271. People should allow themselves to be cowardly
"But will foreign countries really agree?"
Ren Qiaoan still couldn't believe the final result, she was so focused on Professor Song that she didn't do anything about the assessment abroad, could she go with just two letters of recommendation?
And this document also has such a great deterrent effect on foreign countries?
"Haven't you reacted yet?" Mrs. Song laughed at her stupidity and mentioned her one by one: "Why would a foreign institution allow an unknown medical student to frequently attend their continuing education courses?" Why did you have such a big scandal, and the school of Chinese Medical University didn't say a word, only your instructor asked you? ”
"And the most important point, haven't you noticed that every major event you have has Song Muming and foreigners participating?"
Foreigner...... Ren Qiaoan remembered that when she took the exam, there was also her study report, and every time there were foreigners present, could it be ......
"They're assessing me?"
Mrs. Song nodded: "Since he found you at the National Medical University, he has been paying attention to you, and he has seen your information abroad, and he thinks you are very talented, he has been looking for a way to get the best of both worlds, which can save you and Ren Hongchen's face." ”
With her delicate fingers, Mrs. Song took away the red-headed document in Ren Qiao'an's hand, and the next copy of the document was the foreign country's receipt of this application.
There the red seal, the huge "PASS" was stamped on Ren Qiao'an's name, and these materials, which she thought were ridiculous for a second, were now stamped with the Medal of Honor.
Ren Qiaoan thought that she should hug her head and cry now, and then thank Professor Song and Mrs. Song for their secret help, and apologize for her uncontrollable emotions just now.
But she could only be stunned there, and she couldn't even tell whether her current mood was ecstatic or sad.
In the capital, when there are too many money and power transactions, I am not afraid of Ren Hongchen's targeting, but I don't want to displease Ren Hongchen.
Mrs. Song smiled and said: "Qiao An, first of all, you can't doubt yourself, you are very good, others can't bring excellence, Mu Ming has never given such a high evaluation to a student, you are the first." ”
"It was your outstanding ability that allowed you to pass this assessment, not a little help from us." Mrs. Song had clear grievances and grievances, and she didn't go back to take credit from others, she raised the document in her hand and said, "You can have so many opportunities to participate in the training, and you can see Mu Ming's close-up teaching videos, including the documents here now, all from the same person." ”
“……?”
Ren Qiaoan looked up in confusion, but saw Mrs. Song smiling brightly: "That person stopped Mu Ming's car in the UK, begged Mu Ming to give you a little more chance, and at about three o'clock this morning, he subdued a criminal gang of four people who attempted burglary, and is now on his way to the police station." ”
Of course, it's also possible that it's already on the way back.
Mrs. Song stood up, dark clouds in the distance were over, and it looked like it was about to rain, and they were going back.
"Originally, this confidential document will not be said until you graduate, but he has been looking for us, saying that he is very worried about your psychological condition, afraid that you will not be sad, and specially asked me to tell you the good news." Mrs. Song almost said Zhou Chu's name directly, but she still hoped that Ren Qiao'an would understand it herself.
"Ren Qiao'an, you are very similar to a friend I knew before, strong on the outside, but very fragile and sensitive on the inside, after being hurt once, you have always thought that others have their own intentions." Mrs. Song thought of her friend and seemed to bring Ren Qiaoan into such a role, saying: "People must allow their own cowardice, and they must also allow others to do wrong." ”
"You ask yourself, you were still a poor student at the time, and you were already worthy of his protection with a red-headed document of the chief surnamed Zhou, what else are you worried about now?"
Chief surnamed Zhou, then this document is Zhou Chu.
"But I'm really scared." Ren Qiaoan did not deny her prejudice against Zhou Chu, as well as the fear in her heart: "Since I was a child, no real good luck has ever befallen me, they always come to me with pain, as long as I am just a little happy, there will be a parting that will happen to me immediately." ”
"My mom and dad took me to the amusement park, and when they came back, they were going to give me away, and I wasn't sent away, but my mom left me forever ......"
"I don't have a father anymore, but I have Zhao Wangsheng, Zhao Wangsheng is gone, and there is Zhou Chu, but then Zhou Chu is also gone...... I can't read well ......"
She has never been favored by good luck, there is always a little good, and bad luck will come immediately, for fear that she will taste a little sweetness of life.
She is like this cliff that can't be broken, hanging with a breath, seeing hope, unable to escape, but not dead.
Mrs. Song had a different idea: "Isn't that a good thing?" ”
Ren Qiaoan was puzzled: "......?" ”
"I think that's a good thing, your life hasn't been completely hopeless, after the bad thing, there is always something good waiting for you behind." Mrs. Song had a light in her eyes: "Life is meaningful like this, and the bad luck that cannot be escaped is also accompanied by a steady stream of good luck." ”
This is hope, not despair.
Just like now, students who are not admitted to Professor Song can become the second student to be sent to participate in the "Elite Program" after Professor Song.
"You are the first student in China who is eligible to be sent to participate in the program, and you have created another history, just like Song Muming in the past."
From another point of view, the endless bad things also carry endless hope.
……
Is it a good thing?
Ren Qiaoan couldn't figure it out, but somehow felt that what he said made sense.
The sky was dark and oppressive, and a light rain fell.
"The friend I am talking about, she is the real 'hanging king' in terms of controlling men" Mrs. Song thought about something very far away, and said: "Qiao An, in my opinion, your attraction to Zhou Chu has reached a fatal level, he has done a lot of things for you, but you don't know it." ”
He also didn't want Ren Qiaoan to know, and Mrs. Song guessed: "Probably he doesn't want you to forgive him with kindness, he just hopes that you can really like him as a person." ”
Speaking of which, the personalities of this Zhou Chu and Ren Qiao'an are simply a switch between men and women, Ren Qiao'an seems awkward but acts decisively, but Zhou Chu is a man who twists up.
These two are a perfect match.
Mrs. Song smiled and said nothing, and Ren Qiao asked rhetorically: "Don't you doubt me, I ran after Professor Song, and everyone said that I was not pure in my mind about him." ”
Ren Qiao'an has also heard the gossip in the school, and those intern classmates in the hospital, now seeing that she is taking leave because she can't pass the exam, will definitely say that she has no face to see people, and she is already arrogant.
Especially Mrs. Song, Ren Qiaoan still remembered that Lu Wenwen slandered Ren Qiaoan in front of her at that time, and she remembered that Mrs. Song was still very angry at that time.
"Is there anything that is not pure in his mind and you alone? I just need to rest assured of Song Muming. Mrs. Song didn't care, but said in her chest: "He is very powerful, but I'm not bad, so I don't worry about him." ”
"As for you, when I put on a face for you in the apricot forest, it was like hiding people's eyes." Mrs. Song explained: "No matter how you want others to believe it, Song Muming's reason for not accepting you is very complicated, mainly to make your father believe that our husband and wife hate you, and run abroad in order to avoid you, so that we can help you fight for opportunities abroad." ”
In this way, Ren Qiao'an can relax her supervision, and the more space she can move.
So they are in the UK, and they have been helping Ren Joan apply for a place in the plan, not really to hide from her.
There are really people in this world who have good intentions for her, and she is not a person that no one cares about.
"Joan, I'm older than you and I've experienced more things than you, so I'll advise you a word today." Mrs. Song held Ren Qiao'an's hand with sincerity.
“……”
"Give others and yourself a chance, and knowing your mistakes can make a big difference."
She grew up alone and groped for the meaning of being a human being.
Without her mother's upbringing, no one to guide her in the direction of her life, and no one to tell her, it is worth cherishing to change her heart.