Chapter Ninety-Five: Simple Love

It's a pity, no one cares, and they won't let others find out, the dilemma at this time, maybe only time can dilute the sadness, now they can only cry hysterically, expressing their inner pain, this is just a simple catharsis, and on the other hand, Zhen Hua didn't know at all, at this time, Zhen Hua didn't know that his will had been found out, he was still climbing the mountain leisurely, he and Lu Jing stopped and stopped, and also arrived at the camping location, the sky was completely dark, and there were large areas of black wanton Manyan sky, within a while, it was like a closed world, reaching out and not seeing five fingers, the black was suffocating, and Zhen Hua and Lu Jing had to stop their steps.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether Zhen Hua knows it or not, because sooner or later there will be a moment when the mystery will be solved, and the disguise and evasion he is doing now are actually just pushing back the time, but what's the use? After his soul returns to his hometown, won't Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin know? Impossible, after he is confirmed dead, his will can only take effect, and the two beneficiaries will naturally know about his death, so concealment and escape at this time are meaningless in itself, perhaps because he is used to escaping, so the first decision he made this time was to leave, and every choice he made after that was about leaving, because he stipulated from the beginning that he could only choose the option of "leaving".

In fact, no one knows, even Zhen Hua himself doesn't know, he is a person who faces everything alone, over the years, he has long been accustomed to being alone, he has faced too much alone, every time he can turn the danger into a disaster, only this time, it was God who did not spare him, and wanted to accept his life, he couldn't resist, but he also chose to bear the pain of waiting for death alone, unwilling to affect the two most important people to him, but the facts have proved that his departure has added to these variables, His departure is the biggest impact on Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin, but he has already come out, naturally there is no reason to go back, maybe he will fall in front of Lu Jing, but he will never fall in front of either Wen Zixin or Zhen Wenxin, he will not allow himself to fall in front of those two.

In fact, he has always had a subtle feeling for Lu Jing, this feeling comes from mutual understanding, and Zhen Hua can feel that when he and Lu Jing stay together, he will certainly think of Wen Zixin from time to time, but this feeling of ease and comfort cannot be brought to him by Wen Zixin, this feeling is very comfortable and intoxicating, maybe this is called suitable, they may be destined to be the right person for each other. But he still recognizes Wen Zixin in his heart, he has known Wen Zixin for 29 years, but when facing Wen Zixin, he is more nervous and uneasy, always blushing and heartbeat inexplicably, and sometimes even experiencing pain and happiness because of one of the other party's eyes, that kind of mood changes a lot, but Zhen Hua knows that this is called love, because only love can make people so uneasy, but this kind of feeling is far less real than the former, so Zhen Hua can only say subtle, Although he had acquiesced in their relationship, he still didn't dare to say it.

And Lu Jing was watching Zhen Hua busy at this time, it was not her turn to do such a thing as setting up a tent, Zhen Hua would naturally take the initiative to set it up, she didn't seem to need to do anything, just sit obediently on the side. Looking at Zhen Hua's sweaty appearance, she couldn't help but feel a kind of reality, she had never seen Zhen Hua so embarrassed, sweat soaked the neckline, Zhen Hua's footprints under the light were accompanied by sweat, the whole person seemed to have just been fished out of the water, but this kind of Zhen Hua was inexplicably real, Zhen Hua, who originally belonged to her, was like a saint who didn't touch the spring water with his fingers, but now Zhen Hua looks like a living person, a man who belongs to her.

In fact, Lu Jing's physical strength has long been overdrawn, she has been with her all the way, if it weren't for her amazing will, I'm afraid she would have fallen long ago, and now she is still in a state of detachment. She no longer has the strength to fiddle with right and wrong, even if she has a "non-divisive thought" about Zhen Hua, she can only be powerless, at this time she can only sit aside, watching Zhen Hua set up a tent, set up a boiler, and deliver food to her mouth, she has never experienced such a day, if it weren't for the fact that she had lost her strength, she would definitely pinch herself hard, but she was sure that this was not a dream, even if it was a dream, it was also a beautiful dream.

In the past days, when Zhen Hua took care of her, their lives had always been Zhen Hua's master, she was inside, when they lived together, she didn't even let Zhen Hua enter the kitchen, and all the affairs of the family were handled by her, Zhen Hua didn't say that she took care of her, she didn't even have the most basic care, but it was seventeen years ago, now it's different, they have all changed, Zhen Hua also knows how to take care of her, she is no longer a simple substitute, she also has her own place in Zhen Hua's heart, took the vegetable soup handed by Zhen Hua and took a sip timidly, but he felt very warm in his heart, maybe this is called happiness.

