Looking at her tightly knit brow, my heart twitched for no reason, and I thought she must be struggling with how to reject me.

"Say whatever you want, I already have the answer, so whatever the answer is, I'm ready. You don't have to worry about me, I'm very happy to meet you. ”

Now that the answer was clear, I didn't care about it, and I encouraged her.

She turned to look at me, but didn't speak, and continued to walk forward. Seeing her like this, I didn't urge and continued to follow her.

Since the words in my heart are powerless to change the ending, there is no need to do those meaningless struggles again, and I will follow her to silence.

Looking at her thinking quietly beside her, there was only bitterness left in her heart, and all the longing for beautiful love seemed so ridiculous at this time. As for the futures I had imagined about us, I couldn't help but laugh.

All the beauty of getting along with me has turned into a gap and pain in my heart that cannot be filled. And now the only thing I am glad about is that I can continue to stay quietly by her side, and it is already a rare happiness for me to watch her quietly like this.

Just imagine, this will be the last part of the road we have walked together, and in the days to come, I can only make up for the regret of separation with this little pitiful memory.

So the only thing I can do now is to cherish this time with her. Unconsciously, I leaned in towards her, and our shadows snuggled together again.

Looking at our shadows stretched by the lights on the ground, sad emotions instantly filled my heart, and I desperately tried to suppress it, but I was defeated again and again under its tenacious life.

She probably didn't know what I was thinking at this point, so she paced silently and walked forward at a slow pace. The deathly silence was like a big invisible hand, clutching my nerves tightly.

I couldn't take my eyes off her for half a minute, for fear of missing any of her subtle movements, even expressions.

What was once a joyful time for me now counts like years, and every second is a century long. For my inner anxiety at this time, Yaoyao was not half aware, and just walked forward quietly.

Time passed in our silence, and I could no longer perceive the world around me, and all my thoughts were focused on her.

Unconsciously walked to the road where she and Zhao Kai were entangled that day, and she seemed to have discovered this and glanced sideways at me.

Then she walked straight to the grass where I had been sitting that day and sat down, and pointed to the grass beside her, motioning for me to sit down as well.

I didn't want to guess her motives anymore, so I just sat down next to her. She clasped her hands on her knees, rested her chin on her knees, and remained silent.

I followed her example with my hands on my knees, resting my head on my knees and looking sideways at her. She had a solemn expression on her face and a hollow look in her eyes, as if she was caught in some kind of complicated emotion.

Suddenly she looked up, and there was a gleam in her eyes, and I was so frightened by her protruding movement that I almost didn't jump up from the ground.

But before I could react, she had already spoken: "Do you know why I haven't replied to your messages?" ”

I'll go, it's so exciting, it's a proposition as soon as it comes up. I quickly activated my brain, which had not worked for half a day, and tried to figure out the answer she wanted.

Before I could say anything, she said to herself: "I'm confirming my feelings, it's actually amazing, I thought it was strange from the first time I met you. You're not handsome, at least not handsome compared to the other people who pursue me. Not very smart, even a little stupid and stupid, and when he first started talking to me, he didn't talk to me. ”

No, how does that sound like it's not your praise? In that case, what else needs to be confirmed?,Wait to confirm the feeling.,How does it sound like there will be a but.。

Sure enough, I guessed right.

"But you gave me a wonderful sense of closeness, and I felt very fond of being with you. You see that my eyes are very clear, not as naked as the others, full of desire. ”

When she said this, her eyes were full of disgust, and it seemed that some past experience had left a very bad mark on her heart. I was suddenly a little glad that it wasn't her beautiful appearance that I noticed in the first place.

"Sometimes you don't even dare to look at me, and there is always a dodge in your eyes, which makes me want to play tricks on you. You are stupid, but you are very sincere, very considerate of others, and know how to take care of people. ”

Her words made me overjoyed, I didn't expect that I would have so many advantages, and it seems that I am not as useless as I imagined.

"Oh, yes. There is also a little humor, a little literature. ”

Before I could digest the excitement in my heart, she continued.

I found out that it was crooked, and I also left a good impression on her. It's just that I don't understand why I didn't reply to my messages for a month since I had a good impression, and I insisted on asking me out when I called today.

