Chapter 17: Dialogue

About ten minutes the two walked from the head of the village to the end of the village together, and saw a chic house from a distance, standing in front of the house with the walls painted sky blue, Li Wangyi stopped, Song Du looked at him, there were many complex emotions in his eyes, Song Du intuitively felt that this was related to Li Liwei.

"It's his favorite color."

Li Wangyi spoke in a deep voice, as if he was nostalgic.

Song Du turned his head to look at the dazzling blue, and sighed in his heart, pure and noble people are noble until death.

"How do they know what color Li Weiwei likes? Do they know the donor? ”

Song Du hesitated to speak, theoretically speaking, the identity of the donor should not be exposed, and everything related to Li Liwei should not appear in Zhang An'an's house.

"Coincidence."

Li Wangyi let out a deep voice from his chest, but his dark eyes didn't seem to agree with this.

"Who are you? What are you doing standing on my doorstep? ”

The crisp voice sounded, and the two looked over, only to see a girl with a beautiful face in a blue coat walking out of the door, just when they met Li Wangyi and Song Du who were standing at the door, and the suspicious gaze swept over the two but paused on Li Wangyi's face.

This girl is petite, pale, and a little sickly, but her eyebrows are frank and natural, this should be the Zhang An'an they have always wanted to see.

"You... Did you come to see him? ”

Zhang Anan touched his heart that was beating a little fast, and looked at Li Wangyi's eyes with complicated eyes, obviously he had never seen it, but it seemed to be familiar, Zhang Anan remembered the dream he had by chance, could he be...

Thinking about it like this, his heartbeat became firmer, and it seemed that in response to her thoughts, Zhang Anan was a little excited.

It's been ten years, and she finally meets someone related to her benefactor.

Zhang Anan couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, it was too complicated, it seemed that the things he had been looking forward to for a long time had finally settled, and the person he had been thinking about for a long time finally appeared, some fear, some expectations, and joy.

But Zhang An'an clearly knew that this joy came from the heart beating in her chest, after all, she had never seen the two people in front of her, this must be the benefactor's old friend, so that this long-calm heart burst out with different joy.

Hearing what Zhang An'an said, Song Du was a little surprised, but her face was not obvious, she looked at Li Wangyi sideways, and she couldn't see any emotion.

"Zhang An'an?"

Li Wangyi said lightly, but in fact, the answer was already in front of him, and there was no need to confirm it.

Zhang Anan took the two back home, and told Zhang's mother that they had met friends on the Internet, and Zhang's mother enthusiastically brought a lot of fruits, and then left space for the three to talk.

Song Du looked at Zhang's mother's complete trust and enthusiasm, and was a little surprised, Zhang Anan saw her curiosity and solved her doubts.

"Ah, I now write articles on the Internet or something, I know a lot of like-minded people, and from time to time netizens will send me some books or something, so my mother knows that I have some friends she hasn't met, and now you can come to see me, and she is also very happy."

Zhang Anan explained briefly, and by the way, he pushed Zhang's mother's cleanly washed fruit in the direction of the two.

"Do you rarely go out of the village?"

Song Du looked at Zhang An'an, a girl who still flashed with innocence on her face, she must have grown up with good love and care from her family, and Zhang Anan should have little contact with the dirty world outside.

"Yes, I rarely go out of the village, when I was a child, my mother took me to live in the city for a while, I went to school at that time, and then I was so sick that I couldn't even go to school, my mother taught me at home, and then I ran around the hospitals all over the country, and I went back here after surgery ten years ago, and I have lived here for ten years~"

Zhang Anan smiled and said these pasts very calmly, his expression was calm, without a trace of dissatisfaction or resentment, as if the life of the sick bed for more than ten years was just a tempering given to her by God, making her stronger and braver, Song Du admired this girl a little in his heart.

"How are you doing?"

Song Du then spoke, his tone soft and gentle.

"I'm doing well now, I'm healthy, my parents are alive, I couldn't be better, you see I'm in a good state of mind, right? But in fact, there was a period of time when I had a lot of resentment, especially resentment of the world, I thought that there are so many people in the world, why I am sick, why I can't go anywhere, I can't go to school, I can't run, I can hardly do all the things that my peers can do, this feeling is simply terrible. ”

Looking at Song Du's somewhat surprised look, Zhang Anan smiled and confided in his past very calmly.

