Lu Jing didn't know how she fell asleep, but when she woke up again, there was a tearing pain in her lower body, she was not a little girl who was new to menstruation, but she hadn't experienced this kind of shy thing for too long, and sometimes she had even forgotten that she still had this need, but Zhen Hua was too violent, and she hadn't experienced it for too long, so when she woke up, she could only "struggle" in Zhen Hua's arms, which looked more like a coquette, which really didn't match her, but what could she do? She also wanted to get out of bed, pretending that none of this had happened, but she couldn't, at this time, she seemed to be waiting for Zhen Hua to wake up and help her get out of bed, and she also enjoyed the feeling of being in Zhen Hua's arms, in fact, lying down like this was also a kind of enjoyment, which was what she had been looking forward to, but now it was happening, all this seemed so unreal, so that she couldn't tell whether this was reality or a dream, but these seemed to be irrelevant, whether it was reality or a dream, it was a kind of happiness for her.

And what about Zhen Hua? He was a person who woke up very quickly, and his dreams were very shallow after getting drunk, and he woke up early in the morning, but after he woke up, he saw such a scene, he and Lu Jing were lying on the bed defenseless, he was completely confused, his brain couldn't process such information at all, such information was too huge, he didn't seem to know how to deal with such a scene, although the situation the day before was so similar to today, but as a man's intuition, he understood that nothing had happened between them the day before, It's just that they fell asleep together, but when they woke up today, he understood that what happened last night was by no means so simple, as a person who came over, he understood that he had done it, and he also knew that it was not deliberate by Lu Jing in his arms, the headache after being drunk had not completely subsided, but there were still some fragmentary memories in his mind, it seemed that the person who took the initiative last night had always been himself, and Lu Jing had been struggling, but because of his own arrogance, he caused this morning's scene, he regretted it, but what was the use? It's too late to regret it, he has already done it, so naturally there is no possibility of repentance.

But what could he do? He didn't know, so he simply waited for Lu Jing to wake up and see how Lu Jing would respond, but Lu Jing woke up and only squirmed a few times in his arms, and then fell asleep in his arms, and because of Lu Jing's unintentional objection, he touched Zhen Hua's sensitive area, not to mention that in the morning, he also reacted. Lu Jing naturally felt it, and couldn't help but feel shy, but Zhen Hua couldn't pretend to be asleep anymore, his body betrayed him, and he seemed to have to face it, and how to deal with it, he still didn't know. In fact, it is very easy to coax a girl, especially that girl loves herself deeply, but Zhen Hua doesn't want to deceive Lu Jing, so he can't do it, he can be responsible for it, but he can't say those sweet words, let alone those vows, because there is only one person who can make him say those words, and Lu Jing is not that person, so what should I do now? It seems that you can only bite the bullet.

But for Lu Jing, crush has become a habit, humility has been rooted in the bones, and it can't be wiped clean by scraping the bones to cure the poison. It is a great "honor" for her to be able to lie in Zhen Hua's arms at this time, she doesn't want to lose, but she doesn't dare to admit it, because all this is too unreal, even if she opens her eyes, the two of them look at each other, the distance between them is so close, it seems that they will integrate into each other's bodies if they go further, but the two of them have a panicked expression, but they are not separated, they are just deadlocked, both of them have no words, just look at each other, but they don't want to find the answer they want from each other's eyes, Of course, there is no need for a so-called answer between them, they are not young boys and girls, people who are nearly half a hundred years old should not have such a reaction, but the two of them are special cases, maybe there is a special case, Wen Zixin has not experienced personnel so far, it should be regarded as unique, but Wen Zixin is not here at this time, so compared to ordinary people, they are also strange.

The air was naturally filled with the smell of embarrassment, and their eyes should be ambiguous, but the panicked expression could not mention the slightest ambiguity, but Lu Jing was bold and reacted first. Yes, she kissed Zhen Hua's lips, a fiery kiss, as if she wanted to pass on her hot feelings to Zhen Hua. This also caught Zhen Hua off guard, he was not ready to accept this kiss, his stunned expression should be accompanied by a pushing action, but he didn't, he hugged Lu Jing tightly. It is said that men are lower body animals, in fact, this is a truth, Zhen Hua can usually disguise himself as not close to women, but he is a man in the end, he has no reason to refuse at this time, and even for all reasons, he can no longer hold himself firm, maybe it comes from the helplessness of the body.

