The two of them had already walked to the vicinity of her lodging, and it was time to say goodbye on weekdays.

"Can I sit down for a moment? Joan also. Sheng Xuan complained behind her and said: "The house here is quiet and unoccupied, you live alone, no one will disturb you." ”

"Absolutely." Qiong also pushed the door open, Sheng Xuan bent her knees and closed the door after entering the room, she smiled as she walked towards the table: "Why aren't you in a hurry to cultivate today, you want to stay with me for a while?" ”

Sheng Xuan complained "um".

Her curled eyelashes fluttered twice, "Do you have something to say to me?" ”

He walked over to her and held out his hand: "Yes, I have something to say to you, and I hope you can talk to me." ”

Joan also felt him come closer, her soft lips falling lightly on her cheek, a little itchy, she looked at him for a while, and then kissed him back on the cheek.

He opened his mouth and asked, "Qiongyi, do you want me...... Become your family? ”

Joan's heart jumped suddenly, "...... Think. ”

She was silent for a long time, "But I'm afraid." ”

"Scared?" Sheng Xuan was a little puzzled, "In today's conversation after the dispute at the academy, you also said that you were flustered, but you didn't tell me the reason. There will be a biracial affair between us, and you should ...... I have known this for a long time. ”

Joan also closed her eyes and replied to him, "I didn't expect it to ...... so soon"

"What are you afraid of?" Sheng Xuanyan held her hand, "Talk to me, if I can solve something, there will be no problem." ”

"Marriage proposals, marriages, these ...... I didn't understand it before, thinking that as long as the affection arrived, everything should fall into place. Qiong Yi sat on the wooden chair and said in a low voice, "During the Chinese New Year, I asked Mrs. Zhao what their marriage was, and some said it was good, and some said it was bad. ”

"So you're scared?"

"There was no fear. Just hesitated. "They said they must find someone worthy of trust." We have lived and died several times, and I know that you are worthy of my life, Sheng Xuan. ”

"But... You are the young master of the Sheng family, I am an orphan without a father and mother, at best, I am my master's personal disciple......"

Sheng Xuan was dumbfounded, it was precisely because of the rumors in the school that he thought of formally proposing marriage to block the mouths of Youyou.

"Why are you worried about that?" He grabbed her arm, his tone a little confused.

Joan swallowed, "I've heard too much gossip and know how important it is to be a good person. ”

"Besides, you and I haven't known each other for a long time, and we're going to make a lifelong decision, and when I think of this, I get scared."

Sheng Xuanren disagreed at all: "You and I have given each other's lives, can't this be a lifetime?" ”

"I ......" Qiong also looked at his inky eyes, and was speechless for a while: "...... That's not what it means. ”

"Why is that?" He asked: "You and I have an appointment, even if there are gossips, it is better than other people's empty smears." Moreover, it was my relatives who took the initiative to mention, and I should also fight those burdens. ”

She held her forehead, her eyes were a little red, "Sheng Xuan, can you let me be quiet for a while?" ”

Sheng Xuan was stunned for a long time: "Why the hell?" So that you don't agree? ”

Joan didn't answer, but sat there silently, her eyes hanging so low that she couldn't see a glimmer of light.

"You don't have me in your heart, do you?"

After a long time, he asked such a question, and his voice was a little chilly.

"Nope! How can it be! I have you in my heart, I have you in my heart......" Qiong also inhaled, choked a little, and listened to him ask: "Then you even resist proposing marriage so much?" ”

She was a little confused by his questioning, "No, I can not care about other people's criticism, but I can't care about you......" She took a deep breath, "It's too rash to marry the young master of the ancient clan at the Spring Festival banquet, I don't have the guts." Sheng Jun, sometimes when I stand by your side, I feel that you are so far away from me, so far away......"

"Just because of this?"

