Some people are used to it, used to the wrong love of the other party, so they can't bear the real love, Lu Jing is like this, her paranoia makes her unable to love Zhen Hua like this, but her persistence also makes her unable to let go of her love for Zhen Hua, in fact, she is a contradictory person, but the feelings are contradictory, because once the relationship has a contradiction, then what follows is loss, then she doesn't need to make a choice, but at this time she didn't make a choice, so she didn't think she could let go, If there was a trace of suspicion, suspecting that what he liked was just an imaginary bubble for so many years, then looking at Zhen Hua, who was sleeping in the tent not far away, he must have been sure that he liked it, but what about this? After all, it doesn't belong to her, and she doesn't accept Zhen Hua who belongs to her.

Some people say that whether it is a man or a woman, no matter how high the cultivation, once they encounter the most tempting environment, they may fall into derailment. This is true, after all, people have seven emotions and six desires. Psychological experts analyzed this: In the life of men, they will always desire two types of women in their hearts, one is the virgin type, kind and wise, and the other is the fairy type, romantic and delicate. Those who find the "Virgin" may have to look for the "fairy", and those who find the "fairy" will also look for the "virgin". She is Zhen Hua's other choice, but Wen Zixin is Zhen Hua's original choice, she has the ability to intervene in Zhen Hua's former feelings, yes, she did it, but she understands that what she loves is Zhen Hua's unswerving emotion, so she intervened in Zhen Hua's feelings, but now, everything has changed.

The change of love, no one can guess, she wants to be an interesting person, not to embarrass others, not to embarrass herself, but she found that she can't do it at all, because some things can be changed without hard work, just like the design of fifty yuan is good-looking, there is no one hundred yuan to like, even if Zhen Hua didn't love her, but it was also a hundred yuan in her heart, and now Zhen Hua fell in love with her, but in her heart it was not even worth fifty yuan, in fact, many things had been expected from the beginning. All the tossing and turning in the future is just to delay the end of the time, she never thought that one day, the ending needs to be chosen by herself.

Love is a precious thing, and it is not easy to maintain a relationship. Many people have the joy of love at first sight, but they do not have the company that they never get tired of for a long time. You know, in fact, many people's love is lost to a third party, a third party like her, but she didn't mean to, when she pursued Zhen Hua, she didn't know that Zhen Hua had a woman who loved so deeply, but when she knew, she was hopelessly in love with such a Zhen Hua, trapped in the quagmire, unable to extricate herself, and even spent seventeen years in a mess because of the separation with Zhen Hua.

In fact, for everyone who loves each other, love and suspicion are like light and shadow. Where there is light, there is shadow, and if there is love, there will be doubts and confusion. They are like a pair of twins, always coming to our hearts, like the sun shining through the gaps in the woods, casting dappled shadows on the ground full of fallen leaves. So love and suspicion are actually a kind of luck, and this is something she can't ask for, what Lu Jing asks for has never seemed to be love, her love is just an unrequited love plot, all she wants is that she likes Zhen Hua, as for whether Zhen Hua also loves her, this has never been in her plan, so in the face of Zhen Hua's love, she is happy, but she is also bored.

What she wants to get is people, she wants to get the soul but is defiled by herself, so she hates such a soul, in fact, the years have never been quiet, but someone is carrying the shackles for her, moving forward with tears, she thinks that she has survived the seventeen years with her own willpower, but in fact, if it were herself, she would have died in that primeval forest, she has been able to live in a mess all these years, all because of the protection of Brother Snake, everything she has been given by others, so why should she ask for it, she wants too many things, But what she gave was never what others needed, just like now, she got the person she loved, but she hesitated, and even disgusted, what qualifications did she have?

In fact, the person who can tolerate her exists, but the person who can tolerate her is Brother Snake, not Zhen Hua, Zhen Hua can choose her now, but this is not because of love, but because of suitability, Zhen Hua's response is hot because of guilt, and the immature, so-called "return", maybe this is love, this special love, many times it is a mistake, but in fact, she is just an excuse for Zhen Hua to let go of Wenzi's heart, she thinks too much, will Zhen Hua change her mind? Maybe it will, but could the object of Zhen Hua's change of heart be her? She is simply too confident in herself, but this kind of self-confidence has never been useful in Zhen Hua's body, because the person who has always eaten her to death is Zhen Hua, she has always been a loser, and now she is starting to dislike Zhen Hua, is this what she can do?

