Chapter 20: Confession
"Lin Yihao, let's talk about it now. What the hell are you pumping today? ”
The mouse was a little overwhelmed when he heard Zhen Wenxin call his real name, it seems that since they met in the first year of high school, Zhen Wenxin will call him by his real name except when he is extremely irritable, otherwise he will never call him by his name, although the nickname "mouse" is not good, but he would rather Zhen Wenxin call himself "mouse", rather than Zhen Wenxin call his real name, because this means that something has happened.
The mouse didn't know what was going on, he confirmed that he definitely didn't have any chance to make Zhen Wenxin angry today, Zhen Wenxin had slept until just now since he went to school, and he was obedient to his words just now, how could he make Zhen Wenxin angry? I didn't do anything.
"Sister Xin, what's wrong with you? Get up on the wrong side of the bed? ”
"Mouse, you give me a little more normal, if you have something to say, what do you want, I'll just help you get it."
"Is that true?"
"It's true, it's more real than real gold, you name it."
Zhen Wenxin also had no choice, the lunch he had just eaten was about to vomit. She herself is a person who eats soft and does not eat hard, and the most unbearable thing is the set of rats, even if there is only one cigarette in her cigarette box, as long as the rat puts on this posture, she can only obediently give up the last "bottom of the sea", so she began to beg for mercy, I hope the mouse's request is not too much, but you want to know with your toes, this time it is definitely a "big trouble", the size of the mouse's requirements is generally proportional to the degree of flattery, this time it is definitely to open the lion's mouth, but he can only agree, She had goosebumps all over her body that were about to crumble.
"Sister Xin, I want you."
As soon as these words came out, Zhen Wen was stunned, when did he become an object, and can others have it? The cigarette in his hand fell to the ground, and he looked at the mouse with a puzzled expression. She can't understand the brain circuit of the mouse at all, it really makes people want to kick him to death, well, be sensible, be restrained, killing is a crime.
But the mouse blushed, his expression may have some flaws, which made Zhen Wenxin misunderstand something, in fact, he just wanted to confess to Zhen Wenxin seriously. Yesterday he thought about it all night, he was sure that he fell in love with Zhen Wenxin, the three-year relationship at the same table, it can almost be said that every day in the past three years, he accompanied Zhen Wenxin, even if he himself just regarded Zhen Wenxin as an ordinary friend, but that set of photos and Zhen Wenxin's performance yesterday became the fuse of all this, and the hazy love precipitated in his heart broke out, he couldn't restrain his feelings, and in his opinion, three years of day and night companionship no longer need any form of pursuit, So he took Zhen Wenxin to the abandoned health room where he usually smoked, and began to confess for the first time in his life.
"Zhen Wenxin, I like you. We have been at the same table since high school, until now, during which we have experienced graded classes, arts and sciences, but we are still not separated, I hope that three years of getting along day and night can be exchanged for a lifetime of days and nights. I like you, even if you've been acting like a tomboy and hanging out with the guys, but that doesn't change the fact that you're the most beautiful girl in my mind, okay be my girlfriend? ”
Zhen Wen was stunned, is this a confession? The first confession in her life, the object turned out to be her tablemate? Zhen Wenxin didn't know what to say anymore, she didn't know how to face the mouse at all. Every girl in the flower season is looking forward to love, and Zhen Wenxin is naturally no exception, but this does not mean that she can accept other people's confessions at will, not to mention that this person is a mouse, Zhen Wenxin can't accept this fact at all, this is like a big joke played by God with herself.
Will she be able to accept it? The answer is no, she can't accept the mouse, it's not that the mouse is bad, but the person she hopes for is not the mouse, and she has always regarded the mouse as her best friend, even a best friend, it can be said that the mouse has no gender in her mind, and she never imagined that the mouse would confess to herself one day, but this happened anyway, she seemed at a loss, she didn't know how to refuse the mouse, but she knew that she couldn't agree to the mouse, no matter what the considerations, Neither she nor the rat can develop a relationship, and the rat's behavior will only bother her.
Seeing that she hadn't replied to her for a long time, the mouse directly took Zhen Wenxin's hand and put Zhen Wenxin's jade hand on his heart.
"Every time I see you, my heart beats violently unconsciously, and I have thought about the idea of curbing this impulse, but I find that I can't bear it, and in a few months we will be graduating, and in the future we will go our separate ways, and I can't imagine how empty my days will be without you. Did Zhen Wenxin feel it? This heart beats for you, and if you don't speak, it's assumed that you agree. ”
From beginning to end, the mouse's eyes stared straight at her, she kept dodging the mouse's hot gaze, but when the mouse put his hand on his chest, she could feel the mouse's strong chest muscles, and the pounding heartbeat, she was a girl who had not experienced love after all, and suddenly blushed, and her heart was also a deer, and she was even more overwhelmed.
