Chapter 125: Reason
Zhen Wenxin stepped on it again, Xu Xueya's flower-like face was already bloody and blurred, and Fang Zheng's eyes were red, this was what happened under his nose, what should he do? When the student's parents come to the door, how should he explain? What happens in the school, the responsibility is the school, and this is his duty, what can he do? He couldn't pay for a girl's appearance, at this moment he almost felt that his career had come to an end, but the next moment, he heard Zhen Wenxin's words, and even he had some selfish intentions, if he could, he hoped that Xu Xueya would continue to provoke Zhen Wenxin, if Zhen Wenxin could really make Xu Xueya's family ruined, then he could also pretend that he didn't see anything, because no one came back to him for trouble, and naturally no one would look for trouble with the school, this evil idea appeared in his mind in an instant, Maybe this is the nature of human nature.
As everyone knows, Zhen Wenxin has long expected it, maybe it is because he has seen many people clearly but he can't debunk them at will, he hates many people but he can't easily turn his face, sometimes life is to force himself to become obedient and pampered. So Zhen Wenxin knows what human nature is, she knows what Fang Zheng is worried about, in the end, Xu Xueya is just an ordinary student, and the relationship between them is just a normal teacher-student relationship, and it is not deep enough for either party to work hard for the other party, so as long as Fang Zheng has no worries, then Fang Zheng will eventually choose to compromise, at this time turning a blind eye is the best choice for Fang Zheng, Zhen Wenxin guessed it, so what she trampled on was only Xu Xueya, even if the other party was making disrespectful remarks, But has she ever done anything that the other person is doing substantial harm? So in the face of the cowardice of human nature, Fangzheng's choice is actually only compromise.
The more people you come into contact with and the more things you see, the more your soul will be shaken endlessly, and you will renew your self-awareness again and again. It turns out that this world is really cruel and indifferent, and human nature is ugly and absurd. I don't want to believe, I don't want to face it, and I don't dare to admit it, this is not an individual case but a normal situation, which has penetrated into every corner and people's soul. And everyone will say that they are tired of the boring life at this moment, but they never know what to do to escape from this dilemma, maybe this is the ugliness of human nature, procrastination, procrastination, procrastination. So what is it? In fact, it is just under the mask of hypocrisy, an ugly and hypocritical face, Fang Zheng is just one of the many living beings, how can he avoid vulgarity?
In fact, Zhen Wenxin is a kind person, even a person who doesn't care about small things, but kindness must have a bottom line, generosity must have principles, and indiscriminately only know how to be good to others, which will disappoint his own kindness. There is no doubt that Xu Xueya has touched her bottom line and provoked her again and again, if she doesn't fight back, then what is she? A little lamb to the slaughter? Obviously, she is not, and Xu Xueya at this time is more like the weakling, of course, Xu Xueya herself is weak, and she doesn't need to reveal it at all, but Xu Xueya forced her to make these choices, then the consequences are that Xu Xueya needs to pay, it is Xu Xueya who completely angered her, so how to vent her anger is her own business.
There was a strange power burning in her eyes, which shocked everyone who saw her; But most people can't tell the subtle differences. Perhaps this is the anger, but unfortunately the person who is bearing this anger is almost unconscious, and she has heard all the anger finally turn into a huge tsunami, indifferently rushing in her body, oppressing me and tearing her, and the only reason she has left falls apart in an instant. Maybe there was no one to coax her when she cried, but she learned to be strong; When she was afraid, she learned to be brave; No one asked when she was annoyed, and she learned to bear it. After all, when a person is working hard outside, there will always be some reasons for him to grow. And the boundless darkness, the boundless pressure, the inability to speak, the inability to vent, the desire to cry, the really want, not to let yourself fall ill, not to let yourself escape, but as a result, you don't get anything, it's better to be sick.
And benign hints will warm people's hearts; Vicious hints will be hated. In the public, in full view, he often unconsciously does stupid things, and an unintentional accusation may leave a permanent imprint on people, and some even linger on it for the rest of their lives. Make good use of benign psychological cues, and you will bear sweet fruits in life. Perhaps nothing in the world can last forever. But if it flows, it flows away; If it remains, it dries up; If it grows, it slowly withers. Some people say that most of the things in life are just like dandelions, floating and drifting away, leaving no trace at all, but there are some sincere things in life that are worth collecting, and in a short period of time, she washes away a lot of ups and downs, and she is willing to remember the most unforgettable and unforgettable memories. so that it holds her heart firmly. These memories will be the treasures of her life, but also the bad news of her life, irreplaceable and unforgettable.
