This is a trip that is just a walk, moving with his heart, there is only the road ahead in front of him, where will he go? No one knows, maybe when he gets tired, he will choose an exit, and that may be his destination, but now, he doesn't feel the slightest tiredness, so he is still on the road, and he has no intention of stopping.

Now he has forgotten to quit smoking, on the edge of the cliff, he understands, life in the world, when you need to be happy in time, when he smoked two cigarettes, a large amount of nicotine rushed into the brain at the moment, he felt, the feeling of wanting to die, maybe it was because of that feeling, he let go of the fear of death.

So now he doesn't care about his lungs at all, life is so short, if he can't even have this hobby, then why bother to breathe, so he took out a cigarette, on the highway, facing the strong wind, smoking cigarettes, it is also a happy thing, if it is not for the constant traffic, at this moment, he just wants to shout "freedom!" ”

Compared to Zhen Hua, Wen Zixin was tossing and turning in bed and couldn't sleep, she was very tired, she had been resting since she left the hospital, her eyes had barely opened, but when she returned to her home, she knew that she could no longer use exhaustion to hide the fact that she was escaping.

Zhen Wenxin, who was outside the door, repeatedly reminded himself that Zhen Hua had left. And she was mentally prepared before, but when she heard Zhen Hua say those words in person, she still couldn't accept it, and what she didn't know was that Zhen Hua didn't have the exact news of when he would come back, Zhen Hua only said that he was leaving, but he didn't have time to come back.

There is wine in her room, but she never drinks the wine in her room, because the degree of these wines is too high, these wines are prepared for Zhen Hua during the New Year's holidays, or when Zhen Hua comes to the house as a guest, she never dares to touch these wines, but today, she opened a bottle for herself for the first time.

There were no cups in the room, and at this time, she didn't seem to need a glass to drink, so she poured the bottle into her mouth. In fact, her alcohol consumption is not weak, Zhen Hua has never known that if she drinks with ordinary people, her alcohol consumption can be said to be excellent, but Zhen Hua's memory is still stuck more than ten years ago. At that time, Wen Zixin really did not touch alcohol, and the amount of alcohol was commonly known as "a cup of pour", but after so many years, is she still the Wen Zixin of the year? Zhen Hua hoped that she would still be, but in fact, she had already changed.

Calculating the time, Zhen Hua and her have not drunk together for ten years, and as they get older, they no longer have the habit of borrowing wine to kill their sorrows, so over the years, they have no intersection in the wine field, and now Wen Zixin's amount of alcohol, Zhen Hua actually didn't count, and after Wen Zixin drank a big sip of wine, he was still fine.

Feeling fine, the liquor entered her throat, just like white water, she didn't feel much, so she poured herself a big sip, she was angry, sad and incomprehensible, and wanted to get drunk and rest, but now she was the only one who drank alone.

What is the loneliness of drinking alone? It's not because the person who drank with her left, if that person hadn't left, why would she have drunk in her room, all of this was Zhen Hua's fault, she was angry, she was furious, but in the end, it turned into sadness.

There was Zhen Hua's daughter outside the door, she didn't dare to go out, she took a bite of her teeth, and poured a sip of wine into her mouth again, tears gushed out and fell into the wine bottle along her face, and she didn't seem to care, and the wine with tears continued to pour into her mouth.

The tears add a bit of bitterness to the wine and a bit of sadness. She knew that buying drunk at this time was just an escape, because she couldn't change the fact that Zhen Hua left, and she couldn't get it back, so she could only use alcohol to show her incompetence.

When Zhen Hua was there, she would not easily touch alcohol, let alone hide in the room alone and drink stuffy wine like now, like a wronged little daughter-in-law, her tears couldn't be stopped at all, but she didn't dare to let herself make a sound, because there was Zhen Wenxin outside the door, she didn't dare to let Zhen Wenxin know the fact that Zhen Hua left, maybe for Zhen Wenxin, Zhen Hua was just a temporary business trip.

Wen Zixin didn't know that Zhen Hua was in a very happy mood at this time, even if he was also reluctant to Wen Zixin, but when he left Wen Zixin, the breath of freedom was better than reluctance. The eagle soaring in the sky is trapped in a golden wire cage, even if it is well taken care of, how can it be nostalgic? All he cares about is Wen Zixin, but he hopes that the form of getting along with the two is not that he doesn't have any freedom.