"Didn't expect that, did you? I've had a time like this before, every time I look at my mother's red and swollen eyes, and overhear who they're borrowing money from, I think it's better to die, it's a hundred, but once I told my mother to let her give up on me, and she broke down and cried in front of me for the first time, and I haven't said these words since, but I just suppressed all the pain and dissatisfaction in my heart, and the anger in me was calmed down after a long time, you should understand why, right? ”

Zhang Anan asked rhetorically, his peaceful gaze wandering over the two, waiting for their expected answer.

"Your heart."

Song Du's eyes were clear, and she gave the answer she wanted as she wished, and a satisfied smile appeared on Zhang An'an's face, she was like a storyteller, asking the audience below to give a corresponding answer, and then continuing the next story.

"Yes, this heart, I have thought about what kind of person the owner of this heart is in the past ten years, and I have wanted to understand the owner of this heart countless times, but in fact, my connection with the other party is only such a heart that beats tenaciously in my chest, I don't even know whether the other party is a man or a woman, but today I may have guessed the answer."

Zhang Anan smiled mischievously, her eyes fell on Li Wangyi, who was speechless, and she didn't get any reaction, she was not annoyed, and continued to speak,

"You may not know that this heart actually saved me twice, the first time was my decaying and dying body, and the second time was my violent and barren soul.

After my body gradually improved, I found that the resentment outside of me also slowly disappeared, although the body is still far from those peers in the village who can run and adjust, but I began to accept my imperfect body, began to live in harmony with the world, my parents love me too much, and I have been worried and scared for many years, so I don't toss, stay at home obediently, and accompany them to grow old slowly.

When I used to lie in bed and could barely move, I thought, when I get better, I must run all over the world, I have to do all the dangerous and exciting things again, sometimes I think about it and even feel crazy, but when I really get better, those thoughts are like a cloud of smoke, I just want to be with my parents, and live the future life with them, don't you think it's amazing? How can people have such a big change. ”

Zhang Anan had a smile in her eyes, she said these words for the first time in all these years, and the object of confiding was a stranger she met for the first time, which was also a wonderful feeling.

"Do you think it's this heart that has changed you?"

Song Du spoke cautiously, his expression was a little moved, and he also felt that it was amazing in his heart, a heart had such great magic! On the other hand, Li Wangyi's expression remained the same, and he couldn't see any emotion, which was elusive.

Zhang Anan heard her question, picked up the water cup and took a sip, moistened his throat, and then the gentle voice sounded again,

"Yes, this heart has brought me too many changes, but I am very grateful because it has brought good changes, I used to sit in a daze and didn't like to communicate with others, but now I often read books to enrich myself, and I will make friends online, and I have more communication with the people around me.

What's more, I talked more to my parents, and I couldn't do without each other, I used to think that I would die early, so I put up thick walls and refused all the love my parents gave me, and then I realized how ridiculous my previous actions were, so I have to cherish the time with them now.

There's another one, I think you also found out, I didn't have a particularly favorite color before, but after changing my heart, I like blue very much, you should have seen it just now, the wall of my house is sky blue, my father personally painted it for me, now I think about it, maybe there are other people who like this color~

In short, I used to feel that I had been living in resentment, but now I feel that I am living in a strong love, and if there is any regret, it should be that I still don't know what kind of person the owner of this heart is. ”

After Zhang An'an finished speaking, her clear eyes looked at the two of them, and after saying so much, the fluctuations in her heart had long subsided, and she calmly waited for the answer she had been looking forward to for ten years.

Song Du looked at her clear eyes, her heart was moved, she reached out and gently pulled Li Wangyi's hand, hoping that he could give some answers, Li Wangyi looked at Song Du, and the bony palm backhand held Song Du's hand firmly, Song Du struggled a few times, but couldn't break away, their movements Zhang An'an had a full view, and his heart was a little wonderful.

The man who had been silent for a long time finally spoke,

"What kind of person do you think he will be?"

Li Wangyi looked at Zhang An'an, his eyes were indifferent and cold, faintly scrutinizing.

"Are you his friend or family?"

Zhang Anan asked Li Wangyi rhetorically, and seeing that Li Wangyi didn't intend to answer, she continued to speak,

"Just outside my house, I didn't have any special emotions, but when I saw your face, my heart began to pound Don't worry, I'm not coveting your beauty, I just feel very happy, and a kind of stunned, that's why I let you in, I know that you must have something to do with him, and you must be here today for him, so I told you so much just now, for the first time in ten years, there is such a big mood swing here, I think he must like you very much."

Zhang Anan pointed to the location of his heart, with a soft smile on his face.