And if a person has not felt the power of silence, the simple beauty and emotion, and is too slow to it, the heart will breed pain and eventually fall into the fence of emotion. Life is a silent sea without words. There are some things that don't have to be said at all; Some words, no matter how much you say, are useless. When self-awareness can accommodate all things in the world, the heart will find a kind of tranquility that dances with the world. The ocean of life rises and falls within her—life and death, pleasure and pain, it is intimately connected to it, and her heart is both full and empty, its vastness and profundity that embraces everything in this world and pushes the world far away. But the more light and breezy the parting, the more the sorrow of the midnight dream, the more free and easy the surface, the more painful the heart, and I also hope to live a simple and superficial life, but I still have a lot of thoughts. The world is a mirror that illuminates her heart, and what her heart is, the world is what it is. If she chooses to complain, her heart is full of pain, darkness and despair, but it is a pity that she can refuse this pain, because she can also escape it, or blame it on others, trample on the despair of others, and enjoy the distorted pleasure.
But in fact, everyone is looking for a little temporary happiness in eternal pain and struggle, and this is how to live. With this thought, I will become more indifferent in my heart, but life will be easier than before. And after experiencing the ensuing pain and experience, there are too many surprises, no matter how strong the wine is, even if you are drunk and unconscious, the pain hidden in the depths of your heart is still unspeakable. This is a feeling of powerlessness from the depths of her heart, regret is what she thinks, pain is what she thinks, and sadness is what she thinks. Can't get, can't read, can't think, can't complain, so her heart is gradually distorted, she tramples on a girl's dignity like this, there is no guilt in her heart, there is nothing more than pleasure, and this is just the beginning, she has not completely exploded. If she had suffered terrible torture in her heart, continued to live in pain, and been torn apart by the bayonets of despair, hatred and self-contempt, then Xu Xueya would have understood that in fact, her suffering was less than one percent of Zhen Wenxin's, and she didn't know whether she was alive or dead, Zhen Wenxin, she should have thought of such a result a long time ago, maybe this was her sorrow.
The pain of not being able to communicate with the soul when you are lonely, the dullness of emotions that cannot be vented, the cold loneliness of no home in the depths of the white clouds, the bitter smile that is unbearable in the high places, the glue when the inner world conflicts with the external environment, and the confusion before enlightenment. But not all pain can be screamed, sometimes it is a big grin, it is not really that there is no pain, but the hurt is hidden deep in the heart and does not want others to see their vulnerability. And the reason for each collapse seems to others to be making a big fuss, and only I know in my heart how many kilograms of sadness this straw has crushed. In fact, no one knows, the person who was humiliated was Xu Xueya, but the person who collapsed was Zhen Wenxin, because Xu Xueya, Zhen Wenxin's last trace of reason, was also completely torn, that reason, that discouraged heart that returned to peace, so she collapsed, and now she is actually completely dominated by anger.
But in the long journey of life, there may be God's favor or disaster to strike. Attitude is at this time to determine the future direction of life, to determine everything. Saion's indifference to the loss of horses, a famous saying of a great man "victory is not arrogant, defeat is not discouraged", one in exchange for more horses, the other created a new China. Zhongyong's pride and complacency about talent, Van Gogh's passivity and gloom about life, one from genius to mediocrity, and the other ended his young life with a pistol. Time, and between drinking and singing, all the melancholy was dried, and the hand reached out to put that touch of melt temperature into the palm of the hand, which was a precipitated harvest and shining; Looking back, perhaps, the time is quiet, each other is good, and a warm flower is left in the heart, so it is okay. After coming into contact with the evil and dark edge of society, get back up, set a new goal in life, live strongly, and give up safely, stick to a detachment, no matter how the worldly life changes, no matter how the personal choice is, no matter how heavy the things in your hands are, even if you are brave to escape, although sad and gratifying. She can only go to the depths of life as usual, and she can only give up gradually as usual, and gradually become firm, but unfortunately someone stopped her.
She was losing all the time, losing time, losing life, losing wealth, losing opportunities. She also wants to work hard to have more wonderful, but unfortunately she only has two hands, so she must learn to choose and learn to give up. To be clear about what she doesn't need, if the desire of the heart is too great, she wants to grasp everything, and she may not be able to grasp anything in the end, so she must completely destroy the people who are blocked in front of her, and only in this way can she calm the anger in her heart, so there should not be any obstruction in front of her, if there is, then this kind of obstruction is a provocation to her life, and the joy of life is not only excellent and independent. The years of anger and hatred have annihilated countless years of green shirts, hanging high in the forest wind, and new rain has been added to Huafa. Half of the city is overwhelmed, half of the song Lanting is played and sung, the song condenses a few rivers and autumn water, and the tears are full of thousands of thoughts and sorrows. The sky of the blue boat roars to the streamer, and the mountains and rivers witness the vicissitudes of life.