Wen Zixin snuggled in his arms, hearing this, the tears still did not stop, but now the tears are no longer sad, but excited, maybe because she loves it too much, so when she heard that Zhen Hua was hopeful, she couldn't hide the joy in her heart, in front of Zhen Hua, she had put down all the pretenses, and she didn't need the so-called reserve at all, she was just a woman who belonged to Zhen Hua, expressing her love and declaring her possession of Zhen Hua, which was enough. What she said before was just angry words, she never had the luxury of expecting Zhen Hua to receive treatment because of her words, she was just venting, venting her dissatisfaction, this is her right, but are such words effective for Zhen Hua? She had never thought about this question, because she instinctively thought that she could not change Zhen Hua's decision.

But Zhen Hua agreed to the treatment, maybe this was a wrong decision, now she wants Zhen Hua's company, so she desperately wants Zhen Hua to live, but what next? She knows the damage of chemotherapy to the body, Zhen Hua's aging speed will intensify, her hair will gradually fall out, and her body functions will gradually deteriorate, at that time, Zhen Hua will not be the Zhen Hua she loves now, it is just a waste person, without any capital worthy of love, in fact, she knows this, but she has not considered it, because what she wants now is just to leave a living Zhen Hua, not a dead lover, even if those painful things happen, she can't make any choice, Because it comes from the love of the present, but who can say for sure what will happen in the future? She can't promise the future, what she wants to believe is only now.

Love is a wonderful thing, true love between men and women is not achieved by the body or spirit, but only in the state of mutual integration of each other's spirit and body. And the two of them are together to be happy, and they break up to alleviate the pain, if one day Zhen Hua can't make her happy anymore, she can only leave. When she left, she was also in pain, but Zhen Hua was definitely more painful than her, because she was the first to say goodbye, and she was the first to pursue happiness. Everything has a price, and the price of happiness is pain. Escape, not necessarily hidden; Facing it, it is not necessarily the saddest. Loneliness is not necessarily unhappy; Get, not necessarily long. Losing doesn't necessarily mean not having it anymore, and it may be sad for some reason. However, you can find a reason to be happy, love is nothing more than to be happy. Two people cannot be happy, it is better to be happy than one; It is better to fulfill the happiness of one person than to make two people miserable.

There are no absolutes in everything, maybe one day, she will leave, but now I strongly hope that Zhen Hua can stay, maybe this is selfish, but no one will care, even Zhen Hua himself, he will not care, those who should leave will leave after all, and those who are willing to stay, they will love with all their might, this is a very simple and easy to understand thing. Love begins as temptation, and then turns into warmth. The warmth of love is the light that lights up at home at night, the medicine that is handed to your hand when you have a cold, the hand that caresses your shoulder when you are troubled, and the shoulder that you lean on when you are sad. Only when it is soft and warm, can we stay together for a lifetime.

And in everyone's heart, there is such a person, who is in love from afar. We may not be able to be together in this life, we may not have spoken a few words, and we have not eaten and watched movies together, but it is this distant person who has supported the most important and brilliant days of youth. So that the love in the future, when I think about it, there are no regrets and regrets, just warm memories. Zhen Hua was originally the person in her heart, and she still is, but in the future, she may also become the latter's regret, but in her memories, it is warm after all.

But in Zhen Hua's view, this is not the case, there is only one life, there is only one true love, and there is only one purpose: to enter the palace of marriage with the beloved. Don't be reckless, if you want true love, you must dare to bow your head; Stop being stubborn, if you want true love, don't break up lightly; Don't be picky, if you want true love, you have to be tolerant; If you stick to it and keep walking, you can be white-headed. Love her? That's until ever. It is precisely because of companionship that Zhen Hua chose to bear the pain, maybe death is an escape, and what he has done has always been an escape, but for the sake of Wen Zixin, for the love in his heart, he chose not to escape, and walked side by side with his lover, to the end of the world, and even the vicissitudes of life, even if this is unrealistic, but for the sake of her in his heart, it is inevitable to live.

Many years later, we have all found our own happiness and lived a satisfactory life in real love, but that year and that month, that innocence and sincerity, but people have repeatedly remembered that it is like a wisp of green smoke, always lingering in the heart. What has passed away is beautiful, and some people's figures have been calling in their dreams, but in the end, it is only in the deepest part of their hearts. And some people are thinking about a person, some people are waiting for a person, some people have a sensitive heart that rejects anyone, or rather, they are used to a person, he can no longer tell whether it is friendship or missed love, and now reality gives him the answer, there is no doubt that this is love.

