Chapter 475: Despair in the Heart
Back home in the evening.
I received a call from Brother Liu.
During the day, I asked him to help me investigate the two suicides in detail.
He still helped with this little help.
The hanged Qu Yan, 26 this year, works in a factory, and has been doing this job for more than two years.
And this Qu Yan is a moonlight clan, and she just broke up with her boyfriend a few days ago, and she is the one who was broken up. Usually the social circle is also narrow, and there are almost no friends.
She was diagnosed with major depressive disorder a month ago and has somatization symptoms, but there is no medication for depression at home.
This is all Qu Yan's information, a very ordinary woman.
And another male deceased, He Feilong, is 24 years old, a programmer, with a higher salary, eight or nine thousand.
He Feilong was diagnosed with syphilis half a year ago, when it was already in the middle stage.
But he has a good reputation in the social circle, and his friends say that he is righteous and obedient to his girlfriend, and he is not a messy person.
But why did he get syphilis?
Because of his girlfriend.
His girlfriend had been diagnosed with syphilis a year earlier.
Later, an investigation found out that his girlfriend's private life was very chaotic, so it was his girlfriend who first contracted syphilis outside, and then infected him.
After he was diagnosed with syphilis, because of psychological pressure, he was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, and it is estimated that he couldn't think about it, and then burned charcoal to death.
That's all He Feilong's information.
After hanging up the phone, I wrote down all the information about the two of them in my notebook and analyzed them one by one.
Let's talk about this Qu Yan first, when Brother Liu and I found her body, we had already seen her face.
This is a very ordinary-looking girl, and in the public aesthetic, it may be even lower.
A girl who is not very good-looking, doing a low-paying job, repeating the same work every day in the factory, like a robot, day after day, year after year.
And she didn't have any friends, so she didn't socialize.
And where she lives, the old city, the old house, the two-bedroom and one living room in the old house, she can't afford to live in it, so she can only live in a single room separated from the living room, which is too small to be a small space.
It's not really a big deal, I've lived in this kind of place back then, and I've even lived in worse dilapidated houses.
But when all the bad things are added together, will she feel that there is no hope for this kind of life?
Although she doesn't socialize, she always goes out.
Whenever she goes out, she sees girls her age, and these girls are naturally good-looking, and they can dress up, wear famous brands, and use expensive cosmetics.
These girls live several times better than her.
What does she think when she sees these girls?
She will definitely compare herself with these girls, as long as she compares, she will have low self-esteem, sensitivity, and she will feel more and more hopeless in her life.
If this kind of life, and such a self, lasts for a long time, or even a lifetime, she will definitely feel very desperate.
In fact, it's nothing, after all, there are many people in this world who are not good-looking, people who are not doing well, aren't they all alive?
If you can fall in love and have a favorite boy by your side, it is more or less a comfort, enough to fill the hole in your heart.
So she fell in love.
I don't know what her boyfriend is like, but I can speculate through the eyes of the world.
Qu Yan is not good-looking, and is also very mediocre in other aspects, and has an introverted personality.
And this is a society that looks at faces, men are visual creatures, when a man has a choice, a beautiful woman and a girl with poor looks, he will not hesitate to choose a beautiful woman.
When he doesn't have a choice, he weighs the person's other outstanding strengths.
But Qu Yan is not outstanding in all aspects, I assume that she only has kindness, but in fact, when kindness is paired with other advantages, it is still attractive, and when there is only kindness, it is difficult to attract people, this is the reality of human nature.
Therefore, Qu Yan's boyfriend must be similar to her in all aspects, or even worse than her.
is such a man, and in the end he dumped her.
Her only solace was gone, and she was devastated, even a critical hit.
So the previous inferiority complex and sensitivity doubled, and the despair in her heart doubled, and finally she suffered from depression, and it was a very serious depression.
After she suffered from depression, her body even showed somatization, which had a serious impact on her daily life, and she naturally had to see a psychiatrist.
But if you think about it carefully, her income is so low that she can't even afford to rent a better house, how can she have the money to see a psychiatrist?
I quickly took out my phone and flipped through a photo I had taken in the lobby of that clinic.
This photo is taken in a public welfare section, and this clinic is doing public welfare activities.
In this society, more and more people have psychological problems, but not everyone can afford to see a psychiatrist, so the clinic has carried out this love activity.
As long as the patients who come to the clinic can provide proof of income in the most recent year and have a monthly income of less than 2,000 and a half, they can receive professional psychological treatment only by paying the registration fee.
But this psychotherapy is limited to interviews, like my interview with Hua Wenfeng tonight.
If the patient is diagnosed with depression and needs medication, those drugs still need to be consumed at the original price.
I looked at the price of some of those drugs at the time, and they were really expensive, and Qu Yan must be unable to afford them.
So this also explains why she doesn't have medication for major depression at home.
Next up is the programmer He Feilong.
Why He Feilong suffers from depression is clear at a glance.
His salary is eight or nine thousand, and when the general salary in our Lanjiang City is low, his salary income is already very considerable, especially when he is only 24 years old.
And he has a social circle, and his friends have a good opinion of him.
He Feilong shouldn't have suffered from depression, but he had a girlfriend with a chaotic private life.
An honest person, the other half of the mess outside, this is already a bad thing, but his other half is still sick outside.
Not to mention that he was sick, he passed the disease to him.
This disease has spread to him, and it has developed into a severe disease, not only fatal, but the disease itself is a disgraceful disease, a disease that is difficult to talk about.
He Feilong had a bright future, but he suffered from this catastrophe, so he was depressed, not only depressed, but also suffering from anxiety.
And He Feilong also went to that clinic to see a psychiatrist, and he and Qu Yan's treating doctors were both that Hua Wenfeng.
Regardless of Hua Wenfeng's character, I have personally experienced his professionalism.
He Feilong was already critically ill, and he was determined to die.
What about Qu Yan?
After Hua Wenfeng's professional guidance, she should have improved.
But she hanged herself, and her determination to hang herself was still very strong.
Hua Wenfeng can make people with psychological problems get better, on the contrary, will he guide people with psychological problems to commit suicide step by step?
At least he could.