Chapter 36: You Are Mine

Da-da-da-da.

Someone's footsteps rang out.

Chen Xing looked at the girl who had just finished taking a bath.

The girl's little face was flushed, and a few touches of wet sideburns were on her face, like a hibiscus out of water.

She sat on the other side of the sofa and looked at Chen Xing quietly.

Realizing that he was staring at her all the time, Jun Muyi frowned slightly, and she said coldly: "Don't you have something to say to me?" Go ahead. ”

Chen Xing was about to speak, but Jun Muyi quickly added, "Is it long?" If it doesn't take long, talk about it now, and if it doesn't work, you can go to the shower first. ”

When Jun Muyi said this, Chen Xing, who had originally mustered up his courage, suddenly became relieved.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Xing said, "Then I'll go take a bath first... It's not too early. ”

Jun Muyi nodded lightly, and after watching him walk to the bathroom with his clothes, she set her eyes on the box of chocolates on the table.

Chocolate...

Jun Muyi secretly glanced at the bathroom with the door closed, and she heard the sound of running water inside.

Looking at the chocolate in front of her, the girl reached out and took the box, as if facing a great enemy.

——

in the bathroom.

The warm water rushed to the top, and Chen Xing's body and mind were relaxed.

Secretly adjusting his mood, combing through his words over and over again, Chen Xing finally set his eyes on the scar on his left hand.

He reached out again and touched his neck, touching the place where the girl had bitten that night.

The scar on his neck is almost as good as it gets, but faint marks can still be seen.

Chen Xing remembered Jun Muyi that night again.

It was the first time she had ever looked so sad in front of him.

He could feel that the girl really wanted to die that night.

Patting his face, Chen Xing felt that his task was a bit heavy.

After tidying up his clothes, Chen Xing opened the bathroom door, and out of a momentary thought, Chen Xing lowered his voice this time and walked softly towards the living room.

As soon as he walked out of the aisle, Chen Xing saw... Someone stealing food.

Jun Muyi noticed him the moment Chen Xing appeared, her hand holding the box paused, and the other hand holding the chocolate was nowhere to be placed.

The girl blushed slightly, glared at him with some shame, and then put the box on the table in a puff.

He washed too fast!

Chen Xing saw the blushing girl again after many days, and he was a little funny.

Thinking of her straight face again, Chen Xing's smile grew in his heart.

Chen Xing cleaned up his mood, he sat down, looked at Jun Muyi and said, "It's okay, don't eat too much at once, this box of chocolates is all yours." ”

After finishing speaking, Chen Xing looked at the box that had disappeared with three or four chocolates, and felt more and more funny.

Jun Muyi bit her lip tightly, raised her head slightly and peeked at Chen Xing, who was not looking at her, she carefully peeled off the paper wrapped in chocolate and took a small bite.

Thinking of business, Chen Xing looked at the girl who looked like a little squirrel and smiled, "Is Mu Yi free now?" ”

The girl's face flushed, and she nodded slightly.

Perhaps because of the chocolate, the girl's eyes when she looked at Chen Xing this time were not as cold as before.

Chen Xing looked at the half of the chocolate in the girl's hand and smiled again, "Is the chocolate delicious?" ”

Jun Muyi was stunned for a moment, she lowered her head and hummed.

It's sweet and fragrant.

She kind of liked it.

Chen Xing saw her lower her head, thinking that she was shy, so she didn't plan to ask more, but the girl's next sentence was to pull him back.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Jun Muyi looked at him.

"I... Well, it's all for you. ”

"You eat one."

"Oh, okay..."

Chen Xing opened the box, took one out, and after unpacking it, he took a bite of it, and before he could chew it for long, Chen Xing noticed that the girl was staring at him.

Jun Muyi looked at Chen Xing and said with a complicated expression: "Is it delicious?" ”

Chen Xing was a little stunned by this question, but he still nodded subconsciously.

After Jun Muyi got the response, she lowered her head a little sadly and looked at the half of the chocolate in her hand.

Seeing her movements, Chen Xing asked a little nervously, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's fine." The girl shook her head, and after she bit down on the remaining half of the chocolate, she raised her head to look at Chen Xing.

