Chapter 32 It doesn't have to be like this

"Chen Xing, why have you been like this lately... Hao'er, how do you say it? ”

Li Peng bumped his elbow into Zhao Minghao, who was sitting on the side.

Zhao Minghao glanced at Li Peng, and finally looked back at Chen Xing, who was sitting in front of him and Li Peng.

"If he says something like this, it's not an exaggeration to say that he is lost in his soul."

"How else can you describe that?"

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The two tore apart for a while, and finally looked at the unmoved Chen Xing again.

"Chen Xing, what's wrong, tell my brothers."

Hearing Li Peng's voice, Chen Xing looked at them, and then shook his head at them slightly.

Zhao Minghao sighed and said, "Xiaoxing, if you have any questions, just tell us, and we will try our best to help you." ”

"Yes, yes, after so many years of brothers, why are we still hiding and tucking away? Wait, you've been like this since that day... Chen Xing, is it possible that you are going to find Jiang Meng? What did she say? ”

Zhao Minghao saw that Chen Xing's face changed, and hurriedly grabbed Li Peng, who had a big mouth.

Li Peng was originally very angry, but when he saw Zhao Minghao glaring at him, he suddenly understood.

It seems that eight or nine are not far from ten.

When the two of them thought like this, they saw Chen Xing shaking his head.

"I didn't look for her, I won't go to her, I can't go see her."

After Chen Xing finished speaking, he looked at the scar on his left hand, his eyes dimmed.

It's been six days since that night.

He hadn't spoken much to her other than the necessary conversations.

Nothing ever happened between the two of them again.

Originally, Chen Xing was still worried that she would not be able to think about it again, but in the past six days, when he saw her as usual, he was relieved.

But he wasn't happy to see her.

"Chen Xing, didn't you tell us how you got this scar, could it be that the reason why you are like this is because of this scar?"

"yes, tell us, how many days have it been?"

Chen Xing looked at them, Li Peng and the two of them, and nodded indifferently.

Seeing that he still didn't want to speak, Li Peng was extremely angry at his deliberate unwillingness to deal with him, "Chen Xing! Do you remember when you were like that? How are you doing? Run, run, run, what can you do? ”

Seeing this, Zhao Minghao wanted to hold Li Peng, but Li Peng didn't care about him this time and continued to talk.

Listening to Li Peng's words, Chen Xing sighed.

He looked back at the two of them, a flash of pain in his eyes.

To say or not to say?

Different choices, what will be the different results...

For no reason, Chen Xing remembered the scene he suddenly recalled that night.

Thinking of this, Chen Xing told him about the quarrel with the girl in the family.

Although the content and process were not spoken, Chen Xing understood that they could understand it.

Sure enough, after Li Peng heard Chen Xing's words, he immediately calmed down.

Zhao Minghao also stopped talking and thought quietly.

"Chen Xing."

"Huh?" Chen Xing looked at Li Peng, who shouted at him.

Li Peng also looked at him and said, "You have been silently depressed for so many days because of that one in your family?" ”

Chen Xing was speechless.

Li Peng continued, "So, do you want to make peace with her? ”

Chen Xing nodded, but after he nodded, he was stunned.

For some reason, he felt that the choice of this question, he seemed to have encountered.

Li Peng didn't care about Chen Xing's distraction, and continued: "Can I ask? ”

Chen Xing came back to his senses, he nodded helplessly, and said, "You ask." ”

"What's your relationship with her?"

"Ordinary friends."

Hearing Chen Xing's unhesitating answer, Li Peng frowned, a little disbelieving.

And Zhao Minghao also looked at Chen Xing suspiciously.

Chen Xing glared at them angrily, "Believe it or not." ”

"Chen Xing, tell us what kind of girl she is? Let's do what we like. ”

Hearing Li Peng's words, Chen Xing glanced at him with some suspicion.

Why does it always feel like he just wants to ask what kind of person she is?

"She, sometimes when faced with something she hasn't seen before, she is always dumbfounded, very cute. But if it's in what she's good at, or in the field she knows, she'll be very kind and say that she's strong, maybe a little bit. Oh yes, still..."

Thinking of the girl's appearance that night, Chen Xing's original words still didn't come out.

"What is it?"

"Tsundere."

"Oh, what about her laughing?"

"She loved to laugh, but I haven't seen her since that night..."

"No, I'm asking you if she looks good when she smiles."

"It's pretty... No, Li Peng, what are you asking? ”

Facing the scrutinizing gaze of the two, Li Peng smiled, waved his hand and said, "I'll just ask, don't be so excited." ”

Zhao Minghao patted his head angrily, and Chen Xing kicked him hard.

"So, do you have any good ideas? A master of love? ”

"Ho, do you admit that you're in love with her?"

"I'll you, Xiao Hao, I can't help it, give me a beating."

"Hey, stop, do I just want to adjust the atmosphere, you see that you two are dead now, how can you still look young at the age of eighteen?"

