(3-in-1 Update)

Cheng Mo almost didn't understand what kind of emotion "embarrassment" was in his eighteen years of life, he didn't care much about what other people thought of him, so he never felt embarrassed in a public place, and because of his high IQ, he could also peek into the psychology of others, so he was not forced to be at a loss, so Cheng Mo really didn't experience what kind of emotion embarrassment is.

However, at this moment, in a convenience store on the side of the road, Cheng Mo experienced what is called "embarrassment".

But Cheng Mo was not embarrassed by Shen Daoyi's sudden question, "Is the set enough", nor was he embarrassed by the meaningless smiles of the cashier's aunt and the two or three customers around him.

His embarrassing reason was as inexplicable as Shen Daoyi's sudden question.

He was stumped by Shen Daoyi's question.

Even such a difficult math problem as the "Poincaré conjecture" never put him in a dilemma, but Shen Daoyi's simple "There are only three in a box, are you enough" made Cheng Mo not know how to answer.

Generally speaking, the answer "enough", this answer is a bit embarrassing for men, Cheng Mo doesn't care about losing face, but he really can't determine whether "three is enough", for Cheng Mo, who has always been rigorous, this answer is naturally not up to standard.

If the answer is "not enough", then how much is enough? This is also a difficult question for Cheng Mo, he has never had any experience in this area, and a little bit of superficial X knowledge is obtained from books, and Cheng Mo has a little dabbling in literature and art.

Most of the descriptions of literature and art go straight to the soul, but the descriptions of literature and art have a characteristic in this regard, that is, there is no erotic atmosphere at all from the text, and the words and sentences are so bad that people feel a little sad.

Xiao Huang Wen Cheng Mo, who is not literary, has also seen it, and he doesn't believe in the various gorgeous descriptions in Xiao Huang Wen, because according to relevant information, men often account for 3-10 minutes, and according to Xiao Huang Wen's description, they often start jumping in half an hour, and all kinds of flower work are endless, and the use of words is also extremely exaggerated, which is really a bit out of reality, you must know that most ordinary people only use a missionary position......

As for the Japanese love education film, it is even more unreliable, it is said that a film has to be shot several times to be completed, and it is not a real shot at all.

All in all, according to Cheng Mo's own knowledge and the information he had, he couldn't answer a few questions like this, and this kind of thing needed to be tried by himself to be clear.

If it's just like this, there is another question, no matter whether he answers "enough" or "not enough", doesn't this mean that something will definitely happen to Shen Daoyi tonight?

The reason why Cheng Mo hesitated was not because he was a righteous gentleman, nor because he resisted having a relationship with Shen Daoyi, but because he couldn't be sure whether it would be good or bad for Shen Youyi after having a relationship with Shen Daoyi, and he didn't want to sacrifice his virgin body to make Shen Daoyi more closely connected with this world, in case Shen Youyi couldn't wake up, it would be troublesome.

This is what Cheng Mo is worried about.

But at the moment, he doesn't seem to have any other choice, if he can't wake up Shen Youyi by repeating the painting scene in the classroom, then he can only trust Shen Daoyi.

All in all, this is Cheng Mo's current contradiction and embarrassment.

Shen Daoyi saw that Cheng Mo was not so calm for the first time, a trace of confusion appeared on his face, and he suddenly felt that her little silent embarrassment was very cute, winked at Cheng Mo, and said in a sweet voice: "Then buy two more boxes and be prepared." ”

The two male customers on the side heard Shen Daoyi's voice, their bones were crispy, and they couldn't help staring at Shen Daoyi in professional clothes, but they had some scruples about face, so they could only move to the right position, pretending to choose things and keep looking at the best stunner like Shen Daoyi with their spare eyes. When he saw that Cheng Mo was just a little child, the regret and incomprehension in his eyes were simply overflowing.

As for the cashier's aunt, she was even more stunned, she really didn't expect that such a beautiful royal sister would find a young man who looked like a high school student. Seeing that Shen Daoyi took two more boxes of Okamoto 001, he didn't say anything, and after scanning the code, he put Okamoto into a plastic bag, and then said, "A total of two hundred and nineteen." ”

Cheng Mo, who struggled out of the embarrassing situation, consciously took out his mobile phone to pay, and took the plastic bag from the hand of the aunt who looked at him strangely, Shen Daoyi took Cheng Mo's arm, and the two walked out of the convenience store under the watchful eyes of the melon-eating crowd..... I'll show you when the time comes. ”

Cheng Mo didn't say no, Shen Daoyi tightened Cheng Mo's arm a little tighter, and then the two walked to the side of the road and got on the mini, when they arrived at Changya, the campus was dark, and the school seemed to be quieter than usual during the summer vacation, Shen Daoyi drove the car directly to the door of the teacher's dormitory, she got out of the car and went to the dormitory first to make sure that there was no one, and then sent a message to Cheng Mo to ask him to come over.

