She knew she was suspicious by nature.

Whatever it was, she wouldn't believe it casually.

Until she met him...

In the face of him, she chose to believe him unreservedly.

And she forgets that she is still a person who is very good at hiding her true nature.

What her own nature was, she had forgotten a little.

She once told him that she was a very controlling person.

She likes to master everything about him and erase all instability.

I don't know why, in the process of getting along with him, she seems to have become the little girl she was at the beginning, so simple and brainless to believe in him.

It was the little girl who didn't understand anything at the beginning, so she could only follow him and be protected by him.

When I met him again, I originally wanted to prove myself, but I was too conceited after all and was plotted against by others.

It was he who came to save her.

After that, the two separated, and she learned that he had lost his memory, and she became more and more silent.

She seemed to see that the ending hadn't changed, and she began to doubt herself from then on.

I wonder if I'm doing a lot of useless work.

After returning from the mental hospital, she became reticent, more studious, and less concerned about her life.

She tried her best, fighting.

Fighting for that future, fighting for that is not the ending of her sense of déjà vu.

And after being rescued by him from Sioux City, she went crazy.

She thinks she's wasted so much time.

Obviously spent so much effort, why is it still being plotted?

Why!

...

She didn't want him to die casually.

Especially after he confessed to her, after she wanted to live with him for the rest of her life.

The little girl who followed him at the beginning has now grown into an extremely strong person.

She also felt that she could be his other half.

But she remembered, under a few random questions he had that night.

I remembered what her nature was.

Three years ago, before she left, she asked him: Do you like me?

She remembered that he was stunned for a moment, and turned his head a little shyly.

The young man was still very thin-skinned.

And the original girl was very thick-skinned.

She pestered him, waiting for his answer.

At the end of the day, before she got on the plane, he said yes.

Then she asked him, "What do you like about me?"

He said, like now, you are knowledgeable, gentle, lively and smart.

He didn't say that he liked her like a madman, she was extremely controlling, and she was extremely changeable.

She guessed that what he was thinking was that she was still a child, and that it was just a child's heart.

But that's who she really is.

After that, she lived with him.

Under the pressure, she almost killed herself with a knife.

But she was clung to by him.

When she collapsed, she asked the question, can you accept me like this?

He said that no matter what, as long as it was you, he would accept it.

When she heard this, she felt much more at ease.

After that, things were very smooth, and the relationship between the two continued to develop.

Although every time it came time to be honest with each other, he endured it.

She listened to his explanation, and there was unwillingness for him in her heart, but more doubts about herself.

She didn't doubt him, she kept doubting herself.

I wonder if she deserves to be loved.

She was very strong, and he accommodated her at every turn.

She thought about change, but in the end, she took it for granted.

Constantly, she forgot who she was at the beginning.

That Jun Muyi who always hides himself.

The Jun Muyi who escaped from six years ago, but fell into what happened three years ago.

That cowardly, suspicious, and controlling.

She had said before that she had not been domesticated by the sect, but in fact, she had already been domesticated by it.

When she was in the sect, as long as she didn't listen to those people, she would be beaten and punished.

Usually she eats a meal without a meal, and is thrown casually.

To say that she is a beggar is too light.

But she was cowardly, she didn't dare to resist, so she could only follow the orders of the group of people in the sect.

It was also then that she learned to hide herself, and she was unconvinced, but she still pretended to be very obedient.

After leaving the sect hall and being thrown into a mental hospital, she was still like this.

In the mental hospital, facing him, she was still like this.

When she goes out in the future and meets again, she is still like this.

To this day, she still does.

This is proof that she was domesticated by the sect.

It's a hurdle that she can't overcome.

It's also her scar.

She was asked a few random questions from him, and she felt that he had seen her scars, and she was furious.

But more than that, it's anger at yourself.

Why does she have such a scar?

Why?

She just wished she could be ordinary.

She didn't want to be someone special.

But why, what did she have to go through?

She hated the people who poured it all into her, she hated the cowardly self, she hated the one who saw her scars.

But he still loved her with all his heart.

She is very worried, can she accept his love?

He's so stupid, he admits death.

She's so stupid, and she admits death.

In the end, she grasped his question, grasped that sentence.

Tired of being together every day, is that good?

So, she proposed that the relationship between the two go back to the past.

She had time to calm down and think seriously about whether her nature was worthy of his love.

And he also had time to catch his breath.

But for another two weeks after that night had passed, he would go into her room late every night and watch her quietly.

She pretended to be asleep, squinting at his sad expression.

She felt him gently touch her head, just like back then.

He said, Yi'er, just say anything, don't hold it in your heart, see her sad, he is also sad.

He wanted to end the relationship quickly, and she wanted to end the situation as well.

But she was pretending to be asleep, she couldn't speak.

She doesn't want to be discovered, she wants to continue to hide.

She's going crazy.

After that night, the relationship between the two was a bit like the previous situation when she was deliberately angry.

Except for some questions that are very necessary to communicate, they will speak.

But compared to the last time, there are also many differences.

This time, he was constantly looking for a topic, but she deliberately didn't answer.

And last time, he didn't dare to speak, and she didn't say either.

Eventually, it changed, and both of them were.

She was happy to see him inseparable from her, but how did she feel that she couldn't leave him?

Knock knock.

Hearing the sound of knocking on the door, Jun Muyi put down the tablet in her hand and looked in the direction of the door with some panic: "Come in." ”

Chen Xing walked in with Fourteen in his arms, then walked straight to her bed and sat down.

Feeling a little pressed down on the side of the bed, Jun Muyi pulled the quilt and covered the tablet: "What's wrong?" ”

"Yi'er, school starts tomorrow." Chen Xing pinched Fourteen's paw and handed it over to the girl.

But Fourteen had just taken a few steps and immediately ran back into Chen Xing's arms.

Chen Xing bit his lower lip, hugged it, and looked at Jun Muyi.

Jun Muyi saw the fourteen who was already afraid of her, and nodded lightly, feeling very bitter in her heart, but repeated in a very flat tone: "What's wrong?" ”

"Classes are going to be tomorrow... I've put those books and stuff for you. Chen Xing put Fourteen on the ground and watched it run out.

Jun Muyi looked at the direction of the door and thanked him softly.

After waiting for a long time, she saw that he was still sitting here, and said, "Is there anything else?" ”

Chen Xing took a deep look at Jun Muyi, lowered his head and said, "Yi'er..."

He was a little lost.

She knew he was innocent, but she needed time.

She also said a little depressed: "If Ah Xing is fine, go out." ”

"Are you still angry?" Chen Xing plucked up his courage and said.

Jun Muyi pursed her lips and shook her head with a smile.

She wasn't mad at him, and he didn't do anything to make her angry.

"Then we..." Chen Xing spoke a little anxiously, but when he saw the girl stretching out his finger, he stopped.

"Ah Xing, it's late, it's eight mornings tomorrow, go to bed."

Chen Xing subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch her head, but when he saw her hiding back, he felt a tingling in his heart.

After a moment of silence, he said yes and then got up to leave.

Walking to the door, he looked back at her.

"Rest well..."

With that, he turned off the light and gently closed the door.

All was silenced.

But there was a faint choking sound of a young girl.

He leaned against the door and could hear clearly.