Half an hour later, Huang Yingqi finished his work and was ready to call it a day.

We went downstairs together and got ready to eat.

Coming down from the upper floor, he was a little reserved, and although he was excited, he didn't know what to say to me.

Since his accident, he has not been in contact with his old classmates and friends.

A young man with a wealthy family and a bright future suddenly fell to this, a man wants face, and Huang Yingqi wants face.

Coming downstairs, I asked him to get in the car.

He stood there, looked at my car, hid his embarrassment with a smile, and said, "Then we'll see you at the place where we eat later, I'm riding a bicycle, I'm a little dirty, I usually wear labor protection clothes for work, and I don't have time to go back and change my clothes." ”

I dragged him straight into the car and drove him to the night market.

A large hotel, not suitable for old friends to get together.

We were at a night market nearby and found a street stall.

After ordering the food, I asked Huang Yingqi if he could drink.

I asked him twice, and he didn't seem to hear until I moved the chair next to him and approached him.

"Drink, of course, we haven't seen each other in years."

He nodded and said awkwardly, "I'm sorry, I'm deaf in one ear, and my hearing is a little deaf in the other." ”ap.

I looked at him in a daze: "Is it because of the previous car accident?" ”

He nodded: "Old Mengdu told you, that car accident made me like this, one eye is gone, and my left eye is a prosthetic eye." ”

Only then did I notice that his left eye didn't seem to be turning......

Huang Yingqi is the person I have ever admired the most.

At that time, no matter what subject or exam, I never beat him.

How could the high-spirited teenager and the most promising person make it like this......

"I'm really fine."

When he saw my sad appearance, he comforted me in turn: "That car accident has happened for so many years, I have already come out, don't look at me now, I seem to be working very hard now, doing decoration is very profitable, I don't earn less than those little white-collar workers." ”

"Then why haven't you come to me for so many years?"

I looked at him and reproached: "When I was in school, in addition to Meng Yifan and I were iron buddies, the two of us were also iron buddies. ”

Meng Yifan and I grew up wearing the same pair of open crotch pants.

And with Huang Yingqi, we are like-minded people and bosom friends.

His eyes were a little evasive, he kept looking at the dishes and chopsticks in front of him, and smiled awkwardly: "If I had mixed better, I would have come to you a long time ago, and I want to come to you too......"

I sighed: "Even if you don't mix well, you can come to me, we are friends." ”

He asked rhetorically: "What about me, after you failed the college entrance examination, you didn't know which university you went to, and you didn't contact me, and when I didn't have an accident before, I organized a class reunion, and you didn't come." ”

My old face turned red and I was embarrassed: "You took a book at that time, I did like, and then I couldn't eat enough when I came out to work, how embarrassed am I to ......"

Before I could finish speaking, I was speechless.

That's right, too.

If you don't mix well, how can you have the face to meet your former brother.

How can there be a face for people to know that they have become like this.

"I also heard Meng Yifan say about you, your father and grandfather passed away in an accident last year."

Huang Yingqi patted my hand and comforted: "Life is sometimes like this, there is not much ambition to be complacent, but there are countless tests waiting for us, we still have to look forward." ”

"And you're doing well now, you're on Cayenne."

"Meng Yifan has also become the boss, I am happy for you, you are really amazing."

I smiled, not knowing whether to say that I was doing well or not.

After a few glasses of wine, I asked him, "Have you ever been to St. Ann's Psychiatrist, have you ever been to a psychiatrist?" ”

He was a little incredulous: "You...... How do you know? ”

I asked again, "Is your doctor's name Hua Wenfeng?" ”

He nodded hurriedly: "Yes, how do you know?" ”

I sighed and asked him, "Didn't you say you're fine, why did you go to a psychiatrist?" ”

He smiled helplessly: "When I first got into a car accident, I was depressed and almost committed suicide. It may be that it dragged on for too long and developed into pathological depression. ”

"But don't think I'm going to kill myself or anything, I'm a very strong person, and I'm getting married soon, I hope I'm getting better, and I hope my future family is complete, so I'll go to a psychiatrist."

I was a little surprised: "You're getting married, are you with Bao Nana?" ”

Bao Nana was the class flower of our class back then, and when she was in high school, these two people had a leg.

Later, the two of them were admitted to the same university and fell in love for a few years, and we both thought he would marry Bao Nana.

"Not ......"

Huang Yingqi smiled faintly: "You also know that Nana's family conditions are also good, and I have become like this, do you think her parents will agree?" ”

"Later, after the accident, I broke up with her, and I haven't been in touch since then."

"My current fiancée is a very nice girl from my cousin's village, you see."

As he spoke, he took out his phone and flipped out a photo to show me.

In the photo, it is a photo of Huang Yingqi and his fiancée.

This girl is mediocre in appearance, but she has an excellent face, she is a blessed person, and she is a prosperous man, and the combination of the two will inevitably lead to a happy family and a full house of children and grandchildren.

"Congratulations, Yingqi."

"Hey, hey!"

Huang Yingqi smiled happily: "I should have sent you the invitation, next week, remember to come to my wedding." ”

I nodded: "I will definitely come." ”

After that, I told him to change to a psychiatric clinic and not to go to that clinic again.

I didn't tell him the truth, I just made up a lie to perfunctory him.

"Okay, if you tell me not to go, then I won't go."

"To be honest, that clinic is really expensive."

After three rounds of drinking.

We both got a little drunk.

Huang Yingqi suddenly asked me: "After you failed the college entrance examination that year, I sent you a sentence, do you remember?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, looked at him, and read out word by word: "Although Beihai is credit, it can be picked up, the east corner has passed, and it is not too late for Sangyu." ”

At that time, he hoped that I would not give up on a good future because of a temporary setback, so he gave me this sentence.

But I let him down.

None of us were able to live the way we wanted to be.

"So you remember."

Huang Yingqi laughed, but laughing and laughing, he cried again.

His body trembled, and only one eye could shed tears.

He may be crying about his tragic fate, or maybe it is the dream of his youth, which cannot be realized after all.

None of us were able to live as high as we wanted to be.