Chapter 102: Qi Nian, I want to see you one last time
Could it be that she cheated on her husband?
Bai Tanxia couldn't help but have such a ridiculous idea in his heart, but combined with all the things he remembered, he felt that the possibility was very high.
After eating lunch, he didn't know the taste of the food in his mouth, and Bai Tanxia was full of thoughts about having parents.
"If I hadn't taken Ning Qingzi, you thought you would be sitting here?"
Xie Dan's words appeared in her mind again, which made Bai Tanxia's heart gradually lose her confidence, and the chopsticks poked on the rice in front of her, falling into the first few pits.
So what is she, is she a liar who conceals her true situation and deliberately approaches her husband?
Are they really not in love with each other as Xie Dan said?
The more Bai Tanxia thought about it, the more cases of marriage fraud came to mind, thinking of those women who clinged to wealthy families for money and status, but they didn't want to believe that they might be one of them.
But if she is not, how can she explain that Xie Dan hates herself so much? And those words......
The doubts that were suppressed some time ago couldn't help but open the gap between their thoughts and pop up, occupying Bai Tanxia's already chaotic brain.
The heart also followed up and down, and it couldn't be implemented.
Too many questions need answers, but there is no perfect answer in the shattered memory.
Bai Tanxia pursed her lips and sat on the chair, even more reluctant to admit that her birthday, including the past, was an illusion.
She could feel that her husband loved her.
But if Song Qinian knew that he had actually deceived him, he might even have deceived him more, to the point that he still couldn't remember......
If he knew this, wouldn't he have stopped himself?
Thinking that Song Qinian's eyes became disgusted and indifferent when he looked at him, Bai Tanxia's heart seemed to hurt badly.
She asked herself, but she couldn't find an answer.
I just felt that everything in front of her was like a mirror, and as soon as she stretched out her hand, she scattered and there was nothing left.
A few days have passed, and life has almost felt like a dream.
Song Qinian's worries are increasing day by day, even if his face does not change, he can see that he is a little out of state during this time.
And Bai Tanxia is more and more concerned about his lost memories, and most of them are well-behaved and soft responses when facing Song Qinian, and they have lost those liveliness.
An invisible wall spanned between the two, like a moat separating them.
This is not a kind of torture, Song Qinian knows this in his heart.
Maybe taking the initiative to face it is the best choice, he thought to himself, so he reached out and wanted to take his mobile phone to call the doctor, wanting to take Bai Tanxia for a comprehensive examination.
The phone rang first.
【Ning Qingzi】
The name that hadn't appeared for a while lit up on the screen, and Song Qinian frowned after just looking at it.
He didn't answer, but the other party persevered, the second time, the third time.
It wasn't until the fifth time that Song Qinian finally connected.
"I told not to contact again—" he said coldly.
"Qi Nian." Ning Qingzi was aggrieved with a crying voice, and her tone was floating. "I want to see you, Qi Nian."
She has always spoken softly, and speaking at the moment feels like two people.
Song Qinian frowned, sensing that something was wrong, "You know it's impossible." ”
"But I want to see you—" Ning Qingzi raised her voice.
She seemed to be moving, and Song Qinian heard footsteps, followed by the whistling wind.
“……”
"Consider it my last wish, okay?"
Ning Qingzi's voice was like duckweed floating in the water, with a little melancholy.
After hearing this, Song Qinian subconsciously had a bad premonition in his heart, and he concluded that Ning Qingzi's state was wrong at this moment.
"Don't make a fuss, Ning Qingzi." He didn't want to be entangled with the other party.
Song Qinian's voice sank, and his tone was slightly serious, but he never thought that such a reaction would anger Ning Qingzi even more.
"I didn't make a fuss."
Ning Qingzi sat by the window, looking at the traffic under her feet, and her voice was suddenly calm and surprisingly calm.
"I'm on the forty-first floor of the Senjing Hotel, room 608."
