394 She had figured it out a long time ago

Alone?

Jun Er subconsciously shook his head: "I...... I don't know ......."

Sometimes, it feels like a person......

Sometimes, it doesn't feel like a person......

He was even a little confused, whether he fell in love with Ah Xing first, or Ah Xing because of Su Zihu's influence?

"I never thought you were two people...... Yan Yueqing looked at his tangled and confused expression, and smiled lightly, "At most, I think ...... It would be two different personalities......"

Her gentle tone was like a freshly thawed stream under the snow-capped mountains in early spring, bringing a ray of vitality and warmth to her frozen heart.

"I watched a short video before, a carefree little boy met a middle-aged man who wanted to jump into the river on the side of the bridge, he didn't understand that life is so beautiful, why did the person in front of him want to die? So I handed the sugar gourd I just bought to the other party......

Later, when he grew up, he was depressed by life, feelings and other factors...... Until his parents died, which became the last straw, he finally couldn't help it, and walked to the bridge in despair, wanting to commit suicide by jumping into the river! Then...... A little boy came over, grabbed the corner of his coat, and gave him a sugar gourd he had just bought......

She paused: "This short film won the Gold Award for Design at the time, and many people interpreted it differently. Some people think that time and space overlap, the former little boy saved his future self, which can be regarded as a redemption work! But some people think that the boy who handed the sugar gourd at the end of the film is just another little guy full of kindness! It's not salvation, it's a continuation ......"

Jun Er looked at her seriously: "That...... What does Ah Xing think? ”

"Me?" Yan Yueqing thought for two seconds, then raised her eyelashes to look at the rose in the dome, "I don't think it matters whether it's salvation or continuation...... The important thing is that he once saved people, and now someone has saved him. ”

"Like you said, Zihu came back against the tide in order to redeem the tragic end of his world. His purpose is to change the outcome, not to take over your body. You guys...... Always alone, hasn't it? ”

"You may not understand this, but I ask you, if I still don't have a good result in this world, will you be like him and go into the flow of time to change your life?"

Jun Er did not hesitate: "Of course! ”

"That's it!" Yan Yueqing said calmly, "Maybe...... When you arrive in the next world, you meet the monarch of that world, and you become the new Su Zihu. Your goal is just to change that...... And the ruler of that world has become sensitive and jealous because of your sudden arrival...... Isn't it...... Is history repeating itself? ”

Jun Er himself laughed: "Yes, it seems to be stuck in a loop." ”

"You didn't go through the painful years that Su Zihu went through, just like a little boy didn't go through everything when he grew up. You always hold the most primitive original intention and treat everything with you. But when you grow up, aren't you you? ”

"The arrival of Su Zihu seems to be two people, but in fact...... He's just ahead for the future of you...... The choice is made. It's like ...... If I go back in time and see my old self, knowing that she will soon step into the pit, how can I resist not reminding her? ”

"However, with my temperament, even if I was reminded, she probably wouldn't listen, and she would still insist on hitting the wall and falling into the pit...... Until I grow up, I get a chance to go back in time and look at myself who was stubborn and persistent at that time. ”

"I am like this, and so are you...... Even if Su Zihu reminds you, will you listen to it all? I think it's unlikely...... Our feelings at that time were pure, and they were by no means something that could be made up by other people! ”

"I like you because I like you myself...... I like Kogo because he is your future ...... Maybe it's not fair to him, but if he's not your future you, but some other remnant, all I'll have to think about is how to get him out of your body! ”

"As for Zigo, he's talked to me about it...... Although he loves me, what he loves is to see each other again. For example, you can go back in time and see me when I was a child, you know that I will be your wife when I grow up, but will you fall in love with me when I was a child? ”

Jun Er immediately shook his head: "Of course not!" ”

With children? Isn't that pure and perverted?

"yes, you won't, and neither will Zigo...... He was just happy that he could finally change that tragic ending! And that emotion can't affect how you feel about me...... From beginning to end, together, it has always been us...... Isn't it? ”

Jun Er suddenly swallowed.

Admittedly, she was not bad at all.

If you rushed into the flow of time, went back to the past, and met the former Jun Er and Ah Xing...... Could it be that he will occupy that gentleman's body and fall in love with Ah Xing?

No......

He would just quietly watch the situation unfold, reminding his former self as much as possible to be careful about what would affect the future.

What he is grateful for and enjoys is the time when he can see Ah Xing again.

It's the despair that can watch her dissipate when she's not in her best years......

It's her good, everything is fine, and she lives up to the perfect ending that she struggled to come by.

Other words......

Su Zihu is himself!

More than him has decades of painful precipitation, future self.

And you're struggling with the future?

In fact, what Su Zihu wants is not exclusive at all.

It's all alive and well......

Speaking of this, Yan Yueqing let out a long sigh.

"I've figured this out a long time ago, but when I see your cute appearance of being jealous every day, I always want to tease you again. Afterward...... The explosion happened so suddenly, I watched Zigo rush out of your body to protect me, and when I woke up, you were all gone...... I'm so scared......"

"Later, I found out that there was an extra remnant soul in my body, and I fought with it all day, so I didn't dare to contact you for the time being, for fear that I would worry if I knew about it......"

She lowered her eyelashes, her voice a little chilly as she recalled her last memory before leaving.

"Shortly after giving birth, I was taken advantage of by her, holding this body and jumping off the building, and my consciousness gradually dissipated...... But at that moment, I was not afraid at all, and I knew that you would come to me...... You will come to me like the future child, go to heaven and earth, and come to me against all odds......"

"But if that's the case, it's in a loop...... You will become the new Su Zihu, and then return to the previous Jun Er and Ah Xing, endlessly...... I guess Zihu thinks the same way, that's why he decided to let him enter the time stream to find me and let you stay in this world......"

After Yan Yueqing finished speaking, she looked at him very seriously: "You say, right?" (End of chapter)