Chapter 55: Growth

Zhen Wenxin has been waiting for three whole days, how can he care about this short time? She was guarding the door of the bathroom, but she underestimated Wen Zixin's cleanliness, Wen Zixin, who had not washed for three days, took a full three hours in the bathroom before walking out of the bathroom, and the time was the middle of the night, and when Wen Zixin walked out of the bathroom, Zhen Wenxin was already leaning against the wall and falling asleep. Wen Zixin was wearing a bathrobe, and couldn't help rubbing his head, thinking that this little girl was really not worry-free, but the next moment Zhen Wenxin woke up.

Maybe it's a good thing that Zhen Wenxin woke up, at least Wen Zixin didn't need to carry her back to the room, but the first thing she did when she woke up was to tear off Wen Zixin's bathrobe, take a photo with her mobile phone, and upload it to the cloud space. She didn't pretend to be asleep, this was what she was going to do from the beginning, because she knew that if she didn't have a little bargaining chip, the answer she got would only be perfunctory, so she came up with this method, and this plan did succeed, Wen Zixin was unguarded, so she easily succeeded.

You must know that this is the exclusive revelation of the national goddess Wen Qiuhan, if these photos are revealed, then Wen Zixin's career will really be ruined. However, Zhen Wenxin ignored one thing, there were only two of them in this house, and her force value was far weaker than Wen Zixin, so a tragic thing happened, Wen Zixin ignored her naked body, directly grabbed her, forcibly unlocked her mobile phone, and deleted the photos. Zhen Wenxin did succeed, and she did have the bargaining chips to negotiate conditions, but the only thing she didn't expect was that her Aunt Qiuhan had never been a person who played cards according to common sense, she should have expected it a long time ago, and Wen Zixin's violence against her was not once or twice, she should have to get used to it.

"Xiao Wenxin, this is not good. Say, what do you want to do? ”

Zhen Wenxin looked at her with a resentful expression, but there was no way, who made herself unable to win against this old woman, if she could subdue Aunt Qiu Han, how could there be so much trouble, but now what is the use except to show resentful eyes and express the meaning of resistance? It seemed that he couldn't do anything, so he simply gave up, anyway, the answer he got was just a perfunctory rhetoric, and it didn't mean anything to himself.

"Godmother, I was wrong, I don't dare anymore, I'm just a prank."

Who is Wen Zixin? is Zhen Wenxin's godmother, who grew up watching Zhen Wenxin grow up, it can be said that in Zhen Wenxin's growth process, the role she plays is the role of a mother, in addition to Zhen Hua in this world, she is the only one who knows Zhen Wenxin best, and even sometimes she knows Zhen Wenxin better than Zhen Hua. So Zhen Wenxin was a little careful in her heart, how could she not see through it, and when she walked out of the room, in addition to convincing herself, it was more important to persuade Zhen Wenxin, even if Zhen Wenxin didn't ask herself, she would answer this question, as for this kind of mischievous "bargaining chips", it was like a child's farce, she didn't care, because it didn't matter, after all, it didn't take any effort to subdue a Zhen Wenxin.

"Your dad just went out to travel, too lazy to greet us, just because the flight was going to be delayed, and he was in a hurry, you still have to live here with your godmother during this time, and it is estimated that your dad will not come back in a short time."

Will Zhen Wenxin believe it? I didn't ask a question, but Aunt Qiu Han had already given me the answer, which can only show one problem, that is, Aunt Qiu Han is lying, this is a rhetoric that has been prepared a long time ago, the purpose is just to perfunctory herself, and she is not so stupid as to be deceived by such a lie without any technical content. She knew that her father also occupied an extraordinary position in Aunt Qiuhan's heart, so she understood that she was not the only one who was hurt by her father's departure, and the person who was hurt more was Aunt Qiuhan, and she asked this question undoubtedly to sprinkle salt on Aunt Qiuhan's wound, but she just wanted an answer, she hoped that Aunt Qiuhan could answer, but she finally gave up the intention of asking questions, but got an extremely perfunctory answer, she didn't need such an answer, There's no need to search for real answers.

Maybe Aunt Qiu Han does have something unspeakable, how can she force it? It's just an answer, and even if you know, what can you do? Could it be that Dad can appear in front of him in an instant? The answer is necessarily no, so what good is it to pursue that answer? So she gave up. Aunt Qiu Han gave her a perfunctory answer, so she will take this perfunctory answer as a real answer, anyway, this is just an ordinary reason for her father's departure, she can choose to believe it or choose not to believe it, since this is the case now, then she will choose the former.

