An An still didn't want to see Nie Yan, but he didn't want to go back to Canada, An Sheng went back to the Nie family's mansion, saying that he wanted to accompany Happy for a few days. Liang Rou also knew that An An was angry, the child had reached this age, the rebellious period had just begun, and many things could not be understood with the normalcy of childhood.

Let An An think for herself, Liang Rou went to An Rou Hospital with her stomach up.

After arriving at the hospital, Liang Rou did not go directly to see Nie Yan, but met the hospital's neurosurgeon first. When Liang Rou Chu took over Anrou Hospital, he determined the future route of the hospital, which is to build the best top hospital in Linhai City. At that time, I thought that private hospitals would have high fees and a good environment, but if they were made into ordinary hospitals, patients would only come to treat a cold, and they would not be able to reflect the advantages of private hospitals. And cost recovery is also a problem, public hospitals can get state funding every year, private hospitals do not have such a good thing.

At that time, Liang Rou made such a decision from the perspective of a decision-maker, and sent many hospitals abroad for study and training. Unexpectedly, after a few years, the professional team established back then actually played a role in their own people.

When she arrived at the conference room of Anrou Hospital, Liang Rou saw many familiar faces.

These doctors also welcomed Liang Rou very warmly, and Liang Rou made the decision at the beginning to let many doctors who had no study abroad experience go abroad for further study, or be reimbursed at public expense. The only requirement is how many years they have to serve in Anrou Hospital when they come back from their studies. is a very good leader, he used to be the director of Anrou Hospital, and Liang Rou's popularity has always been good.

Seeing Liang Rou with a big belly, almost everyone was full of joy, and they all said congratulations in their mouths.

When the meeting began, the atmosphere took a sharp turn for the worse, and the few people who were still smiling and greeting each other when they first met all became serious, turned on the projector in the conference room, and showed Nie Yan's head to Liang Rou.

"It has basically been determined that it is a parasagittal sinus alarm."

Liang Rou held a pen in her hand, the tip of the pen lightly swiped across the paper, but what came to mind was the scene when the teacher taught parasagittal sinus meningioma when she was a student at the medical university. The reason why I go back to such a long time is because in the time that Liang Rou has been away from school for so many years, she has never encountered a single case of parasagittal sinus meningioma.

Parasagittal sinus meningioma refers to the lack of brain tissue between the tumor and the superior sagittal sinus wall attached to the base of the tumor. The dura mater and skull in the corresponding area are often invaded by tumors, causing cranial hyperplasia, sometimes which is particularly prominent, and does not form a large bony mass at the cranial roof. The blood supply of this type of meningioma comes mostly from the internal carotid artery and the external carotid artery, and the important is the meningeal artery, and the anterior cerebral artery and the middle cerebral artery also have branches involved in blood supply. Sometimes there is also a thickened superficial temporal artery or occipital artery of the hair, resulting in an extremely rich blood supply to the tumor, which increases the difficulty of surgery.

In the case of Nie Yan, the tumor invaded the venous sinus, causing narrowing and infarction of the sinus, which in turn led to a change in the way the blood returned, and the venous sinus was completely wrapped by the tumor, making it very difficult to perform surgery.

The tumor that Nie Yan suffers from has always been regarded as the most dangerous and difficult type of brain tumor to deal with.

After explaining Nie Yan's situation, the conference room was quiet for at least three minutes, and no one spoke.

Liang Rou stared at the white paper that had been painted into a mess in front of her, and her heart was in turmoil.

Yang Shanshan beside her gently touched Liang Rou and said in a low voice: "The problem now is not only that the operation is difficult, but the most important thing is that Mr. Nie is unwilling to cooperate with the treatment at all. ”

Liang Rou woke up in shock, "What? ”

All the doctors were silent for a moment again before saying that after Nie Yan was diagnosed with this tumor, he also went to different countries and different hospitals for examinations. The end result is roughly the same, and there is actually only one cure that can be cured by this surgery, and that is surgery. In view of Nie Yan's particularity, the success rate of the operation must be very low, and the doctors in each place have said completely different answers.

