Chapter XVII
Wen Zixin returned to his home in despair, sitting on the rest platform on the balcony, looking at the endless starry sky, the night at three o'clock in the morning was extremely lonely, the desolate night projected Zhen Hua's face, but the person who sat there was already in tears. It's been too long, too long since I've had this feeling of powerlessness, only Zhen Hua has ever come to find him, but he has never taken the initiative to find Zhen Hua, and when he realized that Zhen Hua disappeared and wanted to find it, he found that he had no way to start.
Zhen Wenxin finally couldn't bear it anymore, she was worried and became ill, so she decided to go out to breathe, but outside the balcony, she saw Aunt Qiuhan's back, lying and sitting weakly, looking at the stars in the sky, and she didn't know what she was doing, Zhen Wenxin couldn't walk into the balcony at this time and appear by Wenzixin's side.
She walked back to her room softly, but was stopped by Wen Zixin when she took the first step.
"It's so late, don't you sleep?"
Wen Zixin's alertness has been raised to the highest, and any wind and grass may alarm her, not to mention that it is a living person, Zhen Wenxin has not undergone any training, even if it seems to her to be very careful movements, but she can't hide Wen Zixin at all. Wen Zixin is a professional actor after all, even if her inner collapse has made her unable to control her emotions, but her years of career as an actress still allow her to not lose her temper in front of Zhen Wenxin, her crying voice instantly turned calm, without any emotion and a cold and abnormal tone, which couldn't help but make Zhen Wenxin shudder.
"That's going to sleep, godmother, you should go to bed early."
"If you can't sleep, you can talk to your godmother for a while."
Wen Zixin's cold tone made people not feel the slightest willingness to discuss, in other words, to Zhen Wenxin's ears, this was an order, so she honestly sat next to Wen Zixin, and Wen Zixin also wiped away her tears at the moment she was stunned, so as not to show her weak side in front of Zhen Wenxin.
"Say, what kind of man is your father?"
“……”
Zhen Wenxin didn't know why Aunt Qiu Han asked herself this question, her tone was so calm, so cold, she didn't know how to answer at all, could it be that her father really did something sorry for Aunt Qiu Han? But listening to what Aunt Qiu Han said before, my father couldn't do anything to be sorry for Aunt Qiu Han, and it couldn't be explained logically, but looking at Aunt Qiu Han's haggard appearance, she could only sit trembling.
"Forget it, what do you little girl know, it's useless to ask you, you better go to bed early."
Wen Zixin picked up the red wine on the table and took a sip gently, thinking that Zhen Wenxin had gone back to sleep, so he gave up controlling his facial emotions, and looked at the distant expectations in the dark night, and tears slipped unconsciously. But Zhen Wenxin didn't leave at all, she kept sitting next to Wen Zixin, but Wen Zixin thought she had left, in fact, she had always been there, and she naturally saw Wen Zixin crying, this was also the first time she saw that Wen Qiuhan, who was so powerful as a demon, that she had such an ugly little woman.
"Godmother, what's wrong with you?"
Zhen Wenxin asked cautiously, but she was shocked by Wenzixin, and hurriedly wiped her tears, but she also knew that she couldn't hide it anymore, so she wiped it twice casually, and then didn't pay attention to the tears on her face.
"It's okay, I just remembered some of the past, you go to sleep, you have to go to class tomorrow morning."
It is impossible for Wen Zixin to tell her about Zhen Hua's disappearance, she is still an underage girl, if she tells her that her father has disappeared mysteriously, how will she react? Wen Zixin doesn't know, it's just that she definitely can't stay at school with peace of mind, so Wen Zixin can't let her know about this matter, if she knows, it will be the biggest variable, and the most important thing is that Wen Zixin can't bear to let her know that Zhen Hua has abandoned them, how much damage it will have to this little girl's psychology, Wen Zixin can't imagine at all.
It's a pity that Zhen Wenxin is really not the kind of little girl who can be fooled casually, if it has nothing to do with her father, how could Aunt Qiu Han ask about her father, it doesn't make sense logically, and she is a senior werewolf killing enthusiast, everything must have a certain logical basis, otherwise it is just a lie of deception, Zhen Wenxin knows it well at this point, she doesn't plan to go back to sleep like this, and she can't sleep at all.
"Godmother, did my dad like you very much before?"
"What do you think? No big or small, there were a lot of girls who liked Zhen Hua back then, your godmother just relied on the relationship at the same table to be closer, if Zhen Hua likes me, will there be you? ”
Wen Zixin took the opportunity to change the topic, not letting Zhen Wenxin find out that the previous gossip might be able to arouse the curiosity of the little girl, so naturally she would not have time to get to the bottom of it, in short, Zhen Hua's disappearance must not let Zhen Wenxin know.
