I wore big pants and took a taxi back home.

I sat at home all day, looking over and over what had happened over the past year or so.

In just over a year, I feel like I've been in the past ten years.

For more than a year, I was really tired, so tired physically and mentally that I knew that I was the reincarnation of Gongsun Jing, and I didn't react much.

I am a layman, I want to be with An Ning, this is my greatest wish.

But my wife ......

But now, it's not that I can't change my life, even the seventh master has said that I have a chance to return to normal.

As long as I fight this time, just this time, I can be with An Ning.

No matter how unlucky and bitter I was before, I admit it, at least I have such a lucky time.

But when will I be able to get back to normal?

If this is a bit long, what is the point of waiting until I do return to normal, and An Ning is gone, or married, even if I return to normal?

Today, Song Xiaotian was just joking with me, and it was as if the sky had fallen.

If there is such a day, I guess I will have to jump off the bridge.

So...... I have to confess to Anning.

Even if we can't be together now, at least I'll have to let her know what I want.

And in the days to come, I'll do everything I can to get my life back to normal.

I picked up the razor and went to the toilet to get dressed up a little before going to confess to An Ning.

After shaving, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that I even had gray hair, quite a few.

"How can a young man in his twenties be so old and ......."

I sighed and went back to my bedroom, ready to change into something a little more formal.

Just as I took out the suit, a letter was stuffed into the pocket of the suit.

I took the letter out with confusion, only to see two lines written on the cover.

"If you want to confess to An Ning, open this letter and take a look."

"If you don't confess to An Ning, you must not open this letter."

On the cover, these are these two lines.

I was a little shocked because of the handwriting on it...... It's my own handwriting.

But when did I write this letter?

How come I don't remember?

This letter seems to have been written to myself by myself.

I quickly opened the closet, rummaged through the closet again, and soon I found an identical letter.

Both of these letters were written to myself by myself, one in my dress pocket in the summer and one in my dress pocket in the winter.

I seem to understand something......

If I were going to confess to An Ning, I would definitely dress up and go again, but I don't know when I would confess, so I don't know when, I wrote two identical letters, and then put them in my winter and summer formal clothes.

The contents of these two letters must be very important.

Now I'm going to confess to An Ning, so ...... I can open these two letters.

I hurriedly opened the envelope and took out the letter inside.

Sure enough, the content of the two letters is exactly the same, and a lot is written.

It's just that the more I look down, the more tears flow down.

At the end, I was reminded of a lost memory.

……

Half an hour later.

I drove to the gate of Anning's community.

After parking the car, I walked straight inside.

An Ning has already gotten off work, and she usually doesn't have any entertainment activities, so she goes home after work.

When I was almost downstairs at her house, I saw her at a glance.

She was wearing big pants, slippers, and carrying a bucket to wipe her motorcycle.

I walked straight over and looked at her.

When she looked up and saw me, she shuddered and quickly moved, covering her big pants with a locomotive.

"Why ......?"

She was a little panicked, probably not expecting me to come to her out of nowhere.

"This morning, Song Xiaotian made a joke with me, saying that you resigned and left."

I looked at An Ning and was surprisingly calm: "Then I ran out of the house in my big pants, and when I got to the store, I realized that it was a joke." ”

An Ning was a little speechless and muttered, "He's so boring......"

I nodded and said seriously: "He is indeed boring, but I have to thank him, if he hadn't made this joke with me, I wouldn't have found out that you are so important to me, if he hadn't made this joke with me, I wouldn't have mustered up the courage to stand here and say those words to you." ”

"An Ning, I like you."

These four words are not simply heartbeat.

These four words carry a lot of things, including my expectations for a better life.

An Ning froze in place, and the rag in his hand suddenly fell to the ground.

She looked at me incredulously for a long time before she spoke.

"Is this a new joke......"

"This is not a new joke."

I said seriously: "Last night they encouraged me to confess to you, but I kept thinking that if I didn't kill my wife, if my grandfather and my father didn't hurt anyone, if my mother ......."

Without waiting for me to finish, An Ning bypassed the locomotive and walked over and stood directly in front of me.

"Don't talk about it!"

She covered my mouth, a strange excitement on her face: "I do! ”

"What...... What would you like? ”

"You've confessed, I'm willing to be with you!"

She was a little emotional: "Otherwise, otherwise you're joking with me." ”

I hurriedly said: "I'm here to confess to you, I'm afraid that you will get married one day, but my wife, we can't be together for the time being, but don't worry, I ......"

Before I could finish speaking, she interrupted me: "I'm not afraid! It's a big deal that before you kill me, I'll stab you to death and I will die again, let's die together! ”

I was so frightened that my liver trembled and my lungs trembled, and she scared me out of all the emotions I had brewed.

"No, if we have a chance to live well, why die?"

"Because I like you too, and I want to be with you."

An Ning looked at me, her eyes were a little red: "I'm not even afraid of death, don't you want to be with me, you think I'm uneducated?" Think I'm rude? Think I'm not feminine? ”

I hurriedly shook the pot: "That's ...... This was said by Song Xiaotian, I didn't say it......"

"Yes, you may have a lot of shortcomings, but in my eyes, these are not shortcomings at all, I like you to be uneducated, I like you to be rude, it is because of these shortcomings that constitute a unique you, I just like you like this!"

"But you're going to pay a lot for me now, and I want you to give me a little time to take care of those things."

"Besides, I'm already thinking about my mother."

As I spoke, my eyes were also a little red: "Before I went to the seventh master for hypnosis, I left a letter for myself, and I wrote all the things about my mother in that letter, if I want to confess to you, I will read that letter." ”

"Because I'm with you, it's a responsibility, I have to deal with everything, I have to have the confidence to bear these things, I don't want to cause you unnecessary trouble because of me."