Nie Yan weighed it around, and finally gave up the opportunity to go abroad for treatment and returned to Linhai City. He refused surgery, was unwilling to do even the most basic chemotherapy, and only relied on painkillers to relieve the pain, and survived for nearly a year.

At present, Nie Yan's situation has reached the point where if he doesn't have surgery now, then there is only a dead end.

Tumors are the most feared thing to drag on. From the early stage to the middle stage, and then drag it down, I am afraid that it will be the late stage. The doctors sighed and said, "If the average person gets this disease, if it is not treated, it will be a year or two of life." We have already said this truthfully to Mr. Nie, and he does not listen to our advice. ”

Coming out of the conference room, Liang Rou's ears kept circling what the doctor had just said, in fact, Liang Rou herself was a doctor of neurosurgery, and she knew Nie Yan's situation very well. It's just that at this time, the doctor doesn't treat himself, Liang Rou doesn't even believe in herself, and the feeling of panic in her heart is no different from that of ordinary patients' families.

The child in the belly seemed to feel Liang Rou's mood, and it was very quiet from the beginning of the meeting, and the child who usually moved around in the stomach didn't move at all at this time.

On the side of Anrou Hospital, Liang Rou met Fu Shouyi. The one who guarded Liang Rou in the military hospital was the six monkeys, and the person guarding Nie Yan here was Fu Shouyi.

Fu Shouyi's background Liang Rou already knew that it was Nie Yan's grandfather who specially cultivated the people who stayed for Nie Yan. It's just that Fu Shouyi has been controlling the internal management of the group for a long time in Jihai Zhaoye, and even in the years when Nie Yan left the Nie family, Fu Shouyi has never left his post. Now I see that Fu Shouyi, who has always loved his job and is dedicated to his job and will never leave the company for half a step, is diligently staying here, and I want to know how dangerous Nie Yan's current situation is.

Fu Shouyi had been waiting for Liang Rou for a long time, knowing that Liang Rou had just finished a seminar on Nie Yan's condition, Fu Shouyi carefully observed Liang Rou's expression, he originally thought that Liang Rou would break down and cry, but he didn't expect it to look quite calm. By this time, Fu Shouyi didn't want Liang Rou to cry, he had already fallen down one, and he couldn't hold the other.

Looking at Liang Rou's already sharp belly, Fu Shouyi's gaze was like Sun Wukong seeing a peach. There was even some greed in that gaze.

Liang Rou knew that Fu Shouyi's mood was still different from that of the six monkeys, after all, he was the one left behind by the older generation. Liang Rou paused beside Fu Shouyi and whispered, "I can already determine the gender, it's a boy." ”

If this is said to others, Liang Rou will never say it, even if it is to Nie Yan, Liang Rou will not care about the gender of the child. Because for Liang Rou, both boys and girls are priceless treasures, so she doesn't care about them. But just because she doesn't care doesn't mean that others don't care. Sure enough, after Liang Rou said this, Fu Shouyi quickly wiped the corners of his eyes.

What could make Fu Shouyi happier than knowing that Nie Yan had a future.

After saying this, Fu Shouyi and Liang Rou really stood up from the bottom of their hearts. Six monkeys and these people have always had a good relationship with Liang Rou, but Fu Shouyi, from beginning to end, no matter whether Nie Yan and Liang Rou are married or not, he has kept some distance from Liang Rou. This kind of attitude, Liang Rou is not incomprehensible, when Grandma Qi was still there, she said that a really loyal servant would never recognize the second master. Even if Nie Yan and Liang Rou are husband and wife, then Fu Shouyi only recognizes Nie Yan and not Liang Rou.

But now that I have children, it's not the same as it used to be.