It makes my mood like a roller coaster, it's really like a line from a movie: "The ups and downs of life come too fast, it's too exciting." ”

It's just that this kind of stimulation is obviously not what I want, and I have been tormented by longing for the past month, and I can hardly think about it.

But listening to her say this made me feel a little better, even if the final answer was not what I wanted. I think I can leave calmly, at least I have left a good impression on a person who is excited.

All the suffering of this month has become less important at this time. Looking at Yaoyao, who was staring at me, I said "thank you" seriously.

It was the first time that someone had given me such a high evaluation, and it was a person who I had not known for a long time, but who I had already recognized as very important in life.

All my perseverance finally paid off in this moment, and I finally had the sense of belonging that I was recognized by others, and that was enough for me to keep going.

"I've read every word of your message carefully, and I've read it very seriously, but I'm not sure if I should accept your feelings."

Before she finished speaking, my heart was already moving, and things seemed to turn around?

"I've been pursued by people since junior high school, especially after graduating from high school and working. It's just that I hardly feel a bit of sincerity in them, and without exception, they all come for my appearance. ”

Speaking of this, she smiled bitterly, and I saw a trace of desolation in her eyes, mixed with some melancholy.

"I sometimes even hate that I'm looking like this, being watched everywhere I go. And their eyes are bare, as if they want to see you through, which is particularly terrifying. ”

As a man, I naturally know what she is talking about, which is almost the instinct that men carve into their bones. I'm not surprised that a girl like her would behave like that.

It's just because I've known her from the beginning that the spiritual world is incomparably full, otherwise, I can't guarantee that I won't become one of those men in her mouth.

"That's why it's very easy to get along with you, because you don't have the same eyes as them, and I don't even think you dare to take a serious look at me."

After saying that, she glanced at me, and when she saw that I didn't dare to look her eyes directly, she laughed lightly again. Then he continued: "You look at me in a way that is always dodgy, and every time you look at me, you blush, like you've been caught doing something bad. ”

After speaking, she smiled lightly again, her serious expression was relieved a lot, and a trace of blush appeared on her face.

I also have to admire her meticulous observations, and I really have never dared to look at her with the perspective of a woman until now. Every time my eyes made contact with her, she seemed to have a strange aura that made me unbearable to blaspheme her holiness with my worldly gaze.

Unexpectedly, it was precisely because of my performance that he felt that I was different from her other suitors, and it was my behavior that made her feel respected.

As a man, I know very well what is going on when a guy sees a beautiful girl.

knows more clearly that what she just described may be just the tip of the iceberg of a man's bad intentions, if she knows what a man really thinks in his heart, I don't know if she will completely lose confidence in a man.

It's just that since I met her, I have always been attracted by her sincerity, kindness, and straightforwardness, but I have lost those instinctive thoughts.

When she said this, I realized that I had never had a trace of obscene thoughts in my heart, as she said.

I am also more and more glad that after meeting her, I did not judge her in terms of appearance, figure, clothing, etc. as I did in the past. If I had done that, I think on her terms, I would have ended up much better than the other men.

After her reminder, I suddenly seemed to grasp something in my heart, but it was just a vague thought. By the time I tried to catch it, it was long gone, and I don't have the heart to pursue it anymore.

I'm still waiting, waiting for Yaoyao's next words. Since she asked me out, she naturally already has an answer, so I just need to wait quietly.

At this point, I don't really care about the content of the answer, whether it's what I want or not, I think I'll have no regrets.

Because, even if I was rejected, I once left a place in her heart. And that's enough for me, and her beauty will forever remain in the memory of my eighteen-year-old youth.

"Let's be good friends, it's good, it's good, I like the feeling of being with you, but I still can't accept your confession."

Sure enough, she already had the answer, but when the boot actually fell, mine was very calm.

I think that's a good result for me, at least for the rest of the day, and she won't turn me away again. And I don't have to suffer from gains and losses, and torture myself to the point that no one is a ghost.

"yes, okay."

I decisively agreed to her proposal, as if I was afraid that she would regret it.

Probably my answer was unexpected, and she looked at me with wide eyes, her eyes full of uncertainty. The expression seemed to say, "That's okay," and if she knew what I've been through in the past month, she wouldn't have been so surprised.

"Why, you regretted it so quickly and didn't want to be friends with me?" I asked her rhetorically.

