I slept very soundly, and even the stench in the dormitory seemed to have become less stinky. By the time I woke up from my bed and opened my eyes, it was already dark outside.

The dim light from the street lamps outside the dormitory hit the dormitory floor through the windows on the door, and several mosquitoes were attacking the windows again and again, trying to get rid of the darkness of the dormitory and rush to the light outside.

I shook my head vigorously, trying to get out of my brain's current state of ignorance, but in vain. From yesterday morning when I walked into the workshop to now wake up from bed, plus the two hours of intermittent sleep at the Internet café, I was able to sleep a pitiful six hours.

It's strange that the brain can be used seriously, but it's a pity that the stomach is not angry and starts to make a "revolution" again. The consciousness in my head slowly regained little by little, and the gurgling stomach reminded me of something, but I didn't quite grasp it.

I tried hard to find out the clues, but I always couldn't figure it out, it seemed to be an extremely important thing, but I couldn't remember what it was. I patted my head again, and then suddenly I had a flash of inspiration, and I hurriedly flipped out my phone under the pillow and opened the address book.

Seeing Li Shiyao lying peacefully in my address book, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and lay down on the bed again. Breathing is heavier, allowing oxygen to enter the lungs more fully, speeding up the flow of blood to the brain.

Finally, I was able to smoothly read all the things that happened in the morning, and I turned over and sat up again. I turned on my phone again, flipped to Yaoyao in the address book, and wanted to send her a message.

But I typed several words in a row, and deleted them one by one, and I couldn't press the send button after trying hard for a long time. I struggled in bed for a long time, but finally gave up, because I couldn't think of any reason to support my thoughts for four hours.

When the word popped into my head at first sight, I was taken aback.

But the obviously accelerated heartbeat seemed to help me confirm the authenticity of this answer, and the figure in the purple dress unconsciously appeared in my mind, with bright eyes and bright teeth, and a smile like a flower.

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but feel my blood surge, and my whole body was unbearable. I found a set of clean clothes from the bedside, ran to the bathroom and turned on the faucet, letting the cold water pour from head to toe, as if this was the only way to cool my fiery heart.

In Shenzhen in early spring, although it is no longer cold, the feeling of cold water poured on my body is not wonderful, but despite this, the restlessness in my heart shows no signs of abating.

I just stood quietly under the faucet, letting the cold water run from the top of my head all the way down my skin to my feet.

I felt the heat in my body drain little by little, until my body began to tremble involuntarily, and my clenched teeth began to bump unconsciously. I just turned off the faucet, dried myself off, and put on clean clothes.

When the clothes touch the skin, the soft touch is transmitted to the brain little by little with every inch of skin that slides through. The warmth that had just been lost from my body returned little by little, and the warmth slowly wrapped my body, a feeling I hadn't experienced for a long time.

From time to time, I heard the smell of sunlight left by my clothes, and I always heard the smell of sunlight when I really felt her presence for the first time, and I realized that it was so wonderful.

It was as if a switch in the body was suddenly turned on, and every cell in the body was jumping like a little elf, and all the senses were more sensitive than ever.

My whole body jumped for joy, and my mouth unconsciously hummed a mess of notes, limited by talent, I really didn't understand what kind of tune I was humming endlessly.

When I came out of the bathroom, several other colleagues in the dormitory, except for Chen Kun, had returned, looking at me with bad intentions and smiling evilly.

I looked at them stupidly, and one of them whistled, and the lascivious expression on his face betrayed their filthy hearts.

I didn't respond in any way, and I can especially understand how they are feeling at this point. A group of eighteen or nineteen-year-old boys, two o'clock and one line in the workshop dormitory every day, if they don't find some gossip to pass the time, the energy that is about to overflow their bodies really can't find a place to vent.

There is never a balance between the barren spirit and the surging youthful energy, so the banter and ridicule between roommates have become one of the few pastimes.

