Chapter 64: Entrustment
Listening to my count of the crimes she had committed, Yaoyao's face turned red a little, and finally she suddenly stomped her foot.
I secretly screamed that it was not good, this girl was going to break the jar and break it?
No, before I could make a remedy, Yaoyao had a stalk in her neck, and then her eyes opened angrily.
"Tingting is my cousin, I like her as I should, why can you like girls other than me? If you don't make it clear to me today, you can pack up and be your single dog. ”
Yes, sure enough. Confucius was right when he said that only women and villains are difficult to raise in the world. Why am I so confused, what kind of reason do I tell her, now it's okay, poke the big basket.
The key is that if you find a fault, you can find a fault, and you can also find a decent stubble. It sounds like I'm empathetic and don't fall in love, but the object is still a two-year-old child.
Now I really call the heavens and the earth unspiritual. I prayed to the gods and Buddhas in my heart, and quickly let this matter pass, so that she could forget about it.
But it is clear that even these omnipotent gods and Buddhas do not want to offend a girl who is already unreasonable.
The girl was still the same girl, her angry eyes were still staring at me, and although the anger in her eyes was not exuberant, it was enough for me to bear at this time.
I know that it is useless to reason at this time, and apologizing is a dead end, and what she wants is my attitude.
This is a question of position, and if you are on the wrong side, then whether you are right or wrong, you will all be hostile forces.
An unreasonable woman is comparable to a nuclear weapon, so if you don't handle it properly at this time, it will be a catastrophe.
"Yes, Tingting is your cousin, so I love Wu and Wu, I like her. If you don't love you, how can you even like your sister so much? ”
Since you can't fight head-on, let's outflank it in a roundabout way, so that you can hit it hard and lose both. When he was smug and thought that he had skillfully resolved a storm, the meat on his waist was greeted again.
Good guys, it seems that this time it was self-defeating, but it's better than going back to being a single dog.
Although I know that she will not really make me single because of this, but if I can't let my girlfriend play petty and use myself as a target to practice, then what is the meaning of our men's existence?
I comforted myself in my heart, endured the pain in my body, and tried to heal through this kind of mental comfort.
Unfortunately, it didn't work, and the pain still hurts, but it's gradually reducing. Obviously, Yaoyao is still quite satisfied with my attitude of not fighting back.
A discussion about children ended successfully at the cost of an extra bruise on my waist. Yaoyao, who vented her dissatisfaction, made a post-war summary with the attitude of a victor.
"When I first came home, my mother and aunt told me that we are still young and we can't have babies."
"And I also think that we haven't reached the time to have a baby yet, and when our careers are a little better, and we are more mature, can we discuss this issue when we can be responsible for them?"
"Okay, it's all up to my wife."
In the face of Yaoyao's sudden seriousness, I also began to regret my haste, I knew that she was very serious about our future and had thought and planned.
On the contrary, I have been childish and freewheeling, and I don't care about it. For me, who has lived in turmoil since I was a child, I feel that tomorrow is too far away, and I will only think about the present.
So I don't care about anything, so I let my desires go, so I rarely think about the feelings of others.
Perhaps it is precisely because I have lived in such an environment since I was a child that I have become such a selfish self, and I may never have put anyone else in my heart.
This is my own thought, and it is also my biggest regret to Yaoyao, I have been trying hard to change, but I always fail in front of human nature.
"I'm sorry, Yaoyao. I know there's no point in being sorry, except for giving myself peace of mind. In our relationship, it has always been you who are rationally planning and escorting our relationship. ”
Speaking of this, thinking of this, my heart has begun to ripple with layers of waves. If it weren't for Yaoyao, it's hard for me to imagine what my future would be.
But in the same way, it is also because of Yaoyao that I am worried about our future all the time. It's not because of our relationship, but because of our own selfishness and short-sightedness.
I couldn't understand the world as it really was, and I was always living in the world of my imagination and enjoying myself.
"I know, I'm selfish and hurt you all the time. I've been trying to change myself, but I just can't. ”
"I also want to plan our future, and I also want to protect your happiness. But he always exposes his nature intentionally or unintentionally to make you sad. ”
"I know that I am not a competent boyfriend, let alone a qualified partner. I'm actually scared, afraid that this kind of self will become a burden to you, afraid that I can't change it all the time. ”
"Every day, I really reflect on myself and think about where I am not good enough. But despite that, I'm still the same. ”
"I feel like I'm like a child who hasn't grown up, constantly reaching out to you, constantly asking for your attention and love, but never thinking of reciprocating."
"Fool, you don't need to change, what I like is your unrestrainedness, and what I like is this simplicity and frankness."
"There is no paradigm in life, and if everyone's life is the same, then life will lose its meaning."
"We live for ourselves, not for anyone. I like you, I love you, so I'm willing to pay for you, I'm willing to wait for you. ”
"You say you have nothing to do, but I can see the glittering golden light in you. You don't have to make any changes, I like you now. ”
"As for taking and reciprocating, feelings are originally mutual understanding and mutual giving. I'm not giving all the time, and I've also gotten a lot from you. ”
"You are indeed very childish, but I have seen your sincerity and kindness, enthusiasm and courage in your childishness."
"You don't have to envy other people's lives, we have our own life trajectory. I've never envied anyone either, because I've got you already. ”
"I know you like babies, and every time you see Tingting, your eyes will become gentle. I promise you, when we're ready, I'll give you a bunch of babies. ”
"I want to watch you take them to play ball, play games with them, and I want to see the tenderness in your eyes when you look at them. We accompany them to grow up together and witness their first time together. ”
"You will definitely be the best dad in this world, you will teach them to be kind to the world with your gentleness, you will tell them the true meaning of courage with your tenacity, and you will use your wisdom to make them understand the world as it really is."
