"Huang Chenfeng, don't follow me anymore, I said that it's over between us. ”

On the central street of Lily of the Valley, Huang Chenfeng grabbed Li Li's hand and didn't let go. The quarrel between the two attracted many passers-by to stop and watch.

"Lili, why. Did I do something wrong?" Huang Chenfeng tried his best to keep it.

"You're not wrong, it's your fate that's wrong, you can only take me to eat roadside stalls and ride a bicycle. But that's not what I want. ”

Yesterday's love was still strong, and tonight people are strangers, throwing away their hands again and again, and saying words of despair. The girl's expression was resolute and strange.

Suddenly, a young man ran down from the roadside car, raised his foot and kicked Huang Chenfeng to the side of the road, and kept scolding: "CNM, do you want to be an angel for your life!"

The man's kick was extremely powerful, and directly kicked Huang Chenfeng into a pile of garbage on the side of the road.

"Talking nonsense with him, he's just like the garbage around him. The man scolded Huang Chenfeng and walked towards the car with Li Li in his arms.

"Huang Chenfeng, I'm sorry! I just don't want to live around the fields of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar for the rest of my life, you can't give me what I want. After saying this, Li Li followed the man into the car without looking back.

"Lili, I will give you whatever you want, as long as you want, as long as I have it!"

Regardless of the painful arm that was kicked, Huang Chenfeng struggled to get up from the garbage heap, trying to keep his former childhood sweetheart.

Li Li couldn't hear the latter sentence anymore, Huang Chenfeng looked at the taillights of the car fascinatedly, and sat motionless in the garbage heap.

Huang Chenfeng was surrounded by onlookers, and everyone had different emotions in their eyes, some were pitying, some were ridiculing, some were angry, and some were indifferent to the world

Boom, the rain came without warning, and it seemed that the heavens were screaming for the wind.

The onlookers instantly dispersed to hide from the rain, but Huang Chenfeng was still sitting in the garbage heap and staring blankly at the floor.

The rain washed away the filth on his body, but it couldn't wash away the pain of losing a loved one in his heart, and tears and rain fell from his face to the ground.

The rain gradually subsided, and after a while, it had stopped, and the dark clouds dispersed, and the sun shone on the county seat of Lily of the Valley again.

Tatsukaze covered the sun with his hands, then got up from the garbage heap with difficulty, and walked in the direction of home with his sore left arm.

The pedestrians along the way looked at the boy who was covered in dirt and soaked clothes, and when he met familiar people, he would come forward to ask, Huang Chenfeng just staggered, ignoring nothing, and his eyes had gradually changed from sadness to indifference.

The way home was all walked with Li Li, but the scenery was still the same and the people were not there.

Huang Chenfeng saw that under a small tree on the side of the road, a little girl said to a little boy: "Brother Chenfeng, will I be your bride in the future?"

Huang Chenfeng shook his head, the figure under the tree had disappeared, and a trace of grief flashed in the depths of his indifferent eyes, but it was quickly replaced.

Along the way, he saw all kinds of things that he and Li Li had experienced in the past, including sweetness, joy, and pain. This road excavated the previous past, and then was ruthlessly abandoned by Huang Chenfeng, since he couldn't keep it, he could only let go.

Huang Chenfeng's home is an adobe house with a tiled spire, and there is no electrical appliance in the house except for an old black-and-white TV. The dining table is still made of other people's discarded wood, and the so-called bed is a pile of bricks made of pillars with a few planks on top of it.

One evening more than 10 years ago, a woman Li Qin fainted at the entrance of the village with a big belly, and was rescued by the villagers, Li Qin woke up and begged the village chief to take her in, saying that she had fled and was separated from her husband, and the village chief couldn't bear her wandering with a big belly, so he left her down to help do some farm work.

After living in the village for nearly two months, a boy was born, and Li Qin named him Huang Chenfeng.

The people in the village talked about it, but they just talked about it behind their backs, and Li Qin didn't care about it, so he didn't hear it.

After the confinement, Li Qin begged the village chief to say that it was not good, and he always troubled the village chief to build a house, and then took all the jewelry on his body to the pawn shop in the county town and sold it on consignment to pay for the construction of the house.

Although the adobe house was made of ready-made materials, it was also built for a long time, and although the simple villagers did not need to be paid, the nearly half a month's food money alone cost Li Qin two-thirds of his savings.

Li Qin, who was born in a rich family, could only pick up a hoe and go to the field to farm in order to feed Xiao Chenfeng.

When Xiao Chenfeng was 11 years old, Li Qin died soon after because of work, Xiao Chenfeng survived by relying on the relief of the village chief and neighbors and his scattered work, but because of long-term poor nutrition, Chenfeng's body was too weak.

Li Qin is the granddaughter of the village chief, and since she was a child, she wanted to follow Chenfeng like a fart, because her parents died in the coal kiln, and the village chief and his wife were old and had to work in the fields. Li Qin received the favor of the village chief, so he took the initiative to take care of Li Li, until Li Qin died, Chen Feng regarded Li Li and the village chief's family as the only relatives in the world.

He didn't know who his father was when he was born, and he didn't dare to ask if there was anyone else in the family.

As long as I asked these questions when I was a child, my mother, who was usually gentle and graceful, would be furious, and she would not dare to ask them again after many times.

Chen Feng has been thinking about it in his heart, watching other people's fathers take on the heavy work of the family, and his mother has to do all the things in the family alone, the sensible Chen Feng is very uncomfortable, but he is young and in poor health, so he can't help his mother do anything at all.

When his mother was sick, he just told him to take care of the jade pendant hanging around his neck, and all the jewelry on his mother's body had been sold to the pawn shop, and even the jade bracelet given to him by his grandmother was used, but this jade pendant was still kept even if there was no rice at home.

This jade pendant, which is about the thumb of an adult, does not carve dragons and phoenixes like other jade pendants, nor does it carve Buddha and Guanyin.

The front is a very complex pattern, Chen Feng does not know, even the school teacher does not know, said to be an ancient font. On the back is the word "Xuan" in block letters.

Chen Feng lay on the wooden bed after taking a shower, looking directly at the ceiling with his eyes, but his eyes were sloppy and unfocused.

At this time, his mind was full of Li Li's figure, saying that he wanted to forget, but could he really put it down so quickly?

Buddha and sentient beings in the world, I am not a Buddha yet, so how can I say let go and let go.

Two lines of tears ran down the corners of his eyes and dripped onto the shabby mattress of the bed.

Tatsukaze leaned sideways and touched the pain on his left arm.

"Talking nonsense with him, he's just like the garbage around him. ”

This sentence kept circling in his mind, lingering like Li Li's figure.

Am I really the same as that pile of garbage? Chen Feng got up and stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself in the mirror, his face was delicate and his facial features were handsome, but his body was thin like a skeleton wrapped in a layer of skin because of the long-term lack of nutrition, and even his ribs could be clearly counted.

"No, I'm not trash. I don't want to be garbage either. Tatsukaze muttered to himself.

"In the future, I won't let people call me garbage anymore, and I won't let anyone take anything else I like. ”

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