Happiness is the moment when the soul is moved, and the feeling of happiness is so simple, unlike the bright fireworks that flicker in the high sky, the dazzling brilliance gives people the warmth of the soul. It's very simple, when you are lost or sad, walk to her side and give her a hug, without hesitation, it is happiness, and even more, when she is tired and hungry, hand over a bowl of vegetable soup, which is also a kind of happiness. Life is simple and charming, and people's hearts are simple and happy; Learning to be simple is not simple. Before everything gets better, there are always some unhappy days, which may be long, or maybe just waking up. Cry to yourself, laugh to others, this is the so-called life, she has experienced hardship, and the only thing left should be love sweetness.

It's like a person who always looks up to and envy the happiness of others, and when he turns around, he finds that he is being looked up to and envied. Actually, everyone is happy. It's just that her happiness is often in the eyes of others. And Lu Jing's happiness has always been in Wen Zixin's eyes, whenever Wen Zixin hears this name, she will be jealous to the point of madness, because she got it, but she always ignores what she has gotten and envy others, so she is not happy, but now she is "plundering" the happiness that belongs to others, this happiness is very simple, and it is also what she is looking forward to.

It's as if it doesn't matter how long two people have been together, what matters is whether she has been in this person's heart or not. Some people stay in their hearts for a lifetime even if they are together for a day; Some people have not spent a day in their hearts even if they have been together for a lifetime. Zhen Hua belongs to the former, he has not been with Lu Jing for a long time, compared to Wen Zixin, it is like comparing a river with the sea, but he has been in Lu Jing's heart for half his life, and he is by Lu Jing's side at this time. In fact, happiness is like a fine piece of quicksand, which will slip away between your fingers inadvertently, and you can only feel happiness with your heart when you gently hold it; Happiness is also like a shadow behind her, imperceptibly affecting her and bringing her heart throbbing.

Some people are destined to wait for others, and some people are destined to be waited for. Lu Jing is the former, Zhen Hua is also the former, but Zhen Hua is also the latter. In fact, mountaineering and camping are just interludes between them, these interludes are all processes, just the spice of their feelings, in order to promote the relationship between the two, on the surface, the effect is significant, but both of them understand that after all, it is just the appearance.

Maybe now Lu Jing has the confidence to dilute Wen Zixin's impression in Zhen Hua's heart, and even she has the confidence to be able to keep pace with Wen Zixin, but she is also sure that she will never be able to erase Wen Zixin's existence in Zhen Hua's heart. One knows one's own position, just as one knows one's face, and this is the most sober consciousness. Washing away the lead is always better than applying grease and powder. So doing what can be done and doing it the best is the importance of being a person, so she has understood too well, where is the position? There is no need for Zhen Hua to say more, she knows it.

And between lovers, what they are most afraid of is not emotional, but a complete return to calm. Once everything is gone, it is the end of love. Seventeen years ago, they lost in peace, so although they are very tired now, but after tossing like this, they have a different kind of happiness, even if the sweat on Zhen Hua's head has not been wiped off now, but the smile on the corner of his mouth is particularly real, this is happiness from the heart, not because of what he did, but because after he was busy, there was a person who accompanied him to listen, this is the feeling of home, Wen Zixin has never brought him such a feeling, in fact, as early as unconsciously, He is already addicted to it, he has fallen in love with Lu Jing, maybe he didn't find it himself, but this is an indisputable fact.

If it weren't for the fact that he had accepted this relationship, how could he accept the existence of Lu Jing in his journey? The guilt originally hidden deep in his heart was not enough for him to make such a concession, it must be a mixture of feelings, otherwise Lu Jing would have been thrown away by him a long time ago, but he didn't know, and he didn't want to admit the existence of this relationship, and love will not last forever, just find an excuse, anyone can leave first, his excuse has already been found, Wen Zixin is his excuse, this Lu Jing also knows, so this is certainly love, but it is also a love that can be withdrawn at any time.

But what you like may not be suitable for you, always the best by your side, affectionate and long-term companionship, love does not need to be said, companionship is the most affectionate confession, I wish there are years to look back, and with deep affection. He has no other choice at this time, Lu Jing is his only option so far, and he has no reason to hurt a woman who loves him again, at the end of his life, don't be evil, the status quo is good, and he is content, so he still has Lu Jing in his journey.