"Godmother, did you say that you were too dull to find out that your father actually liked you?"
"You should be a godmother, just like you, a girl who has never been in the world? Whether a boy likes you or not, just look at your eyes, of course, like your dad doesn't count, you can't see anything in the eyes of a dead fish Now it's better, I know how to disguise myself as a gentle and elegant appearance, but if a boy really likes you, his eyes will be hot when he looks at you. ”
Zhen Wenxin didn't know this, but she could feel the solemn tone of Aunt Qiu Han when she said this, this denial was not to persuade her, but to convince herself, Zhen Wenxin could feel Aunt Qiu Han's feelings for her father, since she can remember, there have been countless women around her father, but the women who have the ability to step into this house are no one else except Aunt Qiu Han.
For a long time, I called Aunt Qiuhan as my godmother, but this kind of behavior was strictly forbidden by my father, only when my father was not there, I could call Aunt Qiuhan as my godmother, and the rest of the time I could only call Aunt Qiuhan, especially when my father was there, I don't know what my father was denying, but one thing Zhen Wenxin is sure of, my father must have an inexplicable emotion for Aunt Qiuhan, if it is as Aunt Qiuhan said, it may not be love, but what is it? She didn't understand.
"Godmother, I remember my dad told me that the most important thing in loving someone is not possession, but companionship, if according to my father, then my father loves you to the bones, and he has been with you for many years."
"Xiao Wenxin, you are really getting bigger and smaller, if your godmother and your father can come together, will you wait until now? I have a pure friendship with your father, and I know that you are at the age when you are first in love, but you must also understand that there is not only love between men and women in this world, but friendship is also a long-term emotion between men and women, just like me and your father. ”
For Wen Zixin's words, Zhen Wenxin didn't believe half a word, if Aunt Qiuhan and her father were pure friendship, it would really be a hell, if Dad didn't like Aunt Qiuhan, how could he allow Aunt Qiuhan to appear in his house all day long? His father, Zhen Wenxin is still clear, treating women other than Aunt Qiu Han is always a cold appearance that rejects people thousands of miles away, maybe he has a standard smile on his face, and he also has gentlemanly etiquette towards women, but he can never have a private relationship with the other party, and the woman who can enter her father's heart, except for Aunt Qiu Han, she can't think of anyone.
In fact, Zhen Wenxin did not object to her father finding a stepmother for herself, and even she instigated her father to find a stepmother for herself, but her father was only perfunctory to herself, and she didn't seem to plan to continue at all, of course, this is also the father she instigated when she was worried that Aunt Qiu Han would become her stepmother, and her father's heart is in Aunt Qiu Han, which is not a secret at all in Zhen Wenxin's opinion.
"Godmother, then why did you say that Dad didn't find me a stepmother for so many years?"
"That's not for you, he's afraid that his stepmother will treat you badly. Do you think no one is chasing your dad? Your father, the famous diamond king, I don't know how many girls want to give them a hug, and it's not all for you. ”
"Obviously not! Every time I asked him to find me a stepmother, he said every time, isn't it enough for you to have a godmother? ”
"Hahaha."
Wen Zixin was completely amused by her, and used each other as an excuse for being single, which is a common means used by the people around them over the years, but what she needs to be perfunctory is her suitor, and Zhen Hua only needs to be perfunctory, the objects between the two are different, but they have the same goal, Wen Zixin didn't expect that Xiao Wenxin would misunderstand that Zhen Hua likes herself for this reason, how is this possible?
Of course, maybe she could say this very calmly before, but now she is shaken. It's not that Zhen Hua hasn't traveled or investigated over the years, but this is the first time that there has been no information at all, and this is the first time in more than 20 years, so she was shaken.
She never thought that her dependence on Zhen Hua had reached this point, and Zhen Hua's disappearance, coupled with Zhen Wenxin's stimulation, she could no longer calmly say that she and Zhen Hua were just pure friendship, even she couldn't say it clearly, maybe Zhen Hua didn't simply regard her as a friend, her brain had exploded, and Zhen Wenxin's curious little eyes lingered in front of her.
"Xiao Wenxin, you won't understand now, there are some things that you have to wait for you to grow up, and you will naturally understand, the time is really not early, if the teacher calls tomorrow to complain that you are sleeping in class, you just wait."
Zhen Wenxin knew that this was an ultimatum for herself, and now she had to go back to her room to sleep, but unfortunately she could only return to her room with regrets, as for the questions in her heart, there were too many unspoken, and she could only press it in the bottom of her heart, leaving Wenzixin alone, in the lonely night, drinking lonely wine, in the absence of people, after all, she still didn't stop the tears of parting, how could the sudden loneliness make people so heartbroken, so the wine glass was picked up and put down again and again, The alternation of night and day is also completed here.