Chapter 168: Like Me
Sheng Xuan realized after realizing that it was not so much that Qiong also remembered him, but that she got to know him again.
Joan will also call him "Sheng Jun", and she will only call him alone.
The doctors were amazed, for people who have been poisoned by the soul purification and become a stupor, it is a great joy to know and remember someone.
The strange poison that seemed to be unsolvable was dissolved little by little under Sheng Xuan's wholehearted care.
Qiong still didn't know Su Ye and Yan Tingshen, didn't know her younger brothers and sisters, when she saw them, she only felt strange, and she would shout Sheng Xuan's name and cower timidly in his arms.
Everyone in the village knows that Sheng Gongzi has a lady who sacrificed her life to save everyone, but lost her mind because of it. Whenever she saw them walking behind the village, she would not talk and laugh at them, but would always give some fruit, and Joan would also take the fruit with a smile and hand it to Sheng Xuanren to eat, and Sheng Xuanren would wash it and hand it back to her mouth.
When he and her lay on the lawn of the small mound and looked at the clouds, Sheng Xuan thought that even if Joan couldn't get rid of this poison in this life, I would take care of her for the rest of my life.
Joan also sat on the grass and picked up the little wildflowers in the grass, goose yellow or pale pink, and put them in his hair: "Sheng Xuan." She would say something short and ask him a lot of things: "Flowers, paper." Flowers, alive? ”
Sheng Xuan resented that she pointed to the pomegranate silk flower in her hair, knew what she was asking, and replied: "Well, the flower on your head is made of silk paper, and the flower on your head is grown from seeds in the grass and is alive." ”
She smiled beautifully: "I like it." ”
After finishing speaking, she threw herself on the ground and lay down in the grass, the grass thorns scratched her neck, a little itchy, and she asked again: "Sheng Xuan, lady, what?" ”
Sheng Xuan raised the corners of his lips slightly: "It's you." You are the lady I made an appointment with, my wife who has not passed through the door, and I will marry you after I am crowned, and you also said that you will accompany me for the rest of your life. ”
Joan also blinked: "Hmm." ”
"Sheng Jun, I used to, what? They, when they see me, weep? ”
Sheng Xuan lowered his eyelashes and felt a little bitter: "It's okay." It's good for you to stay with me like this. ”
Qiong is also very sensitive to emotions, although Sheng Xuanren has a smile on his face, but she knows that he is not smiling, her heart is astringent, and she sits up.
Sheng Xuan resented that Qiong Yi was pressed up, and pillowed her head on her chest, not knowing what she was doing: "What's wrong?" ”
Joan didn't answer him, but leaned her ear to his heart, and listening to the beating of the voice, she inhaled and said, "Heart." ”
She covered her heart: "It's uncomfortable." ”
Sheng Xuanyan also sat up with his upper body, looking at her in a daze, Qiong Yi raised his hand, grabbed her neck, and let him stick it to his chest, Sheng Xuanyan wanted to hide, but was hugged and held down by her, "Qiong Yi, don't do this." ”
Joan pressed him to her chest, bowed her head, and said, "Listen." ”
Sheng Xuan resented what he could hear, he could only hear his chaotic heartbeat and the sound of heavier and heavier breathing.
The side of her face was very soft, with the ups and downs of the breath, and her hand hugged him tightly, and the warmth of her arms was even the snort on the top of her head. Sheng Xuanyan's body became more and more stiff, the more he struggled, the closer Qiong Yi pressed him, the more obvious the touch of his chest became, slightly full, not barren, Sheng Xuanyan closed his eyes, mixed with his own rapid breath, he finally heard her heartbeat.
It's gentle and quiet.
Then, there were dripping drips of wet and hot water above her head, Sheng Xuan resented that it was raining, but it was sunny today, and there was still swaying sunlight in the grass, which could only be her teardrops.
Joan sobbed silently, tears raining down more and more.
Sheng Xuan wiped her tears for her, and could only hear that she was vaguely apologizing, apologizing for forgetting, apologizing for her incompetence, and apologizing for no longer being the person in their memory, but she didn't know why she became like this.
People who have saved others, forgotten by themselves, do not need to apologize.
She will always be her, he will always love her, and that is enough.
Wiping away her tears, Sheng Xuan complained to her like this.