The two of them stayed in Shen Daoyi's room until half past ten before they came out, Shen Daoyi led Cheng Mo out of the red brick building shaded by the plane trees, the wind was also scorching in the summer night, the singing and the rustling of the leaves slightly cooled Cheng Mo's heart, Cheng Mo felt the hot flashes in Shen Daoyi's palm, so he whispered: "Sister Nan, isn't it okay to hold hands here? ”

Shen Daoyi said fearlessly: "It's already on vacation, where are there any other people in the security school except for two or three.....? Afraid of what?"

The night was too quiet, making Shen Daoyi's voice extremely clear and long, as if it could be transmitted far away, and a cautious person like Cheng Mo immediately said: "Sister Nan, be careful, don't be so loud." ”

Shen Daoyi never deliberately went against Cheng Mo, don't look at her as a big woman, in fact, she is a little woman, she immediately listened to Cheng Mo's words, lowered her voice and said softly: "Okay, listen to my little silence." ”

Cheng Mo hesitated for a moment and asked, "Sister Nan, what do you think love is?"

(BGM - "Just Happen" Huang Ling)

Shen Daoyi took Cheng Mo's hand and walked in the middle of the lush bamboo forest path, there was a shallow cement pond on the side of the bamboo forest, there were rockeries and koi carp in it, and not far away was a dark teaching building, she turned her head to look at Cheng Mo and said: " You also know, before I met you, neither I nor Konishi were in love, although I read a lot of books about love at that time, but I always lacked trust in love, because some books describe love too great, and some books describe love too humble, which makes me confused about love. ”

"But I'm an observant person, and the samples I observe are nothing more than the people close to me, my grandparents, my grandparents, my parents, my aunts and uncles...... However, I found that love in reality is completely different from the one in the book, it is neither great nor humble, it is just a plain and simple day, a habit that cannot be escaped, a compromise and tolerance of life, it is not completely selfless giving, but it is selfish and incredible..... Just like my parents in front of outsiders like a piano and a chorus, in fact, often quarrel, my dad held the intellectual shelf, my mother asked him to be more motivated, hoping that he would have a good relationship with the leader, and asked him to bring cigarettes and alcohol to the door, as a result, he brought his own books to the door, saying that he didn't understand that those who appreciated him were mediocre people, my mother was angry to death, so she said that she shouldn't have married him back then, and everyone who chased her before has a lot of net worth now, and said how her classmate's husband is, my dad ignored her, closed the door and read by himself..... ”

"You know? I once asked my mother if she regretted marrying my father, and she said what is the use of regretting, marrying everything, okay..... I saw that there was no sparkle in my mother's eyes, like a casual joke, but I knew she was talking from the heart, and I was dead to love at that time..... Say I'm not quite right, it should be Konishi....."

At this time, the two had already walked into the teaching building, and it was dark in the long corridor, Shen Daoyi turned on the flashlight with his mobile phone, stopped and asked, "Are we going to the first (9) class of high school, or the third (9) class of high school?"

Cheng Mo looked at the end of the deep corridor, pulled Shen Daoyi towards the main staircase in the middle of the teaching building, and said, "Let's go to the second (9th) class of high school! ”

Shen Dao laughed, she approached Cheng Mo and leaned side by side with him, " I also asked my grandmother, asked them about the love story of the year, the result was that there was no story, they didn't even meet before they got married, and then my grandfather went to work in the city, because he was handsome, he was taken by a cultured rich lady, the two of them fell in love, my grandfather was going to divorce my grandmother, at that time divorce was a very humiliating thing in the countryside, my grandmother did not agree to drag it all the time, and told me that my grandfather's rich lady's family would suffer immediately, my grandfather still didn't believe it, as my grandmother said, soon began to exercise, the rich lady's father was sent to the cowshed, and the rich lady and his father broke off the relationship, my grandfather also stopped interacting with the rich lady....."

After a pause, Shen Daoyi said: "Do you think love is selfish and terrible? My mother only cares about her own thoughts, and wants to make my father what she wants, my father never cares what my mother thinks, and only responds with a negative attitude, but when he goes out, he will pretend to be very affectionate with my mother, because his love in a book he wrote is so happy, he must create such a scene..... As for my grandparents and grandmothers, they are old together, but I know that my grandfather can't forget the rich lady, and my grandmother can't forget either, now that they are older, each other is each other's wheelchairs, and no one wants to use a wheelchair, but when they are older, they have to use a wheelchair. ”

"In that case, Sister Nan shouldn't believe in love, why do you like me?" Cheng Mo asked softly.