Only then did she come back to her senses from the shock just now, and shook her head again and again: "No, no, I'm serious." It's just that I didn't expect you to agree so simply, causing me to be nervous for so long, I'm afraid that you will be like Zhao Kai. ”

She suddenly mentioned Zhao Kai again, it seems that Zhao Kai's entanglement has indeed caused a lot of shadows for her, and I am glad in my heart again that I accepted her proposal so decisively.

It wasn't the answer I was looking for, but at least it didn't bother her. "Don't worry, we're not like that, you don't accept it, it means that our fate hasn't arrived. Since fate hasn't arrived, then it doesn't mean anything for me to force you, and buddy is not the person who is difficult for the strong. ”

Since I want to be a friend, then I will speak casually, and I will unnaturally regard her as a buddy of Wu Kai and Chen Kun.

As soon as I finished speaking, she slapped me on the shoulder and said, "Then tell your buddy, what kind of person are you?" I'm telling you, be cautious in what you say and do, I still have messages from some people on my phone. ”

After saying that, she glanced at me proudly, I regretted it in my heart, I knew this, I swore that I would never convey those explicit thoughts to her.

"I don't know what you can say, it seems that I usually write love letters to girls, and I want to write them enough to write a romance novel."

Being teased by her, my three-foot-thick old face couldn't help but blush, good guy is waiting for me here.

But now that the handle is in the hands of others, I can only admit it and raise my hands to make a surrender gesture. Then he said in a low voice: "What, since everyone is buddy, do buddy a favor." The messages have all been deleted, just because I never sent you those messages, don't you think? ”

As soon as my voice fell, she said loudly: "Oh, it turns out that those messages are just sent casually, you can't send them in groups, so I almost shed tears of emotion." Looks like I'm going to have to reconsider whether or not to be friends with you. ”

The channel turned a little too fast, it was still cloudy just now, and I thought there would be a storm. As a result, the sun was scorching and the sun was shining brightly.

It seems that I have to get acquainted with my new friend again, if I don't know her story, I even suspect that she is from Sichuan, and she has changed her face so well.

But watching us all sweep away the previous haze, she had a sincere smile on her face, obviously happy from the bottom of her heart. And I don't need to say it, those chaotic thoughts in my heart have already been thrown out of the sky by now.

Now that our knot has been opened, I remember that I don't seem to have eaten dinner yet, and I have been eating irregularly, and I am even more hungry at this time. I took out my phone and looked at it, it was already half past ten, no wonder my stomach was uncomfortable.

"What's the matter, friend, this is urgent, you can do your job if you have something. Rest assured, as a friend, I will not delay your happiness. ”

This guy teased me again, thinking about the hardships I have endured for her this month, I am also ready to play tricks on her.

Pretended to be serious and said to her, "Well, I'm sorry, I do have something to do." Why don't you go back first, I won't send you in a hurry. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, it was obvious that her smile froze for a moment, and then returned to normal. He patted me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, you go and get busy with you, I'll go back myself." ”

With that, he got up, said goodbye to me, and walked in the direction we had come. Seeing her lonely back looking extremely lonely on the empty road, I suddenly lost the pleasure of revenge, but felt very guilty for my recklessness.

I quickly got up and hurried after her, she heard my footsteps, turned to look at me and asked, "Aren't you in a hurry?" Go and get busy with you, I can go back myself, and it's not far. ”

"Well, I do have a hurry, but it occurred to me that I might need your help for a while, so I came over and asked if you had time to help me."

When I said this, she was even more puzzled, and said suspiciously: "What can I do to help you, you say, if you can help me, you will definitely help you, if it is beyond my ability, I can't help." ”

Thinking about the experience of eating a large pot of Malatang together that day, I said to her with great certainty: "Don't worry, you can definitely help, it is your best field." ”

My words made her face even more suspicious, and it was obvious that she didn't know what I was referring to in her area of expertise.

"Don't think about it, just follow me, don't talk when it's time for a while. I'll tell you when I need your help, and all you have to do is help. ”

After speaking, he didn't give her time to react, took her hand and walked towards the brightly lit downtown area. If it weren't too late, I would have liked to take her to the little shop she had taken me to and create another glory with her.

I was fast, and she trotted after me in her slippers, and I peeked at her. Seeing my serious expression, I thought that I really needed her help in some urgent matter, and she didn't ask any more questions, but tried to move her two calves to keep up with me.