In the following days, I was busy rushing to work during the day, and when I didn't work overtime at night, I would ask new friends to eat together, go shopping, and go up and down the mountains and the sea together on weekends and holidays.

We talked about childhood anecdotes, celebrity gossip, life growth, and future expectations. Time flies, and I have successfully grown from 18 to 19.

While chasing after me and Chen Kun and them, the hidden worries in my heart also revealed little by little.

Although the work content in the workshop is simple and the working atmosphere is relaxed, the thin salary and the unpromising position also make me very anxious.

It's been a year since I graduated, and the world I wanted to see was changing day by day, and I was stagnant.

Boss Wen's factory expansion plan has been carried out smoothly, and that small factory in a corner of the country can no longer hold his big ideals.

So he decided to move the factory to a manhole closer to me, and on the day of the opening, he invited me, a former employee, to witness their growth.

I don't know what his purpose is, but I am quite happy for them to see that Wu Kai successfully became a master with the help of Lao Huang and became a qualified mold master.

Thinking about myself again, the loss in my heart is naturally unspeakable. Especially as my relationship with my "new friend" became more and more harmonious, my heart was already a grass warbler.

But when I thought about my bleak future, I didn't have the courage to mention that matter anymore.

So thinking about growing up and thinking about the future swirled in my head every day, and I asked my parents for advice, and they didn't offer any valuable advice other than complaining that I shouldn't have left the mold in the first place.

In the end, I could only ask Dad Wu for help, and Dad Wu listened to my confusion and gave me a serious analysis of my current situation.

Knowledge is the biggest bottleneck in my current development, and a lot of work needs to be backed by a wealth of knowledge, and I can't stop there because I'm still young.

So Dad Wu's suggestion was for me to continue my studies, and since it was no longer possible to go back to school, I would study on my own.

As for career planning, Dad Wu suggested that I look for an industry based on my interests, but I didn't know what my interests were. So we fall into the trilemma of what we want to do, what we can do, and what we want to do.

In the end, we agreed that all my confusion now is due to the lack of knowledge of my own ability, which can be cultivated slowly, and knowledge can only be accumulated by myself little by little.

After Dad Wu's analysis, I also have a clearer understanding of myself and know my own shortcomings. So on the same day, I decisively signed up for the self-study exam and bought a lot of revision materials.

To my surprise, after Yaoyao knew that I was going to take the self-exam, she actually signed up with me and threatened to successfully get the graduation certificate before me.

Since then, we've had one more topic to talk about, and we've become more connected.

Studying for exams is no better than reading idle books, and the environment in the dormitory obviously cannot meet my study needs, so moving out has become my only choice.

As a result, when I learned that I was going to move out, Chen Kun also clamored me to move out with me. In the name of beauty, he wanted to provide a love nest for his love with Li Xiuying, and he scratched his head in embarrassment in a malicious smile.

I didn't dig into it anymore, and on the weekend, we went to the factory and started looking for a house to move.

According to my vision, moving to Yaoyao's upper floor would be ideal, so that I would have the opportunity to be close to the water.

Unfortunately, the landlord told me that the house was full, and if there was no house to rent to me, it was like a basin of cold water that completely extinguished the flame of hope that I had just ignited.

Fortunately, God didn't forget to open the window when the door was closed, and just across the street from the building where Yaoyao lived, we found the door-to-door house. In Chen Kun's words, it will be convenient to borrow a soy sauce or something in the future.

And I didn't hesitate to pay the landlord two months' rent (one month's rent as a deposit), because the window of the house was facing Yaoyao's room, and it was one level higher than her.

In this way, I can watch her every move in the house from now on, and just thinking about her expression when she saw me appear in the window opposite me, my heart is already happy.

said it was moving, but in fact, there was nothing to move at all, a quilt, a bucket, toiletries, and a bag of clothes. I had two more boxes of books than Chen Kun, but this could not resist my enthusiasm for moving into a new home now, and Chen Kun and I easily moved into the new home that night.

moved to a new house, and I wanted to ask Yaoyao to have dinner and be the first to tell her the news, but Li Xiuying wanted to invite me and Chen Kun to dinner to celebrate. So I could only suppress the joy in my heart and have a dinner with them.