“…… More than. ”

Sheng Xuanren stood up straight, "Qiong Yi, you have taught me a lot, be comfortable, freewheeling, and kind, you are an excellent person, don't be presumptuous." ”

He paused for a moment and said, "You think I'm far away from you, I thought I was ...... That's how I feel. ”

His voice was flat, but his eyes were full of melancholy: "...... I feel like you're going to leave me, so I want to catch you and grab you desperately. I thought you liked me, and as long as I went to propose, we would be together forever. ”

He smiled lonely: "I always feel that you are like the wind blowing from the world, I want to keep you, but I can't do it, where to blow is only your own decision, it has nothing to do with me." ”

"Why...... How do you feel so? Qiong was also shocked by his words, only to see him lean over and slowly hug himself, and his voice stopped in his ears: "I want to take you back to Baiyu Mountain and stay with me for the rest of my life." ”

"You ......"

"I'm a very stingy person, Qiong Yi, I'm not wood." Sheng Xuan hugged her tightly and half-stood up, wrapped the person in his arms to the wooden bed next to the table, and pushed her down, "I'm greedy...... I want everything about you. ”

Qiong also lay on the very flat futon, her body was a little stiff from being too shocked, she never thought that Sheng Xuanyan would say such a thing, he was always calm and light, even a little indifferent, let alone ask for something so directly.

The person on the body moved, it was a light kiss against the neck, crispy and numb, and the itch was very uncomfortable: "Sheng Xuan!" ”

The hands that were pushed were clasped tightly by him, and Sheng Xuan's resentment did not let go of the push as usual, but intensified, and a squirming voice came from between Qiong's sealed lips: "Let it go...... We... Not...... Let's talk about it, don't... ...... like this"

"It's something you don't agree to." Parting his lips, in the misty apricot eyes in front of him, it was her trembling pupils, Sheng Xuan's heart softened, but he still didn't give up, and he asked for it unilaterally without leaving any room.

There was a warm touch between the collarbones, Qiong Yi's cheeks were red, and he slashed it with a palm, Sheng Xuanyan easily took this palm, and noticed that there was movement on her legs, locking her legs. Qiong Yi wanted to turn over and sit up, but he was pressed down, "Sheng Xuan resentful!" ”

Sheng Xuan complained that his ears were burning, and he suddenly moved, "It hurts?" ”

"Get out of here!"

"I'm sorry."

Qiong Yi gritted her teeth, and her tone changed from annoyance to confusion: "Do you really want me to live my life on Baiyu Mountain?" ”

"Isn't it good?"

Thinking of what Lu Xu said to himself a year ago, Qiong Yi's heart was cold: "It's not good at all!" You know I want to travel through the world, why do you want to do this? ”

"Because no one on that cold mountain is as good to me and smiling at me as you are, I have tasted the sweetness, how can I be willing to go back alone."

Joan also felt that the harder he hugged, the tighter the two bodies became, and the atmosphere in the room gradually became beautiful, and he kissed him on the back of his neck, and with the stinging sensation of some light bites, he lost his mind for a while.

If I continue like this, I will really be ......

Qiong Yi woke up from his thoughts, an elbow pushed him away, Sheng Xuan took a heavy elbow, covered his neck and sat up: "Qiong Yi, you are too heavy......" Rubbing the red marks on his neck, he suddenly asked: "Is the love Gu about to fail?" ”

Hearing him mention Heartless Gu, Qiong also shuddered: "You don't think I'm tempted by you because of that Gu, right?" ”

Sheng Xuanyan looked at her with a pale face, and he didn't dare to look at each other, full of unease, he asked lightly: "Isn't it?" ”

Qiong Yi's blood surged up: "No! I'm not emotional because of Gu! ”

"I know." Sheng Xuan stared at her resentfully: "It's a 'test'." I asked the doctor when I was in the Su family, you have never been hit by Gu. ”

Qiong Yi's heart chuckled, and her voice suddenly lowered: "You don't blame me? ”

"It's been sad for a few days, but it's not so sad to think that you're willing to believe that I mean to you." He said: "It was only then that I realized that you are not only cautious in employing people, but also suffering from gains and losses. ”

He frowned and said word by word: "I thought that as long as I was completely good to you, you would no longer have a gap with me because of uneasiness, I thought you would gradually understand." ”

"I thought if I said to you, 'Leave everything to me,' you'd be at ease. But I'm afraid that if I don't say that, you'll leave me. ”

"I know that you are ambitious in all directions and want to travel the world, and I am connected to Bai Yu in this life. I remember when we met at the beginning of the year, you said, if I don't come here, how will you find me, in fact, I am not far from you at all, I have always been here, in Luoyao, in Baiyu, as long as you miss me, come to me, you will always be able to see me. ”

"But you left the Lu family after you left the school, the world is so big, where should I go to find you."

