Chapter III: Interrogation 2
"It is said that you are very emotionally unstable, it is difficult to control yourself, there are two records of beating people in the sheep market, the time interval is less than two days, and the beating is still the same person, I heard that you are still not satisfied with the results?" Officer Liu chuckled.
"It's not that I don't accept it, I wanted to go to jail at that time, that person was afraid of my revenge, so he had to mediate, and I couldn't help it, and then once, I took the initiative to call the police and said that I was going to kill someone, and that was the first time I had the idea of suicide, and the Yangshi Public Security Bureau only gave me criticism and education." I laughed and said.
"This time, if you want Zhen Zhu to call the police, if people don't call the police, you will kill your husband? Besides, what does killing her husband have to do with you molesting her? What do you think of the police station? Yes? Officer Liu said solemnly again.
"How much time is left? I'll start at the beginning, and you'll understand. Perhaps he was accustomed to Officer Liu's interrogation method, and said with relief.
"I didn't have much time, but I was on duty tonight, so I'll pick up the key points and talk about it."
"I grew up in a quarrelsome family environment, and I like to read only when I have a quiet reading, I don't care about studying, so I like to be alone, and gradually I don't deal with my classmates and don't participate in the way of students."
"I decided not to go to university, and I have worked in garment factories, electronics factories, mold factories and other factories. However, the quality of the people in these factories is too low, full of swearing, and talking is extremely vulgar, either women or sex, and if they can't get used to it, they naturally won't deal with them, and they haven't integrated into the social university. β
"If you don't communicate for a long time, you won't be able to speak, a person in the real sense, as you get older, your physical desire is strong, so you try to indulge, it's too comfortable, you want to be a little uneasy."
At this time, my psychology may be starting to deviate. One day the desire was particularly strong, so I went to the KTV club, ordered a little girl, you can hug and rub the oil, went several times in a row, spent 40,000 savings, and then they recommended me a loan platform, I took four platforms, a total of more than 30,000 yuan, and when I spent it, I won't play. β
"After spending, I naturally can't pay it back, so I told my family about the lending platform, and there was a lot of complaining, and I was mentally prepared for this, so I didn't take it seriously."
"In fact, my purpose is to force myself to make money by owing money, and to leave the factory environment completely, I was naΓ―ve when I thought about it, and the rest was what I didn't expect."
"My grandfather died, my father had surgery for cirrhosis of the liver, my grandmother had surgery for a big neck tumor, my sister Xiao Shengchu rushed to catch up with a piece, and I didn't have a penny on me.
"I was complained by my dad again and again, saying ruthless words, I couldn't stand it, and if I couldn't stand it, I couldn't control it, and the two beatings in the sheep market were like this, and the resignations one after another gave people the feeling that they were unprovoked."
"I got into trouble myself, and I can't blame anyone, but this resentment hurts my feelings, I can't communicate, and it's difficult to control my emotions, which I didn't expect, and it almost exploded as soon as I complained."
"In August 2019, at this time, Zhen Zhu appeared, chess and card game platform, I watched her playing cards, very similar to the way I first played cards, I wanted to teach her to play, chatted and chatted, and talked about a good feeling."
"After adding Vishin, I found out that she had a child, and one day, she asked me, do you like her? Want to know the answer. β
"When she asked, I broke my defense, but I didn't reply to her positively, she said 'it's over', and then I liked her more and more. At first, I thought she was just an employee, but then I didn't think about ......"
"I didn't expect her family to be so rich, right?" Officer Liu sneered.
"I didn't expect it, I didn't feel like a person all the way, so I suddenly deleted her WeChat, and then the next day, I watched her play cards again, she said she was unhappy, so I added her back. She said that she was not allowed to delete her in the future, and I said okay. β
"In May this year, she told me about her recent bad things, her father-in-law died, her husband's junior outside also came to the door, she fainted with low blood sugar and went to the hospital today, and her husband is still playing mahjong."
"I felt sorry for her, and I secretly vowed to make more money to help her. It was also the first time I had the desire to make money, I immediately left the factory, tried to open my mouth to people, and worked as a direct salesman in Anmei, Anmei You should know, one of the top direct selling companies in the world, is legal. β
"To make money, you need to communicate, and I am alone all the year round and don't want to interact with people, so it takes a lot of courage to make this decision."
"In my father's cognition, Anmei is engaged in pyramid schemes to cheat money, and resolutely let me not do it, the fact is that I keep communicating with many people through Anmei, which is equivalent to an experience platform, not how much money can be made, but let me experience the excitement of communicating with people."