After Chen Xing saw it, he subconsciously took out a chocolate from the box and handed it to her.

Jun Muyi was in a trance for a moment after seeing an extra chocolate in her hand, she peeled off the wrapper, took another bite, and after she swallowed it, she said softly: "Don't you have something to tell me..."

Chen Xing happened to be in a state of flux, he took out the small box from his schoolbag, and looked at the girl in front of him a little nervously.

"Mu Yi, I want to say I'm sorry to you."

Jun Muyi's heart was shocked, and she looked at Chen Xing in disbelief, looking down at the box in her hand.

Chen Xing still lowered his head, he didn't see the girl's eyes, he continued: "I also said it before, I believe you won't harm me... But I still didn't listen to you, and I had the idea of asking Jiang Meng on the spot, I..."

Jun Muyi interrupted him and said angrily, "Why do you believe that I won't harm you?" I've only known you for a month, and when I told you, it was only three weeks, and you..."

"I just believe in you."

After Chen Xing finished speaking, he looked at Jun Muyi firmly.

The girl was looked at like this, and unconsciously lowered her head.

Chen Xing continued: "Although I don't know your reason, I just believe in you, don't worry, I won't have such thoughts in the future, I will stay away from Jiang Meng." ”

The girl lowered her head and laughed at herself, "Do you want to know the reason why I kept you away from Jiang Meng?" ”

"No, if one day you will tell me yourself, I will listen, I don't want to ask for answers like this."

Jun Muyi ate the remaining half of the chocolate, she bit her lip tightly, and her expression was complicated.

Chen Xing put the chocolate in his hand into her hand and took the remaining wrapping paper in her hand.

When he had done this, he looked at the girl with her head bowed again.

She blushed and seemed to be deep in thought.

"Mu Yi, do you know, I have seen your cold expression in the past few days, and my heart is indescribably heavy, indescribably boring... I don't want to go on like this, you... Can you forgive me? ”

After Chen Xing finished speaking, he looked at her very nervously.

Thinking of that possibility, Chen Xing was a little worried.

Jun Muyi stared at the chocolate in her hand, she opened the package and took a bite gently.

It's still so sweet.

She looked up at Chen Xing and recalled, "I ate chocolate many, many years ago. ”

Before he could get an answer, Chen Xing was even more nervous, but when he saw her reminiscing look, he suppressed the anxiety in his heart.

But the girl didn't seem to mean to continue, she smiled slightly, revealing a small dimple that Chen Xing hadn't seen for many days.

Chen Xing lost his mind for a moment.

When he came back to his senses, Jun Muyi had already sat beside him.

"Chen Xing, open your mouth."

"Huh? Ahh

The girl put the half of the chocolate in her hand into Chen Xing's mouth.

Chen Xing, who realized what was happening, was a little stunned.

She took the other half of the chocolate she had left... Put it in his mouth?

Jun Muyi lowered her head, her pretty face was slightly red, and her crisp voice sounded later.

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry."

"I was too headstrong, and I didn't control my emotions that night.

"So much so that I cut you with a knife, and then I bite you like crazy...

"I haven't had the face to face you these days, no, in fact, it may be more accurate to say that I am angry, I have been angry with myself, angry why I stabbed you. I didn't dare to face you, so I deliberately put on a cold face and wanted you to leave me.

"Chen Xing, I'm sad, but you've always wanted to..."

The girl raised her head and looked at Chen Xing with some pain.

"You want to be close to me."

She looked away, lowered her eyes and said, "But I'm not worth your this, I see your expression, I feel very heartbroken, but this is caused by me." So, it's me who should say I'm sorry. ”

Chen Xing sighed, looked at the girl with her head down, and chewed the chocolate she had just put in his mouth.

The girl continued: "I feel guilty when I see your wounds these days, if I hadn't done that that night... You won't have to suffer this pain. You say, isn't my character very bad..."

Jun Muyi raised her head again and looked at Chen Xing, she reached out and touched the place on Chen Xing's neck where she bit that night.

When Chen Xing was touched by her hand, he didn't dare to move.

After the girl saw the faint scar, she pressed her forehead against Chen Xing's right shoulder.