The love affair between Chen Kun and Li Xiuying has always been an eternal topic in the workshop and dormitory, and the two even took a car to a distant place to date in order to avoid the ubiquitous gossip.

In this regard, I have always been a cold observer, I have always felt that love is a particularly beautiful and sacred thing, and naturally it needs to be blessed.

And in these ridicules of colleagues, in addition to gossip, the full blessings are indispensable. There are even a few older sisters who have been giving them tips and teaching them how to date and how to live.

I am also silent about this, I know that what they need is not life guidance, what they need is to enjoy their love life seriously before life reveals its cruel truth to them.

After drying my hair and tidying up my clothes, I left the dormitory alone. The restlessness in my heart was only at this time there was a brief peace, and as soon as I left the dormitory, I took a deep breath of the fresh air outside.

After spending so much time in that confined space mixed with all kinds of odors, my nose seemed to become sluggish, and I had to take a big breath to change the cloudy breath in my chest.

Almost without any hesitation, I went in the direction of Yaoyao's house, I didn't have the courage to send a message, it doesn't mean that I don't look forward to meeting her again.

As I watched the familiar building appear more and more clearly in my sight, I had passed in front of it countless times without ever noticing its existence, but at this time I was full of infinite expectations.

To be precise, it is the infinite anticipation of that figure. It's just a pity that God doesn't seem to hear my heart, or maybe I'm not pious enough to move him to meet my expectations. After staring at the dark doorway for a while, I could only leave with regret.

I found a small restaurant and got in, pointed to a dark picture on the wall, and sat down at the table covered in grease.

There was a lot of traffic outside the door, and there was a lot of people, but inside the door, I felt like I was locked up in a lonely city. The whole world is silent, and there is no anger at all.

When the proprietress carefully brought out a plate of vegetables and a large bowl of rice from the greasy kitchen and placed them in front of me, I had no appetite at all.

I just instinctively pulled two mouthfuls of rice into my mouth, casually took a mouthful of food and threw it into my mouth, carefully counting the number of chews silently in my heart, like a devout believer doing some kind of ritual.

When I had wiped out the last bite of food, I realized that I had finished eating without noticing what I was eating. After paying for the meal, I walked out of the restaurant, and the neon outside shook so much that I couldn't open my eyes.

After seeing that the time was still early, he carefully judged the direction, and walked towards the depths of the crowd alone. I want to use the clamor outside to drive away the sense of loss in my heart, although I try my best to stick to the pile, where the sound and stool are squeezed.

But my heart is getting tighter and tighter, like a child who has lost his beloved toy. The nose was sour, and the vision gradually blurred, as if it had been covered with a mist.

The crowds were surging, but none of them seemed to have anything to do with me, and I tried all kinds of ways to get rid of this nasty emotion, but I always failed again and again.

Avoiding the countless stares cast at me from the crowd, I walked into a remote alley, rubbing my sour eyes and numb face vigorously. Tennai sighed, got up and walked back around the noisy crowd.

At this moment, I feel like a defeated warrior, dragging a deep pace, step by step, looking back on the battlefield where I have been fighting for half my life. It's just that I have no enemies, no comrades-in-arms in this battle, only my own budding heart.

There were no loud voices, but my mood slowly calmed down, and I tried to regain control of my emotions. I tried again and again in my heart to convince myself to let reason return, and I wanted to use reason to drive out decadence.

With little success, I couldn't even reconcile with myself, and I was distraught, so I could only find a piece of grass with no one and sit down. took out the cigarette and lit it, sucked deeply one after another, and the spicy and hot smoke poured into his mouth and nose again and again.

I only felt a tingling sensation on my scalp, and my consciousness left my body for a short time, and I was no longer attached to my inner emotions at this moment. After a short period of paralysis, my mood finally recovered a little, and I subconsciously wanted to light another cigarette.

But at the moment when the two cigarette butts were about to touch, I saw a picture that I couldn't believe.