Fu Shouyi gave Liang Rou the bottom, "Recently, the young master has been in a lot of pain, and he has wanted Du Lengding several times, but in the end it was useless to hold back." Madame, please take a look, if it doesn't work, use it. ”

When Liang Rou heard this, she knew that Fu Shouyi hadn't paid attention to it, and now no one dared to say that she would let Nie Yan have surgery, and with such a low success rate, even the doctor's attitude was not firm enough. If a person like Nie Yan really doesn't get off the operating table, who is responsible? Who is responsible? Who can afford to be responsible!

Everything depends on Nie Yan's attitude, and now Nie Yan's attitude is so negative, he would rather inject Demerol than have surgery.

Liang Rou frowned and pushed open the door of Nie Yan's ward. If Liang Rou lives in a special ward in the military hospital, then Nie Yan is not a ward at all, it is completely a bedroom, no different from the Nie family's villa. Anrou Hospital has several separate villas for special patients, and Nie Zhaozhong used to live in one of them at that time. Now that Nie Yan is sick, he is naturally treated like this, even higher than Nie Zhaozhong's treatment at that time.

Nie Yan was lying on the bed, looking like he was asleep.

Liang Rou approached him step by step, the most obvious being that Nie Yan had shaved his head. It's not the round inch that used to stick to the scalp, but the real bald head, the bright one.

He had a disease where the tumor was so strong that it could cause the skull to deform, and you know what kind of pain it was.

Nie Yan was lying down, but Liang Rou couldn't see where his skull had deformed. After shaving the head, the appearance will change a little. is not the same as usual appearance, Nie Yan originally had deep facial features, and after shaving this kind of alien-like bald head, his eye sockets were even more deep, and the person looked sharper.

The six monkeys once muttered that Nie Yan didn't know how to be tortured by the police after turning himself in, and at this time, Liang Rou saw that it was just a side face of Nie Yan lying down, and it could be seen that he was really swollen.

recalled that when Liang Xin got married, Nie Yan was thinner than usual, and Liang Rou suddenly realized at this time, no wonder Nie Yan was suddenly fat and thin, with such a disease, the brain nerves were suppressed, and many functions of the body would have problems.

It's just that Liang Rou has always been immersed in her own little emotions, and she didn't notice Nie Yan's changes at all.

Liang Rou reached out and unconsciously wanted to touch Nie Yan's face, although her face was swollen, her eye sockets were deeper than before. Nie Yan's current appearance, no matter who sees it, can see that he is a patient, and he is not lightly ill.

Before Liang Rou's hand touched Nie Yan's cheek, he was done, and opened his eyes dimly, his eyes were no longer as clear as before, a little chaotic, and the expression on his face was also innocent, and he spoke in a hoarse voice, "You're here." ”

It was like standing outside thousands of rivers and mountains, saying such a sentence, even accompanied by the rustling of the wind.

It's as if he wasn't the one who used to be a bastard and a bad person, and that tantrum bastard who doesn't see people is not.

Liang Rou wanted to scold, don't you want to see me?

But when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, and in the face of such a person, such a disease, it seemed that any accusation could not be spoken. could only stare at his face, Liang Rou felt that Nie Yan's face had become very unfamiliar, obviously they were the closest people who had been together for ten years, but at this moment, Liang Rou really felt that Nie Yan's face was unfamiliar. It's as if the person lying on the bed never knew him.

When Nie Yan said three words, he saw Liang Rou looking at him with a stranger's gaze, his heart was sour, he knew that Liang Rou hated him. In fact, his original idea was to make Liang Rou hate him. In this way, even if he died, Liang Rou would only laugh three times, and he would not be sad and disappointed. But imagination is always different from reality, he thinks he can insist that Liang Rou hate him to death. didn't expect Liang Rou to get pregnant, let alone that God would make such a big joke with him.

