On October 11, 2020, at 8:20 a.m., Unit 102, Building 16, Yangming Community, at the door of Zhen Zhu's house.

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"Come and kill the fish with me."

"Kill fish?"

"I'm tired, I'm tired, my mother will pay you a salary, and the condition is that you must leave Lane City after three months."

I bowed my head and said nothing.

Zhen Zhu flashed a trace of doubt and asked, "Don't you want to?" ”

I still kept my head down and didn't speak, she was wearing slippers, her bare toes, and looking at her manicure toes, it looked very good.

She pursed her mouth, looked at me with beautiful eyes, and said in an accentuated tone like a child: "You won't listen to what I say now, right?" ”

"I want you to get a divorce." As soon as I looked up into her eyes, she turned her head away from me, and I stared at the half of her face that attracted me.

"Why should I get a divorce?" She asked rhetorically.

"He's cheating! The junior is looking for you! I stretched out my right arm and pointed to the top of the stairs with my right index finger.

"He's him, I'm me, I can't cheat in my life, and how old are you? How old am I? We can't! Zhen Zhu said indignantly.

"Then why did you send me your picture? Do you still feel sorry for me? ”

"Sending photos is just to get to know each other, if I caused you a misunderstanding, it's my fault, I won't send you photos again in the future, and I won't talk to you anymore."

"Then you can eat with someone else, why can't you eat with me?" My right hand in my right trouser pocket fiddled with the top side of the phone case, breaking and closing it back and forth, and asked inwardly randomly.

"Does it have anything to do with you?" She, humming, explained: "The 'sun' of the people brought their wives with them, to talk about the aquatic agents, as well as the previous 'Wen' and 'Wuliang', we have all eaten, they have brought their wives here, I will eat with them, if you also have a wife, I can also eat with you." ”

The atmosphere was quiet for more than a minute, Zhen Zhu looked at me and asked, "What other questions do you have?" ”

I looked at the small bag she was carrying under her armpit, and I was stunned and didn't speak.

"No doubts, then I can go?" She asked me tentatively.

Seeing that I did not speak, she stepped forward, and I stopped in front of her with my arms outstretched.

Zhen Zhu stopped and said with some anger: "Childish, if you want to do this, I don't even want to be a friend now." Immediately afterwards, he took out his mobile phone and clicked on Wei Xin and said, "Believe it or not, I'll delete you now?" ”

"You're going to delete me, and I'm going to do something you didn't expect." I put my hands away and said calmly.

"You threaten me?" She was really angry and asked me with a look of incredulity.

Thinking of the message I sent last night, seeing that I put down my hands and didn't speak, she put away her phone and walked directly to the underground garage where she turned right angrily.

I didn't stop anymore and watched her drive out.

I rented the 22 building diagonally opposite her community, unit 202, and she drove away, so I went back.

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Lying in bed after lunch, I sent her a letter and found that I was no longer a friend, I couldn't calm down for a long time, I felt that the last straw was overwhelmed, and that thought became stronger and stronger.

kept adding her Weixin, and the message remarked, "You call the police, I'm not joking." ”

After about an hour, Wei Xin didn't see a reply to the message, so I sent two private messages to her chopsticks and stopped sending messages.

"You get divorced, if you don't have love, what's the point of living."

"I'm never kidding, I really do that."

I struggled inwardly for a long time, and decided to give myself the last straw a chance to survive, and with a fruit knife in my hand, I was mentally prepared to never return.

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In the afternoon, at 3:20 p.m., I came to Zhen Zhu's parking space and sat at the staircase leading to the apartment building and waited.

I know that Zhen Zhu has to pick up the children at 4 o'clock in the afternoon every day, come back to cook, and wait for her husband to come home from work at 5 o'clock for dinner.

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In the afternoon, at more than 3:50, I really waited for Zhen Zhu, and it was not time to pick up the child, so she might have come back to get something.

Her parking space is the first parking space against the west side wall, turn left from the garage west door down the ramp, the front of the car towards the north wall, stop the car and open the door, the door just does not touch the west wall.

I walked straight up to her, and she didn't turn away from me when she saw me.

"Can I hug you?" I stared at her.

She turned her head sideways to avoid my eyes, her right hand fiddling with the zipper of her small satchel, hesitated for a moment, shook her head and said, "No, no." ”

"Can we go back to the same atmosphere as before?" I was not reconciled.

"Don't be so naïve, okay?"

Her waist is very attractive to me, I just look at it and don't answer, she is fiddling with the zipper with one hand, and replying to customer messages with the other hand on her mobile phone, and she doesn't speak.