"It's not National Day, I had a big fight with my dad, and I had a second suicide thought, so to speak, Zhen Zhu is my spiritual pillar. On October 8th, I went to Lane City, I wanted to seek her support, and on the evening of the 10th, I talked to her in my heart, and I couldn't help but have a showdown with her, and I wanted her to divorce. β
"She said, 'I have a family, I'm 32 years old, my children are 11 years old, I don't care about him, just take care of myself, take care of what gave birth to me and what I gave birth to, and that's fine.' I knew that her husband was at home, and she couldn't resist multiple video call invitations, so she deleted my Weixin. β
"Maybe it was the junior who came to the door in May, and her husband began to coax her and treat her well, thinking that we couldn't develop into a relationship, and we couldn't talk like that, so I deliberately alienated me at that time, but I can't be reasonable today, and it's normal for her to delete me."
"This deletion, I had a psychological breakdown, I pulled out the cold, I added her Weixin, and remarked the message 'If you ignore me, I will kill your husband', she agreed again."
"I haven't deleted my chat history with her, you can see it." I suddenly remembered that the police had extracted all the information from my phone.
"Yes, I can see that you like her, she cares about you, and the conversation is not ambiguous." Officer Liu smiled lightly.
"I'm not a person who talks about ambiguity." I smiled slightly.
"Pick up the key points, and the content that has nothing to do with the case, so you don't need to talk about it, I'm not here to listen to your story."
I can tell that Officer Liu's attitude towards me has obviously improved.
"'If you ignore me, I'll kill your husband', it's the expression of the evil thoughts derived from the situation at that time, it can be regarded as a prototype of consciousness to kill her husband, and I regret it when I send it out, and I don't want to scare her, I just want her to ignore me."
"Obviously, the window paper was pierced, and I couldn't talk anymore, maybe her 'finished' sentence laid the foundation for today's results, and I decided to look for her the next morning."
"I have observed the daily routine of her and her husband, and this morning I went to wait in a place where she could not see me, and after she sent the child and sent her husband back, I stepped forward to stop her."
"My original intention in looking for her was to ask her not to ignore me, but the fact is that I still said it directly and asked her to divorce, but the result was that she left angrily and deleted me again at noon."
"The collection call of the online loan platform, the complaints at home, the subsequent series of fights and quarrels and resignation, now she ignores me, I feel that the sky is falling, there is no point in living, I want to do the last thing, kill her husband, reduce her psychological burden, maybe her husband will kill me, my family can still get compensation, her husband is in prison, killing two birds with one stone."
"This intensified the idea that I was going to kill her husband, but I, when I thought of ending myself in such a way, I was very unwilling, no, I still have to go to her, let her ignore me, and do the last rescue."
"Maybe I've been accompanied by all kinds of ambivalence since I liked her from the beginning, and a psychological multiple-choice question appeared."
"If she adds me back and can continue chatting normally in the future, I'll leave Alley City; If she doesn't add me back and resolutely disconnects from me, I will ask her to call the police; If she doesn't call the police, I'll kill her husband. Then, I grabbed the fruit knife, and no matter what, I was ready to go back forever. β
"The truth is, in that case, she was able to refuse my request, which was predictable. That's why I temporarily insulted her. β
"That is, as you said before, in order to stop your murderous behavior, let her call the police, she called the police, and you suddenly thought, it's okay, the police station will release you that night, so you will make up your mind and do this to her." Officer Liu combed through the case and said.
"Yes."
"If you don't call the police now, you choose to use a fruit knife, wait for her husband to come back tonight, and kill him by sneaking up on him from behind."
"Yes."
"Either way, have you ever thought about the consequences? You will have a great impact on her, the breakdown of the marriage is a trivial matter, her family is in business, what do the friends around know about her, what will they say about her, what will they think if they know the situation, what will they think if they don't know? It doesn't do her any good, only bad public opinion, which is still aside from the impact on your family, you are too selfish. Officer Liu accused, took a sip of water, and then said: "Let me tell you one more thing, after you heard the last call she answered, they called the police, and she didn't call the police at all." β
"And what was her phone number before?" I asked, "I was hit hard in the psyche."
"She only made one call to the property, and the other were two Weixin calls, one was the customer's urging of the goods, and the other was the Weixin call that she gave her husband back after you molested her, and we have a communication record here, no need to doubt it. It's the first indecent and then the police, not the first to call the police and then the indecent as you said! Officer Liu said coldly.
"I am willing to accept all punishments, and the heavier the sentence, the better." At this time, I was complicated in my heart, and I felt so sorry for her.
"This is the transcript of the confession you just said, you check whether what you said is true, check that it is correct, sign it, and press it to fingerprint. Also, a plea of guilt and acceptance of punishment, whether to sign it or not is considered by yourself. Officer Liu snorted softly and said.
Then there were more than a dozen pages of A4 single-page paper, all of which were double-copies, looking at them page by page, very detailed, and then I knew Officer Liu's name - Liu Qing.
After a while, the signing was over, and I returned to the two- or three-square-meter hut.