In the previous days, every day and night was accompanied by Wen Zixin, even if he liked it, he was also overwhelmed, that was from the pressure of lies, these lies were woven by him, and what was covered up was just the simple four words "I like you", but because of these lies, he was indebted, he had a sense of guilt, and more importantly, he had feelings.

Maybe it's because of those lies, or maybe it's because of that unexpected kiss, Zhen Hua really loves and hates Wen Zixin, he loves this woman and can't bear to leave, but he also understands that he is not the only one who stays and binds him, Wen Zixin is also trapped by him, there are too many things outside of feelings, and he is abandoned, this is not what he wants to see, so he chose to leave, this was originally planned by him, but because of Wen Zixin's day and night guard, it was delayed for a long time, and finally decided to open his mouth, and he also mustered up courage, Otherwise, in normal times, he would not have such courage.

It's a pity that he didn't know that his behavior made Wen Zixin sad, although he knew that his temporary departure would definitely cause Wen Zixin's discomfort, because the long-term sense of dependence had been cultivated, but he didn't expect that just because he was too nervous and didn't explain the date of return, Wen Zixin guessed a rough idea.

Indeed, Zhen Hua won't go back, he didn't tell Wen Zixin about it, but Wen Zixin already knew, just because the content in that sentence was missing the date of return, don't underestimate a woman's intuition, sometimes a woman's intuition is really outrageous, and at this time he just ignored this, so he didn't know anything about Wen Zixin who was crying at home.

The sky was getting dark, he was still driving forward, maintaining a slow speed, lighting a cigarette from time to time, and there was no trace of fatigue, maybe he had rested for too long, or maybe it was the excitement generated by leaving the hospital, he seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood, and he didn't feel tired at all.

Ten hours have passed since departure, Zhen Hua is still in high spirits, if the traffic police want to investigate the driving record, he is already fatigued driving. Fortunately, Zhen Hua also understood that he was not an outlaw, if he wanted to commit suicide, he would not be able to choose such a way, and his life was only saved not long ago, even if he saw life and death clearly, he also understood the danger of fatigue driving, so he still got off the highway, although he didn't know where he was yet.

The navigator is turned on, the geographical location shows that it is in Huacheng, Zhen Hua didn't expect that he actually arrived in Huacheng, Zhen Hua has a deep impression of this city, but it has nothing to do with Wen Zixin, his first job, the company's headquarters is here, at that time he often traveled back and forth between the magic capital and Huacheng, most of the time on the road, but driving here, it was the first time, and the city recorded that he was too sad, he once wanted to invite Wen Zixin to travel here, but unfortunately Wen Zixin had already embarked on the road of acting at that time, There is no free time, this plan is abandoned, after many years, he is still the only one who comes here.

He hadn't been to the city for many years, and he knew that this city, which was not familiar to him, was completely unfamiliar to him, so he honestly followed the navigation, booked a hotel at random, and stayed for the time being.

Except for Jianning and the Demon Capital, there is no place worth stopping for, coming here, he has no plans to travel, just take a walk, take a look, maybe there are some familiar traces?

In fact, for many years, he was immersed in everything that happened in the city, here. He has his ex-wife, here he has the capital to make a fortune, but in the same way, here he endured the humiliation that ordinary people can't bear, here he understands the sinister nature of human nature, it is because of everything that happened in this city that he really changed from a student who has just stepped into the society to a working boy who is fighting for life in the real sense.

Lying on the bed, he looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, which was very similar to the chandelier of the hotel where he stayed when he first came to Huacheng, but the difference was that the chandelier was used as a weapon and smashed on his head, but he had no capital to resist at all, because the person who smashed him back then was a friend of his boss at the time, and he was just a stunned young man who could be beaten and scolded at will.

Back then, he swore in his heart that after he made his fortune in the future, he would pay back a hundred times to those who had humiliated him, but now that he thinks about it, if it weren't for those insults, if it weren't for those beatings and scoldings, how would he understand the cruelty of society, it was they who taught him the law of the jungle, the rule of the jungle, so even if he has reached his peak now, he is more grateful to those who have humiliated him.

At that time, he was indeed a real stunned young man, those beatings and scolding, for himself, can be said to be supporting, although he suffered humiliation, but the scene he saw was by no means a young man who had just entered the society qualified to participate, it was precisely because of those people's support and humiliation that he had today.

Zhen Hua plans to go out tomorrow, and he still remembers the address of the company back then, if it hasn't gone out of business. In fact, it is also a good choice to visit old friends, but he was only in his early twenties back then, and now he is in his forties.