's amnesia.
Liang Xin knew this, and suddenly became silent. He has amnesia, but his personality is still the same as before, a sense of responsibility is something in Liang Xin's bones, he has always thought that Guan Shuang is the one who takes the most care of him, and now it seems that everything is not what Guan Shuang said. He has no memory, and every time he knows about his past experience, he will be in a trance for a while, feeling incredible, and his three views have been changed.
After a long time, Liang Xin suddenly asked, "Brother-in-law, she is trustworthy, right?" ”
Nie Yan didn't know what Guan Shuangdu told Liang Xin, but Liang Xin was obviously suspicious of Guan Shuang at this time. Nie Yan didn't want to accuse anyone, everything Guan Shuang did was nothing to be criticized, she didn't tell Liang Xin like this, because she didn't know it at all. To be honest, Guan Shuang's understanding of Liang Xin is too shallow, and all she can say is just a little bit of skin.
And Nie Yan, how can he know deeply, in this world, even relatives can't understand 100%, let alone Nie Yan's 'brother-in-law'.
Nie Yan told Liang Xin very sincerely, and really regarded him as his younger brother, "Liang Xin, although you have amnesia, this is not a reason for you to escape. Your intelligence is still there, you can walk and eat and have your own value judgment, what have you experienced in the past, you can ask the people around you, what is needed, you can also ask me to arrange for you, even if it is not to recover your memory, but for a better life in the future, you should also know the world by yourself. What kind of person Guan Shuang is, it is up to you to judge, not me. ”
Don't listen to the values and outlook on life that anyone gives you, be an independent person, use your own eyes to understand the world, and don't become a puppet driven by others.
That's what Nie Yan meant.
After finishing speaking, Nie Yan felt that he probably exported his values to Liang Xin again.
Probably no one is immune, and they will always inadvertently ask others to become the same person as themselves, and Guan Shuang is probably the same, no one is smarter than anyone else. Nie Yan shut up at the right time, saying too much, but it was easy for Liang Xin to mislead.
After Nie Yan said this, Liang Xin kept frowning and thinking.
After Liang Rou arranged Li Xiuli and Liang Xin's daily necessities, Li Xiuli urged Liang Rou to go back, "The children have already finished school, you feel like going back, I can handle it here, your brother doesn't need to be fed, what's there to worry about." ”
Liang Rou has been grinding and not wanting to leave, she is always a little uneasy.
Nie Yan stood up, Liang Xin also stood up, after listening to Nie Yan's words just now, Liang Xin couldn't maintain the politeness he had when he was at the airport in the face of Liang Rou, but became a little restrained, this look was a little cautious, "Sister, don't worry about me." He said so.
Liang Rou couldn't help but reach out and touch her brother's chin, although Liang Xin was already taller than her, but in her sister's heart, her brother still needed her protection, and he needed to stand up for him to keep him safe. Liang Liang's personality is soft and weak, and in Liang Xin's problem, she has always been a sister who is in charge of the east and the west.
"Be nice." Liang Rou said.
Liang Xin blushed suddenly, "I'm not a child anymore. "His sister's tone is like a three-year-old child.
Liang Rou looked at her brother's red cheeks, and then smiled more sincerely, "An An has class today, so I didn't bring her here, and when she rests on Saturday, you will meet again." She clamored to prepare a gift for her uncle, but she didn't let us see it, and only gave it to you when the time came. ”
Liang Xin knew An An's name, which was his niece. Hearing the word 'uncle', Liang Xin smiled warmly, "Okay." ”
Turning her head, Liang Rou said again: "I'll pick you up tomorrow, and you go to the hospital with me." Go see Sancho, she's still recovering from surgery, you should visit her, she's your former boss, you can be rescued, thanks to her, now that you're back, you should go and see people anyway. ”
Li Xiuli first raised her hands in agreement, "This is reasonable, you should go and see your Sang team, that is a good person." ”
Sancho takes a lot of care of Liang Xin, and he is also meticulous to Li Xiuli, in Li Xiuli's heart, it is Liang Xin's blessing to meet a boss like Sanqiao. You must not forget, and if you have amnesia, you must remember it again.
Liang Xin was very submissive, "Okay. ”
Seeing that his younger brother is so well-behaved, the stone in Liang Rou's heart is finally put down a little, it will get better, it should, it will.