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Since that day, Qiong has also begun to contact people other than Sheng Xuan, and re-acquaint herself with everyone around her, but when they treat themselves, they will always be cautious, mixed with worry and doubt, this restraint will affect her from time to time, she doesn't like to get along with this group of people who always call herself "Senior Sister" and "Miss Lu", it seems that they are always remembering another person through themselves.
But Sheng Xuanyan would say good things to praise her, say that she was getting better day by day, say that her new things were very fast, and would stroke her head and chuckle.
He didn't smile often, although he always smiled faintly at himself, but it wasn't really a smile.
Joan also likes to see him laugh, and he only smiles genuinely when he acts like the past, so she is willing to make contact with others to remember the forgotten self.
Sheng Xuan resented that she was gradually able to get along with others, and gradually did not stay in the village for a long time, but went to the front line to take care of things. The Sheng clan has Su Ye and Yan Tingshen in the stage, one is outside the main and the other is in the main house, and the Taiwan is managed very well, and the leading cultivators fought a few battles when Mo Yungu was seriously injured and did not recover, and almost all of them won.
When he finished his errand and returned to the village, he could see Qiong Yi running towards him like flying.
She didn't know where she learned it, and called him husband bluntly, because he said that he was his wife, and she heard that the lady should call the person she liked "husband", so she called him so, and said that she missed him.
Joan used to be like that.
When she expressed her thoughts, she was straightforward and appropriate, and her eyes were warm, but she had never called herself like this.
"Call me Sheng Xuan." Touching Qiong Yi's head, Sheng Xuan complained.
At night, Qiong also shrank in front of him and fell asleep quietly, Sheng Xuan resented that after she fell asleep, he would carry her to another bed, but she couldn't sleep soundly, and she was writhing in her arms, extremely restless.
He pressed her helplessly, kissed and patted lightly, Qiong Yi was woken up by him, the hand that pulled his cuff stretched along the placket, and kissed back with his movements, the dragonfly kiss was stretched by her, and they consumed each other, Sheng Xuan felt that she was sticking up, her legs hooked on her waist, panting, he couldn't help but hug her tightly, but he came back to his senses in an instant.
Joan Yi climbed on his shoulder and leaned up, Sheng Xuan resentfully dodged her lips.
"Joan, I can't ...... anymore" His Adam's apple rolled with his breath, his cheeks red.
She was puzzled: "Why? ”
"I can't stand ......" Sheng Xuan resented and held her, deliberately avoiding skin touch, "Don't ...... like this"
"Are you having a hard time? Sheng Xuan? Qiong Yi's fingertips scratched lightly on his neck, she didn't know why Sheng Xuanyan had such a big reaction, the Adam's apple floated, like a raised hill, so she pressed her fingertips on it and picked two picks. He hissed, grabbed her hand in a bit of confusion, his reason was almost worn out, he pressed down, there was a thought in his heart that he could continue, as if he could continue to comfort himself, he finally complied with his desires, and held up her waist from below with one hand, and Joan was also very cooperative, sticking to his lower abdomen, looking at him with only a pair of purple eyes.
Sheng Xuan's resentful eyes were full of affection, as if covered with a thin veil, he stroked Qiong Yi's cheek and leaned over to look at her.
He didn't know how many times he had dreamed of the scene of double cultivation with her, and he had fantasized many times, he had imagined the look on Qiong Yi's face, whether it was shy, confused, or trance, and intoxicated, but at this moment, what he saw was a pair of ignorant eyes, ignorant and a little calm.
It's the kind of expression that shouldn't be at this time.
It shouldn't be on her face at such a time.
Sheng Xuan's resentful interest suddenly fell, like being poured with cold water on his head, and the heat of Fang Cai was extinguished together.
Joan didn't know what was going to happen next, she just believed in him and relied on him, so she was willing to cooperate with him.
Thinking of this, Sheng Xuan's heart was a little tingling.
Qiong Yi's eyes were extraordinarily bright in the dark night, and seeing that he was no longer continuing, he scratched him gently: "Sheng Xuan? ”
"It's fine. Go to sleep. ”
Sheng Xuanyan pulled on his middle shirt, turned over, and lay to the side, Qiong was also a little stunned, as if he had done something wrong.