"In front of others, in front of my family, I am a very obedient and obedient girl, and in the eyes of others, I am also very polite, generous and elegant. But I'm tired..."

She held Chen Xing's right hand tightly.

"I've never been so out of control in front of others, I want to maintain my image, I don't want their expectations of me to become disappointed, but I'm really tired."

"Did you think about me, you say? I live in a family with a lot of frameworks, and I have always been required to be perfect in everything, or else I will bully my surname.

"I don't even know what my true personality is... That night might be my true character, you know? I've only shown it to you... It really hurts my heart when I see you hurt.

"I'm not a normal person, I have a big problem with my personality... I was angry and out of control that night because of my character, why do you still want to get close to me...

"I don't like my stuff being tainted, in other words, I'm a very possessive person, but you're not mine, but why am I so angry...

"Chen Xing, do you know? I don't like myself very much, I think I'm fake. I'm a vexatious person, I'm not a normal person, I see you, I actually envy you, you have so many friends, but I don't.

"Even though some things have been going on for so long, I have already seen them, but it still hurts to think about them. I don't blame my family, I only blame myself for not being able to... Endure it.

"I'm an ordinary person, I don't have any effect at all, but why do I have to go through some things again."

Looking at the girl's appearance, Chen Xing called out to her softly.

"Mu Yi."

"Huh?" The girl looked up, her eyes reddened.

Seeing her expression, Chen Xing felt a little heartbroken.

"It's okay, you've done a good job."

"I..."

"Don't say you don't like yourself, and don't say you're useless. Think about it, when people live in the world, will there really be people who don't like themselves? At the same time, you don't have to care too much about the outside world, just be yourself. “

“......”

"Also, what you said about you is too fake, but at least you are true now. If you have anything to say or want to vent, you can tell me. ”

“......”

"In the end, I don't think it's okay to be a little more possessive... As long as you're happy, aren't you? Mu Yi, if you are really tired, you can tell me, I will accompany you. ”

Jun Muyi raised her head, and her eyes were even redder.

Chen Xing, who was looking at her, was about to think that she would cry, but the girl just pressed her forehead against him again.

After a while, the girl said softly, "I've done this to you, why do you want to do this..."

Chen Xing said softly: "Didn't I say it? It's me who I'm going to apologize to you first. ”

"But it's me who is clearly at fault."

"But I think I'm at fault too."

Jun Muyi looked at the somewhat stubborn Chen Xing, and her voice trembled a little, "You really don't want to be so kind to me... Well, I'm really not worth it..."

Chen Xing shook his head and said with a smile: "Don't." ”

Jun Muyi was dumbfounded, she looked at him, slightly distracted.

He's so stupid.

The girl leaned her head on Chen Xing's shoulder and closed her eyes slightly, "Thank you." ”

Thinking of the purpose at the beginning, Chen Xing said softly: "So, have you forgiven me?" ”

"I said you weren't wrong, and this sentence should be what I asked you. Chen Xing, do you forgive me? ”

Chen Xing was a little helpless, he looked at the person who leaned his forehead against him, and said, "I haven't been angry with you. Okay, let's not talk about this, let's be reconciled? ”

"Hmm."

"Mu Yi, thank you too."

"Huh?"

The girl was a little confused.

Chen Xing smiled slightly.

"The chocolate is sweet."

Jun Muyi was stunned, she remembered the chocolate that she had eaten half-eaten.

The girl's pretty face became redder.

Just as she was about to speak, Chen Xing stuffed a box in her hand.

Looking at Chen Xing's encouraging expression, the girl carefully opened the box and saw the contents inside.

It's a bottle of perfume.

Chen Xing turned his head a little embarrassed, "I originally planned to give it to you just now, but it seems that I didn't find the right time... Oh yes, it's my first time giving a girl a gift... I didn't have much experience, so I picked out a bottle of perfume... You smell it, if you don't like it..."

Jun Muyi looked at the bottle of perfume, her little face slightly red.

She took the perfume out and sniffed it gently.

Chen Xing couldn't see her expression and movements clearly due to the angle problem, and he was very nervous for a while.

