(59) Her heart is very lonely
Daniel Zhang nodded and said, "According to what you say, I am also untalented. I used to be quite diligent, but no matter how hard I tried, it didn't work. Later, I simply gave up and played blindly with Zhao Yunfei, feeling that I was not the material for reading, and I was delaying my work. β
Bai Zhixuan persuaded: "Actually, you can't say that, it's just that everyone's talent is different." My grandfather was the most particular about teaching me according to my aptitude, never forcing me to study, and he was most opposed to this kind of problem training. In his opinion, college students who brush up on questions are very pedantic and have limited use to society. β
Daniel Zhang said with a smile: "I heard Zhou Lanbing say that you are very talented in dancing, and his mother often praised you when she was there, thinking that you can become an excellent dancer." β
Bai Zhixuan nodded and said, "Sort of, it's a little talented, a little better than other girls." In fact, in terms of perceptual cognition, my talent is very good. In addition to dancing, singing, and painting, including literature and language, they are all passable. But as soon as I encountered mathematics, physics and chemistry, I was blind. β
Daniel Zhang praised: "You are versatile, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, and now I can only earn some face in sports." Before junior high school, he was short and weak in sports, and he was always bullied. At that time, I had to rely on Zhao Yunfei to cover him, otherwise I would have to be beaten every day. β
Bai Zhixuan sighed: "Actually, I envy the three of you, the relationship is really good, and you often play together." Ever since my parents divorced, I've been alone and suffering from depression as a child. If it weren't for Teacher Lan taking care of me, I guess I would have died. β
Daniel Zhang had heard some things about Bai Zhixuan, and enlightened her: "Don't always think about the past, it will become more and more uncomfortable." Aren't you very good now, you don't have to worry about your life and future, and you have a few good friends. It's rare to have so many friends at the birthday party. β
Bai Zhixuan shook her head and said, "Don't look at so many people who came that day, in fact, there are few reliable ones." Some are trying to get my dad's money, some are trying to be my people, and some are looking to see if they can take the opportunity to break into the circle and catch up with the line. Nowadays, people are very realistic, and they are all unprofitable and cannot afford to be early. β
Daniel Zhang said thoughtfully, "What about Yu Jie and Mei Xinyue?" They must be your best friends, I heard that you have been together since junior high school. β
Bai Zhixuan said lonely: "The two of them are just making do, neither good nor bad." Although I have been friends for several years, I can't always think of going together. The three of us have our own minds, unlike the three of you. I envy you very much, and you all regard each other as brothers in your heart, sharing blessings and difficulties. β
Daniel Zhang could see that Bai Zhixuan was actually very lonely in her heart. On the surface, she seems to be bold and generous, and she is full of friends, but in fact, it is just a connection of interests. These friends have small calculations in their hearts, and it will not be very comfortable to interact with them, let alone make friends like Daniel Zhang.
Daniel Zhang couldn't persuade this kind of thing, so he had to say: "Actually, this is also normal, aren't most people friends like this?" There can be a few friends in society who have a good relationship, and you don't have to take it to heart. Zhao Yunfei and I are special cases, we have been used to them since elementary school. β
Bai Zhixuan sighed and said: "I know what you said, but sometimes I always feel very uncomfortable, and I don't vomit or feel unhappy." I'm going to keep you today, mainly to find someone who can talk. I live alone in this house, and it is very deserted to go in and out, and sometimes I am afraid to come back. β
Daniel Zhang Sheng said with a smile: "If you have anything on your mind, just ask me." I don't have any good qualities in this person, I'm an optimist, and I'm very open-minded. It may be that I was used to being bullied when I was a child, I have been hit too much, and my ability to resist blows is relatively strong, and people say that I live heartlessly. β
The two chatted for more than an hour, and only went back to their rooms to sleep in the early hours of the morning. During this period, Liang Aiping called over, and Daniel Zhang casually said two words and hung up. Bai Zhixuan was very curious about this, Daniel Zhang said that his parents asked him to take care of his neighbor aunt, and Bai Zhixuan did not ask much.
That night, Bai Zhixuan lived in the master bedroom on the second floor, and Daniel Zhang slept in the second bedroom next door, and the two were separated by a wall. may have spit out the words in her heart, Bai Zhixuan slept well and slept until dawn. Daniel Zhang spent the night at Bai Zhixuan's house for the first time, and soon calmed down and fell asleep.
As soon as Daniel Zhang got up the next morning, he heard a sound downstairs, and when he went downstairs, he saw Bai Zhixuan already busy in the kitchen. She wore a pajama with a light color, revealing a pair of white long legs, which swayed white in the rising sun, which made Daniel Zhang a little dizzy.
Bai Zhixuan got up early in the morning, went to the canteen of No. 1 Middle School to buy some breakfast, and divided it into two after taking it home. She brought breakfast to the table and saw Daniel Zhang appear at the kitchen door. She quickly brought washing utensils for Daniel Zhang, urging him to wash up quickly and then eat breakfast.
It can be seen that Bai Zhixuan is in a good mood, her face is full of smiles, and she does not have the lonely and lonely mentality when she chatted last night. It may be that last night's enlightenment worked, she felt a lot more relaxed, and she didn't want her to be as if she was holding a shelf when dealing with people.
After washing up, the two had breakfast together, and Bai Zhixuan smiled: "How did you sleep last night?" Actually, you can sleep a little longer, today is Sunday, and you don't have to go to class, you don't have to get up early. β
Daniel Zhang replied with a smile: "You are the host, you are all up, can I still sleep as a guest?" Actually, I slept okay, waking up a little later than usual. I see that you are in a good state of mind today, and you feel a lot more relaxed, and you don't like to put on the shelf as much as before. β
Bai Zhixuan said coquettishly: "What is called a shelf, I call it a fan." Whatever you have at home, just relax. If you go out, you have to be a little bit more decent, it's an image problem. β
Daniel Zhang advised: "Are you too tired to live, can't you be casual?" You're just a high school student, and you're not a big person, so you don't have to be like this all the time. β
Bai Zhixuan sighed and said: "Actually, I'm used to it, if you want me to be uncomfortable." If a woman wants to look good, she must not only make up and dress carefully, but also speak and deceive. You're used to it, so naturally you don't care too much about that. β
"Is the image so important?" Daniel Zhang was puzzled by this, he saw that Liang Aiping also spent a lot of time on makeup and dressing up every day, and required different clothes every day. It's too tiring to live this way, and to get up at least an hour earlier than ordinary people in order to put on makeup.
"Of course it is." Bai Zhixuan said as a matter of course: "To be looked up to in society, image comes first." This is a world of faces, and people can see your status by looking at your face and how you dress. As long as the first impression is good, everything you do will get twice the result with half the effort. β
Daniel Zhang disagreed: "This way of living is too tiring, I can't stand it." I'm a casual person, as long as I can make do with it, I don't say so much. β