Memories are a wonderful thing, they live in the past, they exist in the present, but they can affect the future. Don't dare to stretch out your hands because you are afraid of rejection, and miss love because you don't want to take the initiative, the greatest sorrow in the world is this. Life can't stand waiting, and love can't stand missing. What a wonderful fate it is to meet the right person at the right time, and everyone who doesn't know how to cherish it will end up with regrets. As the years change, they meet, grow, miss, age, and finally compromise and settle for reality. The fate of things is not human, and it is just an episode for her. Love is delayed, then be a better self first, love comes, still seems at a loss, this is sad, no, this is their reality.

If that day had been, the betrayal would have been a malicious joke. Leave the best things for the person who truly loves her, and fall and be depressed for someone who no longer has anything to do with him, then you will also miss the more beautiful scenery ahead. In the game of love, it is not terrible to be stripped of nothing, but it is terrible to lose even the courage to start over. That's just resignation, for Wen Zixin, he can be an incompetent waste, struggling in the hospital bed, spending the rest of his life, as long as he has Wen Zixin's company, he can accept it, and even enjoy it, but if Wen Zixin leaves one day, he will not have the slightest hesitation, and he can choose euthanasia in the hospital.

"If one day, you look at the waste on the hospital bed and feel disgusted, don't hide it, tell me, I will leave quietly, I don't want to be hated by you in the last days of my life."

Wen Zixin had stopped crying, looked at him with teary eyes, and thought, this may be what Zhen Hua is worried about, he wants him to live, but he may not be able to accept him like a waste. But Wen Zixin slapped Zhen Hua in the face fiercely.

"Don't say this kind of thing again, don't question my love for you, even if you become a ghost-hating existence, in my heart, you are also my lover, my favorite Zhen Hua, as long as you live, I will not leave you!"

Wen Zixin looked at Zhen Hua with a firm look in his eyes, which made him a little moved, and his whole body couldn't help trembling, maybe it was because of guilt, he said this, which in itself was a question of the love between them, Wen Zixin was not angry, he just woke him up with a slap and a word, what he should believe, what he should also understand, what the so-called love should look like: vigorous, desperate, is it considered love; Sticking to each other, holding hands to old age, is it considered love; Plain as water, respectful as a guest, is it considered love. True love should be two people, understand each other, respect each other, not entangled, not entangled, not possessive, and then accompany each other through a long, journey.

There are many things in this world that he can't do, a good body suddenly becomes seriously ill, a person who believes in it suddenly betrays you, a friendship that has been smiling for many years suddenly breaks down, and he suddenly cries when he was still smiling, and finally understands love, and the person who loves him very much suddenly stops loving. Everything is erratic, he is already seriously ill, but fortunately, his friendship and love have not left or betrayed because of his illness, they are Zhen Hua's greatest reliance, and they are also Zhen Hua's hope for life, because of them, so Zhen Hua chose to live.

Love is continuing with the heart, love is as deep as the heart, love is deep, get along with the truth, love is true, love is constant, there is a waiting, no matter when and where, with the heart as a companion; There is a kind of love, no matter the ends of the world, warm with affection; There is a light that can always illuminate the way home, there is a harbor, always a place for the soul to dwell, and there is a kind of concern that always lingers in the heart. The lights of thousands of homes, only that window, are the warmest; Thousands of miles of trekking, only that name is the most gentle, that name is, Wen Zixin.

The Buddha once said that the displacement of this life is for the sake of gazing in the next life. The exile in this life in the human world is to find the fate of the next life, so I gaze at the vast sea of people. Looking at the pedestrians on the street, in all the confusion, I can only try to open my eyes and look into the distance, and there is any throbbing of life in all hopes. All the past in this life carries the longing of the next life. I have been standing in the vast sea of people, and I have been looking hard, looking for a miracle that belongs to my own afterlife. No matter whether you drink Meng Po's bowl of forgetful soup or not, whether you turn around a few times by the bridge or not, no matter how many joys and sorrows you have in the previous life, the years of this life have passed, and what you want to get in exchange is the gaze of the next life. In the years, no one can stop it, but they can wait for their fate in the life that the years cannot change.

"I love you, I won't change in this life, I came to the world for decades, just to see you look back. It's good that you are in the whole world, and you can only hope that the rest of your life will be quiet. ”

With that, he kissed her on the lips heavily.