I have to say that Lu Jing successfully provoked his desire, but the most important thing was the hot tears he felt, the tears that slipped down Lu Jing's face fell on his lips, the salty and sour taste seemed to expose Lu Jing's bitterness during this time, even if Zhen Hua was a stubborn stone, it also dissolved, coupled with the drive of desire, he only had his primitive instinct left, maybe this was wrong, but at the moment he couldn't think calmly about right or wrong. Maybe he still loves Wen Zixin in his heart, but his woman has been Lu Jing from beginning to end. The person who transformed him from a big boy to a man was Lu Jing, and the person who made him experience the feeling of a man again was Lu Jing, Wen Zixin had no place, but his heart was still Wen Zixin, is this too unfair to Lu Jing, but between feelings, how can there be fairness? If it is fair, what did Brother Snake get along with Lu Jing for more than ten years? Is this fair? Zhen Hua has loved Wen Zixin for nearly 30 years, but there has been no response, is this fair? There is no fairness in the relationship, only love and non-love, but the person Zhen Hua obviously loves is still Wen Zixin.

It's just that at this time, the person in his arms is Lu Jing, and he didn't let go, but accepted the other party's love, and Lu Jing had given him everything he had, and he accepted it all, but he didn't seem to have any plans to promise, nor did he plan to change his lover, he knew that in this life, it was impossible for him to give up the original love, but he accepted another love, maybe this is what is often said to be a scumbag now, but Zhen Hua didn't know it. Lu Jing was passive, she just offered her own kiss, but in exchange for Zhen Hua's surging offensive, passive acceptance, but she was also feeling the love she thought she thought she was in this madness, maybe she thought Zhen Hua was already expressing her love with her own actions.

Maybe the love she longs for has arrived, every girl has a love that she yearns for and longs for, that is the love they fantasize, it is not realistic, but it is also what she has been looking forward to countless days and nights. Although the wheels of the years have run over the days and nights, spring, autumn, winter and summer; The reincarnation of the passing years sent away the morning twilight, like the watery years; The steps of youth are gradually getting old, and they are no longer young. But she finally waited, it turned out that Zhen Hua had been stranded in her life, never went far, never left, and never had anyone to replace. In fact, all she needs is for the two of them to be together, to have a very comfortable feeling, and to hear each other's hearts even if they don't speak. Holding hands with each other, walking through the usual streets, no matter how far they go, they don't want to let go. The palms of the hands are warm, and it feels like they are sticking together. Perhaps, the palms of the hands are cold, but the other pair of hands can give you warmth, and then the hands of two people are warm together. That kind of warmth, like holding a cup of hot water in winter, isn't that what they are like at this time? Lu Jing could hear his heavy breathing, and she could also feel his violent heartbeat, it seemed that it was enough, she was content.

And in the end, it was just Zhen Hua half-lying on the bed, lighting a cigarette, and Lu Jing leaning on his arms. And at this time, there is no need for any explanation, any explanation will seem pale and weak, and those sweet words have never been Zhen Hua's strong point, so Zhen Hua simply shut his mouth, he can't explain anything, if he said that he made a mistake last night because of alcohol, then there is no excuse to excuse himself this morning, maybe he can attribute the mistake to desire, he was blinded by desire, but is this excuse valid? It can already be called strong words, and it is absolutely impossible for him to say such brazen words, he understands that now he has to accept Lu Jing, even if he returns to the previous relationship, he has no possibility of refusing, because in essence, he is still a conservative person, and he can't think of a person like himself, who else can accept it, it seems that only Lu Jing can tolerate himself, even if he knows that there is a person in his heart, he can love himself desperately, This in itself is an extremely difficult thing, but Lu Jing has done it, what can he say? Accept it, it's long overdue.

In fact, people who know his emotional experience should persuade him, Wen Zixin is not his good match, there is a woman who works hard for him, not to cherish it, it is a contempt for feelings, and it is an insult to that woman, but Lu Jing accepted it all, even regardless of the previous suspicions, what reason did he have to refuse? Of course, no one told him, because he was never willing to tell his feelings to others, and he was always alone in his heart, Wang Qiang was his best brother back then, but he also realized it later, or because he saw the clue, otherwise Zhen Hua would not have admitted it, so how could anyone tell him like this? These must be understood by himself, but he doesn't understand, he only knows that the person he loves most in his heart is Wen Zixin, completely ignoring how much the person lying in his arms loves him, even if he accepts Lu Jing, it is just from responsibility and guilt, not from the heart, the person he loves has never changed, but the woman in his arms is not aware at all, and even naively thinks that he has a place in Zhen Hua's heart, maybe there is, but it is just that little bit of pitiful guilt and responsibility, that is not love, It has never been, and Zhen Hua never wants to admit it.