Facing Liang Rou at this moment, Nie Yan looked earnest, and said in a pleading tone, "Can you let me touch the child?" ”

After being quiet for a while, Liang Rou pulled his hand out of the futon, and when she saw his hand, Liang Rou's eyes warmed up and she wanted to cry. Nie Yan's hands are very good-looking, but they are already swollen at the moment, which is worse than the swelling on his face, and his originally slender fingers have become chubby steamed buns. Gently put Nie Yan's hand on his stomach, and he didn't know if he really had a feeling, but the child, who had been very quiet, suddenly moved.

Liang Rou was shocked.

His eyes immediately moved from his stomach to Nie Yan's face, and sure enough, Nie Yan shed tears after a moment of stunnedness. How strange, Liang Rou, who has never loved to cry, didn't cry, but Nie Yan shed tears. At first, it was just a drop, but slowly there were signs of loss of control, and it was difficult to control the crying.

Liang Rou heard the low moan that came out of his throat, and his heart felt like he had been cut.

But at times like these, there is always someone who is strong.

"Let's have surgery." Liang Rou said, "If you're afraid, I'll help." "Liang Rou has not stood on the operating table for a long time, she has been pregnant with a child for seven months, she is completely out of work, the doctor's work, especially for surgery, is actually the same as playing the piano and practicing musical instruments, the feel is very important, if you don't practice for one day, you know, if you don't practice for three days, the teacher knows. Seven months without going under the knife, in fact, it is already very rusty. If ordinary conventional surgery is okay, when encountering Nie Yan's extremely difficult operation, Liang Rou is not too sure of his current ability. But for Nie Yan's sake, she could go into the operating room and accompany him.

Nie Yan didn't answer, and even wanted to retract the hand that was on Liang Rou's stomach.

Liang Rou asked him fiercely, "Don't you want to see the child?" If you drag on like this, you probably won't even have a chance to see your child. ”

The child is already seven months old, and if you count it according to the due date, there are still three months left. There are too many variables in Nie Yan's illness in three months, if he doesn't cooperate with the treatment, then it is a question whether he can survive three months, Liang Rou thought, even if Nie Yan can ruthlessly abandon her and An An, he can't completely give up this in his stomach.

Grabbing his hand firmly and placing it on her belly, Liang Rou asked again, "Don't you really want to see the child?" ”

Look at the newborn baby, it belongs to him and Liang Rou.

How could Nie Yan not want to see the child, at this moment, all the pain erupted intensively, Nie Yan was hoarse, he thought that he had made the best arrangements. Liang Rou was so angry with him that she signed the divorce agreement without even reading the specific terms. He gave all his property to Liang Rou, so that she could ensure that she had no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life, and even spendthrift was no problem. An An, as long as Liang Rou is well, with the extent she loves her children, she will definitely not treat her children badly. The company, Nie Zitan has been cultivated, and after this year, many things Nie Zitan can provoke the beam. Especially recently, after he turned himself in and disappeared in front of the world, Nie Zitan has done very well in all aspects.

Although it is not as bold and domineering as Nie Yan, being cautious has the advantage of being cautious. Nie Zitan's character, it is absolutely no problem to keep his business. Coupled with Nie Zitan's marriage with Li Ziqing, with this political marriage, even if Nie Zitan's confidence is not as good as Nie Yan's, it is still enough to suppress the company's difficult shareholders because of the powerful Yue family.

After taking the company through the difficulties and putting the future of the group in the hands of the right person, Nie Yan felt that he could be regarded as a complete merit, and his death was not so terrible.

But who would have thought that Liang Rou would be pregnant and would be kidnapped

The child Nie Yan almost wanted to cry loudly, no one understood his desire for the child, and at first it may really be just the expectation of inheritance. But after Liang Rou's two miscarriages, especially the second time, the twins were gone. Nie Yan is really disappointed, the kind of loss like a building collapsing, Nie Yan has never tasted it in this life.