Chen Xing and Zhao Minghao glanced at each other, and they both got up directly.

Seeing that the comer was not good, Li Peng suddenly remembered to retreat, but his shoulder was held tightly by Zhao Minghao.

"I've been tortured by military training for thirteen days, you're so vigorous, aren't you?"

"No, Chen Xing, do you still listen to my opinion?"

"You say."

"Isn't tomorrow the last day of military training? The afternoon training will end early, let's go buy some gifts for you? I still know a lot about gifts for girls. ”

Thinking that tomorrow's camp would start at two o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Xing thought for a moment and then agreed to Li Peng's suggestion.

"Oh, by the way, Chen Xing."

"What's wrong?"

"What does your girlfriend like?"

"You say it again?"

Seeing Chen Xing's unkind eyes, Li Peng smiled and said, "Just that friend of yours, do you know what she likes?" ”

"Food, books and games... Add a knife. ”

"Huh?" When Li Peng heard this, he was a little confused.

Knife... Is it the knife he understands?

Zhao Minghao was puzzled: "A girl likes knives? ”

Chen Xing nodded helplessly.

Li Peng and Zhao Minghao were a little surprised.

Then he looked at Chen Xing with a hint of pity in his eyes.

"Chen Xing, is she very irritable?"

Chen Xing raised his eyebrows slightly and shook his head, "Not irritable, very gentle." ”

Except for certain times...

As soon as Li Peng heard this, he suddenly lost a little interest, "Okay, okay, I still want to study..."

"Learn what? Li Peng, I suggest you answer well. ”

"Damn, I forgot to collect my clothes, I'll go back first. Chen Xing, see you tomorrow... Hey, Hao'er, don't hit me. ”

Seeing the two who walked away, they turned around and waved at him, and Chen Xing also waved his hand to say goodbye.

On the long Ximen School Road, there are many figures wearing military training uniforms.

After the day's training was completed, everyone began to enjoy the last night of military training.

Today's sunset is very beautiful, and the fiery red clouds reflect the pedestrians.

A few years later, looking back.

They will remember tonight's fiery sunset.

I will be grateful for the hardships of these two weeks and will miss this unforgettable time.

And Chen Xing walked alone, thinking about his affairs with the girl in the family.

Just as he was about to reach the school gate, a voice stopped him.

The voice was soft, but the tone was guilty.

Listening to the familiar voice, Chen Xing frowned, and turned his head to look under the tree next to the school road.

The man had long hair tied up, and a few smears of broken hair on his forehead fluttered in the wind.

She has a beautiful face and a slender body, which makes people have to worry that she will fall down when the wind blows.

At first sight, people will think that this woman is very weak, but when they continue to look, they can see the tenacity hidden in her eyes.

She is Jiang Meng.

I haven't seen her for a few years, but she has faded away from her childishness and become more mature.

Chen Xing remembered the list of good-looking girls that Li Peng said a few days ago, and the name of the woman in front of him was impressively in the forefront.

She seemed to have stood here for a long time, waiting for him.

Glancing at her face, Chen Xing guessed seventy-seven-eighty-eight.

Thinking of the girl in the family, Chen Xing turned around and ignored Jiang Meng's shout.

Why is this happening?

But as soon as he took a few steps, Jiang Meng ran directly in front of him and stopped him.

Chen Xing saw the guilt in her eyes, but he was in no mood to pay attention to what she wanted to do.

Although he and Jun Muyi haven't paid attention to each other recently, the girl still cooks for him every night, and still waits for him to come back before eating together.

Thinking that it would hinder time, Chen Xing looked at Jiang Meng in front of him with a cold face.

Jiang Meng bit his lip, and then said softly: "Chen Xing, you, do you remember me?" ”

"I'm sorry, please don't get in my way."

After Chen Xing finished speaking coldly, he stepped to the side.

But Jiang Meng was still in front of him.

Looking at the woman in front of him, who was also very good-looking, Chen Xing compared her with Jun Muyi.

Compared with the somewhat casual girl at home, the person in front of him seemed a bit pretentious.

Her every move was too fake, why didn't he find out in the first place?

Thinking of this, Chen Xing said even more coldly: "I'm sorry, classmate, I'm going home in a hurry, you may have recognized the wrong person." ”

Jiang Meng's eyes lowered, and he said softly: "I didn't admit my mistake, if I really admit my mistake, please listen to me, okay?" ”

Her clear eyes are like hooks, which arouse people's compassion all the time.

Thinking of the words of the girl at home, Chen Xing said coldly: "Please get out of the way." ”

Jiang Meng seemed to take half a step back in disbelief, she lowered her head and made way for Chen Xing.

Chen Xing saw her weeping expression, and a stronger sense of disgust arose.

Passing Jiang Meng, Chen Xing continued to walk forward.

The next moment, Jiang Meng's weak voice came out.