"I want to see you before I jump."
This time, she didn't give Song Qinian a chance to speak, but hung up the phone first.
Listening to the obvious suicidal intent revealed in the other party's words, Song Qinian frowned and pushed it back, but he could only hear the other party's prompt sound of turning off the phone.
He glanced at the sky outside, and there were already signs of dimness.
It was almost time to get off work, and Secretary Li was about to hand over the last few jobs at hand to the president.
She stood at the door of the office and just raised her hand before she knocked on the door, when she saw that the door was suddenly opened from the inside, and then Song Qinian almost strode away, walking past her with the wind.
Even Secretary Li felt that Song Qinian's appearance was very rare and confusing.
Song Qinian went straight to the underground parking lot, and Tang Zuo was already waiting in the car.
"President, ...... are we?"
Seeing Song Qinian getting into the car, Tang Zuo was also at a loss for a moment, and subconsciously glanced at the time, thinking that he had misremembered.
Song Qinian's face was very bad, and the pressure of his body was amazingly low.
"Go to the Senjing Hotel."
The sky was yellow, and the dark clouds gradually increased.
It's like it's going to rain a lot, and even before the sun sets, the clouds can't wait to cover it up tightly.
I can't even see a little bit of sunlight, and it's gloomy and depressing.
Bai Tanxia stood by the window staring at such a sky, and her heart was also heavy.
She always cared about the memory in her heart, and she cared about whether she had deceived Song Qinian.
That's a couple of days.
"Madam," Steward Wang also looked at her in a bad mood these days, and finally couldn't help but open her mouth when she stood aside. "If you have a quarrel with your husband, it may not be a bad thing to try to communicate."
She also looked at her age, and saw that the two of them were not in the right state in the past few days, and thought that there was a contradiction that she didn't know.
So the words of advice were also bitter, and looking at Bai Tanxia's eyes were full of worry.
"If there is anything to say between husband and wife, it must be clearly stated, and it is taboo to affect the relationship."
Steward Wang's words suddenly stabilized Bai Tanxia's restless heart in the past few days.
She looked down and thought for a moment, "You're right. ”
No matter what happened before, she did deceive Song Qinian.
Bai Tanxia didn't know why she had hidden these things from her husband before, but now that she knew this, she had to tell the other party well.
She believes that Song Qinian is in love with her.
As long as you explain things frankly and clearly, your husband may forgive herself.
Bai Tanxia, who had made up her mind, immediately took out the phone and called Song Qinian.
The answer over there was very fast, and there was still a slight surprise in his tone. "Xia Xia? Why call me at this time? ”
"Husband, I have something to say to you." Bai Tanxia bit her lip, and did not forget to emphasize again. "Very important words."
"You say." Song Qinian's calm voice reached his ears through his mobile phone.
Bai Tanxia opened his mouth, but there was no sound again, and the uncertainty in his heart came out again at this moment.
"It's inconvenient to say on the phone." She pursed her lips and glanced at the sky outside, as if she could already see a thunderstorm brewing in the dark clouds.
"When are you coming back?" I want to meet with you and say. ”
But there was silence on the subject.
"Husband?" Bai Tanxia shouted again.
Song Qinian agreed in a low voice, "Maybe...... Go home late. ”
Ning Qingzi disrupted his schedule.
He didn't want to pay attention to the other party, but thinking of the phone call and the other party's intention to commit suicide, Song Qinian had to go.
"Okay-" Bai Tanxia was slightly disappointed and a little deflated.
But the little girl quickly cheered up again. "Then husband, when you come back, slow down, I think it's going to rain heavily, be careful not to get wet."
She concentrated on telling Song Qinian, worried that he would catch a cold.
But this concern was like a long whip, which was whipped on Song Qinian's heart.
It's not a lot of intense pain, but the stone enters the surface of the lake, and the guilt is like a ripple that keeps rising, and it lasts for a long time.