After dinner, I returned to the room and saw that the lights in Yaoyao's house were on opposite, and she was sitting at the desk reading a book while taking notes seriously. She looked so focused that she never thought that there was a person watching her from the window opposite.

I wanted to send her a message to tell her about my move, but seeing her focused, I couldn't bear to disturb her. I can only take out the phone and put it back in the bag.

Sitting quietly on the bed, looking at the walls glowing with white light around me, my heart swelled with blood, and a strong feeling of excitement welled up in my heart.

For the first time, I felt that I had the initiative to take charge of my own future and destiny, and in the way I was good at.

The powerful force seemed to be about to burst through my chest and rush out, and I really wanted to share my feelings at this moment with Yaoyao.

So I got up and went to the window, and saw that she was biting the tip of the pen, her brows were tightly locked, she should have encountered something. After thinking for a while, I wrote and drew in the notebook with a pen for a long time, crossed out all of them, and bit the pen again and thought seriously.

Seeing her so engaged, my competitive spirit was also stimulated, and I turned around and took out the book I had stuffed under the bed. I started to learn seriously in the dim light of the room, I didn't want to be driven in front of me by her as Yaoyao said.

After reading the book for about two hours, I put down the book in my hand and walked to the window again. Yaoyao had already closed the book on the table, her chin was on the book that had been closed, it seemed that she had been studying for a long time and was tired.

But when I saw the expression on her face, my heart suddenly became calm. I saw that she was sweating profusely, her expression was very painful, and she was breathing heavily.

I didn't have time to think about it, so I quickly picked up my phone and dialed her, and soon the piercing ringtone of the mobile phone came from the opposite window.

She supported her stomach with one hand, struggled to pick up the phone on the table with the other, glanced at it and hesitated for a moment before answering.

"Hey, Xiao Yuan."

She tried to keep her voice steady, but I could clearly hear something strange in her voice. Looking at her pressing her stomach at this time, my heart suddenly tightened inexplicably.

didn't care about anything else, and asked her anxiously, "Are you okay, what's uncomfortable?" ”

She obviously didn't know that I could see her at this time, so she raised her voice and pretended to be casual, "I'm fine, why are you asking like this, as if you want me to have something." ”

I was so confused that I didn't care about anything else, and said into my phone, "You look up." ”

With that, he reached out of the window and waved at her. Listening to me ask her to look up, she first flickered, and then slowly looked up at me.

When she saw me waving at her, she was obviously frightened by my presence here, and hurriedly asked me, "Why are you here, and who lives on it?" ”

"I just moved here today, and I was going to surprise you, but I saw that you were uncomfortable. What's wrong with you, does your stomach hurt? ”

I was anxious and in no mood to explain anything more to her, and now I had only one thought in my mind to figure out how she was and see what I could do.

"It's okay, it's an old problem, it'll be fine in a while."

She tried to pretend to be calm, but the deep wrinkles between her brows and her rapid breathing betrayed her.

I know she must be in pain right now, and she can't do anything else. There was only one thought left in my mind, I had to be on the other side right away, to be by her side.

As soon as I thought of this, I said to her, "You wait for me, I'll go right now." ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone without waiting for her reply, and then hurriedly put on his shoes and ran towards the opposite side.

When I knocked on her door out of breath, she obviously didn't expect me to come so quickly, and the change of clothes was still in hand.

She said to me angrily: "I'm really fine, you don't have to run over, you still run so fast, what should you do if you fall." ”

I was now focused on her, and I didn't have time to care about my own situation, so I asked her directly: "What's wrong with you, I see that you were in pain just now, is it a stomachache?" Do you want me to accompany you to the hospital to see what you ate tonight, did you have a bad stomach? ”

"No, I didn't eat tonight. It's all said, I'm fine, I'm sick, I'll be fine in a while. ”

The more anxious I was, the more she seemed to want to avoid the question, or did she prevaricate me with this set of words, was it really bad for my eyes?

Who was sweating profusely just now, with a painful expression on her face, although she had specially wiped the sweat off her face now, and tried her best to show that everything was normal.