The reason why he chose this bottle of perfume was that it was very similar to the girl's fragrance, and he bought it almost as soon as he smelled it.

He regretted being so reckless, but he could only hope that she would like it.

"How... Do you like it, if it doesn't smell good, I'll..."

Jun Muyi shook her head and smiled.

"It's very fragrant, I like it very much."

Chen Xing's heart settled when he heard the answer.

He looked at the girl's happy expression, and all the previous annoyance was gone.

Jun Muyi put the perfume on the table, and when she thought of something, she bit her lip and looked at Chen Xing.

"Your first time giving a gift to a girl?"

"That's right." Chen Xing was a little strange.

"What about Jiang Meng?" The girl puffed out her face.

"I haven't sent it, hey..."

Chen Xing froze again, and he looked at the girl who was leaning her head against him again.

He saw the corners of her mouth slightly upturned.

Thinking of the girl's words just now, he said softly: "Mu Yi." ”

"Huh?"

"So it's really the first time you've done that in front of someone like that? Am I really the first person to see someone like you? ”

"It's... What's wrong..."

"It's kind of fun."

"Can you accept me like this?"

"No one is perfect, I can accept any kind of you, but rather, I actually prefer this more real you. If you're tired, I'll always leave room for you to vent. ”

"Why?"

"Hehe, I'm the first person to see you like you."

Jun Muyi looked at Chen Xing's somewhat smug look, and scolded with a smile: "Stupid." ”

"Stupid is stupid, but I'm not lying. Mu Yi has been holding back very uncomfortable, just like us have been doing for the past few days. You say you're uncomfortable, and I'm also uncomfortable. ”

"It's all my fault..."

"Stop, didn't you say you wouldn't talk about this anymore? Don't say who's right and who's wrong, no, it's not allowed to say! You know? ”

"Good..."

The stone in Chen Xing's heart fell, and he looked at the girl, her forehead against his shoulder, and he couldn't see her face clearly.

But he could see her reddening face.

"Do you have anything else to hold back in your heart? If you can say it, I'd love to hear it, so you don't have to feel so bad. ”

"May I ask you to know the reason for my matter?"

Chen Xing pondered for a moment and said, "I want to know about you, I think I know too little about you." I don't want to be like that night, when you tried to stab yourself with a knife, and I could only stop you, and I couldn't understand your pain. ”

For a long time, Chen Xing didn't get a response from the girl, and he was a little overwhelmed.

He moved slightly, and Jun Muyi's voice sounded.

"Chen Xing..."

"What's wrong?"

"Can you hold me tight?"

"Ahh Yes? ”

Chen Xing was a little confused, he really didn't keep up with her train of thought.

"Hug me, is it okay..."When the girl spoke, her face was flushed very obviously, but she looked at Chen Xing with a fierce gaze.

"Are you sure..."

"Hmm."

"I..."

The girl heard that he was still hesitating, so she sat directly on his lap and hugged him.

Then, the girl's somewhat arrogant and willful voice sounded.

"Can't you hug it? If you don't want to, I'll hug you! ”

Chen Xing, who was full of arms, did not dare to move.

Except for the fact that he carried her home before and the girl's loss of control that night, it was the first time they had been so close.

He patted the girl lightly and said, "Mu Yi, you are like this... Don't you let go..."

"If you don't hold me, I won't let go." The girl didn't pay attention to Chen Xing's reaction, she buried her head in his chest, and muttered in a voice, "My family background, you said that you would find the answer yourself, I won't tell you." In addition to this incident, I do have one more thing buried in my heart for a long, long time. ”

Chen Xing felt the girl's hand holding him harder, and he said softly, "Can that be said?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't believe me if I say it, so forget it and wait for later..."

"Okay."

"I don't hide anything from you, so will you accept me like this?"

"Didn't you ask it once..."

You answer again. Chen Xing, can you, will you accept me? Even if I'm an abnormal person, I don't like other people's things that are contaminated with me, you have to think about it. ”

"So, I'm a thing?"

"Not really!"

Hearing this, Chen Xing stretched out his hand and hugged her.

He felt the girl's breath, and she felt his heartbeat.

The two embraced each other at this moment.

Thinking of the girl's words, Chen Xing smiled: "I'm yours?" ”

“...”

