Chapter 127: Alone

So, she watched, Fang Zheng left, Zhen Wenxin left, Chen Biao and the others left, even her so-called "sisters" left, Xu Xueya lay on the ground helplessly and gasped, thinking that she had no way to get up by herself, she was completely abandoned, but what could she do? The floor was stained with her blood, her body was weakened by blow after blow, she lay on her stomach on the floor of the classroom, gasping, longing for hope of life, but who could lend her a hand at this time? There is no one, there can be no one, if there is, it is equivalent to declaring war on Zhen Wenxin, it is impossible for anyone to be willing, so she can only watch her blood flow on the ground, her life is passing quietly, what can she do? Maybe she really knew that she was wrong, but it was too late, if no one was willing to lend a hand, she might not be able to see her family bankrupt, nor could she see her face ruined, maybe it was also a celebration.

The recess was not long, but with the departure of Zhen Wenxin and others, no one dared to step into the classroom, even if the class bell had already rang, and the teacher was already standing at the door of the classroom, but what he saw was an empty classroom, calling students into the classroom, but no one heard him, because he didn't know what was going on here, so he walked into the classroom and saw Xu Xueya lying in a pool of blood, so he rushed out of the classroom and called the students to carry Xu Xueya to the infirmary. I also called the emergency number, but no one listened to him, everyone was indifferent, looking at him coldly, and similarly, they also looked at Xu Xueya coldly, no one stepped forward to help, and the so-called "sisters" had already run away, they all asked the head teacher for leave under the pretext of sending Li Xuan to the infirmary, as for why Li Xuan was injured, they didn't dare to say much, they were completely cowardly, and Xu Xueya's life and death no one dared to care, so only the teacher was busy. carried Xu Xueya to the infirmary.

And on the way to the infirmary with Xu Xueya on his back, he saw the classmates outside the classroom, but the classmates looked at him without any respect for the teacher, let alone any "worship", but some only had pity, he didn't understand, but human life was at stake, and he couldn't take care of it too much, but could he really save Xu Xueya? Zhen Wenxin's answer is no, but Zhen Wenxin didn't stop him, Zhen Wenxin watched him leave with Xu Xueya on his back, but Zhen Wenxin didn't stop it, because Zhen Wenxin knew that Xu Xueya's life should be kept, and she would keep it to see the next plot, she had already told Xu Xueya that she wanted to deprive everything, so Xu Xueya would watch the boys who were originally dedicated to her disappear, and even avoid it, and would also watch the originally happy family perish, as for what Xu Xueya can do driven by human nature, No one knows, and the boy who angered Zhen Wenxin last time was forced by his parents to stay in the Cowherd shop, of course, the boy's parents also worked in that Cowherd shop, and the whole family worked in that Cowherd shop to pay off debts, as for what Xu Xueya will experience next, no one knows, of course, no one will care about a disfigured girl with a bad personality, so Xu Xueya is no longer tolerated by the world, she herself has a deep understanding, except for this solid and reliable shoulder at this time, It seems that there is no point in staying in this world anymore.

And what is Zhen Wenxin doing now? It's just repeating what she used to do at school, she wants to be a good student, have no quarrel with the world, and indulge in the sea of learning, but Xu Xueya's approach has broken her illusions, she can continue to insist on her fantasies, but in that case, she will only be a street rat that everyone shouts and beats, she has lost her edges and corners, she is undoubtedly the object of everyone's bullying, she continues to be her eldest sister, continues to skip classes, continues to live a carefree life, she can live heartlessly, this is not the right given to her, This is just the result of her independent choice, and no one can stop it, because there is no one who really cares about her anymore, there is no one, maybe there is one person, Zhen Wenxin thought of a person, but that person and her are two worlds after all, she admits that she once had a momentary heartbeat, but the people who really walked into her heart are actually only two people, one is Zhen Hua, and the other is Wen Zixin, but these two people have disappeared, and there is no news, she doesn't want to ask for it, continue like this.

In fact, now she is not bad alone, without the constraints of her elders, she is still a lawless second ancestor, her pocket money has not been cut off, she doesn't need to worry about money, as Zhen Hua's daughter, the resources of the Zhen Group are almost at her disposal, isn't destroying Xu Xueya just a call to her sister Xiao Yu. Since Xiao Yu joined the company, I have known her, many times Zhen Hua's affairs do not need the help of the secretary, so for a long time, Xiao Yu couldn't tell whether she was Zhen Hua's secretary or Zhen Wenxin's secretary, but although Zhen Wenxin was arrogant, she had always been called Xiao Yu's sister, and there was no element of command in her words, and over time, she regarded Zhen Hua as her father, and Zhen Wenxin was more like her sister, so when she received a call from Zhen Wenxin, she heard Zhen Wenxin's cold toneFeeling the imminent outburst of anger, she was also angry.