After reluctantly saying goodbye to her mother and brother, Liang Rou followed Nie Yan downstairs and got into the car. Nie Yan accompanied Liang Rou today, it was a day of tossing, which delayed his work a lot, and after getting in the car, there were only two of them left, so Liang Rou hugged Nie Yan and said thank you.
Nie Yan laughed at her, "You're about to become a 'thanks' repeater today." "When I got off the plane, I thanked Guan Shuang, went to Guan Shuang's house and thanked Guan Shuang's parents, and then came back, thinking about thanking Sancho, and now thanking him. I'm not afraid of being tired, so I'll thank you when I see someone.
Liang Rou leaned her head on Nie Yan's shoulder, "I actually don't know what to say, Xin Xin is back, I'm really happy." ”
Regardless of whether her brother has amnesia or not, he can come back with all his beard and tail, and standing in front of Liang Rou, she is already very grateful to God. If she can find her father back, then their family can be reunited. This is the deepest and most private wish in Liang Rou's heart, just thinking about it, I feel that it is beautiful and makes people's eyes shine.
Nie Yan stretched out her hand to take the person into her arms, Liang Rou has never asked for anything for her family, Li Xiuli will also complain that Liang Rou's father is not good, but Liang Rou has never talked about it in front of Nie Yan. It's the same for younger brothers. Except for the conflict with Liang Xin for him, the rest of the time, Liang Rou protected her younger brother like a chicken. Nie Yan really saw that she was too tired, so she wanted to help her share some of it.
Seeing her gentle and gentle appearance, and full of joy, Nie Yan herself felt relaxed and happy.
Liang Rou hooked Nie Yan's neck and asked him, "What did you say to Xin Xin just now?" I think you're talking a lot, it's been a long time since you've said that. "Nie Yan's current position makes it impossible for him to speak at length to others, many times, people who talk less are the absolute authority, and Nie Yan is like this.
Today, Nie Yan said a lot to Liang Xin.
Nie Yan lowered his head slightly and kissed Liang Rou's cheek, "It's nothing, he asked me who the Lantern Festival is?" ”
When these words came out, Liang Rou's eyes widened suddenly, and no one was honestly staying in Nie Yan's arms, but sat up straight, "How did you answer?" Liang Rou was so nervous that she chattered: "Actually, over there in Liang Xin's dormitory, all the things from when I was with Lantern Festival are still there, and I told my mother to let her not touch them." Guan Shuang followed today, and I was embarrassed to take Liang Xin back there, otherwise Guan Shuang would be so embarrassed, she had taken care of Liang Xin for so long, and I could see that Xin Xin was really close to her, and it was not good to be this wicked person. ”
Liang Xin is obviously with Guan Shuang now, and Liang Rou is also very hesitant to tell Liang Xin about being with Lantern Xiao in the past. And to say this in front of Guan Shuang, no matter how Liang Xin chooses in the future, Liang Rou will inevitably have to get into trouble with Guan Shuang. She was also embarrassed.
Nie Yan stretched out her fingers and rubbed Liang Rou's furrowed brows, for Liang Xin's emotional affairs, it was not good for her to worry about her whole person.
"Don't worry, your brother is about to be thirty, and he should handle the emotional matters himself." Nie Yan said.
Liang Rou couldn't help but worry, "But he has amnesia, today at the airport, he was stunned for two seconds, you can't feel it." He's actually recognizing, and he doesn't know me at all. ”
The closest family members will have an instinct, which is the ability to recognize each other even in their sleep. Like An An, even if she falls asleep, she will feel at ease when she is picked up by Nie Yan, and when she is picked up by Liang Rou, she will call her mother. But today's performance of Liang Xin is obviously very unfamiliar, his pause before opening his mouth is inaudible to outsiders, how can Liang Rou not feel it.
Thinking of this, Liang Rou became sentimental again, "What if I have to forget the past one day?" Forget about my brother and mother, and An An" Nie Yan directly gagged her, not allowing her to continue this assumption. In ordinary life, many things do not make people think deeply. Such as death, such as forgetting.
Everyone only stared at the little contradictions and disputes in front of them, how many couples were separated, because of small differences.
