Chapter 12: An Unpleasant Past

Zhen Wenxin can't imagine the mode of getting along between them, Dad chased Aunt Qiu Han back then? If so, what kind of mentality are they getting along with now? If this is not the case, why did Aunt Qiu Han say such things to her father? There are too many questions, Aunt Qiu Han in front of her seems to be a bottomless pit, maybe she has never really understood her father and Aunt Qiu Han, just a few corners shocked her so far.

"What's wrong? Xiao Wenxin, you can stuff a whole apple in your mouth. ”

"Godmother, why did you say that to Dad?"

Zhen Wenxin couldn't help but ask, the curiosity in her heart couldn't be concealed at all, but she was blinded by Aunt Qiuhan.

"Your father confessed to me back then, your godmother was born beautiful, and she captivated the country and the city, how could she promise your father? At that time, the refusal was crisp and neat, your father was stunned, and the godmother almost slapped your father in the face at that time, it was enjoyable to think about, if there was another chance like that, you must slap it hard to enjoy it. ”

Zhen Wenxin was stunned, her father really pursued Aunt Qiu Han, and she was rejected fiercely, this really subverted Zhen Wenxin's worldview, in her eyes, her father is omnipotent, and Aunt Qiu Han actually rejected her father, but she was also secretly glad that her father didn't catch up with Aunt Qiu Han at the beginning, otherwise her father would definitely be played to death by this female devil.

But she still can't understand why her father can still establish such a deep friendship with Aunt Qiuhan now, is it true that adult love is like this? It's not that she hasn't seen love, someone has been in early love since junior high school, but all the couples she has seen have died of old age after the breakup, and those men and women who have attempted to courtship have been strangers since then, she has never seen a situation like Dad and Aunt Qiuhan, which is really shocking.

"And after that?"

"No, what else can you do with your father's cowardice? It hasn't been mentioned since. ”

Zhen Wenxin was a little helpless, how cowardly did his father be in the first place to make a solemn confession become a joke in Aunt Qiuhan's mouth, is the boy who confessed to Aunt Qiuhan really his father? Why is the father in Aunt Qiuhan's mouth 108,000 miles different from the father she knows? What's wrong?

"Xiao Wenxin, what's wrong with you?"

"That's... Then why did my father have such a good relationship with my godmother after that? Isn't there something mustard in your heart? ”

Wen Zixin really smiled from ear to ear, looking at Xiao Wenxin's questioning appearance, it was really funny. In her impression, Zhen Hua's vague confession was not formal at all, she was immersed in learning at that time, and she had no intention of falling in love, so she decisively refused, but Zhen Hua's performance was even more funny, she turned her head and handed a cigarette to a buddy in the same class, and then said "It's okay", she knew that it was just a punishment for Truth or Dare, of course, she couldn't tell Xiao Wenxin that Zhen Hua confessed to herself because she lost Truth or Dare.

But every time she thought of Zhen Hua's demeanor at that time, she felt a little heartbeat, if it wasn't for the fact that she was still a good student at that time, it would have been possible to agree to Zhen Hua, but then there would be no friendship in the next twenty years.

"Xiao Wenxin, my godmother told you that if a boy like your father pursues you, you must not agree, it is all a big carrot, and it will anger you."

Zhen Wenxin's face turned green when she heard this, she didn't allow others to slander her father like this.

"Dad isn't a big carrot! Otherwise, I would have brought a stepmother home a long time ago, my mother has been gone for so many years, and he has never brought another woman home. ”

Wen Zixin did not refute her, it is indeed an indisputable fact that Zhen Hua is single so far, since the divorce more than ten years ago, Zhen Hua has not had the idea of finding a female partner, Zhen Hua's ex-wife she has seen, but she doesn't have too much impression, she only remembers that the woman and Zhen Hua only got along for a year, and then left, Zhen Hua did not find that woman. I only remember that I was in the rising period of my career at that time, and I didn't even participate in Zhen Hua's wedding with that woman, Zhen Hua met Zhen Hua only a handful of times in the year he got along with that woman, and he only saw that woman once, as for what the reason for Zhen Hua's later divorce was, she didn't know, and Zhen Hua never talked to herself about that woman.

Wen Zixin remembered that on the day of Zhen Hua's divorce, Zhen Hua didn't even send the woman, went to the set to visit the class after completing the divorce procedures, stayed on the set for a day, and waited until the end of the evening filming and rested himself, he explained his intention, and dragged himself to drink with him all night, she remembered that at that time, Zhen Hua's face was full of relief, not like an emotionally wounded person at all, but everything that night is still fresh in her memory.

"Zixin, do you think I'm a failure?"