Shen Daoyi didn't answer immediately, she quickened up and dragged Cheng Mo to the classroom of the second (9th) class of high school, handed Cheng Mo the mobile phone with the flashlight on, took out her long tool sewing box from her bag, and then took out the wire from it, and then Shen Daoyi bent down slightly and inserted the wire into the keyhole, "We always describe people's hearts as locks, only those who have the right key can open it and get love.... Some people's hearts are simple and the way to open will be easy, and some people's hearts are complex and the way to open will be very difficult....."

The door lock of the classroom was not only uncomplicated and Shen Daoyi obviously knew it, but after a while, Shen Daoyi opened it, Shen Daoyi stopped talking, and pushed the classroom door open with a light movement, and suddenly a round of moonlight came from the glass window, making Cheng Mo's eyes bright.

And Shen Daoyi, who stood by the door, was half in the moonlight and half in the shadows, which reminded people of the dilapidated temples on the barren mountains and mountains in Zhiwei.....

Shen Daoyi looked at Cheng Mo and said softly: "It's strange to say, before I met you, I always felt that I couldn't like anyone, but after meeting you, I suddenly fell hopelessly." You are so cute, do you know how much I can't help it? When you found me in this classroom, I knew it was bad, I watched you draw a stupid robot cat for me on the blackboard, I watched you doodle for me on the side of the building, I watched you go to the center of the stage to save me and punish me for the bad guys..... You've got a grip on me, and I just think you're so cute. At the time, I just thought what a cheesy woman I was, so cheesy that I fell in love with you at your most glorious moment,"

"Your eyes are charming, your lips are charming, your baby fat cheeks are charming, your messy hair is charming, and your thin body is charming..... I love everything about you, especially when you kiss me like an adult. Yes, it's so cute. ”

"There are two locks in the teacher's heart, one is Sister Xi's and the other is Sister Nan's, and no one in the world can open these two locks except Cheng Mo....."

Cheng Mo stood at the door and said softly: "Teacher....."

Shen Daoyi stretched out his hand and pulled Cheng Mo in from the door of the classroom, and then closed the door, the long sound of "squeaking" closing the door was like a sigh of the teaching building, and it was like an aria.

The summer night in Shonan is hot, and the air in the closed classroom is scorching, but outside the window it looks the opposite, a dark blue shade swaying slightly in the evening breeze, and the distant Yuelu Mountain is a thick shadow in the moonlight, and a bright moon is hanging in the sky, making the night extraordinarily cool.

Shen Daoyi leaned against the door and said, "You asked me just now, and now it's my turn to ask you, so how does Cheng Mo view love?"

Cheng Mo was silent for a moment, and then said: "I have read too many philosophical books, so I am deeply influenced by those philosophers in history, some of them feel that "love" is not worth exploring at all, philosophers such as the ancient Greek three philosophers, Bacon, ittgenstein and others who think that they can discuss wisdom are true love, and there is another group that will never marry, like Descartes, Hobbes, John Locke, Leibniz, Hume, Kant, Hegel, Schopenhauer, Kierkegaard, Nietzsche, some of these people were virgins for life.

The other part is the scumbags that the world considers, such as Heidegger, Sartre, and Beauvoir, who care about love, but are committed to de-sacralizing "love", and regard love and morality as the object of thought, the result is that their behavior and concepts are too forward, and they are generally regarded as scumbags by the world. ”

"I also don't believe in marriage, and I think I'm probably a virgin for life before my heart disease gets better. Now I have expectations for love, but I think love is not loyal for a long time, for me 'freedom' is more important, marriage is just a social relationship destined to die, absolute responsibility in the relationship between the sexes is meaningless, I must always have the right to control my feelings, I do not ask the other party to be responsible for me, I do not want to take responsibility for the other party. ”

"Are you afraid of the teacher? Do you think the teacher is a dual personality, and a woman who is very controlling and jealous?" Shen Daoyi asked with a smile, and there was a hint of loneliness in her smile.

Cheng Mo shook his head, "I'm just telling the truth, because I'm not sure that I can be a good father and a good husband, especially now, I'm still young, I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't want to ruin another person's life by making some ethereal promises." Actually, I'm not afraid of promises, I'm pretty good at lying. It's not that I'm completely incapable of love, it's because of love, so even if it's cruel, I want to be completely honest with the person I love, instead of cheating on her and saying stupid things like 'I will love you forever'....."

After a pause, Cheng Cheng said seriously: "And..... I know what kind of person the teacher is, and the teacher is a good woman who is so kind that she can only hurt herself. ”

Shen Daoyi closed his eyes for a moment, "Actually, the teacher doesn't know what love is yet, but I know that when I am with you, I will completely forget about myself." I also know to like someone forever..... It's almost impossible to succeed....."