But thinking about it in the long run, how much fate it is for two people to be together. The fate among the tens of millions of people back then made Liang Rou meet Nie Yan and come to this day. If you didn't know each other back then, then everything would no longer exist. What if you have amnesia?
Nie Yan didn't dare to think about what kind of situation it would be like if one day, Liang Rou forgot him.
It's terrible to forget, it's tantamount to the past years, and the people who have accompanied him through the years, have fundamentally erased all of this.
It's scary.
Even more terrible than separation is forgetting.
At this moment, Nie Yan felt the heartache of Lantern Festival for the first time. He was so frightened, holding her in his arms, kissing so eagerly. When she couldn't breathe, Nie Yan said: "Don't think about things that won't happen, even if there is an accident, we are a legal husband and wife, and I am the only one who can be by your side." Even if we die, we will not be separated. ”
Liang Rou blushed, sweet to the core.
The two hugged for a while, and Liang Rou said weakly: "Okay, let Liang Xin explore it by himself." Even children, they will have feelings, and this thing does not need to be memorized. ”
When An An was less than a year old, she knew that she smiled at Grandma Qi, and the relationship between people, as long as she thought of it, she didn't want any so-called memories at all. Who to love and who to hate, it seems to be a choice in the bones, and it will not be reversed at all.
An An has already finished school, and Nie Zitan went to pick her up.
However, Nie Zitan did not take An An home as soon as possible, but took her on a date. The other party is Nie Zitan's girlfriend and the mayor's daughter. It's actually a bit awkward for two young people to date with a small child. But An An is a little person, and he talks about his uncle's little secrets to other girls, such as that his uncle likes plush toys, and there are many in the bedroom.
Nie Zi talked about headaches, he brought An An here because he wanted An An to check for him, but he didn't expect An An to sell him first as soon as he came. Nie Zitan does have this habit, he has not had a mother since he was a child, he has lived alone since he was a child, he didn't even have a playmate when he was a child, and he had to worry about being bullied by Nie Zihe and the servants, so for a long time, the only thing that could comfort him was a plush toy. This habit was developed from a very young age, so much so that he is now so big that he still can't quit.
Especially fond of fluffy toys.
This hobby was discovered by An An. Now I also revealed it to my girlfriend.
The other party didn't expect to graduate from a prestigious school at all, and Nie Zitan, who looked like a clean and unbeatable person, turned out to be a person who likes plush toys in private, in order to tell more secrets to An An, he invited An An to have a big meal, and bought a lot of things for An An. An An was also very good and sold her second uncle completely.
After sending his girlfriend home, Nie Zitan ignored An An.
So when Nie Zitan took An An home, Liang Rou saw An An holding a bunch of gifts, and Nie Zitan with a frown.
"What's wrong?" Liang Rou thought that An An was talking to Nie Zi about buying her a gift.
After Nie Zi finished talking and half complaining and half complaining, Liang Rou really couldn't cry or laugh, and Nie Yan, who was about to go back to the study to deal with today's backlog of official business, slowed down.
Nie Zi talked about the wrong, and said to Nie Yan: "Brother, if my girlfriend runs away, I will blame An An." ”
An An put all the gifts on the sofa and said confidently: "How is it possible, don't mention how happy the second aunt is." "An Anduo will climb along the pole, and when he comes back from a meal with others, he has already changed his name to 'second aunt'. Nie Zitan's hateful teeth itched, "Don't scream, you are such a second aunt and second aunt, what should I do if people are annoyed." ”
For feelings, Nie Zitan is very polite.
An An rolled her eyes, she really didn't have much fear of the second uncle, "Who said that the second aunt annoyed me, you look at these things, she can buy me a gift if she annoys me?" The second aunt secretly told me, saying that the second uncle, you seem to be a person who walked down from the book, and you don't look like a big living person at all, but I only found out today that the second uncle is so funny. ”
Nie Zitan really can't associate 'fun' with praise, he has dated each other before, and he has tried to behave flawlessly, acting like an impeccable gentleman. I knew that I would take An An to break the gong today.
