51. A pack of instant noodles

"Qiaoqiao, it's not that you're bad, it's just that Wenwen can help me improve my status in Wankun Group as soon as possible, and ...... My dad promised me that he would marry my mom as long as I could have status. Zhao Wangsheng was worried that she thought she was not good, so he immediately cleared up Ren Qiao'an's relationship: "You also know, my mother has suffered a lot. ”

So in this so-called derailment and breakup, Ren Qiaoan did not lose to the girl named "Wenwen", but to Zhao's mother.

Ren Qiao'an suddenly felt a little more comfortable, Zhao's mother endured humiliation and humiliation in order to give birth to Zhao Wangsheng, fake marriage, and suffered a lot, including her loss of her life reputation.

At that time, having a child out of wedlock would be joked, and Zhao Wangsheng would also be looked down upon by others, she was married but kept her loyalty to Zhao Wangsheng's father, and when she divorced, in order to ensure that Zhao Wangsheng could study safely, she lost half of her life's belongings.

Ren Qiaoan also heard Zhao Wangsheng inadvertently say later that Zhao's mother even sold the love token between her and her biological father, so as to ensure that Zhao Wangsheng could live until now.

His titular father, it is said that a few days before Zhao Wangsheng's college entrance examination, he once wanted to find someone to break Zhao Wangsheng's legs, ruining the future of his life.

At that time, Zhao's mother was also single-handed, and she didn't know what method she used to settle the incident in the past, but she only knew that she never had trouble with Zhao Wang's mother and son later.

Ren Qiao'an's feelings for Zhao's mother are very complicated, unlike the third party in her impression, no matter in marriage or outside marriage, she has never used her beauty to fight for any benefits for herself, and if a man has crooked thoughts about her, she can also scold her back like a shrew.

was so frightened that those people didn't dare to make a mistake in front of her.

It is not an exaggeration to say that she is a heroine, she will earn it again when her family wealth is scattered, others laugh at her cheaply, she also gritted her teeth and pressed Zhao Wangsheng not to let cause trouble, she should live.

Ren Qiaoan encountered so many things, it was his mother who enlightened her, otherwise she would have lost hope in life a long time ago.

However, it is a fact that his mother deceived her husband in marriage, and it is also a fact that Zhao Wangsheng's biological father has been derelict in his duties over the years.

Even if Zhao Wangsheng did not explicitly state his father's information, in Ren Qiao'an's opinion, his father may already have a family.

"Forget your life, do you want to discuss it with your aunt?" Ren Qiaoan reminded him: "Maybe what Auntie wants in her heart is not to reunite with him?" ”

She is also a woman, and the position she is in now is actually exactly the same as her aunt back then, except that Zhao Wangsheng is a little stronger than his father, and he did not lie to her until she was pregnant to marry someone else, so that she could only find an "honest man" to take over.

Last time, because of a pack of instant noodles, she forgave Zhao Wangsheng and Lu Wenwen for what happened before, but this time, even if Zhao Wangsheng didn't say it, they couldn't go on.

After all, men and women who are not related by blood want to become a family, except for a marriage certificate, there seems to be no better choice.

However, the conditions of the marriage certificate are too harsh and not suitable for them at all, and Ren Qiaoan doesn't want that piece of paper to prove to the world that she still has a family.

In fact, there is another possibility that she and Zhao Wangsheng became a family, Ren Qiaoan suddenly remembered that year, and she only felt disgusted.

She's not uncommon.

She grew up under the care of Zhao's mother since she was a child, and with her understanding of Zhao's mother over the years, she may not want to see that man again, a man who can marry someone else and let her endure decades of infamy.

"Perhaps...... Auntie didn't want to see him. Times are different, even if they are open and free now, it doesn't mean that my aunt still wants to be this "third party".

Zhao Wangsheng wanted to say that he had doubted it, but when he saw the photos of his mother and father who had fallen in love with each other, he firmly believed that his mother loved his father.

His silence let Ren Qiaoan know what he meant, and she only said one word, and she would not strive for a result based on reason.

She was not a virgin, she loved to persuade people to do good.