"Stopped talking?"

“...”

"Mu Yi?"

"I want to beat you."

Hearing the tone of the girl who had returned to normal, Chen Xing laughed hard.

The girl snorted and spoke.

"Hold me a little harder, haven't you eaten?"

"May I ask you what you think of me?"

"Can't!"

"Then I can ask, am I the first person of the opposite sex to be held by you like this..."

"The first."

"Are you curious about how many people of the opposite sex are you holding by me like this?"

"You say..."

"It's the first one, too."

Jun Muyi didn't speak again after hearing this, but she held Chen Xing's hand harder.

"Mu Yi. When you're tired, tell me that I'll always be on your side. ”

"We're just ordinary friends, wouldn't you be too much like this..."

"It's okay, yes, and to correct it, we're ordinary friends who have already embraced."

"I want to hit you."

"Hey, hey. Mu Yi, in my place, you don't have to worry about so many rules and regulations, you don't have to worry about other people's opinions, and you don't have to cover up your true self, you can do whatever you want, I don't care how bad your personality is, I just hope you can live happily with me, don't be so tired. ”

After finishing speaking, Chen Xing was almost out of breath when he was held by the girl, and after a few breaths, he patted the girl gently.

It seems that she also knows that she is trying too hard, and the girl loosens her strength.

She looked up at Chen Xing, who looked down at her.

The girl said, "Even if I don't want others to contaminate you? ”

Chen Xing said: "Why do you use the word contaminated... But, yes, even if that's you, I can let you live here indefinitely. ”

The girl said, "What are you doing so well to me... Isn't it profitable? ”

Chen Xing said: "If it was profitable, I would have been killed by you a long time ago." ”

The girl said, "You like me?" ”

Chen Xing didn't dare to talk nonsense.

The girl stared straight at him.

Suddenly, the girl smiled, her hands wrapped around Chen Xing's neck again, and her pretty face reached his neck.

With a girl's breath blowing around his neck, Chen Xing's heart was a little itchy, but he didn't know what she wanted to do.

"Mu Yi, you want to, hiss-"

Chen Xing, who was just about to let her leave, was in pain again.

Why did she bite him again!

But at this time, the girl was kneeling on his lap, and Chen Xing was a little worried that she would be unstable, so he could only hold her very hard.

The girl's coquettish voice soon sounded.

"You let go! What are you doing so hard?! ”

"And you're biting me again? Also, do you know that you are very dangerous, if I don't hold it up, what if you fall? ”

With an itch in his ears, Chen Xinggang wanted to stop looking over, but the girl held his head down and didn't let him move.

The girl leaned into his ear and said slyly: "If you fall, it hurts me, not you, what are you worried about?" ”

Chen Xing deliberately changed the topic, "You go away first, your knees are pressing me so painful." ”

The girl said with some dissatisfaction: "Are you complaining about my weight?" ”

Chen Xing was very helpless, "No... Alas, forget it. So, what are you biting me for? ”

Hearing this, the girl smiled brightly.

She leaned into Chen Xing's ear again and exhaled like an orchid.

"A little on the right, a little on the left... So it's symmetrical, these are two signs, remember. Hey, Ah Xing, you're mine. ”

Forever.

Jun Muyi didn't say it, but she smiled even brighter.

Chen Xing raised his head slightly, and saw her little dimple again.

Chocolate is as sweet as her.

Seeing her sit down again, Chen Xing carefully hugged her.

Point in time.

He hugged people tighter.

She buried her head deeper.

His voice rang out suddenly.

"You're not drunk, are you?"

"Nope! You're drunk! ”

"Your face is a little red..."

"You care about me?"

"Hmm... Have we seen each other before? ”

"Guess?"

"Can't tell?"

"Later."

"Huh... You still say you don't have anything to hide from me. ”

"You have to keep it a secret..."

"I think you just forgot about it."

"Not really!"

"You are."

"Nope!"

"Dishonest."

"Ahhh

[6,000 words chapter (they all said that the knife is for sugar, it's not bad)

Alas, the miserable college students are going to continue their revisions.

I wish you all a happy Dragon Boat Festival! 】