After more than ten minutes of silence, she became a little anxious and said, "In ten minutes, my cousin will be back, do you want us to be seen?" In about 20 minutes, I have to pick up the children, go grocery shopping and cook, and then pack the goods and drive them to Shunfeng Express, so I don't have time for you. ”

"Then call the police." I broke the jar and broke the road.

"I really don't want to scold you, even if I beg you, can you let me go?" She was a little annoyed and said hurriedly.

"Let me hug you, and I'll leave Lane City." I said indifferently.

"Neurotic, what if—" Before she could finish speaking, she answered the phone.

After answering the phone, she made up her mind and said, "You scared me, do you know that you want me to call the police?" I don't want to do that, don't blame me. ”

Zhen Zhu casually broadcast a number and said these words.

"I'm here, someone stopped me and didn't let me go, you guys deal with it."

"I don't know."

"The east gate of the community, 16 buildings and one unit, the west gate of the garage."

"Hurry up."

I was a little anxious when I heard it, she didn't call the police, the phone was called by the property, and the security guard was called, and as soon as the security guard came, then it would be difficult for me to talk to Zhen Zhu alone tonight, because after dinner, her husband went out to play mahjong, and she would not go out after delivering the goods to tutor her daughter's homework.

So I gave myself a multiple-choice question, and if I didn't go according to the plan, there was no choice, but I didn't want to make that choice.

It may be this choice that made me highly nervous in an instant, the ghost made a mistake, and the consciousness of the head was wrong, thinking that the phone she just called the police, forgetting that she was calling the property.

Since the police were called, it was within the plan, and my heart was calm, and suddenly a strange thought came out.

"Even if I call the police, it's nothing, with my understanding of the police station, make a record, and release it that night, don't you still have to make that choice? No, what am I going to do. ”

At this time, Zhen Zhu was answering the phone again, but her body was facing away from me, I looked at her graceful back, her hair floating down was very good, and she was wearing cropped slim jeans and flip-flops, which was very exciting.

Maybe it was the oversecretion of hormones, brushing her back, putting his hands under the armpits and putting them on her stomach, hugging her waist, head to head and face to face, a fragrance poured into the nostrils, and a sense of happiness that had never been felt before followed, enjoying the happiness of this "love".

After holding her for more than ten seconds, she didn't move, I was immersed in the wonderful feeling, and slowly walked forward, and she also walked forward, perhaps because she was wearing slippers, and pushed her into the narrow passage between the car door and the west wall, and leaned her against the west wall.

The narrow passage was just big enough for two people to turn sideways, so she was leaning against the wall and I was leaning close to her, staring at each other for a few seconds.

Perhaps, she was in a panic and still didn't move.

I looked at her eyes and lips and wanted to kiss her, but I didn't, I wanted to kiss her with her consent, and this kiss was perfect.

I didn't know what to do for a while, I looked at each other for a few seconds, my left hand was on her back and against the wall, and my right hand walked up and down, and began to slide again.

She screamed "ahhhh

I could see that her gaze was dull and unwilling, although her body was still motionless, I was a little distressed all of a sudden, and carefully slid out to avoid secondary injury.

Then I slowly put her on the ground, and I lay down, and I put her head on my right arm, and I put my left hand on the right side of her cheek, and I looked at her, and she looked at me.

We lay quietly for two or three minutes, she called, got up and straightened her clothes, I also got up slowly, came back to my senses and said in a deep voice, "It's over", and then next to her right ear, I said, "I'm sorry!" ”。

She took off her clothes, went to a dozen meters away to call back, after making the call, walked towards me, stopped about a meter away, and went back and forth in a small step.

My eyes did not drift from her, seeing her anxious appearance was very distressed, I was about to see her for a long time, and I was also afraid that I would not see her, and I was about to cry out and force myself to calm down: "Don't move, the police will come soon." ”

She didn't move, and I didn't move, and looked at her stupidly, and for about two minutes, she answered the phone.

"How are you doing?"

"He did it to me." The voice in which she was about to cry was very faint word for word.

"The police will be there within five minutes, and if you respond to the police for the specific situation, we won't be able to go."

I heard this call very clearly, and I felt more sorry for her, and at the same time calmed down the fear of going to jail and was relieved.

Within two minutes, that is, at 4:31 p.m., the police car arrived, and two policemen got out of the car, one was about 60 years old and the other was about 25 years old.

The young policeman, as soon as he got out of the car, turned his face at me and shouted: "I heard that you did it, right, who gave you the courage to beat a woman!" ”

This sudden shout really shocked me, and my head was enlightened, after all, I broke the law, I had no bottom in my heart, and my skin was suppressed.

The old policeman skillfully took out the iron handcuffs and handheld my hands, and I immediately handed over the fruit knife in my left trouser pocket to the old policeman.