"So, you and I go, Qiongyi, we will never be separated."

Joan also stared at him blankly, listened to all his words, and then was held tightly in his arms.

As if she had been slashed by a knife, the temptation and deception at the beginning were the bane that she had planted, and she always felt guilty when she faced him. When Sheng Xuanyan said what was in his heart, Qiong also hoped that he could speak, okay, I promise you.

But she couldn't speak.

She has Ah Luo who stayed in Taiyang City, has she learned the swordsmanship of swimming, has she not finished the mystery of her life experience, and has not walked too long and too far, these are not things that can be done by staying with him in Bai Yu.

"Sheng Xuan ......"

Qiong was also in a trance, her hands behind Sheng Xuan's back, and she was slipping down a little bit of strength: "...... Let's go apart. ”

*

At that moment, Sheng Xuan resented that he had misheard.

It wasn't until Qiong Yi said it again that he could barely hear clearly.

"Sheng Jun, let's separate."

He asked her incredulously, "Why?" ”

"It's good for you and me." Joan also tilted her head and closed her eyes, not wanting him to see that she was crying.

Sheng Xuan didn't remember how he left her dormitory, nor how he returned to the empty courtyard, where he sat under the leafy tree, as if he had lost his soul.

She knew how much he cared about her, but she didn't even have a trace of affection.

Sheng Xuanyan slowly went to the town, bought a large jar of wine, sat under the tree and drank it alone, drank the whole whole jar without getting drunk, and didn't even get dizzy.

But when I was angry, I thought of her again, thinking of her learning star arithmetic and fried-hair, and the way she looked in her arms......

Why could she leave me without saying anything?

Clenched his fists and knocked on the table, he pursed his lips a little aggrieved, how could there be such a thin lover in the world?

"The author has something to say:

I found out that today is the Qixi Festival, but I actually wrote about the breakup here......

(It didn't take too long to reconcile in the next chapter!) ~~) I'm still very sorry to rub the sugar pills on everyone's hands.

The three of them stayed in the Su family's mansion for a long time, and all the food and clothing during this time were provided by the Su family~

Because it is necessary to heal, the food is very light, and it is all white porridge and side dishes~

Then Xiao Sheng found out that Qiong Ye didn't drink porridge or eat porridge, but would scoop out a little meat foam in the porridge and eat it~

Qiong Yi's explanation is that she hates drinking porridge the most! I drank it since I was a child, and I had to vomit when I was growing up, as long as it was porridge cooked in white rice, it was all unpalatable! However, red bean porridge, mung bean porridge, eight-treasure porridge, lotus seed soup, etc., etc., etc., are excluded~

All in all, I can't accept food without taste~

But the really picky eater ignores all the resentments of Sheng Xuan, who doesn't like food, he takes the silver to bribe the gatekeeper disciples, and makes a special trip to run errands to deliver takeaways~

However, it didn't take long for the days of big fish and big meat to run out of money~

Back to the hard life, pitiful~

When they live in a side courtyard, someone will give them a change of clothes~

When I came for the first time, the person in charge brought several sets of clothes to the three of them, and Qiong also tried them one by one, and only left them to wear those I liked, which was very generous~

Then it's time to change clothes, and after the change, she asks her opinion which one looks better~

Xiao Sheng lowered his head and said, um~ It's all good-looking~ Everything is good-looking~

Joan also said that you don't perfunctory me~

He blushed and said seriously~ You look good no matter how you wear it~

Xiao Yan on the side: Oh, I want to leave, I can't stand it~"