But her slightly bent waist and noticeably longer breathing made it clear to me what she was going through.

At this time, I already thought of the characteristics of Chinese people who avoid medical treatment, as if no matter how big the pain is, it will be miraculously self-healing.

Then he opened his mouth and said to her again: "It just so happens that you have changed your clothes, I will accompany you to the hospital to have a look, the stomach pain can be big or small, don't delay it is more troublesome." ”

"Oh, they all said it's okay, what's the matter with you. I'm really fine, I'll be fine in a while, trust me, I know my own body. ”

Probably pressed by my aggressiveness, her tone became anxious.

But the more she did this, the more worried I became about her body. Just as she was about to speak again for persuasion, she suddenly crouched down on her stomach. His expression was very painful, and the sweat that had just been wiped off was densely dripping out.

I was taken aback by this sudden change, and quickly reached out to support Yaoyao who was squatting on the ground, and then lowered my body and asked her, "What's wrong, does it hurt badly?" Don't be reckless, let's go, let's go to the hospital. Can you still walk? No, I'll carry you. ”

After speaking, he squatted in front of her with his back to her, waited for a long time and didn't move, turned to look at her, was trying to adjust his breathing, and then reached out to hold the chair and wanted to stand up.

I quickly reached out and grabbed her, and then slowly helped her up and sat on the stool. She leaned on the stool, then swallowed her saliva and whispered to me, "It's really fine, I'm used to it, I really don't have to go to the hospital, it will be fine later." ”

This guy is like this, and he is still perfunctory to me. I began to feel a little annoyed in my heart, and my unconscious tone became a lot heavier: "You're like this, and you say it's okay, do you look like you're okay now?" Your family calls your situation okay, what kind of pain has it become, it's okay, it's okay. ”

Seeing that I was angry, her expression became even more unnatural, and her facial features, which were already tightly squeezed together because of pain, were even more dignified at this time.

He took a few heavy breaths, and then said embarrassedly: "It's really okay, I'm just here for that." It's like this every time, I'm used to it. ”

I didn't understand the meaning of her words, and continued to roar: "You can get used to everything, can you get used to this?" What if a minor illness is not cured, what should I do if it becomes a major illness, hurry up and I'll take you to the hospital. ”

At this time, I didn't plan to discuss it with her anymore, so I ordered her directly.

She probably didn't expect that I didn't understand the meaning of her words, and her face turned red. Then he said to me angrily: "I'm here for my aunt, do you think it's useful to go to the hospital?" ”

After listening to her words, I really wanted to slap my mouth, and only then did I realize that this was what she had just said.

I secretly scolded all the teachers who occupied my physiology and hygiene class, if it weren't for all the physiology and hygiene classes, I wouldn't have understood what she meant by "come to that".

It's good now, I understand, I understand, but how to resolve this embarrassing atmosphere. I didn't tell what a girl was going to do when she came there, and it seems that I didn't see any female classmates who were so miserable when I was studying.

I froze in awkwardness, thinking carefully about the next course of action, but my mind went blank.

I've never had any experience with this, and I didn't know that girls were so miserable when they came to "Big Auntie", and listening to her, it seemed that they would experience this pain every month.

I felt another twitch in my heart, hating myself for not being able to help her at this time, and not even knowing what to do to help her from the pain. I could only stare at her, watching her struggle with the pain alone.

After a long time, I asked her worriedly, "Can I do something for you?" Anything goes, as long as it eases your pain a little. ”

Probably because her body didn't hurt so much, she tried to sit up a little straighter, and then said hoarsely: "You go buy some brown sugar for me, I don't have any brown sugar at home." ”

Hearing her words, I turned around and ran outside. It was almost the next floor when I remembered that I forgot to ask her if there was anything else she needed to buy.

I quickly folded back again, leaned on the edge of the door and asked her, "Do you want to buy anything else?" ”

She thought about it, and suddenly her face turned even redder, then she bit her lip and hesitated for a long time before whispering, "Why don't you buy me another pack of sanitary napkins." ”

After saying that, he lowered his head and stopped speaking.