I only remember that Zhen Hua was already drunk, holding a wine glass in a blur, and she was sitting next to Zhen Hua, holding the juice in her hand and not knowing what to say, maybe it would be better to be a listener.

"I know, you will definitely call me a retard, obviously I don't have any feelings, but because of the impulse to get married, I broke up unhappily now, it's so stupid. Come, to celebrate my escape from the cage, a toast! ”

Zhen Hua took two glasses of vodka and handed one to her, only remembering that it was the first time she drank alcohol, a glass of vodka in her stomach, her eyes were all dangling, originally for the next day's shooting, she didn't plan to drink, but looking at Zhen Hua at that time, she didn't have the slightest idea of refusing.

"Zixin, am I mentally retarded?"

"You're retarded! Still a liar, a shameless liar! Deceive other people's feelings, and deceive your own feelings! ”

Wen Zixin remembered his drinking words at that time, I really didn't know why I said such a thing, Zhen Hua should have comforted him softly when he divorced, but he scolded him so much that he was bloody, maybe he really said anything after drinking.

However, she remembered that Zhen Hua later admitted her mistake, and she also forgot the specific details, but Zhen Hua at that time confessed her mistake in front of her like a puppy discarded by her owner, but whenever it came to the topic of the woman's departure, Zhen Hua's face was always relieved, she was also drunk at that time, and she forgot how it ended in the end, but from the next day onwards, Zhen Hua didn't mention anything about that woman, as if he had completely forgotten the woman who had been with him for a year.

She thought of Xiao Wenxin's mother, she should be referring to that woman, but she knew that this was not the case, that woman was just a passerby in Zhen Hua's life, and it was definitely not the reason why Zhen Hua had been single so far, and she had never cared about why Zhen Hua had not remarried, just like Zhen Hua would never ask her when she would fall in love, this kind of thing was never in their topic.

"Okay, good, your father is as clean and guarded as jade, this is always okay, right? Then do you agree to the conditions of your godmother? ”

Zhen Wenxin didn't hesitate at all, so he nodded in agreement, and nodded vigorously, shaking off his long hair.

"Then eat, I'll go back to school in a while, and admit my mistakes to the teacher, you know?"

Zhen Wenxin automatically ignored this sentence and began to bury his head in enjoying his feast.

And Zhen Hua, who was far away in Jianning, also returned to the scene of his divorce night in his sleep, he couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion in his sleep, and half collapsed on the counter of the bar, Wen Zixin next to him was holding a wine glass and talking drunkly.

Zhen Hua is sober, in fact, he has been awake for more than ten years, even if the alcohol wantonly destroys his body, but his brain has always remained awake, he remembers every word he said that night, and also remembers all the performances after Wenzi was drunk, but at this time he relived the scene where Wenzi was drunk and scolded himself.

"You're retarded! Still a liar, a shameless liar! Deceive other people's feelings, and deceive your own feelings! ”

I really don't know what kind of position Wen Zixin took to get drunk and scolded herself like this, what was her mood at that time? He had no way of knowing, but his mouth moved unconsciously, he thought he was a bystander, unable to control his body at all, and let the situation develop the same as back then.

"I was wrong, Zixin. I shouldn't be like this, I'm just a scumbag, delaying other girls' lives for a year, and leaving a stain on others for a lifetime. ”

"It used to be like this, never thinking about other people's feelings! Just take care of yourself, you are selfish like this! In my sophomore year of high school, I thought you really wanted to soak me, but it turned out that I just lost on a big adventure, have you considered other people's thoughts! Zhen Hua, you're a bastard! I don't even feel worth it for that girl! ”

Zhen Hua looked at Wen Zixin, at that time, he didn't really see it, but at this time, reliving the old scene, he was a little embarrassed, and in the face of Wen Zixin's scolding, he did feel a little guilty. However, the fact is not what Wen Zixin saw, the confession in the second year of high school was not the so-called truth or dare punishment at all, but a confession that he mustered up courage, and the later scene was just to relieve himself, so he deliberately acted for Wen Zixin to see, it was an unknown secret, and Zhen Hua also planned to hide this secret all the time.

Later, there was not much development, he forced his drunken body to bring Wen Zixin back to the hotel, and he slept in the next room.

But Zhen Hua woke up from this dream, looking at everything in front of him, he realized that it was just a dream just now, he woke up, and the dream was gone, he sat on the bed in the hotel, a little confused, is Wenzixin in the distance like him, thinking about the other party? He didn't want to know the answer, maybe it was because the answer was too cruel to her, so except for a confession many years ago, he never looked for the answer, and even for a while, he wanted to forget about Wenzixin and start his new life, in fact, he did it, quickly fell in love with a girl, quickly got married, and then quickly divorced, how ridiculous, and finally returned to the original point.