After saying "oh", she left without looking back, and gently closed her door, in case Aunt Qiu Han saw the clue and confirmed that there was no Aunt Qiu Han guarding the door, so she turned off the light and lay on the bed thinking nonsense. These days, she has indeed grown, she used to think that growing up is a long thing, it takes time to precipitate, but in fact, growth is an overnight thing, when did she become mature? Maybe it was the night I met the mouse in the stairwell, or maybe it was the news that I saw my father seriously injured and hospitalized that day, it was just an opportunity, it was because of an opportunity that she grew up, so she became what she is today.

Compared with Wen Zixin, she is indeed much stronger, she has not fallen into depravity, she has not used alcohol to kill her sorrows, and she has even quit cigarettes. Without the help of any external force, she calmed all her pain, and she is still strong, but her changes have not been shown in front of others, so Wen Zixin didn't notice, Xun Wu didn't notice, everyone didn't notice, but she grew up and learned to press all the pain in the deepest part of her heart, maybe in the dead of night, she would sprout melancholy emotions because of those pains, but no one would find out, and that was enough.

Zhen Wenxin is a strong girl, she has been like this since the beginning, but she will still be coquettish, and she will still express her joys, sorrows and sorrows in front of people, but now, she will not, because the person she relies on the most has left, and she doesn't know when she will be able to come back, and the last time she saw the person she relied on the most was in that person's ward, so she must learn to be strong, learn to be happy and angry, the person who sheltered her from the wind and rain has revealed his fragile side, Then you have to show your strong side.

Maybe she still has someone to rely on, that is Wen Zixin, her Aunt Qiu Han, but now Wen Zixin is not as good as her, what qualifications does she have to rely on? She can only rely on herself, and even she needs to become Wen Zixin's support at the right time, which may sound a little absurd, but it is true, otherwise how could she leave indifferently after getting such a perfunctory answer, this is just to make Wen Zixin feel at ease, and Wen Zixin doesn't know?

In this world, except for Zhen Hua, only Wen Zixin is the person who knows her best, whether she believes what she says or not, there is no need for any judgment at all, as long as she sees her eyes, the answer is already clear. The answer is no, Zhen Wenxin didn't believe in this statement without any technical content, of course, this is also inevitable, who can believe it except himself? This answer is too absurd, so perfunctory that people don't believe that this is perfunctory, but this is her perfunctory own rhetoric, and she told this set of rhetoric to Zhen Wenxin, hoping to be perfunctory, but she was wrong, except for herself, no one can be perfunctory by this set of rhetoric, the only thing that can be obtained is to free herself from this perfunctory rhetoric, which is not the case.

If she broke her perfunctory attitude to herself so easily, then why stay in the room for three days? She forced herself to believe in this perfunctory reason, and this belief was as ingrained as she believed in Zhen Hua, and it turned out that she had succeeded in deceiving herself. Even if Zhen Wenxin's reaction had clearly told her that this perfunctory reason couldn't even be deceived by children, but she believed it, this is what she has done in the past three days, and this kind of self-deception has formed a psychological suggestion, it can be said that her current psychology is pathological, but who can rescue her? There is no one else but Zhen Hua, so she can continue to deceive herself until this deception forms inertial thinking and can no longer be destroyed, maybe Zhen Hua will really come back at that time.

Zhen Wenxin is just a seventeen-year-old girl, how could she know Wen Zixin's sick psychology at this time, even if she knew, she couldn't do anything. But she has matured and has become the last thing Zhen Hua wants to see, maybe Zhen Hua may come back, but when she sees her appearance at this time, maybe she will hit her. Wen Zixin's care was really inconsiderate, so that she became what she is today, but why is Wen Zixin like this? It's not because of Zhen Hua at all, if Zhen Hua didn't leave, even if the time was short, but he was always by their side, how could such a situation be formed? If it is resentment, it can only be vented on Zhen Hua's head, but unfortunately Zhen Hua is not there, so she has no object of resentment, and how can she bear to resent her father?

Maybe it's because I've been pampered since I was a child, so after being frustrated, the pain is particularly obvious, and it is precisely because of this that the speed of growth is so rapid. The current Zhen Wenxin and Zhen Wenxin a month ago have been judged to be like two people, if she sees the mouse again, maybe she will no longer express her anger, but her methods will not be so simple anymore, this is growth. But in the same way, she has lost too much, so her growth is forced, just like she at this time, lying in bed, infinitely melancholy, but she can't tell anyone, because she must always maintain a strong appearance, so her appearance of being strong on the outside is growth, and she doesn't want to be like this, but she has to be like this.