Nothing more to say, he got up and walked to the door, ready to leave.

It's ridiculous to say that she lives in this "home", and when she leaves, there is only a small suitcase in it, which is only her books, and her summer, only two cotton silk skirts, two T-shirts and shorts, all of which do not take up space.

All that's left is to take a bag of instant noodles.

After opening the door, Ren Qiaoan had already stepped out of the door with one foot, but she hadn't heard Zhao Wangsheng say anything to keep her.

Stopped, Ren Qiaoan didn't look back: "Zhao Wusheng, do you remember the year you saw me eating instant noodles?" ”

Ren Qiaoan doesn't eat instant noodles, the reason is very simple, when she was so hungry that she couldn't do it, she once picked up a pack of leftover instant noodles eaten by others next to the trash can.

The bag of instant noodles was rotten, and it had rained the day before, and the bag of instant noodles had been soaked into batter by the rain.

She was so hungry that her eyes lit up when she saw the instant noodles, and she rushed up desperately to eat the packet of instant noodles.

There is sand and muddy water in the noodles, and it is difficult to eat.

But if she didn't eat, she would die, she was so hungry that she couldn't stand up, and after eating this, she had the strength to stand up and rummage through the trash can and find some other food.

The leftover watermelon rind from others yesterday, I hope she can turn a little more today, that watermelon is really sweet.

It was at that time that Zhao Wangsheng recognized her and took away the little instant batter left in her hand.

He wanted to take her hand and take her home, but she didn't have the strength to stand, Zhao Wangsheng didn't dislike her dirty, and carried her home.

Aunt Zhao changed her into an old piece of Zhao Wangsheng's clothes, combed her with two small braids, and gave her a bucket of instant noodles.

This bucket of instant noodles is a temporary emergency food, and Aunt Zhao also added an egg and a ham sausage to her, which is simply delicious in the world.

So later, she gave Zhao Wangsheng a pack of instant noodles that she picked up and ate when she was very hungry, and once told Zhao Wangsheng that she would return that bowl of instant noodles to him with all her might.

Rightly or wrongly.

"Before, thank you for taking care of me." Ren Qiaoan lowered her head, he couldn't see the smile on her face, and closed the door with her small suitcase.

Thank you also for not saying anything that embarrassed me, and for not putting me in an embarrassing situation because of Lu Wenwen.

……

Ren Qiao'an slowly walked down the stairs, step by step erased the memories of her and Zhao Wangsheng, when they came, they imagined the future, and when they left, she also wished him a bright future.

The black SUV outside the door of the building was parked at the main entrance, and Zhou Chu leaned against the car door, holding a cigarette in his mouth, but did not light it.

Seeing Ren Qiaoan come out, Zhou Chu took down the cigarette and threw it into the trash can not far away.

And during this time, Ren Qiaoan put away his memories, making his face look unconcealed sadness and grievances, and of course, weak and helpless hesitation.

Zhou Chu walked over quickly, took Ren Qiao'an's suitcase, and lifted it a little heavy, but it didn't seem to be full.

Ren Qiaoan got into the car by herself, waited for Zhou Chu to put the suitcase and return to the driver's seat.

Through the glass, she saw the floor of their home, the lights never on.

……

"Auntie, thank you, this noodle is so delicious." The young Ren Qiaoan was picked up by Zhao Wangsheng, and when Zhao's mother saw her, she almost didn't recognize her.

She was thin and unlikely, covered in sludge, and smelled of trash cans characteristic of summer.

His face was blackened, and his original color could no longer be seen, and his hair was knotted on his head, which was no better than the hair of the stray dogs on the side of the road.

Zhao Wangsheng's mother Yin Ruwei said with a smile: "It's delicious, there is nothing to eat at home, you can barely eat a little to pad your stomach first, and your aunt will take you to take a bath in a while, after taking a bath, let's go to the clinic to see the doctor, and when you come back in the evening, your aunt will make you something to eat." ”

This is Ren Qiao'an's meal for a long time, even if her mother didn't let her eat instant noodles at all when she was alive, she said that that thing was not nutritious, but it saved her life.

It's delicious.

It's good to be alive.