28. Scattered
The sun was too big, so Zhao Wangsheng asked Ren Qiaoan to sit on a wooden bench in the shade of a tree on the side of the road, and went over to buy marshmallows by himself.
"Wait for me here, I'll buy it."
As soon as he turned around, Zhao Wangsheng's mobile phone rang.
Ren Qiaoan happened to see the remarks on the mobile phone, and the caller was Zhao Wangsheng's boss, the oldest middle-aged man in the club last time, Ren Qiaoan had seen it and remembered him.
Now on holidays, his boss suddenly found Zhao Wangsheng, it seems that it is another important "Party A's trouble", but I don't know if it has anything to do with Lu Wenwen.
Sure enough, Zhao Wusheng said some words in his mouth, but his brows furrowed more and more, and he even forgot the marshmallow he wanted to buy, and walked straight back.
The boss of the marshmallow saw that Zhao Wusheng didn't pay, and he just walked to Ren Qiao'an who was not far away, so he didn't call him, and put on the bag and put it aside to show it first.
"Is there something wrong?" Ren Qiaoan asked, guessing in her heart that the amusement park would not be long away.
Zhao Wusheng put away his mobile phone and said, "I'm going to meet with us this afternoon, saying that we're going to play golf together, and we're ...... The directors of the group are also going. ”
In this way, it is a very important thing, at least today's lunch and afternoon golf, the boss specially played Zhao Wangsheng, which means that Zhao Wangsheng must accompany him.
Ren Qiaoan is not a vexatious person, living in this big city, sometimes being troubled by others, it is better than no one looking for you.
So, she nodded and said, "It's okay, you can go." ”
"Qiaoqiao, I'm sorry, I said I wanted to accompany you today......" Zhao Wangsheng felt guilty and said, "I asked, there is no Lu Wenwen." ”
He automatically confessed that this kind of thing is actually really wonderful, whether it is voluntary or forced, as long as there is one time, the next time will be scared.
Ren Qiao'an could see more than Zhao Wusheng, shook his head with a smile, and said, "There is no way to do it with her, do you want you to let your entire department drink the northwest wind for me?" ”
"Go quickly, even if you want to separate, you need to give each other a decent buffer time, don't be too decisive in doing things."
She knows the importance of Lu Wenwen, Zhao Wangsheng's department has not lost dividends in the past two years because of Lu Wenwen's "care", and now Zhao Wangsheng wants to draw a line with her, it is simply impossible, otherwise it will harm innocent others.
In a thousand words, Zhao Wangsheng made a mistake in this head, and he couldn't let other colleagues follow him to suffer the consequences, so Zhao Wangsheng would not be able to do it in Wankun.
Her words made Zhao Wusheng even more guilty, and proposed: "Then I'll send you back first?" ”
"No, I still want to play again, it's rare that I'm in the mood today, and it's not easy to buy tickets." It's really not easy, the amusement park is newly opened, many people are queuing up to make reservations, and it's also rare for them to have these two tickets.
The most rare thing is that Ren Qiaoan is in the mood today, she hasn't come out to play for a long time.
But these two are rare, they must give Zhao Wangsheng a chance to make way, Ren Qiaoan asked Zhao Wangsheng to go first, Zhao Wangsheng said before leaving, "I'll pick you up then", but they couldn't say clearly, when Zhao Wangsheng would come back.
Business entertainment, lunch together and then golf, dinner and drinking together, in short, can't catch up with Ren Qiao'an wants to go home.
After going through so much, she herself knows best that she and Zhao Wangsheng were no longer on the same runway as early as the time he shot her.
Scattered by him.
……
In fact, as soon as he left, Ren Qiaoan wanted to go back, but she hadn't been in contact with the crowd for a long time, so she just sat and watched their joy, which felt good.
On weekends, most families come to play, and there are also young couples who snuggle up to each other, just like Zhao Wangsheng and himself just now.
I just don't know if one of them has ever been hurt by the other.
Probably not, right?
Ren Qiaoan thought that she might be the only one in the world who could erase the hatred of the six steel bullets with a smile, just for Zhao Wangsheng to be a "scumbag".
Looking at them, Ren Qiaoan thought of her before, when her father was free, he also took her and her mother to the amusement park to play, just like Zhao Wangsheng said, the marshmallows at that time were not so bells and whistles, but they were sweeter than now.
Zhao Wusheng never knew that the amusement park was not pleasant for her, and on the way back from the amusement park, when her parents quarreled in the car, and her father was going to drag her mother to death, the marshmallow would not be sweet.
She was asleep at the time, but vaguely remembered that the topic of their quarrel was because her father wanted a second child.
The mother is resolutely reluctant to regenerate, saying that regeneration hurts the body, and that regeneration is not necessarily a boy.
It may be that this sentence stimulated Dad, deliberately twisted the steering wheel, the car spun around on the road, and a small car hit him, Dad subconsciously turned the body, and her mother died in that car accident.
Ren Qiao's hatred in peace of mind was hard to extinguish, her mother's death appeared in front of her eyes again, the co-pilot's door was hit on the trunk of a tree, and it was dented in a large section, and her mother was stuck inside, covered in blood.
Mom began to talk to her about where to put her dress, how to tie her own hair, how to fold the towel when she ran out, how to keep her personal belongings, and so on.
At that time, she didn't understand why her mother talked so much, she was already seriously injured, but she still had to waste her physical strength.
Maybe my mother herself knew that life had come to an end, so when her last breath choked in her throat, she said one last word, and then she didn't even close her eyes.
But Ren Joan didn't hear what the last sentence was, and she thought it might not be that important, before she was almost starved to death by her father by the trash can.
She has always believed that it doesn't matter if she doesn't hear clearly.
After all, their final conclusion was to give up her daughter.
But in the middle of the night, she tossed and turned, and she sickly remembered what she said at that time, but after all, she found nothing.
On that empty road, her father held her mother's body and cried all the time, and even now, he still blames himself for it.
It's really ridiculous to think about it now, obviously he drove the car to such a remote place by himself, so the ambulance couldn't arrive in time, and her mother was consumed alive.
Over the years, he has been like an affectionate husband, immersed in the death of his wife and unable to extricate himself.
A man is really a greedy and contradictory animal.
Now it seems that Zhao Wangsheng, who grew up with her since childhood, also conforms to this conclusion.
Ren Qiaoan suddenly found that in the amusement park in front of her, there were so many harmonious families and couples frolicking with each other, so that she couldn't feel the love and yearning of the world.
She began to disengage from them, like a film of loss called the Lost, that enveloped her, and she couldn't feel the happy atmosphere.
She began to experience symptoms of depression.