"Promise me to stay the way you are and not change yourself. Follow your heart, be the person you want to be, and do what you want to do. ”
Yaoyao's words have brought tears to my eyes, I didn't expect that I would be so good in her eyes. All the time, I had low self-esteem because of my origin, because of my upbringing.
I've always blamed myself for my personality and the damage she caused to her from time to time, but she has been digging my sparkle in me.
Even some qualities that I didn't think I had were put on me by her. What I think is bad, what will affect our future, is also glorified by her as good.
"Thank you, wife. You are so good to me, I really can't repay you except for your promises. ”
"Come on, let me dedicate myself to you today, let me be your man."
After saying that, I closed my eyes and made the appearance of tearing my clothes, looking like I was going home.
Then I was slapped my body by Yaoyao, and I, who was still looking at death just now, instantly pouted aggrievedly like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
"Dedicate yourself to me, I will let you dedicate yourself, I will let you be my man, I will let you play hooligan for me."
Yaoyao slapped me on the face while counting my mistakes, raising her hand very high, but I didn't feel any pain when it fell on my body.
While I enjoyed this sweet crit, I secretly blossomed in my heart. This is my Yaoyao, this is my girl, she is unforgiving in her mouth, but she has always tolerated me in her heart.
After fighting for a while, Yaoyao was also tired, and her body was drenched in sweat. I thoughtfully pulled two tissues to wipe her sweat, I didn't expect my action to arouse Yaoyao's stress reaction, and it turned out to be a fat beating.
As she played, Yaoyao suddenly laughed out loud, and then her smile slowly expanded, and it was best to laugh so hard that she couldn't stand up straight.
When she smiled, the tense atmosphere that had just returned the sword became relaxed in an instant. Looking at Yaoyao, who was immersed in her emotions and smiling wantonly, the corners of my mouth also showed a shallow smile.
Many times, I am really curious about what kind of girl Yaoyao is. She never seems to hide her emotions, laughing when she is happy and crying when she is sad.
Even so, it never makes people feel that she is hypocritical, but is easily infected by her emotions. For example, at this moment, she was smiling so much that I grinned unconsciously.
In fact, sometimes I envy Yaoyao, she never needs to hide her emotions, and she lives a very real life.
On the other hand, I always like to hide my emotions and always block myself in the blind corner of my emotions. With a heavy mask, for fear that others would see his sensitivity and vulnerability, he instinctively dodged all those who walked into his heart.
But the more I tried to create a perfect version of myself, the more I felt that I was full of holes and problems.
Yaoyao has obviously seen through my disguises, on the one hand, she carefully protects my self-esteem, and on the other hand, she generously accommodates everything about me.
Thinking of everything she has done for me silently for so long, my heart feels like it is wrapped in a soft cloud and floating in the air.
The sweetness that swelled up in my heart made the curvature of my mouth rise little by little, and I reached out to hold Yaoyao, and my lips were naturally imprinted.
Yaoyao resisted at first, but soon fell into my passion, and the two kissed fiercely.
The weather is dry and dry, and the next story is logical.
The two people clumsily explored each other, the sincere love was revealed little by little, rolling, wheezing, all the beauty is not enough to describe.
When the storm stops, when everything is calm again. Lying on the bed, we snuggled up to each other, our eyes full of tenderness.
I looked forward to this moment for more than two hundred days and nights, although I had fantasized countless times. But when it did, there was no sense of excitement.
It's more about responsibility, and it's about cherishing and loving the villain in front of you. A hint of crimson on the sheets is a testament to our madness and to her trust.
Yaoyao just lay quietly in my arms, and I don't know how many times she had shared the bed, so everything was natural.
But today is different from the past, today we have made a different promise to each other, and since then we have one more thing to protect.
I looked at Yaoyao who was shyly in my arms, and I had a lot of things to say to her, I wanted to tell her how much I loved her and how much I wanted to give her a happy tomorrow.
"Yaoyao...."
As soon as I opened my mouth, she reached out and covered my mouth.
"You don't say anything, it's my own choice, and I thank you for your respect for so long. I know how hard it is for you, but I've wanted to do it for a long time. ”
Yaoyao spoke calmly about her thoughts, and the tenderness in her eyes was about to overflow. The flush on her face has not faded, making her look even more cute.
"It's just that I've always felt that the time is not ripe, and I want to give myself to you again when we are all ready, and I want to get more determination and affirmation."
"Seeing Chen Kun and Xiuying so affectionate today, all my worries have been dispelled, I think as long as we love each other, it is enough."
"Those so-called promises and oaths are not as real as your side with me, in fact, you have proved to me with your actions."
"I don't need you to prove anything, I don't need your commitment, I don't need you to make any changes."
"I know that, with your character, you will definitely take this as your own responsibility and burden. But I'll tell you clearly now, Xiao Yuan, it's my own decision. ”
"I'm an adult, I have the ability to take responsibility for my own decisions, I don't need you to be responsible for me, I just want you to continue to maintain your current enthusiasm and keep your original intention."
"I believe in my vision, I don't believe I'm going to see the wrong person, so you don't have to say, just do it, I'll see it, I'll feel it."
At this time, Yaoyao was like a holy angel, with resolute eyes and sonorous tone. Every word she spoke, every word was like a hammer hitting my heart.
This is probably the reason why I can't stop wanting her, she can always see through everything about me, tolerate everything I have, so that I can have no worries.
I don't know where she got such a powerful energy to support her to be so tolerant and kind.
Like she said, I don't need to say it, just do it. Everything I do, she must have seen and felt.
So I kept my mouth shut and just hugged her tightly in my arms.