The security company founded by Xu Xueya's father has also suffered completely, with the status of Zhen's group, it is not a problem to acquire a security company, but Xiao Yu's methods are dirtier, which is personally trained by Zhen Hua, Zhen Hua once said to her: "If you let your opponent have a chance to turn over, then from the beginning, you will lose, or you will not move, and you will be thunderous if you move." ”

is this sentence, Xiao Yu benefited a lot, and after listening to this sentence, each of the acquisition plans that Zhen Hua gave her was completed very beautifully, at that time, she was only three years old, and what Zhen Hua handed over to her was not a simple acquisition, but the acquisition of the rival company, Zhen Hua wanted that the other party had nothing, and she achieved it perfectly, which seemed incredible to Zhen Hua, so she stayed by Zhen Hua's side for ten years, and everyone thought that she had some ulterior secrets with Zhen Hua, Even if everyone knows the affection between Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin, the male boss and the female secretary will always remind people of some impure relationships, especially after some things chasing after the wind and shadows, but she knows that she and Zhen Hua are almost a father-daughter relationship, which is absolutely impossible, of course, she does not deny that if she is asked to choose a man, Zhen Hua is undoubtedly the first, but she is not as self-conscious as Lu Jing, being a secretary and being a "daughter" is actually a kind of satisfaction.

Of course Zhen Wenxin didn't know, in her impression, Sister Xiao Yu was upright and old-fashioned, chilling, and even sometimes more serious than her father, without a little of a woman's gentleness, of course, she didn't have this either, and Wen Zixin didn't exist, among the women she knew, there seemed to be no one who could touch the word "gentle". And she herself can't be compared with normal girls, and she doesn't need to be a twisted little woman, just like now, skipping school with her brothers, in the video game hall, in the mahjong hall, in the billiards bar, isn't it good? That's what every student thinks, if they have time, go to a concert, watch a movie premiere, or party at a music festival, will anyone be willing to say no? Presumably not, but this is also a time to give up studying, but what is the purpose of learning? She didn't know that there weren't many people who could answer this question, and since there was no one to answer and no one to restrain her, she just did it.

In fact, this is also a kind of sadness, because the most painful thing in the world is that when she cares about this person, this person has left her, and when she finds that she is about to forget, it appears in her life again, and this life has nothing to do with them. Maybe that's it, the children who don't care about it are all compassionate, and the more they grow up, the more lonely they become, the more they feel that no one will accompany her all the time, but can only walk near or far, because of the character, because of the distance, people will change the direction as they walk, go against the grain, and gradually drift away, leaving only her alone. In the journey of life, there are always too many passers-by, just accompanying a footprint, and then disappearing without a trace. She just got through this period in advance, but in fact she is just one of them, everyone will go through it, sooner or later, but sometimes, her heart is like a knife, but she wants a bright smile, she is very fragile, but she behaves so strongly, tears roll in her eyes, but she tells everyone that she is fine.

At this moment, her performance is actually not much different from usual, laughing unscrupulously, living unscrupulously, she is arrogant, but she has arrogant capital, but is she happy? Perhaps, if the short-term joy can be called happiness, then at this moment, she is happy, and after this short time, in fact, she is just an empty and helpless little girl, Maybe time is really the best span in this world, let the pain become pale, let the persistent people choose to leave, and then go through the vicissitudes of life, she will also understand that everything is fate, and no one can help it. Then he vigorously put aside the shackles of the world, and in the contempt of others, he went to paint the last trace of possibility in despair, but he fell asleep with family affection, and never woke up from eternal hibernation. However, people must always have sustenance, dreams, and expectations in order to live with peace of mind, nourishment, calmness and perseverance. When a heart is soaked in indifference, numbness, ignorance, and estrangement, how it is groaning, struggling, searching. Yes, it is still seeking, this cold and lonely heart that has been shaken in the wind and rain of the world is still looking for the understanding, recognition, appreciation, and care of others.

Maybe the world is so big, but there is no place for her for a long time, she can only keep floating, drifting with the flow, as for where it will eventually drift, maybe no one will know, even she herself doesn't care about this problem, no surprise, no pain, no tears. Some are just calm, an incomprehensible but extraordinary calm, and that feeling is just like the song says: if the heart is dead, the pain is not felt. So familiar.