Early the next morning.

I drove to the downstairs of An Ning's house.

It didn't take long for her to go downstairs and get ready to go to work.

I hid behind a tree, intending to jump out and scare her.

As a result, I just jumped out and was slapped in the face with lightning speed.

"What are you doing?"

"Run early in the morning to scare me!"

She froze in shock.

I touched my face, smiled, and pulled her into the car.

"Let's go on a date."

"About ...... Appointment? ”

She looked at me with a puzzled look and a little expectation: "But I still have to go to work." ”

"It's okay, Boss Meng is not in the store, I want to go on a date with you today."

She thought about it for a moment, and suddenly grinned: "Okay! ”

I drove the car, ready to take her to the morning market.

The morning and night markets are the most fireworks places in a city.

I don't ask for much, I just want to live an ordinary and beautiful day with An Ning, like thousands of ordinary people in the morning market.

If I can still come back from Wu Huaqing, I hope that every day from now on will be such an ordinary day.

This day is the slowest day I wish time had passed in my life.

It's the first time I've felt like time is so rushed, but in fact, time has been passing by minute by minute, and I just don't want to be separated from Anning.

After we finished the morning market, we went to the shopping mall, the video game city, and the snack street.

Like so many young couples, we went to a lot of places on this date that we usually only go alone.

In the evening, after dinner in the restaurant, we went to the amusement park again.

Sitting in the amusement park, there are countless families of three passing by in front of us.

An Ning kept looking at these family of three, and there seemed to be envy and confusion in her eyes.

"Have you ever thought about getting married before?" I asked her.

She shook her head and said, "I'm a woman, a woman, I've stolen things, I've been in jail, I've had a lot of criminal records, I'm uneducated, and rude, who will be with me......"

After saying that, she looked at me: "Only you are so heavy-tasted." ”

I laughed and said, "Are you belittling yourself or belittling me, I never think I have a bad eye." ”

She turned her head and laughed.

I asked, "Have you ever thought about getting married now?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, thought for a long time, and then turned her head to look at me: "I want to marry you...... But I'm afraid that I won't be a good wife, I can't be a good mother, I'm afraid you will be disappointed. ”

I would love to tell her that I have the confidence to face the future with her.

But I didn't have a chance, and I was afraid that if I said these words, when I died, her heart would be doubly sad.

"You can, I'm sure you can."

"But ......"

She put away her smile and suddenly felt a little lost: "I feel that all this is a little unreal, just like a dream, I am afraid that the dream will wake up, and when I wake up from the dream, it will become the same as before." ”

I felt a pain in my heart, and I forcibly endured my sadness to enlighten her: "The reason why you feel this way is because you have never felt warmth, and you are not confident in yourself, so when something beautiful comes to you, you don't even dare to think that it will stay with you forever." ”

"But life is so full of ups and downs, the future is uncertain, the most important thing is to have confidence in the future, I have always believed that the future will be better, so I met you, because I met you, so no matter what the future will become, I can accept it."

An Ning looked at me, and there were already tears in her eyes: "But I feel that you are a little strange today, and I feel a little uneasy in my heart." ”

I held her face and said with a smile: "It seems that a woman's sixth sense sometimes makes mistakes, I am going to attend a friend's wedding in the field tomorrow, I am very jealous of them, and they always arouse my spring heart, so I want to date you today, that's all, don't always think about it." ”ap.

She nodded, and hugged me with open arms.

We stayed late at the amusement park.

After coming out of the amusement park, I took An Ning to the supermarket to buy a bunch of snacks.

Then I went home with her.

We sat in the living room, watching movies and eating snacks.

I've lived in this house before, and there's a TV in the living room, but I've never turned it on to see it.

But now, I even feel that watching TV is a kind of happiness, because there is peace with me.

We saw it very late, and An Ning fell asleep on my lap.

Recently, I haven't been sleeping well, but tonight, even if I'm going to die tomorrow, I sleep peacefully except for reluctance.

Falling asleep, I began to dream that I had reached a bridge.

On the bridge stood Master Zu, and I came to him, and following his gaze, I saw three tributaries.

These three tributaries represent my family, friendship, and love respectively.

The tributary, which represents family affection, has been cut off, and the weeds on the reef next to it have withered.

The tributary that represents friendship, the water is turbulent and overgrown with weeds.

The tributary that represents love, the water is turbulent, not only overgrown with weeds, but also blooming flowers.

"Look at this growth, the grass can grow and bloom."

Master Zu turned back to me and smiled, "I thought you didn't like girls." ”

I sighed and said to Master Zu, "This may be the last time you will see me." ”

Master Zu: "Huh? Why, are you going to become an immortal? ”

I said, I might be a ghost.

I'm not an orthodox Taoist disciple, and I'm contaminated with a lot of cause and effect, don't say that I will become an immortal after I die, as long as I don't be judged, it's good to be reincarnated smoothly.

"Do you need me to give you a hexagram?" Master Zu asked.

I shook my head and said no.

I went to City A this time, nine deaths and one life, and there is no point in divination.

If I calculate that I will die, it will only add to the pressure in my heart, and if I calculate that I will live, but in the situation of nine deaths and one life, the answer will make me blindly optimistic, and the answer is not that it will not change.

The meaning of fortune-telling is to solve doubts, but at this time I have no doubts.

"Have you read the Tao Te Ching?" Master Zu suddenly asked me again.

I nodded: "Yes, but I'm stupid, and I can't grasp a lot of things." ”

Master Zu asked again: "There is a saying in Chapter 4, which says that if the heart does not die, the Tao will not be born, do you know what this sentence means?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and replied, "In the process of pursuing the Dao, one should be free from distractions, attachments, and greed, so that one can connect with the Tao and gain enlightenment and wisdom. ”

Master Zu said meaningfully: "Actually, you are very talented, you once worked effortlessly to surpass two resentful ghosts a hundred years ago, I think even some people who have cultivated the Tao all their lives may not be able to do it." ”

"Why, because you have comprehended the nature of the Dao, you have also included yourself in the part of the Dao, putting life and death out of the way."

"However, you still have a lot of attachments in your heart, and these attachments make you never get out of the trail, don't you think, it's a pity?"