When I got to the neighborhood of that clinic.

Song Xiaotian still didn't understand what I wanted to do.

Although Hua Wenfeng is an ordinary person, he is also a psychiatrist.

A person who studies psychology is not only logical, but also strong in heart.

Conventional means, it is difficult to ask anything from Hua Wenfeng's mouth.

But......

"The more good a person is, the easier it is for him to be arrogant in this field and think that it is impossible for others to beat him in this field."

I asked Song Xiaotian: "In terms of fist and foot kung fu, you are very powerful, so do you think that if I want to kill you, can I kill you?" ”

Song Xiaotian laughed: "If there are a thousand of you, oh no, there are ten thousand of you, maybe they will kill me." ”

I laughed too: "Then you look down." ”

He lowered his head, his expression suddenly frozen.

I was holding the knife in my left hand, the tip of which was only a few millimeters from his abdomen.

"You see, my knife is only a few millimeters away from you, and this is the result."

"But I told you in advance, and you still have the arrogance to despise me."

Song Xiaotian frowned, and said angrily: "I never thought that you would stab me, how could I be defensive against you, what kind of nonsense example are you citing!" No, no, if someone tells me that they want to kill me, he will start to take my big pump in the next second! ”

I smiled, threw down the knife, and got out of the car and walked straight into the clinic.

This time, after waiting less than an hour, I went in.

When Hua Wenfeng saw me, he laughed helplessly.

"Dr. Hua, what are you laughing at?"

"Mr. Chen, let me tell you the truth, you really don't need to waste this money anymore."

He sighed and said, "You have come to me twice, and I still don't know why you are depressed, how can you ask me to prescribe the right medicine?" ”

"If you just want to hear from you, I suggest you go to the counseling room and see a counselor, at least they don't charge as much as I do."

I came to sit down opposite him and said with a serious expression: "Since I came to see a psychiatrist, I just want to heal myself, and you asked me so many times for the reason, but I refused to say, naturally because there is a reason that is difficult to speak, if you can say it casually, it is not called unspeakable." ”

In addition to Hua Wenfeng's distorted concepts, he still has professional qualities, and he assured me with the same seriousness: "If the reason why you refuse to say it involves illegal crimes, I will definitely not be able to help you keep it secret, and I will even call the police." ”

"But as long as it doesn't involve breaking the law and committing crimes, even if this reason is against morality, I won't leak it out, let alone have prejudice or any contempt for you, you can rest assured that this is my job."

"Okay then." I sighed and said, "I told you before that my father and my grandfather passed away last year, but the reason for their death has something to do with me. ”

Hua Wenfeng looked like he was listening, and nodded: "You go on." ”

I said word by word: "They were forced to death by me." ”

Hua Wenfeng: "Hmm...... Is it easy to disclose in what way? ”

I said, "When I was young, they did something wrong for me, and they hid it, and when I grew up, in order to find out about it, I found them out in the end." ”

"They didn't know what to do with me, and the consequences were so serious that they committed suicide at home and hanged themselves."

This is the pain of my life, and it is a shadow that I will never get out of in my life.

I don't want to repeat these things again.

But I don't want to see the Seventh Master so decadent.

He was my teacher and my role model.

I'm out today.

Hua Wenfeng said calmly: "So in your heart, you think that you forced your father and grandfather to death, right?" ”

I nodded.

Hua Wenfeng asked, "Did what they did hurt some people?" ”

I nodded again.

Hua Wenfeng: "If you are given a chance to choose again now, will you still choose to find out the truth?" ”

His question was like an arrow shot into my heart.

My right hand began to tremble uncontrollably.

"Mr. Chen, don't be nervous, I'm assuming."

"The pain you feel now is something that happened in the past, not something that's happening now."

He reminded.

I took a deep breath, my eyes began to redden, and I opened my mouth, but I couldn't answer his question at all.

"Mr. Chen, no wonder your depression is so severe."

Hua Wenfeng sighed: "It's because your psychological shadow on this matter is too heavy, and you don't even want to recall, but I tell you from a professional point of view, there are some things you have to face it head-on, otherwise it is like garbage buried in the soil, it will never disappear, it will only rot and pollute the soil where it is buried." ”

"So to avoid it is only to treat the symptoms but not the root cause."

"Well, since you've told me the reason, why don't you let me do a hypnosis for you, if you're too expensive, I'll only charge you half of the money."

I looked at him warily and asked, "I can let you know what was going on in my heart, but I don't want you to know what my dad did with my grandfather back then, would you ask that question during hypnosis?" ”

Hua Wenfeng said seriously: "Since you have already proposed it, I will definitely respect your meaning, if you are not at ease, I can turn off the video." ”

I nodded, and this time I didn't refuse again: "Okay, then I'll accept hypnosis, but I'm afraid that my defense is too heavy, and you can't hypnotize me." ”

Hua Wenfeng looked confident: "Don't worry, I have received the most professional hypnosis training abroad, as long as you agree to hypnosis and follow my rhythm to cooperate with me, I can hypnotize you." ”

There is a chair in the exam room that can be half-reclined for complete relaxation.

He made me lie down and look at the clock on the wall.

"Mr. Chen, you can just take it easy."

"Now, you're not in my office, you're in your own home, and you have your dad, your mom, and your grandpa."

He repeated these words twice.

"It's night now, you're still sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV like when you were a child, grandpa is used to going to bed early and walks into the bedroom, dad snores on the sofa, and mom takes you to the bedroom to let you go to bed early."

"You're lying on the bed, and your mom is gently patting you on the back, like this wall clock, shaking and shaking...... Woke, sway, sway......"

He repeated it three times.

The intonation, speed, and frequency of speech are exactly the same every time.

"You feel sleepy, so you close your eyes......"

Then he stopped talking, and all I heard was the sound of a pendulum swaying.

Gradually, I got more and more sleepy.

It took about five or six minutes.

A deep voice rang in my ears.

"What's your name?"

"Chen Mo ......"

"How old are you?"

“27……”

"What did your father, and your grandfather do back then?"