"Mouse, you're very good, but you also know, I've always treated you as a friend, and you suddenly told me that you like me and want to be with me, and I don't know how to be good, I'm not ready, you... Can you give me a moment to think about it? ”
The mouse did not put down her hand, but held her hands in her own hands, the hot gaze did not decrease in the slightest, and Zhen Wenxin could only bow her head to avoid this hot gaze, she didn't dare to look directly at the mouse's hot eyes, she was afraid that she would fall, and she was even more afraid that her mind would be hot and agreed to the mouse, the mouse's actions just now had shaken her, she felt the power between the mouse's chest, and she felt that her heart was gradually melting.
"Maybe I haven't lived up to the standard you expected a boyfriend, but please trust me, give me a chance, and I will change for you."
Zhen Wenxin finally couldn't bear it anymore, her heart had been shaken, she couldn't resist the sugar-coated cannonball of the mouse, her face gradually turned red, she threw off the mouse's hand and ran out of the abandoned health room quickly, rushed out of the campus directly, went to the commissary outside the school, bought a box of cigarettes, her trembling hands almost stuffed the cigarette into her mouth, and the lighter was extremely unsatisfactory, she lit it several times, but it was not lit.
Finally lit the cigarette and took a big puff, the cigarette burned almost a third, a large amount of nicotine rushed to the brain, the flame of love that had just been ignited was extinguished, and she regained her composure.
She and the mouse are not all the way at all, the mouse is the object of many girls' crushes, although she smokes with her and skips class, but she still has excellent grades, and she is just a bad girl with poor grades and many bad habits, she can't accept the mouse, and she definitely can't bear the criticism behind it, and she knows that she and the mouse are just ordinary friends, she has never invested in other feelings in this friendship, their friendship is just a simple friend emotion, she thinks she is not mixed with any feelings, But why did the rat have feelings for her? She couldn't figure it out, but who could say it clearly about emotional matters?
The mouse kept following her until he saw Zhen Wenxin enter the store, he watched Zhen Wenxin walk out of the store with a cigarette in his mouth, and looked at Zhen Wenxin's trembling hand not lighting a cigarette, he hid in the shadows, and saw it clearly, he knew that this was a girl's hesitation, if he appeared beside her at this time to take further measures, he should be nine out of ten, but his legs seemed to be nailed to the back of a big tree, unable to move.
Zhen Wenxin snuffed out the burned cigarette, lit another one, seemed to think of something, turned back to the store, took a large bottle of bomb Erguotou, unscrewed the cap and closed it directly into her mouth, the spicy smell of wine choked her tears, and the mouse who watched this scene finally rushed to her side, snatched the liquor from her hand, and stuffed the cigarette in her mouth into her mouth.
"Zhen Wenxin, the one who should be sad is me! What are you drinking here for? Do you like to drink? ”
Zhen Wen was stunned, hadn't the rat been thrown off by himself? How did he end up here, how did he know he was going to come to the store to buy cigarettes? But it didn't matter, she snatched her own wine and poured it into her mouth again, only to see that a third of the bottle of liquor was gone, and Zhen Wenxin was also so spicy that she cried because of the spicy taste of wine, completely ignoring the existence of the mouse.
The mud bodhisattva still has three points of temper, not to mention the rat who has just confessed and been rejected? snatched the wine bottle in Zhen Wenxin's hand again, and poured the remaining two-thirds of the wine in the bottle into his mouth, as a teenager who had never touched liquor, how could he have this amount of wine, and in an instant, his head was rushed by the manic wine gas in severe pain, he felt that his head was going to explode, originally he had prepared a lot of words to say to Zhen Wenxin, but now he has no way to speak normally, and the sharp pain in his head makes him have no time to take care of Zhen Wenxin beside him.
Zhen Wenxin also felt the pain in her head, but this was still within the range she could accept, but the mouse next to her was very uncomfortable, looking a little out of breath, Zhen Wenxin was frightened by his appearance, although his body was also a little uncomfortable, but he didn't care about anything else, and walked in the direction of the school with the mouse.
"I don't need help, I can walk on my own."
I don't know if I drank alcohol and couldn't control my strength, so I threw Zhen Wenxin down with a flick of my hand, but Zhen Wenxin still got up and continued to carry him to school.
"Okay, you can walk by yourself, can you hold me a little bit?"
Zhen Wenxin carried him on her body regardless of it, and the manuscript did not resist, bowed her head and whispered in her ear that she liked it, and Zhen Wenxin listened silently, and the hard shell in her heart continued to fade, she had to admit that her heart had accepted the mouse, but she did not say it.