Liang Rou also didn't agree with An An's approach, An An was a little bully at home, eccentric, and could do anything, but Nie Zi was serious about talking about this marriage. And the other party is still the mayor's daughter, Liang Rou has not had much contact with this kind of person, but her subjective impression is not very good, so she trained An An and said: "How can you harm your second uncle's good deeds, go and call people to apologize now, saying that you are all nonsense, and you are not allowed to smear your second uncle." ”
An An is so aggrieved, "No matter how nonsense I am, what I said is true." And the second aunt likes me very much and praises me several times. ”
As long as he is wronged, the first thing An An wants to find must be Nie Yan, and he pounced on Nie Yan's lap and hugged Nie Yan, "Nie Nie, I really didn't lie." ”
It's true that he didn't lie, but it was the truth that pierced the disguise that Nie Zitan had talked about before.
Nie Yan didn't talk about An An, but trained Nie Zi to talk, "You let a child go to your customs declaration, this matter was originally your lack of consideration." That's it, you're looking for a wife, she knows what's wrong with your temperament, and it's better to live together in the future. ”
Nie Zitan sighed, "People are also students from famous schools, and their families hurt, so I'm just afraid of her and look down on me." ”
Nie Zitan tried so hard to make himself look flawless, just because he was afraid that the other party would look down on him, a wealthy family, and be transparent. In addition to studying well, he actually has nothing to do, he has no mother since he was a child, Nie Yan and Nie Zihe's mothers were all married by Nie Zhaozhong Mingmei, only he is an illegitimate child.
The other party is a lady from an official family, and there will be an illegitimate child like him who has no one to educate.
Nie Zitan was depressed, Liang Rou really felt that An An was evil, why bother to tear apart other people's shells, there were often hidden under the shells that the other party didn't want to show people, the softest part.
Nie Yan was also a little helpless.
After thinking about it, he said: "Don't be so frustrated, if the other party really breaks off with you because of this matter, it can only prove that this person is not very good." ”
Now I can only think like this, Nie Zi talks about his hands and feet as if he has no strength, and he goes upstairs softly.
An An stuck out her tongue at Nie Yan, she didn't know that she would hurt her second uncle.
can only insist, "The second aunt really likes me." ”
Nie Yan rubbed An An's hair, this little girl is really loved and hated, the little angel and the little devil are united.
Liang Rou didn't want to pay attention to An An, Nie Yan said that if Liang Rou didn't forgive An An, he would also be angry, and An An ran to stick to her mother again, "Mom, is my uncle back today?" Is he good? Do you want me? ”
Liang Xin was injured at the beginning, and An An also saw it, and it was terrible to think about.
Now that I heard that my uncle had been cured, An An asked.
Liang Rou stared at her daughter, she really had a headache, she didn't know how to educate An An, An An's temperament was really jumpy. If this really messes up the marriage that Nie Zi talked about, not to mention that Nie Zitan feels uncomfortable and will leave a pimple, it is Nie Zhaozhong, I am afraid that he will have to write a note on An An.
An An's identity was already a little embarrassing in the Nie family, and Liang Rou privately wanted An An to get along well with everyone. An An is doing nonsense, if he is disgusted, how will he deal with himself in the future. Now An An doesn't know the importance of bloodline and family, but sooner or later he will know, and An An is still in Qi'an. The previous kidnapping also scared Liang Rou, so Nie Yan wanted to transfer to another school, but Liang Rou didn't stop her. Qi'an School was originally a school with a clear hierarchy, not as equal as public primary schools. When An An is a little older, she will know her identity and bloodline, and if she doesn't have the love of the Nie family, how will An An go down.
Liang Rou always hates to lay a good foundation for her daughter's life.
But a child is such a creature, she can always annoy her parents, and it seems that she will always be in trouble. Liang Rou can't have a moment of relaxation.
An An was stared at by Liang Rou, and she could feel something in her heart, she pouted, "Mom, I really didn't talk nonsense, moreover, she asked me, she asked my second uncle what he usually likes and what he likes to eat, I just said it, and I haven't told a lie yet." An An wanted to cry when she said that.
The other party asked her, and the other party was still the girlfriend of the second uncle, good-looking and gentle, so she knew everything and said everything. The other party seemed to be very happy, and bought her delicious gifts for her, and she was even more crazy, shaking out everything and saying it.
I really didn't know that the second uncle would be angry like this, and Nie Nie's mother was not happy.
