An Ning suddenly asked me what my feelings for Du Yuwei were.

I was unprepared for that question.

I thought about it for a long time, and I didn't know how to answer.

"I don't even have an accurate definition of whether I am Chen Mo or Li Fuguang......"

"It is Chen Mo who dominates my thinking, but I have all the memories and emotions of Li Fuguang."

I said to An Ning: "When I was a child, Li Fuguang was taken away by Lu Zhengxian, and in the last three days of his life, it was your sister Wenjing who gave him comfort and gave him the last love. ”

"Maybe for Li Fuguang, he has the same feelings for Wenjing as a relative."

"And Wen Jing hasn't hurt me before, just because I have Li Fuguang's soul in my body, and she can't bear to hurt Li Fuguang."

"As Chen Mo, I owe her a lot, if it weren't for my father and grandfather to resurrect me, her family would not have suffered such a catastrophe, and her life would not have been so miserable."

"You ask me what feelings I have for her, in fact, it is the relationship between Chen Mo and Li Fuguang combined."

I looked at An Ning and said truthfully: "I admit that I took special care of you at the beginning, just because of your sister Wenjing, because you look very similar to her, I subconsciously want to make up for what I owe to her." ”

"But after getting along, I realized that you are two different people, and I think you are really amazing. Although I had a miserable year, I was still very happy before this, at least my dad and my grandfather pulled me up. ”

"And you were sent to an orphanage by your parents when you were a child, I think, you must have suffered a lot since you were a child."

An Ning smiled indifferently: "I've been like this since I was a child, so I've long been used to it, since I haven't felt the warmth of the sun, the winter may not be so cold." ”

She told me she was stunned.

"It seems that this book is indeed not in vain."

I made a joke, but smiled a little bitterly: "So you are much stronger than me, along the way, there are too many people who are silently helping me, the seventh master taught me to be a man, took me out of confusion, and he became the guide in my life." ”

"Song Xiaotian always stands in front for me, with him, even if the sky falls, I don't think it's the end."

"All along, I have caused a lot of trouble to Meng Yifan, and he has never said a word, I know that he bought me a car because he was afraid that I would remember the death of my father and grandfather on my birthday."

I sighed: "Sometimes I think about what I can do. In order to find out the truth, I inexplicably forced my dad and my grandfather to death, Fang Man also died because of me, I wanted to help your sister, but in the end I couldn't help, and I watched her soul fly away. ”

"Tragedies happened one after another, and when I couldn't hold on, my other dad told me that you can't be a human being. I have always understood that Chen Mo is the most damned person, Chen Mo should not be alive, and it should be Li Fuguang who survives. ”

"I can only take another father's expectations for Li Fuguang, survive, and help more people, I hope there will not be so many tragedies in this world."

"But now, I've found the meaning of living."

I looked at An Ning and said very seriously: "I believe that the future will be fine, and you will be better, I wish you a happy new year, and I wish Wenjing a happy new year." ”

An Ning also looked at me and smiled lightly: "Happy New Year, Chen Mo." ”

After worshipping Du Yuwei.

The next day, I went to pay homage to my dad and my grandfather, as well as Fang Man.

On the third day, I went to visit Fang Man's parents, and I took the second elder to visit Lanjiang City for a whole day, I bought them winter clothes, and I treated them as my own parents.

Now that Fang Man has passed away, they have no relatives in the city, and they are ready to go back to their hometown for the New Year.

This morning, I drove the second elder to the station.

Before parting, Fang's mother kept holding my hand and restrained her emotions, as if she was looking at her own son.

"If only Manman were still alive."

As she spoke, she choked up.

I hugged her and patted her on the back and didn't know how to comfort her: "Auntie, for the New Year, don't think about these things, take care of your body, and when you come back after the New Year, I will come to see you again." "Look at Shula

Fast forward to the pit stop.

The second elder carried a large bag and a small bag, and looked back at me in a few steps.

I kept smiling at them, not daring to blush.

Seeing the back of the second elder disappear from sight, I realized that since I am alive, I should live well, and I should live for those who need me.

In the next two days, I went to pay a New Year's greeting to Song Xiaotian's family and Meng Yifan's family to a New Year's greeting.

Meng Yifan originally wanted to keep me at his house for the New Year, but the New Year is a day of reunion, I am an outsider after all, where is it good to disturb.

"No, for the New Year, you are running around outside with an old man."

Hearing that I was going to go out on a trip with the Seventh Master, Meng Yifan couldn't laugh or cry: "The Seventh Master has seen through the red dust, and you have also seen through the red dust?" ”

I smiled and said, "I can't marry a daughter-in-law in this life, so it's better to see through the red dust as soon as possible, go out and see you for a long time, and see you in the next year." ”

The day after the New Year's Eve for Meng Yifan, Seventh Master and I had already packed our bags and were ready to go out.

Our first stop was in Qi City in the north, which happened to be winter, so we could go there to see the snow.

Before leaving, I was ready to calculate a hexagram for me and the Seventh Master, but the Seventh Master wouldn't let me do it.

"Originally, this Chinese New Year, we were going to experience the local customs elsewhere, and your hexagram made me very depressed, so I always felt that something was going to happen."

The seventh master confiscated my copper coins: "There's no need, it's not a hexagram, let's go, don't let the people of that organization position it for the New Year, it's strange that it affects the mood." ”

After locking the door, we set off.

drove the Seventh Master's car and went straight to the north.

This is the first time I have run away for the Chinese New Year, and my mood is still a little excited.

Along the way, there are traffic jams in many places, and even more on the highway.

We saw a lot of homecoming, it was less than two days of driving, but we drove for three days, and the other day and a half have been stuck in traffic.

When I finally arrived in Qi City, it was Chinese New Year's Eve.

To say that this Chinese New Year's Eve, you should be able to stay in the hotel, but as a result, some hotels are closed, and some hotels are full.

On a snowy Chinese New Year's Eve night, I hid in the car with the seventh master for a night......