After a pause, Shen Dao opened his eyes and looked at Cheng Mo and said, "But I don't care at all now, I just want to try my best, even if I don't get the desired result, at least don't regret it." ”

After finishing speaking, Shen Daoyi smiled lightly, "So..... Mr. Shen is going to take the final lesson on 'love' with you. Zhang Ailing said that the road to a man's heart is through the stomach, and the road to a woman's heart is through XX. If Cheng Mo wants to find Sister Xi, he can only go to Sister Nan's heart to find ....."

Shen Dao swiped a finger at the mouth of her high bulging heart, and then she pulled Cheng Mo across the podium, past the rows of desks and chairs glowing in the moonlight, their shadows skimming every moonlight displayed on the table. Until the penultimate position of the last line, Shen Daoyi said with a serious face: "Cheng Mo, you sit down first." ”

Although Cheng Mo didn't know what Shen Daoyi was going to do, he didn't ask, he sat down in the position that once belonged to him, Shen Daoyi walked back to the podium, stood on it and pretended to say, "Go to class." ”

Cheng Mo, who was sitting below, hesitated for a moment, quickly stood up, and said, "Hello teacher!"

Shen Dao smiled, she slowly walked down from the podium and walked back to Cheng Mo's seat, "A new student has come to our class today, let's ask him to introduce himself." ”

Cheng Mo thought that this must be Shen Daoyi's way to wake up Teacher Shen, which seemed to be more reliable than he thought, so he replied as he did when he first went to the first (9th) class of high school two and a half years ago: "My name is Cheng Mo, Cheng who has achieved nothing, and ..... silent who has been unknown."

Shen Daoyi also put his hand on Cheng Mo's desk like he did two and a half years ago, smiled warmly at Cheng Mo and said, "This self-introduction is not positive enough, let's change it, Cheng Mo." ”

Cheng Mo looked at Shen Daoyi and said: "The success of the king and the defeat of the king, the Yan Mo will cook the Mo first." ”

Shen Dao stared at Cheng Mo's eyes intently, and said softly: "This one is too cruel, change it." ”

Cheng Mo's eyes did not wander, and he looked back at Shen Daoyi and said, "If you don't donate, you will succeed." The hidden god silently remembers, and the years are ....."

According to the previous plot, Shen Daoyi should have returned to the blackboard and wrote the eight words "Meritorious donation, Yuru Yucheng", but Shen Daoyi took a few steps forward and turned around and said, "Cheng Mo, you come up and write these sixteen words on the blackboard." ”

Cheng Mo didn't wonder why Shen Daoyi changed the plot, he pulled out the chair slightly, walked through the moonlight towards the dimly lit podium, and waited for the podium, Shen Daoyi handed him a piece of chalk, Cheng Mo began to write on the blackboard with the meager light, the sound of chalk colliding on the blackboard was obvious in the silence, when the last word "year" was written, a hot body was attached to his back, Shen Daoyi held Cheng Mo's hand from behind and continued to write: "Shen Daoyi, Shen who is drunk and late to remove makeup at night, Dadao...... ”

Because it was too tight, Shen Daoyi's snort was next to Cheng Mo's ears and lips, and the breathing of the two people became heavier and heavier, Cheng Mo finally couldn't help but glance back at Shen Daoyi, he tilted his head and could only see Shen Daoyi's side, her eyebrows were beautiful, the tip of her nose was straight, especially the lips with lipstick, which looked like seductive and depraved poppies in the dark, directly ironing her elegant and charming face to her heart.

Cheng Mo felt that he was a scholar who strayed into a deserted temple at this moment, and Shen Daoyi was the banshee that sucked people's souls, and the women who could seduce scholars must not be those vulgar and bewitching women, but those women who were as bright as the moon, soft as water and delicate as flowers.

Such a woman is naturally an extremely rare species, and Shen Daoyi is one of them, Cheng Mo's heart trembled for no reason, and his body trembled.

Feeling Cheng Mo's strangeness, Shen Daoyi stopped writing, and at this time he happened to write the words to the end: "Fifty, Tianyan forty-nine, one of them is the Dao Yi who has escaped." She turned her face to look at Cheng Mo in front of the blackboard, and said with a smile: "We are writing a poem by Li Shangyin's "Untitled." ”

"Last night's stars and last night's wind, the west side of the painting building and the east of Guitang. After writing the first sentence, Shen Daoyi's other hand reached into Cheng Mo's T-shirt and caressed his heart.

"There are no colorful phoenix wings, and the heart is a little clear. After writing the second sentence, Shen Daoyi unbuttoned Cheng Mo's pants.

"The next seat sends the hook spring wine warm, and the Cao shoots the wax lamp red. "Finish the third sentence........

The fourth sentence of "Listen to the drums and respond to the officials, go to the ..... of Malantai" was never finished, and it was never finished, leaving only the voice of wanton ecstasy singing in the classroom.

(4,000 words omitted)