After Seki-E-go, I sat alone in the café and sat motionless for two hours.

My mood now may be the same as that of a condemned prisoner who is about to be sent to the execution ground, I don't want to move, I don't want to face anything, I even want to go home and sleep, and wake up with another good day.

I knew I had three days left.

If I refuse Guan Yue and refuse to go with him to see Wu Huaqing in City A, I may be able to live for a long time, but it will require many people to bear the consequences with me.

So I only have three days, and even if I don't want to face it again, I have to deal with everything that needs to be dealt with in these three days.

Early the next morning, I went to the bank first and transferred 200,000 yuan to Fang Man's parents.

After transferring the money, I bought some supplements and fruits and went to visit the second elder.

When they got home, they had already received a text message and were shocked and asked me why I had suddenly transferred so much money to them.

"Uncle, aunt, I'm going abroad."

I didn't know what to say, so I could only lie to them: "I may have to go for a long time this time, and I don't know when I will be able to come back, this is my honor for Fang Man." You still have to spend the money you should spend, don't save too much, money is a thing, life does not bring it to death. ”

The second elder heard that I was going abroad, but he didn't slow down for a while.

The tone of my voice, as well as the sudden turn of the large sum of money, how could the old man not hear that I was leaving Lanjiang City for a long, long time, and this was the rhythm of not planning to come back.

"Out of ...... Go abroad. ”

"Why do you suddenly want to go abroad?"

The second elder asked reluctantly.

I lied and said that a friend opened a company abroad and asked me to be a manager, and I wanted to go abroad to develop it.

"That's still good, being a manager in a foreign company should still have a future."

"But you still take back the money."

Father Fang said to me seriously: "You have just arrived abroad, you are not familiar with the place, you have to spend money in all aspects, you are alone, it is difficult to move an inch without money, I have a pension with your aunt, you don't have to worry about us." ”

Of course I won't get the money back, because I probably won't get it back.

"Xiao Chen, you're out, aren't you coming back?"

Before I could speak, Fang Mu suddenly grabbed my hand and asked nervously.

I laughed: "How could I not come back, if it wasn't for making money, I wouldn't want to go abroad, I just ...... I can't come to see you as often as I usually do, and I won't be with you if you need money for any emergency, for fear that you will be embarrassed to talk to me. ”

"This money should be, I will honor you for Xiaoman, don't be so polite to me."

"If anything happens, you can call Xiaotian, this godson is also a son."

After that, I repaired the aging electrical appliances at home, and replaced the ones that should be replaced.

I stayed here for lunch and was leaving.

Although I would like to spend a little more time with them, I am running out of time and I still have a lot of work to do.

Before leaving, the second elder was very reluctant, and kept telling me to pay attention to my body abroad and take care of myself, in their opinion, I was going abroad and would not come back for a long time.

They sent me downstairs and out of the complex.

I told them to go back and didn't have to send me again.

"Go back, it's not like I'm not coming back."

"Uncle, aunt, take care of your health and be happy."

I smiled at them, got in the car, and drove away.

Looking in the rearview mirror, I saw them standing on the side of the road, their eyes red, very pitiful.

After visiting Fang Man's parents, I drove out of the city and went to a welfare home.

Xiao Xuan is in this welfare home, and I haven't been to see him during this period, but I have called him and made a video.

He is now living well in this welfare home, with enough food and clothing, and he can go to school.

Director Chen of the welfare home took good care of him.

After arriving at the welfare home, I first went to see Dean Chen and donated 100,000 yuan to the welfare home, of which 50,000 yuan was donated to Xiaoxuan.

I told Dean Chen something, and Dean Chen is also a person who has seen the world, and he can see that my mood is a little heavy.

"Xiao Chen, is something wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, it's just that I've been tired lately, Dean Chen, Xiao Xuan will ask you to take care of it."

"It should be, it should be."

Dean Chen smiled and said that he would take me to the school to meet Xiao Xuan.

Xiao Xuan attended elementary school at a nearby school, and waited until he got out of class, when Dean Chen led him to the playground.

The kid was happy when he saw me and immediately ran towards me.

"Brother Mo, why are you here!"

"I'll see if you're studying hard."

As I spoke, I touched his head.

It's only been a long time since he's seen him, and he's grown taller and fatter than before.

It shows that Dean Chen is a good dean and a person who sincerely does charity.

"I've studied hard, I just scored 100 points in the exam last week." Xiao Xuan proudly showed off to me.

"Okay, it's amazing."

I said to him earnestly: "Don't you want to be a firefighter, I know a grandfather, he is very good, if you want to be a firefighter in the future, go to him, but you have to study hard, no matter what you do in the future, you have to study hard, you have to study hard, you have to study hard, understand?" ”

I'm talking about Uncle Song.

Although Xiao Xuan's father was in prison, Xiao Xuan grew up in a welfare home, and as long as Uncle Song helped, he still had hope of being a firefighter.

"I know, I must study hard."

Xiao Xuan, who has already gone to school, is quite high-spirited, and his eyes reveal confidence: "I will give back to the society in the future, and I will help others as you helped me." ”

I squatted down and whispered to him, "It's good that you have such thoughts, but you have to live for yourself first, study for yourself, and then help others when you have a future career, okay?" ”

Xiao Xuan nodded and kept looking at me: "Are you not going to come to see me in the future?" ”

I was a little stunned and asked him why he thought that.

"Because I don't think you're going to come to see me anymore, and I don't know why."

"Are you in any trouble, I haven't grown up yet, and I can't help you, will you come to see me in the future?"

I thought to myself, this kid is too mature.

This mind, when it grows up, will be regained.

"Of course I'll come to see you."

"I'm just going to be very busy in the past two years, so you have to listen to Dean Chen's words and study hard, you know?"

After visiting Xiao Xuan, I left.

I have two days to go, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

Tomorrow I will write the suicide note, make arrangements for all the possessions, and then go to visit the graves of my father and grandfather, as well as Fang Man.

The day after tomorrow, I want to be with An Ning.