"Sheng Xuan?" She sat up and moved over to his ear and whispered to him, "Sheng-暻-"
The crisp numbness in her ears was her clear voice, and Sheng Xuan covered her ears with resentment: "Don't make trouble." ”
"Are you mad at me?" Qiong was also a little aggrieved, learning from him to himself, kissing and biting his earlobe, his earlobe was hot and scary, the tiger teeth gently pierced the cartilage, I don't know whether it was to dissipate heat or increase temperature, Sheng Xuan's resentment couldn't stand it in the end, and he wouldn't be so cold to her, so he turned around and pressed her down: "Qiong Yi, what are you doing?" ”
"I'm ......," her eyelashes flickered, "you're very comfortable with me." So kiss you too. ”
“…… Did anyone say anything strange to you? ”
"The village aunt said that husbands and wives should be like this." She said, "I'm your lady, you said it." ”
Sheng Xuan pursed her lips resentfully, listening to her firm voice, her stubborn temperament is not easy to persuade, and asked lightly: "Want me to continue?" ”
She nodded, "Yes." ”
He put his head on Qiong Yi's shoulder: "Then you take it." ”
Joan didn't know what he was going to do, but Sheng Xuanyan was the best person in the world for her, and no matter what he did, she was not afraid.
In the next moment, there was a pain in her shoulder, Sheng Xuan resentfully bit her, her lower mouth was extremely heavy, and she didn't have any sense of proportion, just deliberately trying to hurt her, leaving her with a bad impression, and don't provoke herself like this in the future.
"Ahh Hurt! Qiong Yi only felt that the person on his body was a dog or a fox who liked to bite people, and he only felt that the meat was about to be bitten by him, so he pushed and beat him: "It hurts!" Can't bite! Sheng Jun! ”
Sheng Xuan didn't dare to put his mouth on his neck, but he didn't have any worries about his chest, waist and legs. The disparity in size is too large, and Qiong Yi doesn't know how to use the true qi in his body, he can't break free, he can't escape, and he can't escape, so he was restrained and tortured.
I don't know how long later, the torture was over, Sheng Xuanyan let go of the hand that locked her and asked her, "Does it hurt?" ”
Joan also felt that this person was simply pretending! Ask while knowing the answer! Mess around! The bottom of the eyes was red: "I don't like you anymore!" I'm leaving! Let me go! ……”
Sure enough, Qiong Yi's temperament would say such things.
Sheng Xuanyan chuckled and sighed, got out of bed and picked up her clothes, looked at her full of tooth marks, and said, "Next time you disturb people like this, we will still bite like this." ”
Qiong also bit her lower lip, pursed her lips, and glared at him in her eyes: "It's not like this......"
Sheng Xuan half-lowered his eyes: "I'm like this." If you don't accept it, you can bite it back. ”
Joan also turned her head hard, but twisted her neck, and with a crisp "click", she grabbed her neck and jumped back to her bed aggrievedly, and got into the quilt to gase.
At night, she was so angry that she couldn't sleep, and felt Sheng Xuan's resentment and wanted to lift the quilt to look at herself, but she shrank more and more firmly, until she was suffocated and woke up, only to find that it was almost noon.
Sheng Xuan complained that she left a note for herself on the desk, but what was the use of that, she didn't know how to read.
Qiong also thought coyly: If he bites me every night, this kiss will not be married.
But Sheng Jun was born really good-looking. Qiong also thought again: Those who call me senior sister and sister, and those who call me Miss Lu, are not as good-looking as him.
There are very few people here who call themselves "Joan" like him.
Qiong also touched the marks on her neck, blocked it with her collar, and continued to think: only the one who talked a lot and was very noisy, and the one who looked smart and smiled, and Sheng Jun.
She took the note and went to the camp where she was recuperating to find someone who called her senior sister, not necessarily them, as long as she was literate, anyone could do it.
But the people in the camp were always very busy, and they changed batches of people, and some of them left after they were injured, and they didn't stay long.
There was a person who called himself a junior sister before, with a very good personality, like Lu Xu, a good person, gentle and generous, but Sheng Jun didn't like him very much, and he didn't let him talk to him, and he returned to the front line after recovering from his injuries not long ago.
Joan also walked around the camp, and without seeing anyone she knew, she quietly walked out again. Those strangers will look at themselves with regret, or sadness, or pity, but she is still alive and well, and she is not dead, so why should they look at her like this?
Qiong Yi felt very uncomfortable, she couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure it out.