I saw the figure that made me lose my soul, and at this time she was trying to get rid of the entanglement of a boy, and she desperately shook off the hand of the boy behind her who was holding her.

She was screaming at him desperately, while the boy behind her continued to reach out and grab her hand.

It was too far away to hear her shouting at him, but I couldn't continue to think about it.

Almost subconsciously, I swooped off the ground and rushed to her side like a gust of wind. Without saying anything, he pushed away the boy who was trying to get close to her again.

Standing between them, I reached out and pulled her behind me, and I covered her with my body, and then stared at the boy in front of me.

Obviously, my sudden appearance obviously surprised both of them, and the boy was pushed away by me for a while before he suddenly reacted. An arrow rushed up, and a huge fist gradually enlarged in front of my eyes with his figure.

I was about to get up close and personal with what I thought was a handsome face, and I could even see a hideous smile on the boy's face.

The next second he flew back from the direction he came, like a kite with a broken string, and my forty-three-yard foot felt a strong blow.

This sudden change made Yaoyao nervous for a long time without speaking. The boy I kicked and flew also got up from the ground. and rushed at me again.

I shrugged helplessly, and then made a gesture of please. Maybe I was shocked by my momentum, or maybe I was scared by my tiger's back.

The speed at which the boy rushed towards me obviously became much slower, and the quintessence of the classic sentence that came out of his mouth finally reached my ears: "Who are you, believe it or not, Lao Tzu killed you." ”

I ignored his shouting, but turned to Yaoyao and cast a reassuring look, and by the way, I clenched her hand tightly, signaling her to rest assured.

Probably sensing the signal I was giving her, she slowly walked out from behind me and stood side by side with me.

The boy I ignored was already blushing with anger at this time, and yelled at me angrily: "Where did you come from, I quarreled with my girlfriend, and I want you to meddle in your affairs." ”

As soon as the word "girlfriend" came out, my brain exploded, and my body couldn't help but stumble.

The hand holding Yaoyao unconsciously let go, I turned my head to look at Yaoyao, only to see her biting her lip, trying to control her emotions.

But there was no rebuttal, my heart was like falling into an ice cave, and all those emotions before seemed so ridiculous at this time.

I turned my head, smiled awkwardly, then bowed deeply to the boy, and said curtly: "I'm sorry, I see that she has been resisting, thinking that you are bullying her, and I can't hold back all of a sudden." Don't care, if you're unhappy, or I'll let you kick it to relieve your hatred? ”

After speaking, he turned his head to look at Yaoyao, who was frozen in place at this time, and two clear lines of tears in the corners of her eyes were extending down her cheeks.

I can't tell how pitiful it is, it hurts my heart for a while, but I don't dare to make any moves until I understand the situation in front of me.

"Zhao Kai, shut up, who is your girlfriend?" Yaoyao finally mustered up her courage and shouted hysterically.

"Don't think that if you do those things to please my parents, I will agree to have a relationship with you, you will only make me hate you more and more, I will not agree to be with you even if I don't marry for the rest of my life, you die of this heart." Her words were full of determination and anger.

But for me, it's like "leaving people under the knife", which makes me feel like I have seen a glimmer of life again, and I have a feeling of escaping.

"I have liked you for so many years, and for you I gave up going to college and doing business with my parents in Dongguan. I went to Shenzhen to go into the factory with you to sit on the assembly line, and followed you like a grandson every day, running for you. Why the hell do you need me to be with me? ”

"I've told you so many times that we really can't be, I don't feel anything about you. I used to be able to treat you as a friend, but now we really can't even be friends. Go back, I don't want to see you anymore. ”

Yaoyao's tone was obviously much calmer, but it was unusually firm, and there was a kind of toughness that could not be distinguished.

"Xiao Yuan, let's go, don't pay attention to him"

After speaking, he no longer paid attention to the boy named Zhao Kai, but turned around and took my hand and left.