To put it mildly, when Nie Yan's mother and grandfather died, his pain was no better than when he lost his child. It is probably because people are getting older, they feel more about loss, and they are more unable to extricate themselves.

He didn't say this to Liang Rou, he once went to all the temples around Linhai City, knelt in front of the Buddha and begged bitterly, hoping to keep the child, he really wanted a child.

Now, the child has come, and his wish in front of the Buddha has come true.

But he didn't expect that he couldn't wait for the day when the child was born.

What exactly is fate? Nie Yan wanted to ask, but he was afraid to know the answer.

Liang Rou was really sad to see his tears and snot crying, so she turned around and washed the towel and wiped his face carefully.

Holding her stomach, Liang Rou's movements are inevitably a little slow, but at this time, slowness has a feeling of affection. Nie Yan's crying body was a little convulsive, and he said intermittently: "The doctor said that even if this operation is successful, there is a great possibility of amnesia." ”

Brain surgery is so complicated that it is not very easy to grasp in the first place. It is not possible to go smoothly without any accidents, Nie Yan has asked so many doctors, and he understands the situation very clearly.

He knew that even if the operation was successful, he would have the possibility of amnesia, and that the rate was quite large.

Liang Rou wiped Nie Yan's face in her hand, and when she heard him say this, she was very angry, "Amnesia is amnesia, what is there to be afraid of." ”

In Liang Rou's view, in addition to the option of death, amnesia is not a problem at all. Amnesia is amnesia, as long as you can live. Just like Liang Xin back then, what is amnesia, the most important thing is that people can keep their lives.

How do you know that Nie Yan's mouth was under Liang Rou's towel, and he said in a chaotic manner: "But Liang Xin forgot about the Lantern Festival after he lost his memory." ”

If it weren't for Liang Xin's matter, Nie Yan might not have been so afraid. Liang Xin returned to China after losing his memory, and he completely lost his past feelings for the Lantern Festival. Not only that, Liang Xin's original personality has also changed a lot, the former Liang Xin was full of blood, for love, for the police career in his heart. But now, Liang Xin is more about the power and the pros and cons of feelings.

There is no reason for this thing at all, Liang Xin has lost his memory at this age, it is impossible for him to be re-educated, and it is impossible for him to go through a young and vigorous love. In the age of Liang Xin's amnesia, the words rights, **, and interests have become the main axis of life, and without the memory of the past, it is equivalent to the loss of the original belief.

Liang Xin gave up the Lantern Festival, but in fact, he also lost his former self.

When Nie Yan thought of this, he shook his head, "I don't want to lose my memory." "He's as headstrong and persistent as a child.

Liang Rou wiped his face, looking at his appearance, he really felt that Nie Yan, who was already very mature, was like a stubborn child at this moment.

Nie Yan was afraid of forgetting everything he had ever had, when he was at a low point, when he met Liang Rou, he was a sincere heart, which made him love Liang Rou deeply, and he still can't forget it, he just loves her.

But what if you have amnesia? has become that everything in the past does not exist, and what about Nie Yan, who is soaked in the values of his current age?

Nie Yan didn't dare to think about what he would become, and now his position, power, and wealth would prompt him to become what kind of person he would become, Nie Yan himself didn't dare to assume.

I'd rather die than become like that.

Liang Rou can't guarantee that Nie Yan will not lose her memory during surgery, there are too many possibilities for brain surgery, and there is no guarantee that she will be able to get off the operating table alive, and other options are even more impossible.

Who would have thought that Nie Yan would not accept the operation, not because he was afraid of death, but because he was afraid of losing his memories of the past. I'm afraid I forgot Liang Rou, An An, and everything I once had.

Without the memories of the past, forgetting Grandma Qi, Liang Rou, An An and other people, Nie Yan felt that it was better to die in that kind of life. Because those memories are his softest and most cherished life.

It cannot be discarded, but it cannot be forgotten.