"Chen Xing! Right..."

But Chen Xing put on headphones.

The world is pure.

Listening to the song, Chen Xing, who was in the shawl at sunset, thought about the girl at home and slowly walked home.

After his death, it is no longer his business.

...

Click, open the door, change shoes, and walk into the living room.

Chen Xing glanced at the girl sitting on the sofa reading quietly.

Hearing Chen Xing's voice, the girl glanced up at him slightly, then closed the book and put it away, got up and walked towards the kitchen.

"Mu Yi."

Chen Xing put down his schoolbag and followed the girl.

The girl heard his cry and subconsciously turned her head.

The two of them huddled together in the small kitchen again.

Seeing her flat look, Chen Xing said softly: "I..."

The girl didn't wait for him to continue, and turned around to lift the lid.

"Let's serve the meal first."

Hearing the girl's lukewarm voice, Chen Xing was a little confused.

At the dinner table, Chen Xing looked at the girl's focus on eating, and dispelled the idea of speaking at this time.

Thinking about it, he stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a piece of vegetables, and found that it was a little difficult to clip, so he planned to pick it up, but he looked along the leaves, and saw that the girl sitting opposite also picked up the same leaf.

When the girl saw his chopsticks, she immediately let go and picked up another leaf.

Chen Xing sandwiched the vegetable leaves into his bowl and ate them slowly.

He secretly looked at the very indifferent girl in front of him, a little overwhelmed.

But after a moment of entanglement, Chen Xing finally said the first sentence at the dinner table.

"Tomorrow will be the last day of military training."

The girl raised her head slightly, chewed and looked at Chen Xing.

Swallowing, the girl whispered.

For some reason, Chen Xing felt that the girl had a feeling of being turned away from thousands of miles away when she spoke.

Very apathetic and uninterested.

The atmosphere was a little awkward, Chen Xing didn't know how to continue, but he saw that the girl had already gotten up.

"I'm full."

Chen Xing's eyes darkened, and he looked at the remaining stack of ribs and a plate of cabbage, and his heart was very sullen.

He looked at the girl walking towards the kitchen and said, "Are you really full?" ”

"Hmm."

Seeing the girl walking into the kitchen without looking back, Chen Xing could only lower her head.

Can he only hope that Li Peng's method will be useful?

If you have to wait until tomorrow...

Long...

But has she been saying it for too long?

What did she mean by saying too long?

And he, has he seen her?

And she, does she remember anything?

And, why was she able to call out his name the first time without mistaking?

Thinking about these questions, Chen Xing cleaned up the table and finished cleaning the dishes and chopsticks.

Walking out of the kitchen, he looked at the girl who was still sitting on the sofa reading quietly.

Thinking of what he wanted to tell her before the meal, Chen Xing sat on the other side of the sofa and looked at the girl who was concentrating on reading.

Through the cover of the book, Chen Xing vaguely remembered that it was a book explaining astronomical galaxies.

He was actually interested in astronomy, and when he was a child, he had a special affection for those stars.

Maybe it's also because of his single star.

He knew very little about his parents.

He could only know something about his parents through Lin Qingying and his family.

He took his mother's surname, his mother's surname was Chen, and his father's surname was Ye.

For them, Chen Xing can't talk about feelings. But he liked the name they gave him, Chen Xing. He had heard Uncle Lin say that they hoped that he would never lose himself like the star in the night.

In addition, they wish that he could be like a morning star that pierces the night, and can also show the way for others.

"Mu Yi."

The girl put down the book suspiciously and looked at Chen Xing, who called her.

"I met Jiang Meng."

The girl's expression was grim, and her eyes became cold.

"But I didn't talk to her much and came back."

The girl bit her lip tightly, and her face softened.

"I won't ask you about it again, but I'm sure you're doing it for my good... I'll listen to you from now on. ”

Chen Xing, who was just about to continue, suddenly saw the girl stand up and walk towards him, and he was at a loss again, and could only watch what she wanted to do.

The girl reached out and pulled Chen Xing's left hand through, her fingers gently touching the side of his wound.

Chen Xing couldn't see the girl's expression clearly, but he saw her biting her lip.

The girl suddenly looked up.

The two looked at each other for a moment, and Chen Xing saw that the girl's eyes were still very indifferent.

She didn't speak, and sat back down with the book.

Chen Xing's heart was in turmoil, he looked at the girl who was still very indifferent, and then lowered his head.

"Chen Xing."

Hearing the girl's crisp voice, he looked up.

The girl was still looking at the book, but her indifferent voice came out immediately.

"You don't have to."

Chen Xing lowered his head again.

There's no need... Is it...

[A new week is coming (the second half of this chapter can actually be deleted.,But I think it's better to add it.,It's not quite right to throw it to the next chapter...] That's it.,It's been two months since this chapter was written.,I'm a little curious about what kind of mood it was at the time)

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