An An was uncomfortable, and said angrily, "I will never go out with my second uncle in the future." ”
It's obviously the second uncle who is lying, and the second uncle loves meat, but he told his girlfriend what caviar he likes to eat. is obviously full of plush toys in the room, and he has to deceive others that he likes guns and equipment, and those things are obviously Nie Nie's favorites. An An doesn't like someone to occupy what Nie Yan likes, so she has to refute and tell the truth.
But no one else understands all this.
An An got angry, locked herself in her room, and locked the door.
Liang Rou couldn't open the door, and the angry Buddha ascended to heaven. The little girl, now she has learned to lose her temper with her mother, Liang Rou stood at the door, and she couldn't wait to kick it in.
How old did you start like this, didn't you say that the rebellious period was in your teens?
So this night, the topic of Liang Rou and Nie Yan turned to the child again.
Nie Yan even laughed and said: "It's really a lively day, chickens and dogs are jumping, and things that can't be dealt with." ”
Liang Rou is also tired, and she also wants to live quietly, but how can they live in the so-called 'two-person world'.
The next day, Liang Rou picked up Liang Xin and Li Xiuli to go to the hospital together, and early in the morning, Guan Shuang also called and said that she would come over to accompany Liang Xin immediately.
Liang Xin was silent for a few seconds and refused.
"You just returned to China, rest for two days, I'm with my mother and sister, no problem, and today is going to my sister's hospital, not a strange place."
Guan Shuang was still uneasy, "But you don't have me by your side, is it really okay?" "They were inseparable before, and Guan Shuang was a little uncomfortable with this separate action.
Liang Xin said: "Shuangshuang, I always have to be alone." "You can't really be like a toddler, you have to follow everything with your hands off. Liang Xin didn't sleep all night last night, and he thought about what Nie Yan said for a long time. He should feel the world by himself, even if the memories of the past are gone, then the future memories should always be discovered and constructed by himself.
He was treated in the United States before, so the psychiatrist told him a lot of things for him to contact and feel more, but in such a tightly closed treatment center, he was very interested in what he could touch, and most of them came from Guan Shuang. Now that he can break through the limitations, it's time to explore everything around him more seriously.
Not under anyone's control.
After hanging up the phone, Li Xiuli was still a little uneasy, "If someone wants to come, you will let the family come, and after taking care of you for so long, you should not be at ease." She likes Guan Shuang so much that she can't do it, she can take care of her son so unabated, and she knows that she is a good girl at a glance.
Liang Xin just smiled and didn't say much.
Li Xiuli didn't have anything to say, knowing that her son had no memory now, Li Xiuli didn't dare to be too strong.
When he went to Anrou Private Hospital, Liang Xin learned that Guan Shuang had said that Liang Rou was a doctor in the Central Hospital, which was not correct. Liang Rou is now the director of Anrou Hospital, and when she walked into the hospital building, everyone saw Liang Rou's respectful appearance.
When he entered Sancho's ward, the first thing Liang Xin saw was a police uniform hanging not far from the hospital bed.
Sancho's police uniform hung from a distance she didn't want to, and Sancho liked to see it every day. At this time, Liang Xin approached unnaturally, he was very familiar with this set of clothes, and even had a feeling of excitement.
Of course, Li Xiuli couldn't help but complain, "After all, I can't forget that dead ghost." ”
Whether it is Liang Rou or Liang Xin, they both like police uniforms very much, when their father was not at home when they were young, the sisters and brothers would rather sleep with their father's police uniform. A police uniform is not enough for two people to hug, and they will quarrel over it. Li Xiuli was worried about this matter.
When Sancho saw Liang Xin coming back with all the beards and tails, it was also a taste of all kinds, and she said sadly: "Liang Xin can be cured, so can Xing Feng also be cured?" Liang Xin, can you contact the United States and ask them to treat another patient like you, you disappeared together at the beginning, you should have been victimized together. He's completely ruined now."
They were all people together, and Sancho inevitably saw one and remembered the other.
It was the first time that Liang Xin had heard that there was a person who had the same experience as himself, and he was full of curiosity and concern, "Can I go and meet, can you talk about Xing Feng?" I can't tell him if I see him, but I can remember what happened to me before. ”
When he said this, the ward was instantly silent.