If Zhen Hua knows, I'm afraid he will laugh unconsciously, because it is suitable, so I want to love, this is not a choice question, but because of the beginning of a relationship, and the end of a relationship, but the party who chooses has always been Zhen Hua, so what is Lu Jing struggling with? When did she become the party who was eligible to choose? She can't decide tomorrow's rain or shine, her lover's stay or her lover, and what she can get in exchange for persistence at the moment, she's just a poor woman with a pathetic paranoia, so she doesn't deserve sympathy.

Zhen Hua can give a suitable emotion, and he can also withdraw such an ordinary relationship, which does not mean much to Zhen Hua himself, because Zhen Hua himself cannot love another person like he loves Wenzixin, this relationship starts from guilt and suitability, but if Lu Jing holds such an idea, then she does not deserve to have such a relationship that is almost charity. She is pathetic, the so-called poor people must have something hateful, maybe that's it, she just accepts it plainly, and she doesn't need to add so much drama to herself, because she has never been just an inconsequential character, and her disappearance is insignificant to anyone except Brother Snake, because her existence itself has no meaning, she has always been a person, her life is out of the crowd, so there are not many people who know her, but she hasn't done many things that make people go back and forth, People don't have any memory points, so what is she? An ordinary person who can't be more ordinary, she has her own seven emotions and six desires, her own willfulness and wantonness, but these can't be used by Zhen Hua, because Zhen Hua is not useful.

And the silence, so quietly slipped into the night of the sun, in the rhymeless length, looking at the thickness and depth of this night, the reflection is the heart of those long-lost dust is not stained to pure, peace of mind in a person's eternity, such purity lifted to the clouds, bathed in the light of the sun and the moon, wandering in the vastness of the stars, free travel, boundless and endless. And the heavens give life, but they can't give the opportunity to be reborn, so the love that once was, the people who once did, just left their lives like this, and the love that they were willing to defend was so unbearable that God was playing tricks on emotions? Or is it the fickleness and hypocrisy of human nature? In fact, it's not, it's just a choice, so, laughing and talking, like the love of the watery years, sighing, and the thoughts of the rain falling on the city. Flowers bloom, inch by inch tender love, flowers fall, wisps of sad broken intestines.

Because in everyone's heart, there is a hidden river of love flowing with the water of love, rippling in the river of love, appreciating the washing of calm and waves, feeling the taste of love water, either sweet or bitter, a lot of joy and helplessness, piled up into beauty and sadness, become a lifetime of indelible memories. So there is an amorous season, an amorous rain, and an amorous person. The thoughts of being lonely and sleepless, the thoughts of lonely moments, I don't know when we meet, the inexplicable mistake of love, but I can indulge in it and can't extricate myself, it's too bad, too bad for myself, and too bad for him, isn't it a kind of fate?

The greatest sorrow in life is that you can't see yourself clearly, are self-centered, are too persistent, and get lost in self-prejudice. If you don't have a casual mentality and ask for everything to do as you wish, then no environment can satisfy you. Only by straightening out the body and mind, using wisdom to dissolve the obstacles in the heart, and removing attachment, prejudice, and delusion, will all the troubles be cleared away. But in this scene of life, there are too many things that cannot be grasped. In that case, why not let yourself live this life freely and freely. Don't say anything about the annoyance in the world, and the white lotus blooms in my heart. Life encounters are more joyful, and the heart is free and easy. However, this passing by in life is not experiencing any catastrophe, but tempering a personality, do not exaggerate its loneliness and sadness, people live a kind of inner awakening, to understand the surroundings, to understand all the things that the wind can blow and the wind can't blow, all the reminders of life lie in the awakening of self, or be awakened by life.

So no matter where you go, don't lose yourself. Looking back once, after 17 years of time, looking back at the former mountain alliance and sea oath, it was as plain as water, and it had long disappeared at the end of sight. Time has turned yellow, and what can't be passed has passed. People live between gains and losses, gains and losses, and losses are gains. Therefore, life is like a glass of wine, you need to taste it carefully, you may feel bitter in your mouth, but it is mellow when you swallow it. There is no rut in life that cannot be passed, only too much that cannot be let go. Life is like a song, tactfully with a mediocre melody, playing the joys and sorrows of the world, we listen to it, feel it, and it is not a single years of coldness, but the real sense of life.